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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone those of us who have faced or are currently facing conditions like mecfs and long covid know that the fatigue and pain and all the other symptoms that can go along with these conditions are very real they are not just in our heads and no one knows this better than those of us who have gone through this we have been poked and prodded and told your labs are normal more times that we can count but the latest neuroscience is finally catching up to what we have known all along these symptoms are real and the best part this research doesn\u0027t just validate our experience it actually shows how we can resolve symptoms without maxing out our credit cards on miracle treatments or crazy diets or whatever supplements are trending this week right now in this video we\u0027re diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take 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diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique needs as determined appropriate by a health care provider it starts with a free online consultation where a medical provider licensed in your state will review your health history and symptoms then recommend a treatment that suits your needs the process is simple and one hundred percent online if prescribed your treatment could include quality tested compounded glp one injections or oral medication kits as part of a personalized weight loss plan based on your lifestyle eating pattern health history and weight loss goals you\u0027ll also get a weight loss program developed with industry specialists who have decades of experience with weight loss and you\u0027ll have unlimited provider messaging included with your treatment plan hers fits your goals and your budget you get ongoing care included at no extra cost if prescribed there\u0027s no hidden fees so don\u0027t wait for someday to start start today in the new year go to try hers com forward slash raylan to start your assessment with a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique needs as determined appropriate by a health care provider it starts with a free online consultation where a medical provider licensed in your state will review your health history and symptoms then recommend a treatment that suits your needs the process is simple and one hundred percent online if prescribed your treatment could include quality tested compounded glp one injections or oral medication kits as part of a personalized weight loss plan based on your lifestyle eating pattern health history and weight loss goals you\u0027ll also get a weight loss program developed with industry specialists who have decades of experience with weight loss and you\u0027ll have unlimited provider messaging included with your treatment plan hers fits your goals and your budget you get ongoing care included at no extra cost if prescribed there\u0027s no hidden fees so don\u0027t wait for someday to start start today in the new year go to try hers com forward slash raylan to start your assessment with a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really incredible to hear so now you do work with people who are facing these types of conditions so maybe just start by telling us like a little bit about that so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah so basically once i recovered i realized i had to spread the word probably like you you just you can\u0027t hold this in you want to tell everybody possible\n\nSPEAKER_01: but at that time there really weren\u0027t the trainings that there are now now there\u0027s pain reprocessing therapy from alan gordon dr howard schubner\u0027s trainings so i started just piecing together different trainings mind body coach certifications i did take dr schubner\u0027s practitioner training later and actually early on studied with alan gordon and howard schubner in person before they had really created these more sophisticated online programs and pieced everything together and actually just started coaching people for free i just wanted to see if i could help them and one on one people were starting to get better but what i felt they were really missing was this whole download of knowledge that i got i felt like people needed the knowledge and a set of practices to regulate their nervous system process emotions feel their somatic body and all the things that had helped me and i couldn\u0027t convey that just one on one so i started doing group courses and develop a program that really helped educate people first with the science of what\u0027s actually happening what\u0027s the root cause of these symptoms and then different steps and practices to get well and i\u0027ve actually found that people largely do better in that format then just one on one one on one work can be very therapeutic and important to work through some emotional trauma but i think learning the brain science and the brain retraining is just pivotal\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely many people come close to fully recovering or see significant improvement here we call them book recoveries or video recoveries just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing i\u0027ve ever been through in my life and you deserve kindness you deserve care and compassion and you\u0027re the first person that can give that to yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i\u0027ve just finished another really great book if people are if this is resonating and they\u0027re looking for information it\u0027s called the happiness trap again i can\u0027t recall the author but i\u0027ll link it and there\u0027s an audiobook if you have trouble reading but it really walks you through simple concrete strategies to help you distinguish between thoughts and emotions and just what to do with these thoughts because it\u0027s the nature of our brain that we\u0027re going to have these thoughts so trying to stop them it\u0027s never going to happen you\u0027re always going to have these i\u0027m a loser why am i so terrible at this days and i\u0027m going to be sick for the rest of my life like you\u0027re never going to stop hearing those voices in your head so it\u0027s giving you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some awareness take a little break from the computer whatever it is and over time i found they soften they soften enough so the chronic symptoms resolve i can say i\u0027ve perfected getting rid of perfectionism not that\u0027s my goal but it definitely ongoing but we don\u0027t have to live with the chronic symptoms you know we can just live with more awareness and more compassion that this is a messy life we\u0027re messy humans we\u0027re never going to be perfect we\u0027re never going to make everyone happy and how can we actually try to please the one person we have a shot of making happy which is which is ourself and that\u0027s just by being true to ourself and honoring our needs our deeper needs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah my understanding is in what i see in virtually everyone i talk to is all of these things come down to what that voice inside your head is saying while you\u0027re doing these things and it helps you figure out where it\u0027s coming from whether it\u0027s people pleasing or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\nintegrative medicine, somatic tracking, mind-body practices, meditation\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\nThe transcript provides some relevant information that suggests the patient found approaches outside conventional medicine helpful, particularly integrative medicine and practices related to brain retraining and somatic tracking. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started 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and sometimes it wouldn\u0027t but i would just feel this release it\u0027s akin to when you have a good cry and you feel better this can also happen with somatic tracking you can also track emotions in your body but i would say for most people it\u0027s not helpful to do when you have really strong symptoms so when the sensations are i don\u0027t know above a four or so on a scale of one to ten it might be too intense to just bring your body into that you know if you have a migraine you probably don\u0027t want to do some tracking but you could do it with a little bit of anxiety in your stomach or you could do it with the fatigue or whatever it is and it really is a very powerful tool to retrain your brain and also just reconnect with your body in the safe way\n\nSPEAKER_00: and we\u0027re talking a lot about our thoughts and we\u0027re talking about emotions and i know that you speak that it\u0027s or explain that it\u0027s important to distinguish between thoughts and emotions so 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some awareness take a little break from the computer whatever it is and over time i found they soften they soften enough so the chronic symptoms resolve i can say i\u0027ve perfected getting rid of perfectionism not that\u0027s my goal but it definitely ongoing but we don\u0027t have to live with the chronic symptoms you know we can just live with more awareness and more compassion that this is a messy life we\u0027re messy humans we\u0027re never going to be perfect we\u0027re never going to make everyone happy and how can we actually try to please the one person we have a shot of making happy which is which is ourself and that\u0027s just by being true to ourself and honoring our needs our deeper needs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah my understanding is in what i see in virtually everyone i talk to is all of these things come down to what that voice inside your head is saying while you\u0027re doing these things and it helps you figure out where it\u0027s coming from whether it\u0027s people pleasing or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right 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online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some awareness take a little break from the computer whatever it is and over time i found they soften they soften enough so the chronic symptoms resolve i can say i\u0027ve perfected getting rid of perfectionism not that\u0027s my goal but it definitely ongoing but we don\u0027t have to live with the chronic symptoms you know we can just live with more awareness and more compassion that this is a messy life we\u0027re messy humans we\u0027re never going to be perfect we\u0027re never going to make everyone happy and how can we actually try to please the one person we have a shot of making happy which is which is ourself and that\u0027s just by being true to ourself and honoring our needs our deeper needs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah my understanding is in what i see in virtually everyone i talk to is all of these things come down to what that voice inside your head is saying while you\u0027re doing these things and it helps you figure out where it\u0027s coming from whether it\u0027s people pleasing or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people pleasing creates all sorts of problems for us that are even more fearful because they were stressed and we\u0027re not taking care of ourselves and we\u0027re resentful and you know exhausted so it\u0027s just yeah a lot of it coming down to fear and that voice whatever you hear in your head as you\u0027re going through these actions right and that really sort\n\nSPEAKER_01: of shows us why we would people please because sometimes we could beat ourself up right for like oh why didn\u0027t i speak my truth but it doesn\u0027t feel safe right and it partly does it because of course we just want to please the other person but we have this this history and probably there was some modeling in our family of origin or certainly in the culture that taught us that and so it is it\u0027s bringing this awareness it\u0027s shifting these patterns into ways that actually resonate with our authentic self\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i could keep you here literally all day oh my goodness there\u0027s so many 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years you\n\nSPEAKER_00: mentioned somatic tracking a couple of times and i know some people will be aware of this but i imagine many people do not know what that involves so can you give us an overview of what does it mean to do somatic tracking\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s true i\u0027m such a poster child for somatic tracking and i\u0027ll just say like any of the tools we\u0027re talking about it may or may not be for you with somatic tracking basically we\u0027re learning to watch the sensations in our body through a lens of safety and even curiosity which sounds totally ridiculous at first but instead of just saying i\u0027m exhausted i started really noticing heaviness in my body and then when i would bring my awareness into the area where there was most heaviness sometimes it was all over i would notice burning and i would notice tingling or pulsing and so really just tracking those sensations in this mindful curious way sub communicates back to the subconscious brain that actually i\u0027m picking up on your signals i\u0027m not ignoring them you\u0027re trying to tell me i\u0027m not safe and i\u0027m picking up on them but through my attention and awareness and even sometimes through certain mantras i\u0027m communicating back i got this i\u0027m okay and it\u0027s just a lot more powerful when it\u0027s both cognitive and somatic so for me when i was in this kind of active recovery phase over many months i was doing a lot of somatic tracking and sometimes the symptoms would just stay the same and that was fine because outcome independence is a big part of somatic tracking not trying to get the symptoms to go away but sometimes they would actually shift into an emotion like this heat i would have this just terrible burning all through my brain and my limbs i felt like everything was just burning up and it would actually shift into anger and i could feel the anger almost come up and out in this cloud and sometimes it would be associated with a memory and sometimes it wouldn\u0027t but i would just feel this release it\u0027s akin to when you have a good cry and you feel better this can also happen with somatic tracking you can also track emotions in your body but i would say for most people it\u0027s not helpful to do when you have really strong symptoms so when the sensations are i don\u0027t know above a four or so on a scale of one to ten it might be too intense to just bring your body into that you know if you have a migraine you probably don\u0027t want to do some tracking but you could do it with a little bit of anxiety in your stomach or you could do it with the fatigue or whatever it is and it really is a very powerful tool to retrain your brain and also just reconnect with your body in the safe way\n\nSPEAKER_00: and we\u0027re talking a lot about our thoughts and we\u0027re talking about emotions and i know that you speak that it\u0027s or explain that it\u0027s important to distinguish between thoughts and emotions so 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing i\u0027ve ever been through in my life and you deserve kindness you deserve care and compassion and you\u0027re the first person that can give that to yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i\u0027ve just finished another really great book if people are if this is resonating and they\u0027re looking for information it\u0027s called the happiness trap again i can\u0027t recall the author but i\u0027ll link it and there\u0027s an audiobook if you have trouble reading but it really walks you through simple concrete strategies to help you distinguish between thoughts and emotions and just what to do with these thoughts because it\u0027s the nature of our brain that we\u0027re going to have these thoughts so trying to stop them it\u0027s never going to happen you\u0027re always going to have these i\u0027m a loser why am i so terrible at this days and i\u0027m going to be sick for the rest of my life like you\u0027re never going to stop hearing those voices in your head so it\u0027s giving you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some awareness take a little break from the computer whatever it is and over time i found they soften they soften enough so the chronic symptoms resolve i can say i\u0027ve perfected getting rid of perfectionism not that\u0027s my goal but it definitely ongoing but we don\u0027t have to live with the chronic symptoms you know we can just live with more awareness and more compassion that this is a messy life we\u0027re messy humans we\u0027re never going to be perfect we\u0027re never going to make everyone happy and how can we actually try to please the one person we have a shot of making happy which is which is ourself and that\u0027s just by being true to ourself and honoring our needs our deeper needs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah my understanding is in what i see in virtually everyone i talk to is all of these things come down to what that voice inside your head is saying while you\u0027re doing these things and it helps you figure out where it\u0027s coming from whether it\u0027s people pleasing or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study 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thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right 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online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we 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this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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actually i\u0027m picking up on your signals i\u0027m not ignoring them you\u0027re trying to tell me i\u0027m not safe and i\u0027m picking up on them but through my attention and awareness and even sometimes through certain mantras i\u0027m communicating back i got this i\u0027m okay and it\u0027s just a lot more powerful when it\u0027s both cognitive and somatic so for me when i was in this kind of active recovery phase over many months i was doing a lot of somatic tracking and sometimes the symptoms would just stay the same and that was fine because outcome independence is a big part of somatic tracking not trying to get the symptoms to go away but sometimes they would actually shift into an emotion like this heat i would have this just terrible burning all through my brain and my limbs i felt like everything was just burning up and it would actually shift into anger and i could feel the anger almost come up and out in this cloud and sometimes it would be associated with a memory 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing i\u0027ve ever been through in my life and you deserve kindness you deserve care and compassion and you\u0027re the first person that can give that to yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i\u0027ve just finished another really great book if people are if this is resonating and they\u0027re looking for information it\u0027s called the happiness trap again i can\u0027t recall the author but i\u0027ll link it and there\u0027s an audiobook if you have trouble reading but it really walks you through simple concrete strategies to help you distinguish between thoughts and emotions and just what to do with these thoughts because it\u0027s the nature of our brain that we\u0027re going to have these thoughts so trying to stop them it\u0027s never going to happen you\u0027re always going to have these i\u0027m a loser why am i so terrible at this days and i\u0027m going to be sick for the rest of my life like you\u0027re never going to stop hearing those voices in your head so it\u0027s giving you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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actually i\u0027m picking up on your signals i\u0027m not ignoring them you\u0027re trying to tell me i\u0027m not safe and i\u0027m picking up on them but through my attention and awareness and even sometimes through certain mantras i\u0027m communicating back i got this i\u0027m okay and it\u0027s just a lot more powerful when it\u0027s both cognitive and somatic so for me when i was in this kind of active recovery phase over many months i was doing a lot of somatic tracking and sometimes the symptoms would just stay the same and that was fine because outcome independence is a big part of somatic tracking not trying to get the symptoms to go away but sometimes they would actually shift into an emotion like this heat i would have this just terrible burning all through my brain and my limbs i felt like everything was just burning up and it would actually shift into anger and i could feel the anger almost come up and out in this cloud and sometimes it would be associated with a memory 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he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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some time but once you get on that right path at least i found because it took me about a year and a half two years to recover as well but because i could see i was going the right direction it\u0027s a really strong fuel for motivation to keep going like that hope is there like okay i\u0027m frustrated it\u0027s taking freaking forever and this is hard really hard but like every month is a little bit better than the one before it so\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct yeah that\u0027s absolutely right and it\u0027s it\u0027s a lesson for me it\u0027s a lesson for everyone that you know just because you\u0027re not recovering immediately like don\u0027t lose that hope you know it can take time and you will get there sometimes it\u0027s just a case of trying to find out what\u0027s driving it for you as opposed to the next person and yeah there are so many different causes for fatigue out there and it\u0027s just finding out what it is for you which is which is the key thing and then once you sort 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think mold is a big problem it actually was a big problem in my case and i wasn\u0027t aware of it i actually sort of regressed quite significantly back in twenty twenty at the beginning of the pandemic when we were sort of at home all the time and unbeknownst to me i was sitting underneath my hvac for several months and getting really really unwell it was only after i had a building biologist come out and tell me that my hvac was completely riddled with mold and so that was the prime reason why i was becoming so unwell and it was right underneath my nose and i right above me and i didn\u0027t know that so i think it\u0027s such an insidious thing and it can make people so unwell and you know it can bring about so many neurological symptoms and fatigue and autoimmune it\u0027s just implicated in so many different conditions so i think it\u0027s something that i personally overlooked but i\u0027ve started to see so many other people for which it\u0027s affected just the importance of making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for 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a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah that\u0027s a little bit frightening at the time when you know you\u0027re obviously trying to go to experts to get that advice but if you\u0027re coming out and they\u0027re not sure it sort of leaves you feeling quite unsure as well i guess\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i feel like for most of us we feel pretty powerless because you think this is an expert in the condition and if they don\u0027t know what to do how on earth am i supposed to figure it out figure it out while sick and exhausted and maybe having some cognitive symptoms and it\u0027s like there\u0027s no way there\u0027s just no how am i going to do this\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct correct yeah it\u0027s pretty scary at the time and so i guess for that reason it\u0027s probably i guess a bit of an impetus and a reason why people do start sort of reaching out and looking at different sources for information you know online youtube different sort of yeah sources out there to try and find out if there are any other ways or any other ideas or options that might be out there for people to utilize to try and turn the corner so yeah it\u0027s a strange period\n\nSPEAKER_00: and at this time for you though there wasn\u0027t a ton of information out there so what did you do\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i went with what a lot of people would probably do in this situation and that\u0027s just follow the recommendations of other people like you said when you\u0027re sick and exhausted and your cognitive sort of ability is quite limited at the time it\u0027s very hard to do your own research and so based on other people\u0027s recommendations i tried a myriad of different therapies\n\nSPEAKER_01: sort of everything and everything from iv trips and ozone therapy chinese medicine essentially every therapy you\u0027ve probably heard of i did that over several years and i mean that was just a sign of my desperation to get my life back i tried everything and everything all my savings that i put together for the trip had just obviously been put to try to get better so i tried everything and everything and yeah it was unfortunately in my circumstances i had a little bit of improvement over a few years there so much so that probably about four years in i returned to part time work which still was really quite difficult but at least i was making some sort of progress but i just knew deep down i was just such a long way from being back to where i was for the previous twenty three years or so\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i find it\u0027s a lot of people say this was my experience when you\u0027re in that place of desperation and you\u0027re trying all these different things it\u0027s hard to even know what\u0027s delivering results and what\u0027s not did you know what had given you some recovery to that point\n\nSPEAKER_01: not really to be honest because you\u0027re trying sometimes foolishly like in desperation so many different things at once that you don\u0027t actually know what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t yeah so no you\u0027re absolutely right sometimes you just never know and it\u0027s hard to measure your progress and what\u0027s actually helping or isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you went back to work and i\u0027m going to guess that every day was still a struggle but you\u0027re getting through so were you still seeking out new treatments at this point or what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i was i was seeking out again just trying different things as soon as one thing sort of hadn\u0027t worked then i would just try something else and i was just going through that pattern so i tried that but yeah there was some really tough periods where sleep my sleep was really quite poor and i was just getting through days i don\u0027t even know how i was getting through some of those days it was actually really probably quite yeah almost torture what i was putting myself through\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i guess it was sort of the alternative was to yeah i just was just remaining in bed and not do much else so i forced myself and i pushed myself and probably not something that would be necessarily highly recommended but after years of sort of being unable to work and feeling quite isolated for periods it was something i just pushed myself through but it was somewhat counterintuitive and probably not necessarily the best thing to do at the time either\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i did something similar i achieved a kind of partial recovery after trying a zillion things and then went back to work a little bit and it was so hard also this feeling of like i have to pay the bills and you know i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: know what do you do and it\u0027s really tough to just completely step back from all of life i mean many people are forced to sometimes you\u0027re so sick that it doesn\u0027t matter you\u0027re not getting out of bed no matter how many bills you have but when you\u0027re in that a little bit of recovery place i feel like we put a lot of pressure on ourselves to push through\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely and yeah a lot of people who develop cfs as we know have that tendency to push themselves type a personality sometimes so yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s not a surprise that people fall into that trap but yeah as you\u0027re right you know sometimes bills need to be paid and there are life commitments and we put pressure on ourselves and it\u0027s not ideal but unfortunately there\u0027s not much one can do sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: so clearly eventually you started finding some things that really did work for you so how often\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah well i sort of came full circle i heard about functional medicine back in two thousand and ten actually long time ago i read a book by dr mark hyman and it sort of opened up my eyes to this whole space which i wasn\u0027t aware of previously and when i actually got diagnosed i sort of forgot about that area and tried sort of all these different therapies which were sort of not quite in that sort of space and so back in i think it was two thousand and eighteen or nineteen i sort of remembered functional medicine and i reached out to a local practitioner and sort of underwent a gamut of different tests and eventually eventually when i did the right tests i found out that i\u0027d had high levels of heavy metals and mycotoxins which i hadn\u0027t known in sort of the eight to nine years preceding so that was a bit of a revelation to me because it sort of gave me a bit of a reason for the way i was feeling for all these years and why i\u0027d make a little bit of progress but just ultimately was nowhere near where i knew i could get back to and so yeah it was it was quite a period and it was sort of like peeling the layers of an onion really because once i started to realize that toxins and infections were well toxins were a part of my picture i then realized that infections were part of my picture so i eventually found out i had a staph infection or colonization called mark ons and that was sort of starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion because there\u0027s a lot of people that are finding recovery going strictly through like dealing with their like mind body connection autonomic nervous system limbic system and that\u0027s great for a lot of people but we always say i always say here you need to do all the tests first you need to rule out those structural abnormalities because if there is something like that going on your body it needs to be addressed you\u0027re not going to brain train your way out of it i don\u0027t think so yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_01: agree i agree with you ellen i had that exact experience i underwent the brain training and did all that and i thought logically that it made so much sense and i know it helps so many people and i\u0027m really grateful that it does i thought for me that was the answer but it wasn\u0027t for me there was other things that were going on and like you said you know all the brain retraining and all the nervous system work that one can do can\u0027t really pull you know toxins out of your body or remove infections so you just have to really dig and find out what\u0027s going on for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you found these infections and the heavy metals so what do you do about that how did you address that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so again same sort of thing just a lot of online research and i came across a practitioner who basically used to work with dr chris shade who\u0027s the founder of quicksilver scientific over there and yeah i started learning about detoxification cellular detoxification and how incredibly important it is for us particularly in this modern age but also particularly for people with chronic illness chronic fatigue aside or the process of keeping ourselves healthy and helping remove things that aren\u0027t meant to be there that are burdening you know our system from functioning optimally was a big revelation for me so learning about that process and also then working alongside someone to undergo that so yeah looking at all the different detoxification pathways and the drainage organs and setting myself on that path so it took probably two years to really start to feel completely well i was having that exponential recovery and having more days you know where i felt better than not but yeah it\u0027s a process and i guess when we\u0027ve been unwell for many many years it takes time and so yeah i had to learn or try and relearn the art of patience and go through that process but you know once i was doing that combining it with trying to go after the infections everything sort of came together and yeah converged and eventually i managed to get back to full health which yeah which is ultimately just remarkable\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that\u0027s another really important thing to shine a light on because i think it\u0027s easy to zero in on these recovery stories where people get better in two weeks or and it does happen but rapid success is the exception not the norm unfortunately for most of us it\u0027s going to take some time but once you get on that right path at least i found because it took me about a year and a half two years to recover as well but because i could see i was going the right direction it\u0027s a really strong fuel for motivation to keep going like that hope is there like okay i\u0027m frustrated it\u0027s taking freaking forever and this is hard really hard but like every month is a little bit better than the one before it so\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct yeah that\u0027s absolutely right and it\u0027s it\u0027s a lesson for me it\u0027s a lesson for everyone that you know just because you\u0027re not recovering immediately like don\u0027t lose that hope you know it can take time and you will get there sometimes it\u0027s just a case of trying to find out what\u0027s driving it for you as opposed to the next person and yeah there are so many different causes for fatigue out there and it\u0027s just finding out what it is for you which is which is the key thing and then once you sort of understand and appreciate that then i think that pathway to healing becomes a lot clearer and ultimately a lot faster\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m curious during this time when you were actively working on recovery and finally getting somewhere with it on any given week or day what sorts of activities or things were you doing that were supporting this recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i guess i was doing just things to help my lymphatic system so i was doing sort of trampolining and dry brushing things like that in terms of sort of the detoxification so it was just a lot of liver support just helping my liver trying to perform optimally and make it less sluggish so it was starting to try and bring these toxins out that i\u0027d sort of been harboring for many many years getting my kidneys working really well and taking binders so they were basically there to help usher out the toxins and particularly the heavy metals and the mycotoxins and get them out of my system but doing so in a really diligent and careful way because a lot can go wrong when you\u0027re detoxifying and not doing it properly i probably naively tried to do some of this on my own at the beginning and learned a pretty tough lesson early on that you don\u0027t diy this especially when you\u0027re dealing with a lot of neurotoxins and a lot of yeah problematic toxins it\u0027s it\u0027s not a wise idea to do it on your own i think it\u0027s it takes careful consideration and doing things in the right order and doing them properly and yeah a combination of binders and helping sort of my drainage organs and yeah just helping my overall system to try and purge what had been holding me down for so long\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s a really good point\n\nSPEAKER_00: it can be a lot and if you do too much too fast i believe it can actually have the reverse effect because if you start mobilizing all these things in your body and it can\u0027t deal with them it\u0027s going to feel really crappy for a while and then they\u0027re just going to kind of resettle and you\u0027re going to have to start all over\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s exactly what happened to me\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i did something similar i went once to this four week kind of supervised the place was run by a doctor but just i think they called a rejuvenation center but it was intense i did a three week green juice fast i was doing colonics and like hot cold baths and lymphatic drainage massage and i got just a place where i was so sick that someone i should have had the good sense that someone\u0027s finally like we got to pull the plug on this like you\u0027re a mess\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you\u0027re so desperate and then also world of detoxification like i say a lot on this channel it\u0027s confusing because you hear about the herxheimer reaction and the die after reactions are like oh if you feel bad you\u0027re getting better like but how bad is it okay and when does that just mean i\u0027m getting worse and it\u0027s a lot it\u0027s a lot\n\nSPEAKER_01: it is it really is yeah there\u0027s so many things going on and yeah sometimes you might think you\u0027re doing the right thing but you\u0027re actually you\u0027re not and you potentially making yourself more unwell so the big lesson there that it\u0027s a really powerful process but just need to do it in the right order and do it really carefully\n\nSPEAKER_00: so you\u0027ve had such a long journey with this and you\u0027ve tried so many different things and seen different doctors and different alternative people you know from your perspective are there things that are overlooked or what are some of the barriers for people recovering when they\u0027re facing these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i think for a lot of people over the years i\u0027ve started to learn that so many homes have water damage particularly i think in america it\u0027s sometimes i hear one in three or one in two homes in america have water damage and i think mold is a big problem it actually was a big problem in my case and i wasn\u0027t aware of it i actually sort of regressed quite significantly back in twenty twenty at the beginning of the pandemic when we were sort of at home all the time and unbeknownst to me i was sitting underneath my hvac for several months and getting really really unwell it was only after i had a building biologist come out and tell me that my hvac was completely riddled with mold and so that was the prime reason why i was becoming so unwell and it was right underneath my nose and i right above me and i didn\u0027t know that so i think it\u0027s such an insidious thing and it can make people so unwell and you know it can bring about so many neurological symptoms and fatigue and autoimmune it\u0027s just implicated in so many different conditions so i think it\u0027s something that i personally overlooked but i\u0027ve started to see so many other people for which it\u0027s affected just the importance of making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for people\n\nSPEAKER_00: and there are lots of places that specialize in just coming to your home and doing testing for all of this and i know i had it done on my home and at the time at least it was fairly reasonably priced so yeah there are ways to figure this out and definitely many people that i\u0027ve interviewed have talked about talked about how addressing this is going to keep part of their recovery so that\u0027s for sure a good call out yeah for people watching right now that are currently still in this and going through it what are some of the key things you want to say to them or what suggestions would you have\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think one of the big things is i think community is a big thing it\u0027s probably something that i overlooked i probably didn\u0027t reach out to as many people in the cfs space or the me space that i probably could have i think that would have really helped i\u0027ve noticed that with other people that feeling that you\u0027re not alone is such a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next interview\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more 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what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah 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like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah that\u0027s a little bit frightening at the time when you know you\u0027re obviously trying to go to experts to get that advice but if you\u0027re coming out and they\u0027re not sure it sort of leaves you feeling quite unsure as well i guess\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i feel like for most of us we feel pretty powerless because you think this is an expert in the condition and if they don\u0027t know what to do how on earth am i supposed to figure it out figure it out while sick and exhausted and maybe having some cognitive symptoms and it\u0027s like there\u0027s no way there\u0027s just no how am i going to do this\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct correct yeah it\u0027s pretty scary at the time and so i guess for that reason it\u0027s probably i guess a bit of an impetus and a reason why people do start sort of reaching out and looking at different sources for information you know online youtube different sort of yeah sources out there to try and find out if there are any other ways or any other ideas 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you\u0027re absolutely right sometimes you just never know and it\u0027s hard to measure your progress and what\u0027s actually helping or isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you went back to work and i\u0027m going to guess that every day was still a struggle but you\u0027re getting through so were you still seeking out new treatments at this point or what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i was i was seeking out again just trying different things as soon as one thing sort of hadn\u0027t worked then i would just try something else and i was just going through that pattern so i tried that but yeah there was some really tough periods where sleep my sleep was really quite poor and i was just getting through days i don\u0027t even know how i was getting through some of those days it was actually really probably quite yeah almost torture what i was putting myself through\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i guess it was sort of the alternative was to yeah i just was just remaining in bed and not 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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it\u0027s a lot it\u0027s a lot\n\nSPEAKER_01: it is it really is yeah there\u0027s so many things going on and yeah sometimes you might think you\u0027re doing the right thing but you\u0027re actually you\u0027re not and you potentially making yourself more unwell so the big lesson there that it\u0027s a really powerful process but just need to do it in the right order and do it really carefully\n\nSPEAKER_00: so you\u0027ve had such a long journey with this and you\u0027ve tried so many different things and seen different doctors and different alternative people you know from your perspective are there things that are overlooked or what are some of the barriers for people recovering when they\u0027re facing these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i think for a lot of people over the years i\u0027ve started to learn that so many homes have water damage particularly i think in america it\u0027s sometimes i hear one in three or one in two homes in america have water damage and i 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making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah that\u0027s a little bit frightening at the time when you know you\u0027re obviously trying to go to experts to get that advice but if you\u0027re coming out and they\u0027re not sure it sort of leaves you feeling quite unsure as well i guess\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i feel like for most of us we feel pretty powerless because you think this is an expert in the condition and if they don\u0027t know what to do how on earth am i supposed to figure it out figure it out while sick and exhausted and maybe having some cognitive symptoms and it\u0027s like there\u0027s no way there\u0027s just no how am i going to do this\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct correct yeah it\u0027s pretty scary at the time and so i guess for that reason it\u0027s probably i guess a bit of an impetus and a reason why people do start sort of reaching out and looking at different sources for information you know online youtube different sort of yeah sources out there to try and find out if there are any other ways or any other ideas or options that might be out there for people to utilize to try and turn the corner so yeah it\u0027s a strange period\n\nSPEAKER_00: and at this time for you though there wasn\u0027t a ton of information out there so what did you do\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i went with what a lot of people would probably do in this situation and that\u0027s just follow the recommendations of other people like you said when you\u0027re sick and exhausted and your cognitive sort of ability is quite limited at the time it\u0027s very hard to do your own research and so based on other people\u0027s recommendations i tried a myriad of different therapies\n\nSPEAKER_01: sort of everything and everything from iv trips and ozone therapy chinese medicine essentially every therapy you\u0027ve probably heard of i did that over several years and i mean that was just a sign of my desperation to get my life back i tried everything and everything all my savings that i put together for the trip had just obviously been put to try to get better so i tried everything and everything and yeah it was unfortunately in my circumstances i had a little bit of improvement over a few years there so much so that probably about four years in i returned to part time work which still was really quite difficult but at least i was making some sort of progress but i just knew deep down i was just such a long way from being back to where i was for the previous twenty three years or so\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i find it\u0027s a lot of people say this was my experience when you\u0027re in that place of desperation and you\u0027re trying all these different things it\u0027s hard to even know what\u0027s delivering results and what\u0027s not did you know what had given you some recovery to that point\n\nSPEAKER_01: not really to be honest because you\u0027re trying sometimes foolishly like in desperation so many different things at once that you don\u0027t actually know what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t yeah so no 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit 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detoxification pathways and the drainage organs and setting myself on that path so it took probably two years to really start to feel completely well i was having that exponential recovery and having more days you know where i felt better than not but yeah it\u0027s a process and i guess when we\u0027ve been unwell for many many years it takes time and so yeah i had to learn or try and relearn the art of patience and go through that process but you know once i was doing that combining it with trying to go after the infections everything sort of came together and yeah converged and eventually i managed to get back to full health which yeah which is ultimately just remarkable\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that\u0027s another really important thing to shine a light on because i think it\u0027s easy to zero in on these recovery stories where people get better in two weeks or and it does happen but rapid success is the exception not the norm unfortunately for most of us it\u0027s going to take some time but once you get on that right path at least i found because it took me about a year and a half two years to recover as well but because i could see i was going the right direction it\u0027s a really strong fuel for motivation to keep going like that hope is there like okay i\u0027m frustrated it\u0027s taking freaking forever and this is hard really hard but like every month is a little bit better than the one before it so\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct yeah that\u0027s absolutely right and it\u0027s it\u0027s a lesson for me it\u0027s a lesson for everyone that you know just because you\u0027re not recovering immediately like don\u0027t lose that hope you know it can take time and you will get there sometimes it\u0027s just a case of trying to find out what\u0027s driving it for you as opposed to the next person and yeah there are so many different causes for fatigue out there and it\u0027s just finding out what it is for you which is which is the key thing and then once you sort of understand and appreciate that then i think that pathway to healing becomes a lot clearer and ultimately a lot faster\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m curious during this time when you were actively working on recovery and finally getting somewhere with it on any given week or day what sorts of activities or things were you doing that were supporting this recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i guess i was doing just things to help my lymphatic system so i was doing sort of trampolining and dry brushing things like that in terms of sort of the detoxification so it was just a lot of liver support just helping my liver trying to perform optimally and make it less sluggish so it was starting to try and bring these toxins out that i\u0027d sort of been harboring for many many years getting my kidneys working really well and taking binders so they were basically there to help usher out the toxins and particularly the heavy metals and the mycotoxins and get them out of my system but doing so in a really diligent and careful way because a lot can go wrong when you\u0027re detoxifying and not doing it properly i probably naively tried to do some of this on my own at the beginning and learned a pretty tough lesson early on that you don\u0027t diy this especially when you\u0027re dealing with a lot of neurotoxins and a lot of yeah problematic toxins it\u0027s it\u0027s not a wise idea to do it on your own i think it\u0027s it takes careful consideration and doing things in the right order and doing them properly and yeah a combination of binders and helping sort of my drainage organs and yeah just helping my overall system to try and purge what had been holding me down for so long\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s a really good point\n\nSPEAKER_00: it can be a lot and if you do too much too fast i believe it can actually have the reverse effect because if you start mobilizing all these things in your body and it can\u0027t deal with them it\u0027s going to feel really crappy for a 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think mold is a big problem it actually was a big problem in my case and i wasn\u0027t aware of it i actually sort of regressed quite significantly back in twenty twenty at the beginning of the pandemic when we were sort of at home all the time and unbeknownst to me i was sitting underneath my hvac for several months and getting really really unwell it was only after i had a building biologist come out and tell me that my hvac was completely riddled with mold and so that was the prime reason why i was becoming so unwell and it was right underneath my nose and i right above me and i didn\u0027t know that so i think it\u0027s such an insidious thing and it can make people so unwell and you know it can bring about so many neurological symptoms and fatigue and autoimmune it\u0027s just implicated in so many different conditions so i think it\u0027s something that i personally overlooked but i\u0027ve started to see so many other people for which it\u0027s affected just the importance of making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for people\n\nSPEAKER_00: and there are lots of places that specialize in just coming to your home and doing testing for all of this and i know i had it done on my home and at the time at least it was fairly reasonably priced so yeah there are ways to figure this out and definitely many people that i\u0027ve interviewed have talked about talked about how addressing this is going to keep part of their recovery so that\u0027s for sure a good call out yeah for people watching right now that are currently still in this and going through it what are some of the key things you want to say to them or what suggestions would you have\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think one of the big things is i think community is a big thing it\u0027s probably something that i overlooked i probably didn\u0027t reach out to as many people in the cfs space or the me space that i probably could have i think that would have really helped i\u0027ve noticed that with other people that feeling that you\u0027re not alone is such a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more 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what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah that\u0027s a little bit frightening at the time when you know you\u0027re obviously trying to go to experts to get that advice but if you\u0027re coming out and they\u0027re not sure it sort of leaves you feeling quite unsure as well i guess\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i feel like for most of us we feel pretty powerless because you think this is an expert in the condition and if they don\u0027t know what to do how on earth am i supposed to figure it out figure it out while sick and exhausted and maybe having some cognitive symptoms and it\u0027s like there\u0027s no way there\u0027s just no how am i going to do this\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct correct yeah it\u0027s pretty scary at the time and so i guess for that reason it\u0027s probably i guess a bit of an impetus and a reason why people do start sort of reaching out and looking at different sources for information you know online youtube different sort of yeah sources out there to try and find out if there are any other ways or any other ideas or options that might be out there for people to utilize to try and turn the corner so yeah it\u0027s a strange period\n\nSPEAKER_00: and at this time for you though there wasn\u0027t a ton of information out there so what did you do\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i went with what a lot of people would probably do in this situation and that\u0027s just follow the recommendations of other people like you said when you\u0027re sick and exhausted and your cognitive sort of ability is quite limited at the time it\u0027s very hard to do your own research and so based on other people\u0027s recommendations i tried a myriad of different therapies\n\nSPEAKER_01: sort of everything and everything from iv trips and ozone therapy chinese medicine essentially every therapy you\u0027ve probably heard of i did that over several years and i mean that was just a sign of my desperation to get my life back i tried everything and everything all my savings that i put together for the trip had just obviously been put to try to get better so i tried everything and everything and yeah it was unfortunately in my circumstances i had a little bit of improvement over a few years there so much so that probably about four years in i returned to part time work which still was really quite difficult but at least i was making some sort of progress but i just knew deep down i was just such a long way from being back to where i was for the previous twenty three years or so\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i find it\u0027s a lot of people say this was my experience when you\u0027re in that place of desperation and you\u0027re trying all these different things it\u0027s hard to even know what\u0027s delivering results and what\u0027s not did you know what had given you some recovery to that point\n\nSPEAKER_01: not really to be honest because you\u0027re trying sometimes foolishly like in desperation so many different things at once that you don\u0027t actually know what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t yeah so no you\u0027re absolutely right sometimes you just never know and it\u0027s hard to measure your progress and what\u0027s actually helping or isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you went back to work and i\u0027m going to guess that every day was still a struggle but you\u0027re getting through so were you still seeking out new treatments at this point or what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i was i was seeking out again just trying different things as soon as one thing sort of hadn\u0027t worked then i would just try something else and i was just going through that pattern so i tried that but yeah there was some really tough periods where sleep my sleep was really quite poor and i was just getting through days i don\u0027t even know how i was getting through some of those days it was actually really probably quite yeah almost torture what i was putting myself through\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i guess it was sort of the alternative was to yeah i just was just remaining in bed and not 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion because there\u0027s a lot of people that are finding recovery going strictly through like dealing with their like mind body connection autonomic nervous system limbic system and that\u0027s great for a lot of people but we always say i always say here you need to do all the tests first you need to rule out those structural abnormalities because if there is something like that going on your body it needs to be addressed you\u0027re not going to brain train your way out of it i don\u0027t think so yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_01: agree i agree with you ellen i had that exact experience i underwent the brain training and did all that and i thought logically that it made so much sense and i know it helps so many people and i\u0027m really grateful that it does i thought for me that was the answer but it wasn\u0027t for me there was other things that were going on and like you said you know all the brain retraining and all the nervous system work that one can do can\u0027t really pull you know toxins 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anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know 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chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s 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out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like 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your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the 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loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a 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your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the 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crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop 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though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous 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way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that 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good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which 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sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing 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that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s everyone i interview it is for the most part a bunch of small things small changes over time that\u0027s what got them where they\u0027re gone so now you do mvr work so can you tell us a bit about that and what your hope is that will come from this work\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me i really hope that the shame and embarrassment that comes with reaching out for emotional support that shame and embarrassment continues to wane that ones don\u0027t leave it too long before reaching out for a bit of support and a bit of help because sometimes we can get to the stage in life where we think who am i what do i like what do i dislike am i an arty person or you know am i a bookworm do i prefer being by the beach or in a forest and i just don\u0027t know because i\u0027ve been looking after everyone else and not finding out what i like or meeting my needs so i hope that that continues to change where ones can reach out and get help another part of it is sometimes there can be shame 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incredible i\u0027m so glad we\u0027ve connected i\u0027ve enjoyed every minute of talking to you so much helpful information here i want to hire you i think anything anyone can do to have a little bit more danny in their life has just got to be a good thing so of course we\u0027ll link all of your information and contacts in the description so people watching listening really encourage you take a moment check it out danny\u0027s clearly a great guy he\u0027s been through his own journey he gets it lots of empathy understanding and support and the great thing is is that not so long ago we did have to do this on our own but now we don\u0027t there\u0027s so much help out there so i really hope i have no doubt that you\u0027ll get a lot of people reaching out to you i really hope that you do because yeah it\u0027s just such a better journey when you have someone to walk through it with you thank you so much for being here oh i\u0027m going to link also as well your youtube channel i know you started so people keep an eye on that i\u0027ve no doubt there is going to be a ton of great stuff coming there as well so another great free resource for people who are fixing these conditions all right thank you so much thank you to the people watching and listening i appreciate it and i hope to see you or i hope danny sees you in some of his videos on his channel\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? For CAM we use the NCCIH (US National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health) definition:\n\n\u003e \u201cComplementary and alternative medicine (CAM) is a broad domain of healing resources that encompasses all health systems, modalities, and practices and their accompanying theories and beliefs, other than those intrinsic to the politically dominant health system of a particular society or culture in a given historical period.\u201d\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nBased on the transcript, the patient found complementary and alternative medicine (CAM), specifically \"Mickel Therapy\" and \"Mind Body Reconnect (MBR) training,\" helpful in their recovery. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this 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even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example 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that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you 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that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why 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you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where 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sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing 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nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so 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loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was 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you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that 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system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because 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incredible i\u0027m so glad we\u0027ve connected i\u0027ve enjoyed every minute of talking to you so much helpful information here i want to hire you i think anything anyone can do to have a little bit more danny in their life has just got to be a good thing so of course we\u0027ll link all of your information and contacts in the description so people watching listening really encourage you take a moment check it out danny\u0027s clearly a great guy he\u0027s been through his own journey he gets it lots of empathy understanding and support and the great thing is is that not so long ago we did have to do this on our own but now we don\u0027t there\u0027s so much help out there so i really hope i have no doubt that you\u0027ll get a lot of people reaching out to you i really hope that you do because yeah it\u0027s just such a better journey when you have someone to walk through it with you thank you so much for being here oh i\u0027m going to link also as well your youtube channel i know 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s 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out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a 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                "output": "Based on the transcript, there is no direct statement or quote indicating that the patient was suicidal at any point because of their condition. The patient describes feeling anxiety, depression, loneliness, boredom, numbness, and a sense of \"brokenness,\" but does not mention suicidal thoughts or intent.\n\nBest evidence: \n- \"i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen\" \n- \"i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect\" \n\nHowever, none of these quotes directly reference suicidal thoughts. Therefore, it is unclear from the text whether the patient was suicidal, but there are descriptions of significant emotional distress.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m 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For CAM we use the NCCIH (US National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health) definition:\n\n\u003e \u201cComplementary and alternative medicine (CAM) is a broad domain of healing resources that encompasses all health systems, modalities, and practices and their accompanying theories and beliefs, other than those intrinsic to the politically dominant health system of a particular society or culture in a given historical period.\u201d\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nBased on the transcript, the patient did find some complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery. 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always were you know so if you feel worse when it rains if you\u0027re worse in the winter if you feel worse every time you hang out with aunt laura there\u0027s something there you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: whether it\u0027s stress or mold or lack of vitamin d or something\u0027s happening\n\nSPEAKER_01: found out i had that as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes so i found you know getting more sunlight to be helpful and eating more vitamin d rich foods what did you end up doing to deal with all that mold yeah i had to move to a healthier sunnier home and i had to get it out of my body i just spent a lot of time in the sauna i also found out i had elevated mercury so i got my dental amalgam removed because they were corroded from years of teeth grinding so the sauna really helped me with that and so but getting the mold out of my body and moving really helped but it didn\u0027t fix me tiny amounts of mold exposure and daily life mental stress and overexertion still caused me to crash i had to do more 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really happy it\u0027s exciting you\u0027re actually in the bay area in california as well which i am also yeah and always just a quick reminder that liz and i today are just sharing our own experiences living with and recovering from any cfs this is of course not to be considered professional advice all right so why don\u0027t we just dive right in it would be great if you could tell us a little bit about your story so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got me cfs not too long after my thirtieth birthday i had it for three years and i\u0027ve been recovered for over a year now and i\u0027m thirty four now for the record in my late twenties i was killing myself at work but i was also a lover of life i danced in front of my mirror every single night\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i was the life of the party but my entire life i had been living in what i like to call external validation mode and that all caught up to me my perfect storm ultimately was bad jet lag i had an unknown virus and that ended up giving me a two day fever and then my ebv reactivated and some of you might know that as glandular fever or mono and then i also had continuous mold mycotoxin exposure and i wouldn\u0027t find out about that actually for two more years and then of course accumulated stress buildup working crazy hours at my job so then i\u0027d ultimately collapse in an airport in may two thousand sixteen they put me on the do not fly list and when i was cleared to fly back i continued trying to push through work and physical activity for six weeks and i had up and down symptoms then but then six weeks later my body slammed on the brakes what seemed like for good and i was no longer able to dance\n\nSPEAKER_00: that sounds we all have our unique stories but so much of that sounds like so much of what we hear from other people so much of that resonates with my own seems like that combo that perfect storm of over exerting not taking care of yourself pushing too hard you know some different environmental and viral 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fatigue and they said it would go away on it and since i was an overachiever and tough cookie i just pushed through try to cling on and that\u0027s why ultimately lose my\n\nSPEAKER_01: job and i blew through my entire sixty thousand dollars and life savings in the first six months and i spent my money on supplements i personally feel like i funded numerous vacations for jeff bezos his family has bodyguards from all the supplements i tried on amazon hoping one of them was going to fix me i spent money on organic living doctor bills and i even spent money on an organic couch which was expense\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i need to hear what are going to coaches\n\nSPEAKER_01: up there like cotton and stuff instead of the polyurethane because gas thing and i was breeze i was like what could it be is my couch killing me no clue i literally tried to do everything to get better and of course that makes you kind of seem like a nut to people observing this but i really wanted my life back and it\u0027s 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this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it was boiled down to three general principles and one was eating what my body could best metabolize the second was removing sources of stress that were blocking me from healing like toxins mental stress physical exertion and the last one was nudging my body into a healing state i really had to take my body to a calmer environment inside and out for it to heal so taking my gut to calmer waters was the first thing i did so i didn\u0027t know what\u0027s going on why was my body reacting to certain foods and i had no energy so i said was it reactivating ebv which my doctor said was a false positive did i have lyme which they didn\u0027t test for was could it be a leaky gut so i googled these things to see what do you eat for all these things but diet really seemed like it was one thing i can control and it seemed like it would have an effect so i spent hundreds of hours researching online and thousands of dollars on supplements trying them out and then i had some detours until i finally converged on a diet and the supplements that would help me get from around fifteen percent to at least thirty percent so early on i eliminated caffeine sugar alcohol and gluten and it wasn\u0027t because i\u0027m just have this amazing willpower it was because it was horrific reactions to these once loved things and i was also very good at drinking water but because one of my issues was extreme moses and the desert thirst\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was because of the mold i think but\n\nSPEAKER_01: i learned other foods would affect me a day or two after so yeah so after a few stumbling blocks i ultimately found paleo diet\u0027s paleo right\n\nSPEAKER_00: you call it whatever you want to\n\nSPEAKER_01: pronounce it helpful during so i found it helpful during most of my recovery so that\u0027s no grain no dairy and no beans and i ate mostly me and lots of low glycemic fruit and vegetables and for me i found out cutting nuts was helpful too during my recovery and 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that gurus recommend instagram blogs so i really had to listen to my body but the blog that aligned most with what i was experiencing was dr chris kresser and i would later find out twenty six months in from my m e c specialist who ran extensive tests and found the mold she said that what i was eating was actually what she generally recommends for people with mold so i\u0027m like\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was one of the reasons i was doing better than most of her mold cases even though i had a hundred times the safe limit of that mold maybe my diet was helping and eating ridiculous amounts of garlic i was scaring away robert pattinson like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so much garlic and my family made fun of me for it but it was helping me i thought\n\nSPEAKER_00: do you know where the mold toxicity came from you know where the exposure\n\nSPEAKER_01: one hundred five year old home and then the doctors told me it wasn\u0027t mold because i didn\u0027t have watery eyes it turns out that i had an inflammatory response to mold not an allergic one and i had a severe inflammatory response you an extreme amount of mold in my house but it was the kind that grows on dust and isn\u0027t generally invisible and it wasn\u0027t more known black it was like toxic mold and i had a lot of it in my body\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i don\u0027t even know if you can test for that because it\u0027s something that i worry about as well and i had my home inspected for mold i did so much of what you did and probably spent almost as much money and they couldn\u0027t find anything but i would imagine that they can even test for all kinds of mold in your home\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s true they only in air samples it\u0027s just what\u0027s in the air not like what\u0027s on your counter surfaces and things like that and just what\u0027s in the air at that moment but the test that i took that confirmed it was a mycotoxin panel from a company called great plains lab and the reason my doctor ran this was because i had a test called the c four a inflammation test and when that\u0027s positive when that\u0027s extremely high she said most the time that\u0027s that\u0027s due to mold\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you know if you can\u0027t afford a test see me specialists are expensive and i almost think\n\nSPEAKER_01: when it rained and you know the mold\n\nSPEAKER_01: when it rains like i would become almost paralyzed and it\u0027s it\u0027s very interesting because when i got these results i was like shocked because i was like the doctor said it couldn\u0027t be mold because i didn\u0027t have watery eyes but i knew my body was completely struggling when it rained and it just so obvious looking back\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so important it\u0027s so hard to disregard the experts you know you think that they must know but i think that\u0027s one thing that we\u0027ve all learned through this process of having this illness is that you really do become the expert on your own body and really that you always were you know so if you feel worse when it rains if you\u0027re worse in the winter if you feel worse every time you hang out with aunt laura there\u0027s something there you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: whether it\u0027s stress or mold or lack of vitamin d or something\u0027s happening\n\nSPEAKER_01: found out i had that as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes so i found you know getting more sunlight to be helpful and eating more vitamin d rich foods what did you end up doing to deal with all that mold yeah i had to move to a healthier sunnier home and i had to get it out of my body i just spent a lot of time in the sauna i also found out i had elevated mercury so i got my dental amalgam removed because they were corroded from years of teeth grinding so the sauna really helped me with that and so but getting the mold out of my body and moving really helped but it didn\u0027t fix me tiny amounts of mold exposure and daily life mental stress and overexertion still caused me to crash i had to do more 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m really happy it\u0027s exciting you\u0027re actually in the bay area in california as well which i am also yeah and always just a quick reminder that liz and i today are just sharing our own experiences living with and recovering from any cfs this is of course not to be considered professional advice all right so why don\u0027t we just dive right in it would be great if you could tell us a little bit about your story so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got me cfs not too long after my thirtieth birthday i had it for three years and i\u0027ve been recovered for over a year now and i\u0027m thirty four now for the record in my late twenties i was killing myself at work but i was also a lover of life i danced in front of my mirror every single night\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i was the life of the party but my entire life i had been living in what i like to call external validation mode and that all caught up to me my perfect storm ultimately was bad jet lag i had an unknown virus and that ended up giving me a two day fever and then my ebv reactivated and some of you might know that as glandular fever or mono and then i also had continuous mold mycotoxin exposure and i wouldn\u0027t find out about that actually for two more years and then of course accumulated stress buildup working crazy hours at my job so then i\u0027d ultimately collapse in an airport in may two thousand sixteen they put me on the do not fly list and when i was cleared to fly back i continued trying to push through work and physical activity for six weeks and i had up and down symptoms then but then six weeks later my body slammed on the brakes what seemed like for good and i was no longer able to dance\n\nSPEAKER_00: that sounds we all have our unique stories but so much of that sounds like so much of what we hear from other people so much of that resonates with my own seems like that combo that perfect storm of over exerting not taking care of yourself pushing too hard you know some different environmental and viral things a blow to the body and it just shuts down and it feels like it\u0027s out of nowhere but\n\nSPEAKER_01: it did feel like it came out of nowhere but at the same time i blew through all the red flags and i didn\u0027t rest it was really strange to me because exertion in the past i thought that\u0027s how you build up your strength and with this mystery illness which i called it at the time my mystery illness i would crash at a cellular level if i went too far and i\u0027d also experience all the symptoms brain fog chest pressure the flare up of flu like symptoms it was like my body was stuck in day one of the flu times ten and i had the stamina of a ninety year old and i could gauge this because i lived next door to a retirement home and the eighty five year olds would outpace me as i shuffled to my street corner to get some sunlight and i find out much later i had a classic case of viral onset my all chicence myelitis but unfortunately none of my early doctors were familiar with it they believed infections have a beginning and an end and they told me i get better so i told them i\u0027m struggling to breathe they handed me an inhaler i was like my body can\u0027t digest certain foods anymore and they gave me heartburn pills and they were just like eat a balanced diet\n\nSPEAKER_00: attacking symptoms one at a time and something simple that you should be able to fix\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly but i spent a lot of energy dragging myself to all those doctors i thought they were going to tell me what was wrong with me and give me something that fix it and then i ended up in the e r several times with alarming symptoms and then when that didn\u0027t give me answers like most of i spent thousands of hours googling for answers i learned all about the leaky gut the microbiome anti viral and my family made fun of me they were like elizabeth needs to get a hobby and stop bacteria and her net\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes but i didn\u0027t have a real diagnosis except post viral fatigue and they said it would go away on it and since i was an overachiever and tough cookie i just pushed through try to cling on and that\u0027s why ultimately lose my\n\nSPEAKER_01: job and i blew through my entire sixty thousand dollars and life savings in the first six months and i spent my money on supplements i personally feel like i funded numerous vacations for jeff bezos his family has bodyguards from all the supplements i tried on amazon hoping one of them was going to fix me i spent money on organic living doctor bills and i even spent money on an organic couch which was expense\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i need to hear what are going to coaches\n\nSPEAKER_01: up there like cotton and stuff instead of the polyurethane because gas thing and i was breeze i was like what could it be is my couch killing me no clue i literally tried to do everything to get better and of course that makes you kind of seem like a nut to people observing this but i really wanted my life back and it\u0027s funny when you\u0027re trying to do everything to get your life back you look a little crazy and i actually once paid two thousand dollars for a medical mystery website where a piano of doctors would solve your case but i didn\u0027t have the stamina to answer the question because look screen and typing in the answers was just too much for my brain and if you have me you know what that feels like\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s interesting because i could see how people on the outside would definitely think what is going on what is she doing but i bet you anyone anyone who has this illness doesn\u0027t even face them they absolutely get it because it\u0027s a level of desperation i think that people have to experience understand what it\u0027s like and why would you spend all this money and why why why why why but when you get\n\nSPEAKER_01: your life taken away from you you\u0027ll do anything to get it right when you can\u0027t walk to your street corner you will do anything this is 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i just everyone is just blowing by me and he\n\nSPEAKER_00: people we measure ourselves against and how we all probably have similar stories of not being able to keep up with people that clearly we feel we should be able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: but overall my recovery journey it wasn\u0027t anything close to linear until my final upward trajectory and that didn\u0027t begin until january two thousand and nineteen when all the pieces came together but i did still have a couple bumps then too but i\u0027m on the other side fully recovered and i\u0027m grateful to share how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is so wonderful so when you started to make your more upward trajectory out of this how long had you been sick at that point two and a half years so thank you so much for sharing that journey of yours that sounds incredibly difficult and incredibly stressful so i want to know and i\u0027m sure everyone wants to know what were some of the main things that you finally found that got you out of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it was boiled down to three general principles and one was eating what my body could best metabolize the second was removing sources of stress that were blocking me from healing like toxins mental stress physical exertion and the last one was nudging my body into a healing state i really had to take my body to a calmer environment inside and out for it to heal so taking my gut to calmer waters was the first thing i did so i didn\u0027t know what\u0027s going on why was my body reacting to certain foods and i had no energy so i said was it reactivating ebv which my doctor said was a false positive did i have lyme which they didn\u0027t test for was could it be a leaky gut so i googled these things to see what do you eat for all these things but diet really seemed like it was one thing i can control and it seemed like it would have an effect so i spent hundreds of hours researching online and thousands of dollars on supplements trying them out and then i had some detours until i finally converged on a diet and the supplements that would help me get from around fifteen percent to at least thirty percent so early on i eliminated caffeine sugar alcohol and gluten and it wasn\u0027t because i\u0027m just have this amazing willpower it was because it was horrific reactions to these once loved things and i was also very good at drinking water but because one of my issues was extreme moses and the desert thirst\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was because of the mold i think but\n\nSPEAKER_01: i learned other foods would affect me a day or two after so yeah so after a few stumbling blocks i ultimately found paleo diet\u0027s paleo right\n\nSPEAKER_00: you call it whatever you want to\n\nSPEAKER_01: pronounce it helpful during so i found it helpful during most of my recovery so that\u0027s no grain no dairy and no beans and i ate mostly me and lots of low glycemic fruit and vegetables and for me i found out cutting nuts was helpful too during my recovery and so like you like most people in the beginning i ate all organic and i used a water purifier just when you can buy off amazon it\u0027s called zero water was good and for people i know organic produce can be more expensive so ewg org has a list\n\nSPEAKER_01: foods conventional foods which are known to have less pesticide and also one other tip is to use baking soda which can remove some of those pesticides\n\nSPEAKER_00: so while you were doing this of course definitely want to hear more but i\u0027m curious you know how much of this was you directed your own research and your own program or was some of this coming from a doctor or some program you\u0027re following\n\nSPEAKER_01: no it was it was all me my doctors told me to eat toast and banana so when i complain about these gut issues and they were just like the balance diet everyone should be eating up the food pyramid at all times and you know so i went online it\u0027s very stressful because there\u0027s different diet people that gurus recommend instagram blogs so i really had to listen to my body but the blog that aligned most with what i was experiencing was dr chris kresser and i would later find out twenty six months in from my m e c specialist who ran extensive tests and found the mold she said that what i was eating was actually what she generally recommends for people with mold so i\u0027m like\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was one of the reasons i was doing better than most of her mold cases even though i had a hundred times the safe limit of that mold maybe my diet was helping and eating ridiculous amounts of garlic i was scaring away robert pattinson like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so much garlic and my family made fun of me for it but it was helping me i thought\n\nSPEAKER_00: do you know where the mold toxicity came from you know where the exposure\n\nSPEAKER_01: one hundred five year old home and then the doctors told me it wasn\u0027t mold because i didn\u0027t have watery eyes it turns out that i had an inflammatory response to mold not an allergic one and i had a severe inflammatory response you an extreme amount of mold in my house but it was the kind that grows on dust and isn\u0027t generally invisible and it wasn\u0027t more known black it was like toxic mold and i had a lot of it in my body\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i don\u0027t even know if you can test for that because it\u0027s something that i worry about as well and i had my home inspected for mold i did so much of what you did and probably spent almost as much money and they couldn\u0027t find anything but i would imagine that they can even test for all kinds of mold in your home\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s true they only in air samples it\u0027s just what\u0027s in the air not like what\u0027s on your counter surfaces and things like that and just what\u0027s in the air at that moment but the test that i took that confirmed it was a mycotoxin panel from a company called great plains lab and the reason my doctor ran this was because i had a test called the c four a inflammation test and when that\u0027s positive when that\u0027s extremely high she said most the time that\u0027s that\u0027s due to mold\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you know if you can\u0027t afford a test see me specialists are expensive and i almost think\n\nSPEAKER_01: when it rained and you know the mold\n\nSPEAKER_01: when it rains like i would become almost paralyzed and it\u0027s it\u0027s very interesting because when i got these results i was like shocked because i was like the doctor said it couldn\u0027t be mold because i didn\u0027t have watery eyes but i knew my body was completely struggling when it rained and it just so obvious looking back\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so important it\u0027s so hard to disregard the experts you know you think that they must know but i think that\u0027s one thing that we\u0027ve all learned through this process of having this illness is that you really do become the expert on your own body and really that you always were you know so if you feel worse when it rains if you\u0027re worse in the winter if you feel worse every time you hang out with aunt laura there\u0027s something there you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: whether it\u0027s stress or mold or lack of vitamin d or something\u0027s happening\n\nSPEAKER_01: found out i had that as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes so i found you know getting more sunlight to be helpful and eating more vitamin d rich foods what did you end up doing to deal with all that mold yeah i had to move to a healthier sunnier home and i had to get it out of my body i just spent a lot of time in the sauna i also found out i had elevated mercury so i got my dental amalgam removed because they were corroded from years of teeth grinding so the sauna really helped me with that and so but getting the mold out of my body and moving really helped but it didn\u0027t fix me tiny amounts of mold exposure and daily life mental stress and overexertion still caused me to crash i had to do more to ultimately heal and another thing that helped me get out of severe ibs and the stage when i had severe emmy was eating warm warm cooked food so this was advice from my local acupuncturist who specializes in traditional chinese medicine she identified low spleen qi and i was like but what about the enzymes and she was like if your spleen doesn\u0027t have even an energy to heat up the food to break it down you\u0027re not going to get energy from it and this is also a principle of ayurveda so when i replace my giant arugula salads with warm cooked vegetables meat soup and soups my digestion mind and energy improved and so lauren mentioned this in her interview with you and i also dealt with parasites through herbs and i did the herbs and the supplements to address those deficiencies support my immune system like microbiome my mitochondria and yes supplements and herbs were helpful especially in the beginning but the boost the mitochondria until the bad stuff mode wasn\u0027t fully 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to avoid waiting in the cold to cancel appointments to bring my own food to friends houses to ask friends to come see me instead or to ask them to leave when they all of those are real examples of things i didn\u0027t do but i eventually got it right and i learned to stop explaining and justifying why and just doing the thing without asking permission like taking the uber two blocks or been leaving a social activity ridiculously early i actually made myself a permission slip that freed me from having to make excuses when i came to my house that i found oh i like that yeah it was an imaginary one\n\nSPEAKER_00: you just visualize it in your head when you knew it was time to go yeah it was like\n\nSPEAKER_01: use your permission slip use your permission and it was like and leave without an excuse because i had this permission yeah another thing was learning to ask for help and having it my husband i mean that was key so he had to take over most chores and i had to learn that my health 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want to feel like a burden but it was really necessary and it\u0027s just ironic that trying to not lose money was how so many of us lost everything it\u0027s like no one shows you a chart of how much money i\u0027d eventually lose because i was being seen as lazy\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah when you do the long term math it\u0027s a bit scary\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s ridiculous how much money i owe yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i also think i know this isn\u0027t the case for everybody but i know at least for me the people around me adjusted and people really were supportive and really came through and people just want you to take care of yourself and if you\u0027re not doing it exactly like you said then in the long term you\u0027re going to be useless for them as well anyways you know it\u0027s an investment in the future of your relationship exactly as well as yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: taking it easy is key for this condition to be able to do more in the future but a lot of us or a lot of people 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always were you know so if you feel worse when it rains if you\u0027re worse in the winter if you feel worse every time you hang out with aunt laura there\u0027s something there you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: whether it\u0027s stress or mold or lack of vitamin d or something\u0027s happening\n\nSPEAKER_01: found out i had that as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes so i found you know getting more sunlight to be helpful and eating more vitamin d rich foods what did you end up doing to deal with all that mold yeah i had to move to a healthier sunnier home and i had to get it out of my body i just spent a lot of time in the sauna i also found out i had elevated mercury so i got my dental amalgam removed because they were corroded from years of teeth grinding so the sauna really helped me with that and so but getting the mold out of my body and moving really helped but it didn\u0027t fix me tiny amounts of mold exposure and daily life mental stress and overexertion still caused me to crash i had to do more 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always were you know so if you feel worse when it rains if you\u0027re worse in the winter if you feel worse every time you hang out with aunt laura there\u0027s something there you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: whether it\u0027s stress or mold or lack of vitamin d or something\u0027s happening\n\nSPEAKER_01: found out i had that as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes so i found you know getting more sunlight to be helpful and eating more vitamin d rich foods what did you end up doing to deal with all that mold yeah i had to move to a healthier sunnier home and i had to get it out of my body i just spent a lot of time in the sauna i also found out i had elevated mercury so i got my dental amalgam removed because they were corroded from years of teeth grinding so the sauna really helped me with that and so but getting the mold out of my body and moving really helped but it didn\u0027t fix me tiny amounts of mold exposure and daily life mental stress and overexertion still caused me to crash i had to do more 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to avoid waiting in the cold to cancel appointments to bring my own food to friends houses to ask friends to come see me instead or to ask them to leave when they all of those are real examples of things i didn\u0027t do but i eventually got it right and i learned to stop explaining and justifying why and just doing the thing without asking permission like taking the uber two blocks or been leaving a social activity ridiculously early i actually made myself a permission slip that freed me from having to make excuses when i came to my house that i found oh i like that yeah it was an imaginary one\n\nSPEAKER_00: you just visualize it in your head when you knew it was time to go yeah it was like\n\nSPEAKER_01: use your permission slip use your permission and it was like and leave without an excuse because i had this permission yeah another thing was learning to ask for help and having it my husband i mean that was key so he had to take over most chores and i had to learn that my health was more important than my fear of being a burden and leaving a dirty pot in the sink and though my husband was usually at work or traveling but when he was there he was really helpful with giving me a physical boost and he would touch push me up our stairs so we would literally reach under my crotch and lift me up my stairs that\u0027s how i would be able to get up them or back push me he put his hand on my lower back to push me up our steep sidewalk incline to catch some sunlight on our street corner so that was really helpful to go places and of course his emotional and financial support\n\nSPEAKER_01: was vital since i lost all my money reducing mental stress was key for me i had to quit my job and i should have immediately done that but i held on for so long part time i don\u0027t know what i was doing it was real identity thing with me i think because i felt like i needed to show my contribution and i didn\u0027t want to even though my husband had a stable income i didn\u0027t 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m really happy it\u0027s exciting you\u0027re actually in the bay area in california as well which i am also yeah and always just a quick reminder that liz and i today are just sharing our own experiences living with and recovering from any cfs this is of course not to be considered professional advice all right so why don\u0027t we just dive right in it would be great if you could tell us a little bit about your story so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got me cfs not too long after my thirtieth birthday i had it for three years and i\u0027ve been recovered for over a year now and i\u0027m thirty four now for the record in my late twenties i was killing myself at work but i was also a lover of life i danced in front of my mirror every single night\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i was the life of the party but my entire life i had been living in what i like to call external validation mode and that all caught up to me my perfect storm ultimately was bad jet lag i had an unknown virus and that ended up giving me a 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fatigue and they said it would go away on it and since i was an overachiever and tough cookie i just pushed through try to cling on and that\u0027s why ultimately lose my\n\nSPEAKER_01: job and i blew through my entire sixty thousand dollars and life savings in the first six months and i spent my money on supplements i personally feel like i funded numerous vacations for jeff bezos his family has bodyguards from all the supplements i tried on amazon hoping one of them was going to fix me i spent money on organic living doctor bills and i even spent money on an organic couch which was expense\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i need to hear what are going to coaches\n\nSPEAKER_01: up there like cotton and stuff instead of the polyurethane because gas thing and i was breeze i was like what could it be is my couch killing me no clue i literally tried to do everything to get better and of course that makes you kind of seem like a nut to people observing this but i really wanted my life back and it\u0027s 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last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do it and ring that little gray bell below the screen so you get the notifications when the videos come out because i know you are not going to want to miss them that\u0027s all for today take care everyone and hope to see you in the next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do it and ring that little gray bell below the screen so you get the notifications when the videos come out because i know you are not going to want to miss them that\u0027s all for today take care everyone and hope to see you in the next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just 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wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i 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here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to 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here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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you have the rest of your life rest of your life\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i found even asking friends and loved ones to not talk about disease or drama or politics because of my extreme empathetic nature i would kind of carry that and\n\nSPEAKER_01: avoiding that stuff was really helpful for reducing emotional and mental exertion for me last i found it essential for me to reduce digital overstimulation and i unplugged for the first two hours in the morning and last two hours at night i removed all my phone notifications except texts and i still today sleep with my phone in another room but i also stopped watching all action shows anything high adrenaline violence those things just activate or fight or flight chemicals and i replaced them with things like funny books podcasts comedies and i even got into really cheesy family shows and i took this really seriously\n\nSPEAKER_01: through the intense part of during the countdown they\u0027re like are the biscuits going to come out and in time was there going to be a soggy bottom so with that intensity i\u0027m just like no i\u0027m just going to stick to like making the batter and then the judgment the judging\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i cut out all cable news my brain couldn\u0027t that wasn\u0027t really an option that my brain couldn\u0027t handle the bright lights the contention the ticker tape but i eventually cut out all tv news and also constantly checking internet news like i used to check new york times daily mail to see what the celebrities were up to twitter to see what people are saying and now none of it and it\u0027s still impossible not to know what\u0027s going on because if you check facebook even once a day you can tell and if i\u0027m ever curious about the news ask my calm husband and his news reports are hilarious it\u0027s a better way to live he\u0027s a belt and robotics professor so his take on just the whole situation in america is quite interesting he knows a lot about the kardashians\n\nSPEAKER_01: but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally strong you know having those boundaries having those thought processes having those tools to help them cope with life instead of waiting until things get bad and you have to ask for help i know i think most of us say or at least think that we appreciate the importance of mental health but when it comes to chronic pc syndrome or any recovery you know i\u0027m not sure that everyone still fully is and i see that even just on my channel because i think it\u0027s such a big part of my recovery and so many people like yourself share the same thing firstly everyone i talk to say that they really had to work hard on that component of things of stress and how all of that was impacting their recovery but even just looking at the videos that i have because i put out quite a few on mental health and they are by far the least watched videos you know people bypass all of those they want to see exercise they want to see diet they want to see supplements things like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly this is going to sound silly but i think it might help people get the importance of mental health so when you watch a sexy video if a guy or if someone watches sexy video online blood will go to certain\n\nSPEAKER_01: if and just by imagining that\n\nSPEAKER_01: the thoughts in your mind are thinking about going over all that all the through the trauma loops that\u0027s going to create stress chemicals just like watching a sexy video\n\nSPEAKER_01: changes the harmonies in your body and for me you know when you\u0027re when you have that crash and you you can\u0027t do anything except you know stare at the cracks in your ceiling and you and you feel terrible ninety percent of my thoughts were you know who\u0027s to blame what i should have done to prevent this the conditions of my childhood that contributed to this how i could have prevented my perfect storm all those things and to be able to you know get out of that mode which only creates added stress and this is a condition where we don\u0027t have the proper ability to recover from stress so if we can show ourselves some self love and compassion we\u0027re not going to be we can avoid adding all that extra stress in\n\nSPEAKER_00: our mind and\n\nSPEAKER_01: ultimately our bodies by replacing those thoughts with some more you know compassionate yes so these books help me in that but also i saw a mindset coach just for six sessions and it was really helpful she she gave me this worksheet and just filling out this worksheet just filling the blanks to these questions it helped me identify two of my emotional triggers which was linked to some crashes you know my crashes were caused by physical exertion you know a triggering food\n\nSPEAKER_01: mental overstimulation she helped me identify component of it as well the body doesn\u0027t differentiate sources of stress when it comes to what it can recover from it seems or at least my body didn\u0027t and she all and my mindset coach also helped me learn to put my health first she literally hypnotized me i am the type of person who puts my health first and it\u0027s and i felt amazing after this action it\u0027s not like a magically i\u0027m this me first person\n\nSPEAKER_01: a few more epiphanies for all that to sink in but again the best pacing strategy the best diet isn\u0027t going to help unless you have that willingness to always put yourself first i\n\nSPEAKER_00: agree with all of that\n\nSPEAKER_01: so speaking of pacing strategies generally i did find it helpful to break things up to stay within my health zone and breaking things up also helped with my limb low and that\u0027s the fluid that transports our white blood cells which are the ninjas are immune system and rely on muscle contractions to flow so for me sitting or lying in one spot was out of the question long car ride sitting in the movies they weren\u0027t my jam to put it nicely so i couldn\u0027t even wear a bra might the lymph nodes under my arms are so swollen so i found it 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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you have the rest of your life rest of your life\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i found even asking friends and loved ones to not talk about disease or drama or politics because of my extreme empathetic nature i would kind of carry that and\n\nSPEAKER_01: avoiding that stuff was really helpful for reducing emotional and mental exertion for me last i found it essential for me to reduce digital overstimulation and i unplugged for the first two hours in the morning and last two hours at night i removed all my phone notifications except texts and i still today sleep with my phone in another room but i also stopped watching all action shows anything high adrenaline violence those things just activate or fight or flight chemicals and i replaced them with things like funny books podcasts comedies and i even got into really cheesy family shows and i took this really seriously\n\nSPEAKER_01: through the intense part of during the countdown they\u0027re like are the biscuits going to come out and in time was there going to be a soggy bottom so with that intensity i\u0027m just like no i\u0027m just going to stick to like making the batter and then the judgment the judging\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i cut out all cable news my brain couldn\u0027t that wasn\u0027t really an option that my brain couldn\u0027t handle the bright lights the contention the ticker tape but i eventually cut out all tv news and also constantly checking internet news like i used to check new york times daily mail to see what the celebrities were up to twitter to see what people are saying and now none of it and it\u0027s still impossible not to know what\u0027s going on because if you check facebook even once a day you can tell and if i\u0027m ever curious about the news ask my calm husband and his news reports are hilarious it\u0027s a better way to live he\u0027s a belt and robotics professor so his take on just the whole situation in america is quite interesting he knows a lot about the kardashians\n\nSPEAKER_01: but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally 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last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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you have the rest of your life rest of your life\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i found even asking friends and loved ones to not talk about disease or drama or politics because of my extreme empathetic nature i would kind of carry that and\n\nSPEAKER_01: avoiding that stuff was really helpful for reducing emotional and mental exertion for me last i found it essential for me to reduce digital overstimulation and i unplugged for the first two hours in the morning and last two hours at night i removed all my phone notifications except texts and i still today sleep with my phone in another room but i also stopped watching all action shows anything high adrenaline violence those things just activate or fight or flight chemicals and i replaced them with things like funny books podcasts comedies and i even got into really cheesy family shows and i took this really seriously\n\nSPEAKER_01: through the intense part of during the countdown they\u0027re like are the biscuits going to come out and in time was there going to be a soggy bottom so with that intensity i\u0027m just like no i\u0027m just going to stick to like making the batter and then the judgment the judging\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i cut out all cable news my brain couldn\u0027t that wasn\u0027t really an option that my brain couldn\u0027t handle the bright lights the contention the ticker tape but i eventually cut out all tv news and also constantly checking internet news like i used to check new york times daily mail to see what the celebrities were up to twitter to see what people are saying and now none of it and it\u0027s still impossible not to know what\u0027s going on because if you check facebook even once a day you can tell and if i\u0027m ever curious about the news ask my calm husband and his news reports are hilarious it\u0027s a better way to live he\u0027s a belt and robotics professor so his take on just the whole situation in america is quite interesting he knows a lot about the kardashians\n\nSPEAKER_01: but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally strong you know having those boundaries having those thought processes having those tools to help them cope with life instead of waiting until things get bad and you have to ask for help i know i think most of us say or at least think that we appreciate the importance of mental health but when it comes to chronic pc syndrome or any recovery you know i\u0027m not sure that everyone still fully is and i see that even just on my channel because i think it\u0027s such a big part of my recovery and so many people like yourself share the same thing firstly everyone i talk to say that they really had to work hard on that component of things of stress and how all of that was impacting their recovery but even just looking at the videos that i have because i put out quite a few on mental health and they are by far the least watched videos you know people bypass all of those they want to see exercise they want to see diet they want to see supplements things like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly this 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don\u0027t have the proper ability to recover from stress so if we can show ourselves some self love and compassion we\u0027re not going to be we can avoid adding all that extra stress in\n\nSPEAKER_00: our mind and\n\nSPEAKER_01: ultimately our bodies by replacing those thoughts with some more you know compassionate yes so these books help me in that but also i saw a mindset coach just for six sessions and it was really helpful she she gave me this worksheet and just filling out this worksheet just filling the blanks to these questions it helped me identify two of my emotional triggers which was linked to some crashes you know my crashes were caused by physical exertion you know a triggering food\n\nSPEAKER_01: mental overstimulation she helped me identify component of it as well the body doesn\u0027t differentiate sources of stress when it comes to what it can recover from it seems or at least my body didn\u0027t and she all and my mindset coach also helped me learn to put my health first she literally hypnotized me i am the type of person who puts my health first and it\u0027s and i felt amazing after this action it\u0027s not like a magically i\u0027m this me first person\n\nSPEAKER_01: a few more epiphanies for all that to sink in but again the best pacing strategy the best diet isn\u0027t going to help unless you have that willingness to always put yourself first i\n\nSPEAKER_00: agree with all of that\n\nSPEAKER_01: so speaking of pacing strategies generally i did find it helpful to break things up to stay within my health zone and breaking things up also helped with my limb low and that\u0027s the fluid that transports our white blood cells which are the ninjas are immune system and rely on muscle contractions to flow so for me sitting or lying in one spot was out of the question long car ride sitting in the movies they weren\u0027t my jam to put it nicely so i couldn\u0027t even wear a bra might the lymph nodes under my arms are so swollen so i found it helpful not just to get things done without going over my energy levels but it was helpful to support my limb and some things i did in that regard was also some deep breathing on bad days gentle restorative stretches on better days and then in my upward trajectory when things started to improve going on longer walks and you know lifting my arms up and down\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like a lot of what you\u0027ve been doing is supporting your body\u0027s own ability to heal and thrive on its own so what\u0027s what other things did you do to help your body heal in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes so most people i did meditation you know our brains play a big role in helping us recover from exertion another thing i did and you did this too was improve my sleep where most of our repair happens\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i literally tried everything blackout lines like i did everything and my sleep was terrible terrible but then i read this book i\u0027m like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i feel like 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: and so the last the final piece of the puzzle for me for healing was healing my brain\u0027s fighter flight response through neuroplasticity and the neuroplasticity program i did it was called dnrs the dynamic neural retraining system and it\u0027s actually much more simple than it sounds and it just really involved using healthy visualizations to calm the overactive part of my brain and generate new healthy neural pathways and it really explained how the science behind it too which i found helpful about how mold other pathogens and trauma can injure the brain and that drives chronic illness and it really clicked for me because i truly felt that my brain\u0027s fighter flight center was stuck on ten it\u0027s just i had these crazy stress responses to the littlest things i remember a writing class an elective writing class i took and it felt like this little writing class deadline was like a bear chasing me in the woods so something was wrong with my brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs 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right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore 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                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are i\u0027ve never met a more informed bunch of people in my life and how we\u0027ve come together and are pulling each other out of this i think is just it\u0027s really it\u0027s really it\u0027s really how many times can i say incredible\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for anybody who\u0027s like feels like they\u0027ve tried everything there\u0027s just so many things that are out there to try and science is also advancing in the process so never give up it\u0027s really amazing what can happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely well thank you again lindsay thank you to you who is watching whatever you are facing keep at it you have totally got this and i hope you enjoyed this video as much as i have enjoyed doing it i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with liz that i\u0027ll link here\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification 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fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to 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right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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                "output": "Here are the relevant quotes from the transcript regarding advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practitioners:\n\n1. \"it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working\"\n2. \"i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\"\n3. \"no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that\"\n\nThe transcript suggests that while diagnosis from doctors was useful for understanding what was happening, it also led to a sense of hopelessness due to being told there was no cure. There is little evidence in the transcript that conventional medical advice or prescriptions were directly helpful in terms of recovery, apart from the initial psychological relief given by one doctor\u0027s assurance. The focus of the patient\u0027s recovery was largely on alternative programs and self-initiated approaches. Thus, conventional medical practitioners did not appear to play a major helpful role in the patient\u0027s recovery process, according to the transcript.",
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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too 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always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are i\u0027ve never met a more informed bunch of people in my life and how we\u0027ve come together and are pulling each other out of this i think is just it\u0027s really it\u0027s really it\u0027s really how many times can i say incredible\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for anybody who\u0027s like feels like they\u0027ve tried everything there\u0027s just so many things that are out there to try and science is also advancing in the process so never give up it\u0027s really amazing what can happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely well thank you again lindsay thank you to you who is watching whatever you are facing keep at it you have totally got this and i hope you enjoyed this video as much as i have enjoyed doing it i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with liz that i\u0027ll link here\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid an individual professional help the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nQuote indicating help from an individual professional:\n\n1. \"so i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\"\n\n2. \"a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that\"\n\n3. \"ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum\"\n\n4. \"actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how trauma work actually means a lot of different things\"\n\nAdditionally, the transcript references working with clinicians like Dr. Jacob Teitelbaum (\"one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things\") but it is not clear that this was part of her own recovery directly. \n\nSummary: The patient did consult medical professionals (doctors for diagnosis), participated in an online recovery program led by an individual (Toby Morrison), and referenced gaining insights from professionals (e.g., Alex Howard) regarding trauma work, though the direct therapeutic help for recovery is most clearly shown through participation in the \u0027CFS Health\u0027 program led by Toby Morrison and connections made there. 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of 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we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are i\u0027ve never met a more informed bunch of people in my life and how we\u0027ve come together and are pulling each other out of this i think is just it\u0027s really it\u0027s really it\u0027s really how many times can i say incredible\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for anybody who\u0027s like feels like they\u0027ve tried everything there\u0027s just so many things that are out there to try and science is also advancing in the process so never give up it\u0027s really amazing what can happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely well thank you again lindsay thank you to you who is watching whatever you are facing keep at it you have totally got this and i hope you enjoyed this video as much as i have enjoyed doing it i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with liz that i\u0027ll link here\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWas the patient suicidal at any point, because of their condition?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body awareness practice and yoga nidra means yogic sleep i think where you\u0027re in this really deep state of it guides you into this very deep state of relaxation where you\u0027re still\n\nSPEAKER_01: aware but you\u0027re extremely relaxed almost like you\u0027re sleeping so it puts you into that deep state of rest if i\u0027m kind of in that like\n\nSPEAKER_01: restless state or a wired state or my mind\u0027s busy just lying down doesn\u0027t feel as restful or of course watching tv isn\u0027t as restful but like going through this deep relaxation it\u0027s like it\u0027s just all the tension from your mind and your body is settled and then i would say generally having a meditation practice like i had already been doing that and then dan newford really recommended that as well to do daily meditation practice it\u0027s just another way of really getting to a deeply relaxed state which is so important for the nervous system to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover and support recovery other things would be like practices of compassion was really really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: which sounds really simple but like in practice it\u0027s so easy to feel so much\n\nSPEAKER_01: confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral and you can bring it out of that with finding some peace in your heart that\u0027s really helpful and i guess i\u0027m kind of getting into like mental health emotional support is finding ways to release the emotions yeah sometimes it\u0027s screaming or actually laughing can be helpful because sometimes you know just anger would boil up inside of me this frustration why why is this happening to me i don\u0027t understand like i don\u0027t want this you know and like just those emotions like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just feel like with all the artificial and processed food out there it can be challenging to really listen to what your body\u0027s really telling you and even our own bodies probably got a bit confused sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably why a lot of people struggle because one thing is the diet industry but also like just the food industry in general that they\u0027re trying they\u0027re selling us all these addictive foods with all these high fat and salt and our brain craves that thing because it gives us like a dopamine hit or like oxytocin hit i found like i was eating healthy because i felt like i had to for my health but i was like i don\u0027t actually want to eat intuitive eating i like one of the steps at the beginning is to allow yourself to eat whatever you want to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: free yourself and when i get that i realized like oh i don\u0027t actually want to eat them because they don\u0027t feel good in my body and then i went back to pretty much eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that term is kind of slopped on all of them and then so understandably people get very scared of it because it\u0027s done a lot of damage for some people but then other people who\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah found a lot of success so what was your journey with this like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if i if i wind back to you know the treatment i was doing dr chan and then wire and that was last summer i was noticing i was improving i was i went paddleboarding i went on a bike trip to salt spring island and then actually that bike trip was too much for my system and i got back and then i need to move into a different room and i wasn\u0027t feeling well and i decided to paint the room which shouldn\u0027t have done but i really want and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere except having the hope that oh i can get there like i did i did it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i was at a place of feeling very strong lack of trust in myself because i think that\u0027s like probably a lot of people can relate to that in a way i think it might be a type of ptsd actually when you constantly crash and you don\u0027t know why you feel completely out of control and you have no sense of able to be functional like you\u0027re just out of control that\u0027s very trauma it can be traumatizing for your nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: sort of you know minefield of sorts you never really know when something\u0027s going to go off and level you for hours or days or weeks and yeah it is traumatic absolutely absolutely i used to wonder when i was still in this like when i fully get past this am i going to be able to just put the trauma of all this down and go on with my life because it was heavy and it was a lot and i kind of felt like i just don\u0027t know if i\u0027m ever just going to be okay again\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you do get there and it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress like i and it\u0027s in my nervous it\u0027s unconscious it\u0027s happening on its own like i\u0027m watching my brain and my mind get overwhelmed at things that are out of my comfort zone i was reading this recently\n\nSPEAKER_01: howard and yeah just a few weeks ago i had to go to my mom\u0027s wedding\n\nSPEAKER_01: because i wanted to but it was a source of stress for me just like you know christmas is a sort of stress for people with chronic fatigue because it\u0027s you know it should be a nice time but it\u0027s like well actually like am i going to get through this i read in his book the three stages of recovery the last stage which i realized i was in was when you\u0027re able to start integrating yourself into the world like you\u0027ve recovered to the level of being able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: be a functional human out in the world and you\u0027re not constantly needing to be in your bubble you can start leaving your bubble and i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that like wedding or christmas or you know some other social event that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous just reading that and having that affirm to me that oh like that\u0027s normal that\u0027s part of this process i just found that really helpful i\u0027m like okay so now my work is to be gentle with myself in integrating into the world managing to support myself to be calm and relaxed while i\u0027m like doing those things and not feeling like overwhelmed or like i\u0027m just doing too much or something or i\u0027m in a state of\n\nSPEAKER_01: fear or overwhelm or agitation just like yeah finding a way of being centered and it\n\nSPEAKER_00: makes a lot of sense and it\u0027s something that stayed with me even when i was well into being what i considered fully recovered when i was really living my life and very active and i could you know do really long workout sessions at the gym multiple times of the week and push as hard as i want and i was fine so essentially i wasn\u0027t having any symptoms you know no post exertional malaise from anything feeling great but i still had this fear of new things for quite a long time at least a year one of them was like exercise classes so i could go to the gym and i could push myself but joining an exercise class where someone else was in control of the pace the intensity the duration was scary to me because i needed to have that feeling of safety like i can quit when i want even though i knew that i could take it but i think there\u0027s just that\u0027s such a good point about that integrating back into the world and being compassionate with yourself throughout that process and it\u0027s you know the trauma that we\u0027ve been through and things are scary and it\u0027s you just need to work through them and it\u0027s okay\n\nSPEAKER_00: all of it\u0027s okay and normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah exactly like yeah just the last few months i\n\nSPEAKER_01: instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things and i realized like i was getting my system was overwhelmed a lot and i you know at first i thought it was the person i was dating and then i realized like it kept happening and i\u0027m like oh this keeps happening there\u0027s a pattern going on here and then that\u0027s when i reading that from ben howard the third stage of recovery i was like oh like that\u0027s normal and that\u0027s that\u0027s where i\u0027m at right now and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that gave me a sense of reassurance and compassion\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i so appreciate you the time to go through all the details of all of the things that have helped you and as always as i\u0027m sure you know i like to kind of finish off these chats with a message that you have to people who are watching who are still very much going through this or a message that you would have to yourself if you could go back in time what would you say\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so one thing would be to intuitively listen to yourself throughout\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you take in and learn like get a sense of like do you really think that would help you and sometimes you don\u0027t know and you just try it anyways but like at least have that awareness like if there is a feeling of like i think i like these parts but i don\u0027t like these parts maybe you\u0027ll try the whole thing to begin with but then you\u0027re like oh no actually i think i\u0027m going to modify it or like for example for me like i really had the sense that healing my gut\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding a way to do that was really important and i didn\u0027t know how but like i just had this sense that that was really important like one thing i knew just an example yeah another thing is to be gentle with yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: generally to like find that compassion and like peace and then on the other hand like i was talking about as well finding ways to release emotions i think is really helpful just throughout the journey of intense emotions got to find a way to like get those out of your body so you can come back to a place of gentleness and like i also mentioned before like\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think it\u0027s helpful to keep exploring and know when you need a break so you know you\u0027re going on a path maybe you find it\u0027s not working and okay like need a break now this wasn\u0027t working or this is stressing me out because it\u0027s overwhelming i need a break and a break doesn\u0027t mean you\u0027re giving up it means you\u0027re listening to yourself and you know that maybe you need to practice some acceptance and not constantly trying new things but just coming back to yourself and that maybe you need to do that for a week maybe you need to do that for a few months because you\u0027ve you\u0027ve been projecting out so much and trying new things that you need more time so and then at some point you\u0027ll be ready okay now i\u0027m ready to explore this other thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: if people want to ask you questions reach you follow you how can they do that\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you can email me at s chelsea at hotmail com put that in the video description and then also i have a youtube channel i teach some somatic exercises to my clients for my massage therapy practice and also teach some guided relaxation exercises so you can check out my channel it\u0027s called body full therapies\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much chelsea a million thanks for being brave enough to do this today and for taking the time to do this i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and thank you so much for all the work you\u0027re doing it\u0027s so helpful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: to everyone listening i\u0027m one of you\n\nSPEAKER_00: really are this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body awareness practice and yoga nidra means yogic sleep i think where you\u0027re in this really deep state of it guides you into this very deep state of relaxation where you\u0027re still\n\nSPEAKER_01: aware but you\u0027re extremely relaxed almost like you\u0027re sleeping so it puts you into that deep state of rest if i\u0027m kind of in that like\n\nSPEAKER_01: restless state or a wired state or my mind\u0027s busy just lying down doesn\u0027t feel as restful or of course watching tv isn\u0027t as restful but like going through this deep relaxation it\u0027s like it\u0027s just all the tension from your mind and your body is settled and then i would say generally having a meditation practice like i had already been doing that and then dan newford really recommended that as well to do daily meditation practice it\u0027s just another way of really getting to a deeply relaxed state which is so important for the nervous system to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover and support recovery other things would be like practices of compassion was really really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: which sounds really simple but like in practice it\u0027s so easy to feel so much\n\nSPEAKER_01: confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral and you can bring it out of that with finding some peace in your heart that\u0027s really helpful and i guess i\u0027m kind of getting into like mental health emotional support is finding ways to release the emotions yeah sometimes it\u0027s screaming or actually laughing can be helpful because sometimes you know just anger would boil up inside of me this frustration why why is this happening to me i don\u0027t understand like i don\u0027t want this you know and like just those emotions like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just feel like with all the artificial and processed food out there it can be challenging to really listen to what your body\u0027s really telling you and even our own bodies probably got a bit confused sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably why a lot of people struggle because one thing is the diet industry but also like just the food industry in general that they\u0027re trying they\u0027re selling us all these addictive foods with all these high fat and salt and our brain craves that thing because it gives us like a dopamine hit or like oxytocin hit i found like i was eating healthy because i felt like i had to for my health but i was like i don\u0027t actually want to eat intuitive eating i like one of the steps at the beginning is to allow yourself to eat whatever you want to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: free yourself and when i get that i realized like oh i don\u0027t actually want to eat them because they don\u0027t feel good in my body and then i went back to pretty much eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that term is kind of slopped on all of them and then so understandably people get very scared of it because it\u0027s done a lot of damage for some people but then other people who\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah found a lot of success so what was your journey with this like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if i if i wind back to you know the treatment i was doing dr chan and then wire and that was last summer i was noticing i was improving i was i went paddleboarding i went on a bike trip to salt spring island and then actually that bike trip was too much for my system and i got back and then i need to move into a different room and i wasn\u0027t feeling well and i decided to paint the room which shouldn\u0027t have done but i really want and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere except having the hope that oh i can get there like i did i did it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i was at a place of feeling very strong lack of trust in myself because i think that\u0027s like probably a lot of people can relate to that in a way i think it might be a type of ptsd actually when you constantly crash and you don\u0027t know why you feel completely out of control and you have no sense of able to be functional like you\u0027re just out of control that\u0027s very trauma it can be traumatizing for your nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: sort of you know minefield of sorts you never really know when something\u0027s going to go off and level you for hours or days or weeks and yeah it is traumatic absolutely absolutely i used to wonder when i was still in this like when i fully get past this am i going to be able to just put the trauma of all this down and go on with my life because it was heavy and it was a lot and i kind of felt like i just don\u0027t know if i\u0027m ever just going to be okay again\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you do get there and it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress like i and it\u0027s in my nervous it\u0027s unconscious it\u0027s happening on its own like i\u0027m watching my brain and my mind get overwhelmed at things that are out of my comfort zone i was reading this recently\n\nSPEAKER_01: howard and yeah just a few weeks ago i had to go to my mom\u0027s wedding\n\nSPEAKER_01: because i wanted to but it was a source of stress for me just like you know christmas is a sort of stress for people with chronic fatigue because it\u0027s you know it should be a nice time but it\u0027s like well actually like am i going to get through this i read in his book the three stages of recovery the last stage which i realized i was in was when you\u0027re able to start integrating yourself into the world like you\u0027ve recovered to the level of being able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: be a functional human out in the world and you\u0027re not constantly needing to be in your bubble you can start leaving your bubble and i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that like wedding or christmas or you know some other social event that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous just reading that and having that affirm to me that oh like that\u0027s normal that\u0027s part of this process i just found that really helpful i\u0027m like okay so now my work is to be gentle with myself in integrating into the world managing to support myself to be calm and relaxed while i\u0027m like doing those things and not feeling like overwhelmed or like i\u0027m just doing too much or something or i\u0027m in a state of\n\nSPEAKER_01: fear or overwhelm or agitation just like yeah finding a way of being centered and it\n\nSPEAKER_00: makes a lot of sense and it\u0027s something that stayed with me even when i was well into being what i considered fully recovered when i was really living my life and very active and i could you know do really long workout sessions at the gym multiple times of the week and push as hard as i want and i was fine so essentially i wasn\u0027t having any symptoms you know no post exertional malaise from anything feeling great but i still had this fear of new things for quite a long time at least a year one of them was like exercise classes so i could go to the gym and i could push myself but joining an exercise class where someone else was in control of the pace the intensity the duration was scary to me because i needed to have that feeling of safety like i can quit when i want even though i knew that i could take it but i think there\u0027s just that\u0027s such a good point about that integrating back into the world and being compassionate with yourself throughout that process and it\u0027s you know the trauma that we\u0027ve been through and things are scary and it\u0027s you just need to work through them and it\u0027s okay\n\nSPEAKER_00: all of it\u0027s okay and normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah exactly like yeah just the last few months i\n\nSPEAKER_01: instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things and i realized like i was getting my system was overwhelmed a lot and i you know at first i thought it was the person i was dating and then i realized like it kept happening and i\u0027m like oh this keeps happening there\u0027s a pattern going on here and then that\u0027s when i reading that from ben howard the third stage of recovery i was like oh like that\u0027s normal and that\u0027s that\u0027s where i\u0027m at right now and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that gave me a sense of reassurance and compassion\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i so appreciate you the time to go through all the details of all of the things that have helped you and as always as i\u0027m sure you know i like to kind of finish off these chats 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future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then 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year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and 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it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of 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                "output": "\"in twenty twenty one I started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and I started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\"\n\n\"in two thousand and twenty I started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and I didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful\"\n\nThese quotes show that the patient sought help from professional practitioners, specifically a \"natural\" (likely naturopath) and Dr. Chan, who is described as a \"natural specializing in chronic fatigue.\" They delivered therapeutic care including supplements, antiviral treatments, and ozone therapy. Some of these interventions were helpful, particularly those from Dr. Chan.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body awareness practice and yoga nidra means yogic sleep i think where you\u0027re in this really deep state of it guides you into this very deep state of relaxation where you\u0027re still\n\nSPEAKER_01: aware but you\u0027re extremely relaxed almost like you\u0027re sleeping so it puts you into that deep state of rest if i\u0027m kind of in that like\n\nSPEAKER_01: restless state or a wired state or my mind\u0027s busy just lying down doesn\u0027t feel as restful or of course watching tv isn\u0027t as restful but like going through this deep relaxation it\u0027s like it\u0027s just all the tension from your mind and your body is settled and then i would say generally having a meditation practice like i had already been doing that and then dan newford really recommended that as well to do daily meditation practice it\u0027s just another way of really getting to a deeply relaxed state which is so important for the nervous system to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover and support recovery other things would be like practices of compassion was really really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: which sounds really simple but like in practice it\u0027s so easy to feel so much\n\nSPEAKER_01: confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral and you can bring it out of that with finding some peace in your heart that\u0027s really helpful and i guess i\u0027m kind of getting into like mental health emotional support is finding ways to release the emotions yeah sometimes it\u0027s screaming or actually laughing can be helpful because sometimes you know just anger would boil up inside of me this frustration why why is this happening to me i don\u0027t understand like i don\u0027t want this you know and like just those emotions like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just feel like with all the artificial and processed food out there it can be challenging to really listen to what your body\u0027s really telling you and even our own bodies probably got a bit confused sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably why a lot of people struggle because one thing is the diet industry but also like just the food industry in general that they\u0027re trying they\u0027re selling us all these addictive foods with all these high fat and salt and our brain craves that thing because it gives us like a dopamine hit or like oxytocin hit i found like i was eating healthy because i felt like i had to for my health but i was like i don\u0027t actually want to eat intuitive eating i like one of the steps at the beginning is to allow yourself to eat whatever you want to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: free yourself and when i get that i realized like oh i don\u0027t actually want to eat them because they don\u0027t feel good in my body and then i went back to pretty much eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that term is kind of slopped on all of them and then so understandably people get very scared of it because it\u0027s done a lot of damage for some people but then other people who\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah found a lot of success so what was your journey with this like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if i if i wind back to you know the treatment i was doing dr chan and then wire and that was last summer i was noticing i was improving i was i went paddleboarding i went on a bike trip to salt spring island and then actually that bike trip was too much for my system and i got back and then i need to move into a different room and i wasn\u0027t feeling well and i decided to paint the room which shouldn\u0027t have done but i really want and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere except having the hope that oh i can get there like i did i did it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i was at a place of feeling very strong lack of trust in myself because i think that\u0027s like probably a lot of people can relate to that in a way i think it might be a type of ptsd actually when you constantly crash and you don\u0027t know why you feel completely out of control and you have no sense of able to be functional like you\u0027re just out of control that\u0027s very trauma it can be traumatizing for your nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: sort of you know minefield of sorts you never really know when something\u0027s going to go off and level you for hours or days or weeks and yeah it is traumatic absolutely absolutely i used to wonder when i was still in this like when i fully get past this am i going to be able to just put the trauma of all this down and go on with my life because it was heavy and it was a lot and i kind of felt like i just don\u0027t know if i\u0027m ever just going to be okay again\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you do get there and it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress like i and it\u0027s in my nervous it\u0027s unconscious it\u0027s happening on its own like i\u0027m watching my brain and my mind get overwhelmed at things that are out of my comfort zone i was reading this recently\n\nSPEAKER_01: howard and yeah just a few weeks ago i had to go to my mom\u0027s wedding\n\nSPEAKER_01: because i wanted to but it was a source of stress for me just like you know christmas is a sort of stress for people with chronic fatigue because it\u0027s you know it should be a nice time but it\u0027s like well actually like am i going to get through this i read in his book the three stages of recovery the last stage which i realized i was in was when you\u0027re able to start integrating yourself into the world like you\u0027ve recovered to the level of being able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: be a functional human out in the world and you\u0027re not constantly needing to be in your bubble you can start leaving your bubble and i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that like wedding or christmas or you know some other social event that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous just reading that and having that affirm to me that oh like that\u0027s normal that\u0027s part of this process i just found that really helpful i\u0027m like okay so now my work is to be gentle with myself in integrating into the world managing to support myself to be calm and relaxed while i\u0027m like doing those things and not feeling like overwhelmed or like i\u0027m just doing too much or something or i\u0027m in a state of\n\nSPEAKER_01: fear or overwhelm or agitation just like yeah finding a way of being centered and it\n\nSPEAKER_00: makes a lot of sense and it\u0027s something that stayed with me even when i was well into being what i considered fully recovered when i was really living my life and very active and i could you know do really long workout sessions at the gym multiple times of the week and push as hard as i want and i was fine so essentially i wasn\u0027t having any symptoms you know no post exertional malaise from anything feeling great but i still had this fear of new things for quite a long time at least a year one of them was like exercise classes so i could go to the gym and i could push myself but joining an exercise class where someone else was in control of the pace the intensity the duration was scary to me because i needed to have that feeling of safety like i can quit when i want even though i knew that i could take it but i think there\u0027s just that\u0027s such a good point about that integrating back into the world and being compassionate with yourself throughout that process and it\u0027s you know the trauma that we\u0027ve been through and things are scary and it\u0027s you just need to work through them and it\u0027s okay\n\nSPEAKER_00: all of it\u0027s okay and normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah exactly like yeah just the last few months i\n\nSPEAKER_01: instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things and i realized like i was getting my system was overwhelmed a lot and i you know at first i thought it was the person i was dating and then i realized like it kept happening and i\u0027m like oh this keeps happening there\u0027s a pattern going on here and then that\u0027s when i reading that from ben howard the third stage of recovery i was like oh like that\u0027s normal and that\u0027s that\u0027s where i\u0027m at right now and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that gave me a sense of reassurance and compassion\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i so appreciate you the time to go through all the details of all of the things that have helped you and as always as i\u0027m sure you know i like to kind of finish off these chats with a message that you have to people who are watching who are still very much going through this or a message that you would have to yourself if you could go back in time what would you say\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so one thing would be to intuitively listen to yourself throughout\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you take in and learn like get a sense of like do you really think that would help you and sometimes you don\u0027t know and you just try it anyways but like at least have that awareness like if there is a feeling of like i think i like these parts but i don\u0027t like these parts maybe you\u0027ll try the whole thing to begin with but then you\u0027re like oh no actually i think i\u0027m going to modify it or like for example for me like i really had the sense that healing my gut\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding a way to do that was really important and i didn\u0027t know how but like i just had this sense that that was really important like one thing i knew just an example yeah another thing 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year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you 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                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body awareness practice and yoga nidra means yogic sleep i think where you\u0027re in this really deep state of it guides you into this very deep state of relaxation where you\u0027re still\n\nSPEAKER_01: aware but you\u0027re extremely relaxed almost like you\u0027re sleeping so it puts you into that deep state of rest if i\u0027m kind of in that like\n\nSPEAKER_01: restless state or a wired state or my mind\u0027s busy just lying down doesn\u0027t feel as restful or of course watching tv isn\u0027t as restful but like going through this deep relaxation it\u0027s like it\u0027s just all the tension from your mind and your body is settled and then i would say generally having a meditation practice like i had already been doing that and then dan newford really recommended that as well to do daily meditation practice it\u0027s just another way of really getting to a deeply relaxed state which is so important for the nervous system to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover and support recovery other things would be like practices of compassion was really really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: which sounds really simple but like in practice it\u0027s so easy to feel so much\n\nSPEAKER_01: confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral and you can bring it out of that with finding some peace in your heart that\u0027s really helpful and i guess i\u0027m kind of getting into like mental health emotional support is finding ways to release the emotions yeah sometimes it\u0027s screaming or actually laughing can be helpful because sometimes you know just anger would boil up inside of me this frustration why why is this happening to me i don\u0027t understand like i don\u0027t want this you know and like just those emotions like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just feel like with all the artificial and processed food out there it can be challenging to really listen to what your body\u0027s really telling you and even our own bodies probably got a bit confused sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably why a lot of people struggle because one thing is the diet industry but also like just the food industry in general that they\u0027re trying they\u0027re selling us all these addictive foods with all these high fat and salt and our brain craves that thing because it gives us like a dopamine hit or like oxytocin hit i found like i was eating healthy because i felt like i had to for my health but i was like i don\u0027t actually want to eat intuitive eating i like one of the steps at the beginning is to allow yourself to eat whatever you want to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: free yourself and when i get that i realized like oh i don\u0027t actually want to eat them because they don\u0027t feel good in my body and then i went back to pretty much eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that term is kind of slopped on all of them and then so understandably people get very scared of it because it\u0027s done a lot of damage for some people but then other people who\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah found a lot of success so what was your journey with this like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if i if i wind back to you know the treatment i was doing dr chan and then wire and that was last summer i was noticing i was improving i was i went paddleboarding i went on a bike trip to salt spring island and then actually that bike trip was too much for my system and i got back and then i need to move into a different room and i wasn\u0027t feeling well and i decided to paint the room which shouldn\u0027t have done but i really want and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere except having the hope that oh i can get there like i did i did it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i was at a place of feeling very strong lack of trust in myself because i think that\u0027s like probably a lot of people can relate to that in a way i think it might be a type of ptsd actually when you constantly crash and you don\u0027t know why you feel completely out of control and you have no sense of able to be functional like you\u0027re just out of control that\u0027s very trauma it can be traumatizing for your nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: sort of you know minefield of sorts you never really know when something\u0027s going to go off and level you for hours or days or weeks and yeah it is traumatic absolutely absolutely i used to wonder when i was still in this like when i fully get past this am i going to be able to just put the trauma of all this down and go on with my life because it was heavy and it was a lot and i kind of felt like i just don\u0027t know if i\u0027m ever just going to be okay again\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you do get there and it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress like i and it\u0027s in my nervous it\u0027s unconscious it\u0027s happening on its own like i\u0027m watching my brain and my mind get overwhelmed at things that are out of my comfort zone i was reading this recently\n\nSPEAKER_01: howard and yeah just a few weeks ago i had to go to my mom\u0027s wedding\n\nSPEAKER_01: because i wanted to but it was a source of stress for me just like you know christmas is a sort of stress for people with chronic fatigue because it\u0027s you know it should be a nice time but it\u0027s like well actually like am i going to get through this i read in his book the three stages of recovery the last stage which i realized i was in was when you\u0027re able to start integrating yourself into the world like you\u0027ve recovered to the level of being able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: be a functional human out in the world and you\u0027re not constantly needing to be in your bubble you can start leaving your bubble and i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that like wedding or christmas or you know some other social event that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous just reading that and having that affirm to me that oh like that\u0027s normal that\u0027s part of this process i just found that really helpful i\u0027m like okay so now my work is to be gentle with myself in integrating into the world managing to support myself to be calm and relaxed while i\u0027m like doing those things and not feeling like overwhelmed or like i\u0027m just doing too much or something or i\u0027m in a state of\n\nSPEAKER_01: fear or overwhelm or agitation just like yeah finding a way of being centered and it\n\nSPEAKER_00: makes a lot of sense and it\u0027s something that stayed with me even when i was well into being what i considered fully recovered when i was really living my life and very active and i could you know do really long workout sessions at the gym multiple times of the week and push as hard as i want and i was fine so essentially i wasn\u0027t having any symptoms you know no post exertional malaise from anything feeling great but i still had this fear of new things for quite a long time at least a year one of them was like exercise classes so i could go to the gym and i could push myself but joining an exercise class where someone else was in control of the pace the intensity the duration was scary to me because i needed to have that feeling of safety like i can quit when i want even though i knew that i could take it but i think there\u0027s just that\u0027s such a good point about that integrating back into the world and being compassionate with yourself throughout that process and it\u0027s you know the trauma that we\u0027ve been through and things are scary and it\u0027s you just need to work through them and it\u0027s okay\n\nSPEAKER_00: all of it\u0027s okay and normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah exactly like yeah just the last few months i\n\nSPEAKER_01: instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things and i realized like i was getting my system was overwhelmed a lot and i you know at first i thought it was the person i was dating and then i realized like it kept happening and i\u0027m like oh this keeps happening there\u0027s a pattern going on here and then that\u0027s when i reading that from ben howard the third stage of recovery i was like oh like that\u0027s normal and that\u0027s that\u0027s where i\u0027m at right now and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that gave me a sense of reassurance and compassion\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i so appreciate you the time to go through all the details of all of the things that have helped you and as always as i\u0027m sure you know i like to kind of finish off these chats with a message that you have to people who are watching who are still very much going through this or a message that you would have to yourself if you could go back in time what would you say\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so one thing would be to intuitively listen to yourself throughout\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you take in and learn like get a sense of like do you really think that would help you and sometimes you don\u0027t know and you just try it anyways but like at least have that awareness like if there is a feeling of like i think i like these parts but i don\u0027t like these parts maybe you\u0027ll try the whole thing to begin with but then you\u0027re like oh no actually i think i\u0027m going to modify it or like for example for me like i really had the sense that healing my gut\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding a way to do that was really important and i didn\u0027t know how but like i just had this sense that that was really important like one thing i knew just an example yeah another thing is to be gentle with yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: generally to like find that compassion and like peace and then on the other hand like i was talking about as well finding ways to release emotions i think is really helpful just throughout the journey of intense emotions got to find a way to like get those out of your body so you can come back to a place of gentleness and like i also mentioned before like\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think it\u0027s helpful to keep exploring and know when you need a break so you know you\u0027re going on a path maybe you find it\u0027s not working and okay like need a break now this wasn\u0027t working or this is stressing me out because it\u0027s overwhelming i need a break and a break doesn\u0027t mean you\u0027re giving up it means you\u0027re listening to yourself and you know that maybe you need to practice some acceptance and not constantly trying new things but just coming back to yourself and that maybe you need to do that for a week maybe you need to do that for a few months because you\u0027ve you\u0027ve been projecting out so much and trying new things that you need more time so and then at some point you\u0027ll be ready okay now i\u0027m ready to explore this other thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: if people want to ask you questions reach you follow you how can they do that\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you can email me at s chelsea at hotmail com put that in the video description and then also i have a youtube channel i teach some somatic exercises to my clients for my massage therapy practice and also teach some guided relaxation exercises so you can check out my channel it\u0027s called body full therapies\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much chelsea a million thanks for being brave enough to do this today and for taking the time to do this i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and thank you so much for all the work you\u0027re doing it\u0027s so helpful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: to everyone listening i\u0027m one of you\n\nSPEAKER_00: really are this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you 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ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone raylan here i\u0027m here with valerie piland i\u0027m really excited about this interview today she\u0027s got an incredible full recovery story from chronic fatigue syndrome after many years being unwell so welcome valerie thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: you\u0027re welcome it\u0027s just a thrill to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so you reached out to me initially by email and i was telling you before we hit record i was just so moved by your email and your story and i said i read it to my husband and i my father just so incredible to hear that things that felt so hopeless and then completely turned around and that my channel could have some small involvement in that just meant the world to me so and when you reached out to me you actually were reaching out to me with the intention of telling your story i do out there so what made you decide to tell your story\n\nSPEAKER_01: well first of all i wanted you to know what a huge not small part you have played i came across your you tube channel i did not know that anyone could recover from chronic fatigue so i had had it for so many years well over thirty and i had no idea anyone could recover so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was getting my affairs in order i felt like i was dying toward the end there was about twenty percent well on the m e c f s scale and i thought ok all right you know let\u0027s face this and get our affairs in order\n\nSPEAKER_01: your channel came up and it said recovery and i thought that can\u0027t be nobody recovers from this i was kind of new to you tube too i started listening to your channel and people did recover and they sounded just like me to begin with and then they recovered fully you recovered so i bought your book and i bought five other books as well on any c f s recovery to try and learn the different ways but your book was by far the best the most helpful with all your tips about sleeping i put a lot of them into practice have a very enjoyable way of writing and yet it\u0027s also very specific you get specific things to do which was helpful and so i did that and i thought you should know so and i\u0027ve already subscribed to your news to your email letter and so i just reached out to say i was one hundred percent recovered and i told you why at that time and then you said would you like to be interviewed and i thought no no that\u0027s not me\n\nSPEAKER_01: but then you said because of my age and how long i had been sick i could give other people hope and so i thought yeah i can do that other people did it for me and i\u0027ll do it for others so thank you for asking\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much for doing this i get quite a few messages from people just feeling really hopeless i don\u0027t see i see recovery stories but i don\u0027t see anyone who\u0027s recovering after many years after decades after you know being later in life so yeah i just i know this means a lot to people so yeah thank you so yeah i mean let\u0027s jump right in how take us back how did this all begin\n\nSPEAKER_01: first i want to say that i was in the military and i\u0027m retired military now but we take fitness and readiness is what we call it very seriously physical readiness so i would run three and a half miles a day during the week on my lunch break and then on the weekends i would run five mile and sometimes enter ten k so i was very active and i also\n\nSPEAKER_01: this was all before i got sick i was getting my degree so i would work from not not including the commute i would actually work from seven am until four pm and then i would go to school from six at night until nine pm to get my degree and i did that for two or three years and all was fine and then i was transferred and i got very sick\n\nSPEAKER_01: at the 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone raylan here i\u0027m here with valerie piland i\u0027m really excited about this interview today she\u0027s got an incredible full recovery story from chronic fatigue syndrome after many years being unwell so welcome valerie thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: you\u0027re welcome it\u0027s just a thrill to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so you reached out to me initially by email and i was telling you before we hit record i was just so moved by your email and your story and i said i read it to my husband and i my father just so incredible to hear that things that felt so hopeless and then completely turned around and that my channel could have some small involvement in that just meant the world to me so and when you reached out to me you actually were reaching out to me with the intention of telling your story i do out there so what made you decide to tell your story\n\nSPEAKER_01: well first of all i wanted you to know what a huge not small part you have played i came across your you tube channel i did not know that anyone could recover from chronic fatigue so i had had it for so many years well over thirty and i had no idea anyone could recover so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was getting my affairs in order i felt like i was dying toward the end there was about twenty percent well on the m e c f s scale and i thought ok all right you know let\u0027s face this and get our affairs in order\n\nSPEAKER_01: your channel came up and it said recovery and i thought that can\u0027t be nobody recovers from this i was kind of new to you tube too i started listening to your channel and people did recover and they sounded just like me to begin with and then they recovered fully you recovered so i bought your book and i bought five other books as well on any c f s recovery to try and learn the different ways but your book was by far the best the most helpful with all your tips about sleeping i put a lot of them into practice have a very enjoyable way of writing and yet it\u0027s also very specific you get specific things to do which was helpful and so i did that and i thought you should know so and i\u0027ve already subscribed to your news to your email letter and so i just reached out to say i was one hundred percent recovered and i told you why at that time and then you said would you like to be interviewed and i thought no no that\u0027s not me\n\nSPEAKER_01: but then you said because of my age and how long i had been sick i could give other people hope and so i thought yeah i can do that other people did it for me and i\u0027ll do it for others so thank you for asking\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much for doing this i get quite a few messages from people just feeling really hopeless i don\u0027t see i see recovery stories but i don\u0027t see anyone who\u0027s recovering after many years after decades after you know being later in life so yeah i just i know this means a lot to people so yeah thank you so yeah i mean let\u0027s jump right in how take us back how did this all begin\n\nSPEAKER_01: first i want to say that i was in the military and i\u0027m retired military now but we take fitness and readiness is what we call it very seriously physical readiness so i would run three and a half miles a day during the week on my lunch break and then on the weekends i would run five mile and sometimes enter ten k so i was very active and i also\n\nSPEAKER_01: this was all before i got sick i was getting my degree so i would work from not not including the commute i would actually work from seven am until four pm and then i would go to school from six at night until nine pm to get my degree and i did that for two or three years and all was fine and then i was transferred and i got very sick\n\nSPEAKER_01: at the next command i was at and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i just felt terrible i felt so bad and basically i never recovered it was the epstein bar virus and they said there was nothing that they could do for me and my boss we were in this meeting and my boss you look terrible and i said i feel terrible he said go to the doctor i said i think they can\u0027t do anything he said well go again\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i went and the doctor told me he said i have six people just like you and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i have a twenty year old marine who can\u0027t get out of bed he said you\u0027re one of the lucky ones you\u0027re one of the best ones and that has that i have been according to the youtube videos i\u0027ve never been as bad as the worst person that i\u0027ve seen or even some of the really tragic sad stories of what people are living with so after that i i never did recover but we didn\u0027t have you tube or even internet really when i got sick it was one thousand nine hundred eight so remember we were just learning e mail how to do e mail back then some of your younger viewers are not even going to be able to believe that time it did\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i just went on feeling bad i think it\u0027s interesting to hear\n\nSPEAKER_00: what life was like leading up to this and how it all kind of started so when you started not feeling well and the doctors couldn\u0027t do anything what were you thinking about\n\nSPEAKER_01: i just thought there was something wrong with me why was i different why could i get well is it all in my head and the brain fog was absolutely the worst right behind that was just being so different where i used to be fairly productive intelligent person i couldn\u0027t put sentences together so that was that was very frustrating and i went to doctors and i just gave up after a while because none of them they said you\u0027re fine all the tests were fine everything was fine so that made me think even more that it was just in my head but i couldn\u0027t i couldn\u0027t run anymore i couldn\u0027t even walk remember trying to walk up this hill by our neighborhood that had been no trouble at all before i got sick and i could do it one day i just said wow you can\u0027t do this anymore so i just stopped and people would tell you exercise exercise you feel better you\u0027re just and no i feel worse when i\n\nSPEAKER_01: just stopped talking about it at all because people couldn\u0027t understand i don\u0027t blame them i didn\u0027t understand but then i found a homeo no a natural he was amazing i friend of mine told me that he had cured his her son of lines so she said why don\u0027t you just try him for your fatigue so i went out i had to fly you know to different states i went out and did that and and he did a live cell blood test i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_01: know from your book and all that you tried everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i don\u0027t know if i tried to sound familiar ok think that i tried everything and then people surprised me 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the anxiety i didn\u0027t realize how much anxiety i had in my life until i experienced the tiniest little glimmer of not having it and i was like okay so this is\n\nSPEAKER_01: like my heart would be beating out of my chest all the time i\u0027d be terrified of what i said to someone like i couldn\u0027t speak in meetings if i if i did feel like i wanted to contribute something in a meeting and work there\u0027d be this whole build up of like almost adrenaline it\u0027s like okay i\u0027m going to say it i\u0027m going to say it and then i don\u0027t see anything so all i\u0027ve done is put my body into a state of you know fight or flight and then yeah it\u0027s just it just for me kind of shone a light on how much anxiety i had and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did feel like because i was perpetually in that state of fight or flight you know with all the cortisol running through my body that\n\nSPEAKER_01: i never had the chance to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover relax properly so i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is when i watch all of the recovery stories the only thing that they all have in common is that they\u0027re all different like there\u0027s so there\u0027s yeah there\u0027s so much different aspects everyone\u0027s journey is unique and yeah like you can pick what works for you from from one person\u0027s thing and but one thing they do all have in common for sure is that they\u0027re very very inspiring whether it be in struggle or success\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and the exact formula for everyone definitely varies but i do see a theme across so many people i talk to is that piece of self compassion and self care and you know stress and boundaries and just getting to the basics and you know joy and sunshine and time in nature and all the things that we take think don\u0027t carry a lot of weight when it comes to recovery from serious conditions but time and time again people tell me that these things do in addition to whatever else it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there are tools that are\n\nSPEAKER_01: far far more useful than just dealing with cfs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes oh yeah everything still serves me today and i\u0027m sure for the rest of my life yeah that reluctant growth bootcamp that we all go through at least it\u0027s not just suffering for nothing that would really be\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah frustrating yeah that wouldn\u0027t be that wouldn\u0027t be ideal\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i really appreciate you doing this it\u0027s amazing because i know at first you\u0027re like let\u0027s wait for that interview and i just it\u0027s so rare that people come on and talk about things like relapses and everyone keeps telling me how much they love interviews from people who are still on their journey because one it\u0027s relatable and two you still have so much to share you know every stage of this we all have learned so much and there\u0027s little nuggets that will yeah for people they\u0027re like yes and in a minute you know people still going through it hopefully just feel a little bit less alone because despite the millions of people in the world going through this it can still be a very lonely experience\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah my heart goes out to anyone in the depths of it because it\u0027s it can be a very dark place to be but it\u0027ll it\u0027ll get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can feel like things are never going to change but they can and they do another one of my favorites is saying the only constant in life is change\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m all about the short slogans today\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah all right for those of you watching a link up here at the end of video another interview i did with an amazing guy named jack he was also someone who was dealing with a lot of relapses and just shared very openly and honestly and humbly about what this experience has been like and it\u0027s a very moving interview so if you like these sorts of interviews that\u0027s another one that i think you\u0027ll really enjoy and also remember shout out to leon ben kulin leon i hope i\u0027m saying your name right thanks for joining the channel and supporting everything that we do here i very much appreciate it and the biggest thank you to you dermot thank you thank you for being here i really appreciate you taking the time and the energy to speak with me and my viewers\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i know if your audience is interested i am putting on a little online meetup for breathwork and cfs maybe we could link to it or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course yes everything all of your links everything people need to know to you know connect with you or anything that you\u0027d like to share will be in the video description so people watching please expand that and everything you need to find will be there and i really encourage you to check out what he\u0027s got just incredible so yeah and people watching if you have a story to tell even if you\u0027re not fully recovered even if you don\u0027t have all the answers nobody does 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and 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advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way 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really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just 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need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe 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                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the anxiety i didn\u0027t realize how much anxiety i had in my life until i experienced the tiniest little glimmer of not having it and i was like okay so this is\n\nSPEAKER_01: like my heart would be beating out of my chest all the time i\u0027d be terrified of what i said to someone like i couldn\u0027t speak in meetings if i if i did feel like i wanted to contribute something in a meeting and work there\u0027d be this whole build up of like almost adrenaline it\u0027s like okay i\u0027m going to say it i\u0027m going to say it and then i don\u0027t see anything so all i\u0027ve done is put my body into a state of you know fight or flight and then yeah it\u0027s just it just for me kind of shone a light on how much anxiety i had and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did feel like because i was perpetually in that state of fight or flight you know with all the cortisol running through my body that\n\nSPEAKER_01: i never had the chance to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover relax properly so i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is when i watch all of the recovery stories the only thing that they all have in common is that they\u0027re all different like there\u0027s so there\u0027s yeah there\u0027s so much different aspects everyone\u0027s journey is unique and yeah like you can pick what works for you from from one person\u0027s thing and but one thing they do all have in common for sure is that they\u0027re very very inspiring whether it be in struggle or success\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and the exact formula for everyone definitely varies but i do see a theme across so many people i talk to is that piece of self compassion and self care and you know stress and boundaries and just getting to the basics and you know joy and sunshine and time in nature and all the things that we take think don\u0027t carry a lot of weight when it comes to recovery from serious conditions but time and time again people tell me that these things do in addition to whatever else it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there are tools that are\n\nSPEAKER_01: far far more useful than just dealing with cfs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes oh yeah everything still serves me today and i\u0027m sure for the rest of my life yeah that reluctant growth bootcamp that we all go through at least it\u0027s not just suffering for nothing that would really be\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah frustrating yeah that wouldn\u0027t be that wouldn\u0027t be ideal\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i really appreciate you doing this it\u0027s amazing because i know at first you\u0027re like let\u0027s wait for that interview and i just it\u0027s so rare that people come on and talk about things like relapses and everyone keeps telling me how much they love interviews from people who are still on their journey because one it\u0027s relatable and two you still have so much to share you know every stage of this we all have learned so much and there\u0027s little nuggets that will yeah for people they\u0027re like yes and in a minute you know people still going through it hopefully just feel a little bit less alone because despite the millions of people in the world going through this it can still be a very lonely experience\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah my heart goes out to anyone in the depths of it because it\u0027s it can be a very dark place to be but it\u0027ll it\u0027ll get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can feel like things are never going to change but they can and they do another one of my favorites is saying the only constant in life is change\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m all about the short slogans today\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah all right for those of you watching a link up here at the end of video another interview i did with an amazing guy named jack he was also someone who was dealing with a lot of relapses and just shared very openly and honestly and humbly about what this experience has been like and it\u0027s a very moving interview so if you like these sorts of interviews that\u0027s another one that i think you\u0027ll really enjoy and also remember shout out to leon ben kulin leon i hope i\u0027m saying your name right thanks for joining the channel and supporting everything that we do here i very much appreciate it and the biggest thank you to you dermot thank you thank you for being here i really appreciate you taking the time and the energy to speak with me and my viewers\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i know if your audience is interested i am putting on a little online meetup for breathwork and cfs maybe we could link to it or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course yes everything all of your links everything people need to know to you know connect with you or anything that you\u0027d like to share will be in the video description so people watching please expand that and everything you need to find will be there and i really encourage you to check out what he\u0027s got just incredible so yeah and people watching if you have a story to tell even if you\u0027re not fully recovered even if you don\u0027t have all the answers nobody does 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two 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need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the anxiety i didn\u0027t realize how much anxiety i had in my life until i experienced the tiniest little glimmer of not having it and i was like okay so this is\n\nSPEAKER_01: like my heart would be beating out of my chest all the time i\u0027d be terrified of what i said to someone like i couldn\u0027t speak in meetings if i if i did feel like i wanted to contribute something in a meeting and work there\u0027d be this whole build up of like almost adrenaline it\u0027s like okay i\u0027m going to say it i\u0027m going to say it and then i don\u0027t see anything so all i\u0027ve done is put my body into a state of you know fight or flight and then yeah it\u0027s just it just for me kind of shone a light on how much anxiety i had and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did feel like because i was perpetually in that state of fight or flight you know with all the cortisol running through my body that\n\nSPEAKER_01: i never had the chance to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover relax properly so i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is when i watch all of the recovery stories the only thing that they all have in common is that they\u0027re all different like there\u0027s so there\u0027s yeah there\u0027s so much different aspects everyone\u0027s journey is unique and yeah like you can pick what works for you from from one person\u0027s thing and but one thing they do all have in common for sure is that they\u0027re very very inspiring whether it be in struggle or success\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and the exact formula for everyone definitely varies but i do see a theme across so many people i talk to is that piece of self compassion and self care and you know stress and boundaries and just getting to the basics and you know joy and sunshine and time in nature and all the things that we take think don\u0027t carry a lot of weight when it comes to recovery from serious conditions but time and time again people tell me that these things do in addition to whatever else it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there are tools that are\n\nSPEAKER_01: far far more useful than just dealing with cfs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes oh yeah everything still serves me today and i\u0027m sure for the rest of my life yeah that reluctant growth bootcamp that we all go through at least it\u0027s not just suffering for nothing that would really be\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah frustrating yeah that wouldn\u0027t be that wouldn\u0027t be ideal\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i really appreciate you doing this it\u0027s amazing because i know at first you\u0027re like let\u0027s wait for that interview and i just it\u0027s so rare that people come on and talk about things like relapses and everyone keeps telling me how much they love interviews from people who are still on their journey because one it\u0027s relatable and two you still have so much to share you know every stage of this we all have learned so much and there\u0027s little nuggets that will yeah for people they\u0027re like yes and in a minute you know people still going through it hopefully just feel a little bit less alone because despite the millions of people in the world going through this it can still be a very lonely experience\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah my heart goes out to anyone in the depths of it because it\u0027s it can be a very dark place to be but it\u0027ll it\u0027ll get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can feel like things are never going to change but they can and they do another one of my favorites is saying the only constant in life is change\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m all about the short slogans today\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah all right for those of you watching a link up here at the end of video another interview i did with an amazing guy named jack he was also someone who was dealing with a lot of relapses and just shared very openly and honestly and humbly about what this experience has been like and it\u0027s a very moving interview so if you like these sorts of interviews that\u0027s another one that i think you\u0027ll really enjoy and also remember shout out to leon ben kulin leon i hope i\u0027m saying your name right thanks for joining the channel and supporting everything that we do here i very much appreciate it and the biggest thank you to you dermot thank you thank you for being here i really appreciate you taking the time and the energy to speak with me and my viewers\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i know if your audience is interested i am putting on a little online meetup for breathwork and cfs maybe we could link to it or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course yes everything all of your links everything people need to know to you know connect with you or anything that you\u0027d like to share will be in the video description so people watching please expand that and everything you need to find will be there and i really encourage you to check out what he\u0027s got just incredible so yeah and people watching if you have a story to tell even if you\u0027re not fully recovered even if you don\u0027t have all the answers nobody does you know i\u0027d love to hear from you there\u0027s a link in the description as well if you would like to share your story just use that link reach out to me and let\u0027s talk about it because i\u0027d love to meet you so yeah anyways thank you again dermot thank you to all watching i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got a ton out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with jack\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practictioners helpful? \n\nBy conventional medical practictioners, we mean doctors, nurses, and other healthcare professionals, or clinical psychologists working within conventional medical settings.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with 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need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe 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being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two 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that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day 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                "output": "Here are relevant quotes from the transcript that indicate an individual professional helped the patient:\n\n1. Regarding the doctor:\n\"so i said ok i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first ... so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome ... and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before\"\n\n2. Regarding a naturopath:\n\"i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\"\n\n3. Regarding a course and coach:\n\"i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got\"\n\nThese quotes make it clear that multiple individual professionals (a doctor, naturopath, and a coach/course leader) were involved and helped during the patient\u0027s recovery.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you 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anxiety i didn\u0027t realize how much anxiety i had in my life until i experienced the tiniest little glimmer of not having it and i was like okay so this is\n\nSPEAKER_01: like my heart would be beating out of my chest all the time i\u0027d be terrified of what i said to someone like i couldn\u0027t speak in meetings if i if i did feel like i wanted to contribute something in a meeting and work there\u0027d be this whole build up of like almost adrenaline it\u0027s like okay i\u0027m going to say it i\u0027m going to say it and then i don\u0027t see anything so all i\u0027ve done is put my body into a state of you know fight or flight and then yeah it\u0027s just it just for me kind of shone a light on how much anxiety i had and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did feel like because i was perpetually in that state of fight or flight you know with all the cortisol running through my body that\n\nSPEAKER_01: i never had the chance to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover relax properly so i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is 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need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe 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being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of 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need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the anxiety i didn\u0027t realize how much anxiety i had in my life until i experienced the tiniest little glimmer of not having it and i was like okay so this is\n\nSPEAKER_01: like my heart would be beating out of my chest all the time i\u0027d be terrified of what i said to someone like i couldn\u0027t speak in meetings if i if i did feel like i wanted to contribute something in a meeting and work there\u0027d be this whole build up of like almost adrenaline it\u0027s like okay i\u0027m going to say it i\u0027m going to say it and then i don\u0027t see anything so all i\u0027ve done is put my body into a state of you know fight or flight and then yeah it\u0027s just it just for me kind of shone a light on how much anxiety i had and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did feel like because i was perpetually in that state of fight or flight you know with all the cortisol running through my body that\n\nSPEAKER_01: i never had the chance to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover relax properly so i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is when i watch all of the recovery stories the only thing that they all have in common is that they\u0027re all different like there\u0027s so there\u0027s yeah there\u0027s so much different aspects everyone\u0027s journey is unique and yeah like you can pick what works for you from from one person\u0027s thing and but one thing they do all have in common for sure is that they\u0027re very very inspiring whether it be in struggle or success\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and the exact formula for everyone definitely varies but i do see a theme across so many people i talk to is that piece of self compassion and self care and you know stress and boundaries and just getting to the basics and you know joy and sunshine and time in nature and all the things that we take think don\u0027t carry a lot of weight when it comes to recovery from serious conditions but time and time again people tell me that these things do in addition to whatever else it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there are tools that are\n\nSPEAKER_01: far far more useful than just dealing with cfs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes oh yeah everything still serves me today and i\u0027m sure for the rest of my life yeah that reluctant growth bootcamp that we all go through at least it\u0027s not just suffering for nothing that would really be\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah frustrating yeah that wouldn\u0027t be that wouldn\u0027t be ideal\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i really appreciate you doing this it\u0027s amazing because i know at first you\u0027re like let\u0027s wait for that interview and i just it\u0027s so rare that people come on and talk about things like relapses and everyone keeps telling me how much they love interviews from people who are still on their journey because one it\u0027s relatable and two you still have so much to share you know every stage of this we all have learned so much and there\u0027s little nuggets that will yeah for people they\u0027re like yes and in a minute you know people still going through it hopefully just feel a little bit less alone because despite the millions of people in the world going through this it can still be a very lonely experience\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah my heart goes out to anyone in the depths of it because it\u0027s it can be a very dark place to be but it\u0027ll it\u0027ll get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can feel like things are never going to change but they can and they do another one of my favorites is saying the only constant in life is change\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m all about the short slogans today\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah all right for those of you watching a link up here at the end of video another interview i did with an amazing guy named jack he was also someone who was dealing with a lot of relapses and just shared very openly and honestly and humbly about what this experience has been like and it\u0027s a very moving interview so if you like these sorts of interviews that\u0027s another one that i think you\u0027ll really enjoy and also remember shout out to leon ben kulin leon i hope i\u0027m saying your name right thanks for joining the channel and supporting everything that we do here i very much appreciate it and the biggest thank you to you dermot thank you thank you for being here i really appreciate you taking the time and the energy to speak with me and my viewers\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i know if your audience is interested i am putting on a little online meetup for breathwork and cfs maybe we could link to it or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course yes everything all of your links everything people need to know to you know connect with you or anything that you\u0027d like to share will be in the video description so people watching please expand that and everything you need to find will be there and i really encourage you to check out what he\u0027s got just incredible so yeah and people watching if you have a story to tell even if you\u0027re not fully recovered even if you don\u0027t have all the answers nobody does you know i\u0027d love to hear from you there\u0027s a link in the description as well if you would like to share your story just use that link reach out to me and let\u0027s talk about it because i\u0027d love to meet you so yeah anyways thank you again dermot thank you to all watching i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got a ton out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with jack\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWas the patient suicidal at any point, because of their condition?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and 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advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way 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start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to 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those things right and slowly not everything at once but try one of the mitigations and see if it works give it a week or two and if it doesn\u0027t move on to something else but for the things that we talked about that are foundational like breathwork meditation grounding those things cold showers saunas those things you should be doing all the time regardless i\u0027m talking more like supplements medications protocols fasting but definitely be doing the things that can hurt you as much as possible and sometimes those are hard to to do and to get into your schedule or sometimes you may have a flare or relapse from them but you know you got to try and see what can help you take take active charge your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah for a lot of us what helps us to get past this is quite simple but it\u0027s not necessarily easy but for me it was a lot of fairly simple cheap things done repeatedly over long a long period of time that slowly pulled me out of this and i think a good place to start for anyone is always with those basics can you get some more sunlight can you improve your sleep quality can you get out in nature a little bit can you do a bit of meditation can you clean up your diet a little bit exactly and just see keep building that foundation of health while you explore the other things that are out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: definitely the best place to start\n\nSPEAKER_01: so where are you at now with things with your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: so right now i\u0027m probably ninety to ninety five percent better so i was reading some of your comments in your in your most recent videos if people enjoy one of the stories that you had posted about somebody who was almost recovered so you know that gave me some hope that hopefully this resonates with some people as well because there are a lot of us it seems now that are stuck between like eighty and a hundred percent and you know there\u0027s still days when i\u0027m not myself i\u0027m not the same person i was you know eighteen months ago but it seems that i wake up the next morning and the days a little bit better and the day after that it\u0027s pretty good so you know until that\u0027s fully gone i\u0027m not going to consider myself recovered i definitely think less about long covid now you know i started making my videos in december and i was making a lot of them because long covid was consuming my life and i found that there\u0027s a little bit longer of a stretch now in my videos and i noticed that in the last one i made but i think a lot less now about long covid but i definitely still have some of the symptoms remaining so i still have a little bit of the head pressure sometimes sometimes a little anxiety and the ringing in the ears but a lot of people are stuck with a few of those symptoms so hopefully with continued use of these mitigations that we\u0027ve talked about you know over time things will get better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if people wanted to connect with you or learn more and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys welcome back i have got a really great interview for you today i\u0027m here with adam langdon he\u0027s over in oakville in ontario in canada another fellow canadian i\u0027m excited i\u0027m in the us now but he\u0027s there and he used to be there when i was in anyways we have a lot in common but he unfortunately has been through absolute hell with long covid but thankfully has now almost fully recovered probably ninety ninety five percent of the way there so stick around to the end of this interview because he has got a lot of really great insights about the recovery process from long covid so really looking forward to getting into all of that so adam thank you so much so much for doing this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah of course raylan i\u0027m happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long covid back then so you know i gave my body a day or two to rest like we were with a cold or flu that obviously wasn\u0027t enough back to the gym bad idea so hindsight after eighteen months of this now that\u0027s probably what caused it was too much exercise and stress on the body and nervous system too quickly but about a week after that things just started to crash down i just started having all these really weird mental health issues and cognitive issues i guess so my long covid is neurological in nature so everything to do with the brain went wrong that could go wrong depersonalization derealization anxiety panic depression loss of emotion tonight is burning brain feeling head pressure so it just all kind of came on at once and i had no idea what was going on i didn\u0027t even know where to look for help canada\u0027s notorious for having a great health care system but again doctors didn\u0027t even know what was going on back then this is probably omicron infections so not an original long hauler but pretty damn close so i guess i went to the doctor and they had no idea what was going on so you know they ran the standard tests and things like that and said you know maybe you\u0027re having anxiety or if you\u0027re having some struggles with depression and i\u0027ve had a little bit of anxiety in the past that this was not that this was constant panic you know six seven panic attacks a day adrenaline surges and things like that and yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s really how it began so\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what were you thinking when all this was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: really i didn\u0027t know what to think so i had a couple panicking panic attacks in the past so that\u0027s where my mind initially went but you know i didn\u0027t know i started googling my symptoms like a lot of us do probably not the best idea but you know it led me to reddit which led me down a rabbit hole of all sorts of different things that it could be until i finally landed in long covid subreddit which is a treasure trove of information for long covid and i started just putting my symptoms into the search bar and a lot of things started to come up a lot of similar stories for men and women across the world who were dealing with the same things and having the same issues getting answers from their doctors at the medical community and you know it just maybe this is it maybe this is long covid because what the heck else could it be because i had a completely normal life before this you know before christmas it was everything\u0027s great normal and it had just completely upended my life and changed who i was as a person and i didn\u0027t even know that could happen you know from a virus it\u0027s absolutely crazy to think about\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you started reading about long covid in some of these forums what were people saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: so there was a lot of people with similar things right so the burning brain feeling in the brain pressure the constant panic attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it started to click that if i\u0027m going to get better i need to start doing this myself i need to take charge of my health and nobody else is coming to save me so it\u0027s time to get on board here and start trying anything and everything i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know that initially understandably all felt terrifying and probably quite hopeless when talking to other people who are facing this but i\u0027m curious as time goes on is there a shift in the long covid community with people from sort of a hopelessness to a more hopeful understanding of the prognosis of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think you have to kind of filter through what you\u0027re going through right in terms of what you\u0027re reading and it doesn\u0027t just apply to reddit there\u0027s groups on facebook as well that i\u0027m part of some that i moderate and you know you have to filter through and somebody finally read something was like you got to stop reading the terrible stuff and start reading the recovery stories which is what led me to your channel as well but you know there\u0027s now a subreddit about just recovery stories so it was migrating you know spending more time there instead of on the long covid group on reddit i guess and then finding other groups on facebook for example\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027d say one of the best groups i found was about fasting and specifically done by tom bunker you\u0027ve probably heard of them for long covid but made his own protocol again patient led research that\u0027s now in clinical trials fasting for long covid so finding more positive things i guess to try rather than reading oh my god like i\u0027m dying and you have to be careful because there are trigger warnings in there too and people are really sad and depressed and it\u0027s hard i was there and i know that feeling but in terms of timeframe i mean there was a certain time probably about six seven months when things started to click and get better very very slowly but then at that shift in my recovery things started to get incrementally better monthly and maybe you know a few percent up to five percent a month up to where i am now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: someone once told me ages ago in one of these interviews that to always when you go online when you\u0027re trying to find information to put the word recovery or full recovery at the end so don\u0027t just google long covid google long covid recovery or full recovery or chronic absolute recovery it really helps you filter through that because i think i mean a lot of people in a bad place understandably yeah i\u0027m really struggling that it isn\u0027t so necessarily helpful to immerse yourself in in too much of that i think when you\u0027re trying to find your way out of it i\u0027m curious from these forms or different places before you landed on the things that started helping you incrementally get better were there things that people were recommending were things that you tried that weren\u0027t so helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean there i have a whole box of things here so just show you here there\u0027s a whole box of all sorts of different things and\n\nSPEAKER_00: honestly i\u0027ve maybe put it down to ten percent that really works there\u0027s medications there\u0027s supplements there\u0027s devices all sorts of different things but i don\u0027t know i tried everything really everything that everyone\u0027s tried vitamins flu voxamine antivirals all sorts of different things to try and see if it helps and one of the issues with trialing so many things you have to you know space them out a bit but still it\u0027s hard when you\u0027re in that place and you\u0027re that hard done by to figure out is this actually helping you know what is helping the most so it was tough but honestly there was probably a few things that we can maybe talk about at the end that helped me the most and we can filter through a lot of that bin so people don\u0027t have to try themselves but but it\u0027s true that really what i say in some of my videos is you know you have to try and i get messages all the time on reddit and facebook and comments and things that you know will this work for me i don\u0027t know nobody knows right until they actually try it for themselves as long as they speak with their doctor and again we\u0027re not talking about medical advice here but you know you have to be in charge of your health and you have to trial things for yourself to see what could work for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s really always been the goal with these interviews is just to put out as much information as possible and then let people do with that what they will but not to filter it at all i know some people have channels and they you know want to keep it to a certain theme or approach but a lot of the time i don\u0027t even know how the person recovered before i talked to them like they could tell me it\u0027s unicorns and hey if that\u0027s your story that\u0027s your story who am i to say it wasn\u0027t unicorns like let\u0027s put it out there and so anyone\u0027s come at me with anything quite that off the wall but yeah it is a unique journey for a lot of us so i think it\u0027s important to just hear all these different things\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i think there was a lot of stigma around things too we won\u0027t get into what they were but i don\u0027t think that we should gaslight we have enough gaslighting in this community as it is so i don\u0027t think we should gaslight each other and just you know if something works for someone i think it definitely should be talked about and you know discovered by others and not censored too\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s challenging because it\u0027s definitely a paradigm shift that\u0027s happening with health that is empirically based there\u0027s a lot of research behind a lot of this stuff but a lot of this information hasn\u0027t trickled down to our doctors offices for the most part largely to society at large so even if we are using healing strategies and modalities that are scientifically backed if the world doesn\u0027t really know about them it can kind of sound like voodoo so it\u0027s i can see how it can be dismissed or not believed especially when it goes against everything that we\u0027ve been taught about healing as we grow up right and you have this very serious illness and someone\u0027s telling you it\u0027s going to be i don\u0027t know brain training or meditation or breathing exercises break that\u0027s not going to fix this you know hell that i\u0027m going through but yeah it\u0027s the open mindedness absolutely the people who recover that open mindedness seems to be a key component of it just and trusting your own gut and intuition of it as well you know definitely yeah so you said slowly things started turning around in the beginning incrementally so what things started that shift for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think what helps the most was fasting so i had done diets and you know every diet that anybody had talked about on these forms for long covid so you know the autoimmune protocol the antihistamine diet low low histamine diet ketogenic diet so the next step was fasting so this gentleman put together this awesome group and he was testing it on himself and you know people were starting to respond to this fasting protocol so it started with intermittent fasting and then it went on to a twenty four hour fast and then a seventy two hour fast and then a three day fast and that\u0027s kind of how i made it work\n\nSPEAKER_00: for me when i was fasting i felt amazing i crashed after so some people felt terrible when they were fasting felt a little bit better after for me it was a little bit different where i crashed when i ate so you had to be careful with what you refeed with but it was definitely a huge help but again at the time i was trying all sorts of different things to like fluvoxamine for brain inflammation which led me into a study here in toronto with canadian mental health society which was pet scans for brain inflammation so it took part in that and that came out in june the studies that they found yes again we already knew this is long haulers but brain inflammation now for the medical community has been found in covid long haulers so that was a huge part of what i was trying to do last summer as well so i was looking at the studies and trying to find out what drugs were they using to treat this when this was done so that that\u0027s what i could trial now so that\u0027s what led me to fluvoxamine and some other things but yeah again i started meditation and breath work like you had talked about using apps for tracking my symptoms and tracking the changes in my symptoms daily logging my emotions and that\u0027s when my emotions started to come back even though every day was awful back then you know there was increments of awfulness and that\u0027s what helped me so much now is looking back if i have a bad day you know now i look back on that i\u0027m like oh my gosh this is crazy what kind of a place i was in back then so definitely like tracking your symptoms and tracking your feelings and how you\u0027re doing is super important to recovery if not for you at that point definitely as you progress in your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: were there any apps in particular that you found especially helpful for this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah the one that i use is called daily oh and it\u0027s awesome there\u0027s like five different emotions that you can log and then it has all sorts of different categories of you know fitness what you were doing that day did you get out in sunlight and categories where you can tag things so that you can see patterns and it gives you reports as the you know days months weeks go on you can see what corresponds to bad days what corresponds to good days so that you can kind of try and draw conclusions from that so and it\u0027s not super expensive either it was like twenty five bucks for the year which is awesome\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s it\u0027s so smart i love it i used to try and do this back in the day when i was sick with journals and stuff and it\u0027s really hard to track and notice patterns when you\u0027re doing it that way but now with our you know the way we were so tapped into technology we can have data driven recovery now which i think incredible yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i definitely started with the journals too and then i found this and like you said it\u0027s you know you can i found myself flipping back and trying to read what i felt like this what was happening that day and that\u0027s when i found this app and i think it\u0027s super helpful for those suffering with any chronic disease\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah even just health in general you know i use insight timer for my meditation and you just do a quick check in for your mental state and i go back and i look at it from when i first started meditating till now and it\u0027s crazy to see the change and how much more stable i am now and even like you know these aura rings how it tracks my sleep my blood oxygen my heart rate you know all these different metrics and then you get this monthly report and then i compared against the things that were going on at that point in the month you really start to see what\u0027s impacting you and what\u0027s not so i think making use of this sort of technology is really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely absolutely\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what else what else has gotten you to where you are now with your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another piece of what i did we briefly touched on which was meditation and breath work and things like that and back in the day that was definitely on a whole nother planet for me i thought that was for hippies up north and that wasn\u0027t going to be me and until i started seeing people who were recovering from this and they talked a lot on your channel about and you\u0027ve talked about you know the polyvagal theory and things like that and the vegas nerve and stimulating that nerve and you know calming your nervous system down so that for me was my worst symptom was just this nervous system was firing in sympathetic mode at all times and i couldn\u0027t get it to calm down i couldn\u0027t get the parasympathetic nerve to kick in and so i started doing research and reading what people were doing and you know they were doing grounding like really like they\u0027re standing outside in their you know bare feet okay it\u0027s middle winter but i\u0027ll try this so you know i started walking outside on the grass i started doing my meditations outside you know anything that i could do i got a grounding mat you know i got rocks and crystals and all sorts of different things anything that you can try to do to help you know at that point i would try anything so you know i started pairing grounding with meditation and i started with calm the calm app and then i got over to another one that was a little more in depth that had a full thirty day course of like beginner meditations and learning more about what it actually does for you so i really love that app it\u0027s escaping me right now but you can probably so the app that i use for breath it\u0027s called breathwork and that\u0027s amazing and i can\u0027t recommend this one more so breath work is actually has long covid breathing exercises in it so a year ago i found this and somebody had posted it and it was they have three one for the morning one for the afternoon and one for at night and it baffled my mind that somebody was actually looking into this they actually have an app or you know breath work and there\u0027s long covid breathing sessions in there so yes people are starting to open their eyes to this and the breathing started to help me calm down and just spending time every day doing these things and this consumed my life for a year like all this stuff there was you know everything got put to the side all my hobbies and you know exercise and things like that everything got put on the back burner i just i did my job i did what i could to get through the day at work and then i came home did all this stuff spent a little bit of time with my family went to bed and woke up and did it all again and i hope that when i went to bed i would wake up and in this would be gone but it wasn\u0027t like that but slowly that happened so\n\nSPEAKER_01: right so i know adam it\u0027s a lot i know you\u0027ve done a lot of things in the past eighteen months and there have been a few different things that have shown promise i know we can\u0027t probably cover them all but i know there are a couple other key things that helped you so what were a couple of those other things\n\nSPEAKER_00: so there was a few other things i read a book early on called what the hell is long covid and this guy he wrote a book it was on amazon and it was you know right at the beginning so he was a lawyer from the us and he was very blunt about what covid was and you know what he had done to recover so he was doing sauna with\n\nSPEAKER_00: cold water as well like afterwards so i started back to the gym probably august of last year just to go for the sauna so he was doing infrared sauna i was just doing the regular sauna but i built myself up a minute at a time because it is hard for somebody who\u0027s struggling but sauna\u0027s been shown to reduce inflammation in the body and again brain inflammation i believe was at the root cause of my long covid so anything that i could do anything and everything that i could do to reduce this brain inflammation i was going to do so definitely the sauna and then the cold water immersion as well so and both of them are pretty intense so definitely start with you don\u0027t have to start you know really intense some of these guys do cold plunges and things but just turn the water a little bit colder each time until you can tolerate cold water for maybe a minute and i started to see it help my parasympathetic nervous system kick in and it\u0027s a little bit of adrenaline at the start but it\u0027s teaching your body that it can handle this you know adrenaline and it makes it kind of reset so it was definitely a help for me to do those two things as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: interesting so a lot of the things that have been helpful for you have been helpful for me as well and a lot of other people that i\u0027ve talked to also you know fasting was massively helpful for me i was one of those people that felt terrible while doing it then always had a step up after so every time i got it i came out a little bit stronger a little bit healthier than i was before but also the saunas the cold water i still do the cold water i do cold showers every day i do one ice bath a week i just it\u0027s just yeah all of these things have been hugely helpful and i keep hearing it you know it\u0027s not for everybody but again and again in a lot of cases that these things that we don\u0027t typically think about in terms of healing right actually it can do a lot for us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah definitely definitely and they\u0027re not just for those sports guys right so it\u0027s not just for those who are performance athletes there for us who are sick as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah absolutely and i like what you said about starting gently because that\u0027s how i started i certainly didn\u0027t start with ice baths it was just let\u0027s do a lukewarm shower for a minute and see how that goes and then slowly build your way up to what you can manage that\u0027s great so if for people watching let\u0027s say they are newer to long covid or they haven\u0027t yet found anything that\u0027s working for them what would you say to people who are facing this and aren\u0027t sure where to go from here\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would say hold on it\u0027s it\u0027s quite a roller coaster it really is and you know i get comments all the time like i said from people who are just starting down this path unfortunately and you know where do i go where do i go from here and the best place to start is just doing your due diligence and god it\u0027s hard i couldn\u0027t read back in the day i couldn\u0027t oh my god you know even thinking back like i couldn\u0027t put sentences together i couldn\u0027t read only could watch nature shows with no music or sounds it was it was awful so i know where these people are and god it\u0027s hard to try and read things on reddit and things like that so that\u0027s why even going to youtube and finding channels like yours where you can find stories from these folks it\u0027s easier it was easier for me to digest video information in a more calm fashion than trying to read a lot of texts so definitely get on youtube and like you said search recovery stories and try and find stories that are similar to yours we talked about there\u0027s different flavors of long covid right so find one that resonates with you and just try those things right and slowly not everything at once but try one of the mitigations and see if it works give it a week or two and if it doesn\u0027t move on to something else but for the things that we talked about that are foundational like breathwork meditation grounding those things cold showers saunas those things you should be doing all the time regardless i\u0027m talking more like supplements medications protocols fasting but definitely be doing the things that can hurt you as much as possible and sometimes those are hard to to do and to get into your schedule or sometimes you may have a flare or relapse from them but you know you got to try and see what can help you take take active charge your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah for a lot of us what helps us to get past this is quite simple but it\u0027s not necessarily easy but for me it was a lot of fairly simple cheap things done repeatedly over long a long period of time that slowly pulled me out of this and i think a good place to start for anyone is always with those basics can you get some more sunlight can you improve your sleep quality can you get out in nature a little bit can you do a bit of meditation can you clean up your diet a little bit exactly and just see keep building that foundation of health while you explore the other things that are out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: definitely the best place to start\n\nSPEAKER_01: so where are you at now with things with your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: so right now i\u0027m probably ninety to ninety five percent better so i was reading some of your comments in your in your most recent videos if people enjoy one of the stories that you had posted about somebody who was almost recovered so you know that gave me some hope that hopefully this resonates with some people as well because there are a lot of us it seems now that are stuck between like eighty and a hundred percent and you know there\u0027s still days when i\u0027m not myself i\u0027m not the same person i was you know eighteen months ago but it seems that i wake up the next morning and the days a little bit better and the day after that it\u0027s pretty good so you know until that\u0027s fully gone i\u0027m not going to consider myself recovered i definitely think less about long covid now you know i started making my videos in december and i was making a lot of them because long covid was consuming my life and i found that there\u0027s a little bit longer of a stretch now in my videos and i noticed that in the last one i made but i think a lot less now about long covid but i definitely still have some of the symptoms remaining so i still have a little bit of the head pressure sometimes sometimes a little anxiety and the ringing in the ears but a lot of people are stuck with a few of those symptoms so hopefully with continued use of these mitigations that we\u0027ve talked about you know over time things will get better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if people wanted to connect with you or learn more and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way through this right now so we really really desperately need this so thank you for everything that you do adam thank you for coming here on the channel and sharing your story here i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you rail and thanks for everything that you do for the community everybody appreciates it\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s absolutely my honor to do it and for those of you watching i know adam you mentioned before that rob\u0027s story was one of the long covid ones that kind of resonated with you so i\u0027ll link that one up on the screen here if anyone wants to check that out and a lot of great insight and also wisdom there as well so thank you to those of you who are watching really looking forward to your comments what is your experience been with long covid recovery what\u0027s been working for you let\u0027s just continue to get information out there really appreciate your thoughts when you take the time to share them and sending those of you watching massive hugs i know this can be a nightmare keep going people are getting better every day there is so much reason to be hopeful and so many different things that you can try so please don\u0027t give up until you find what works for you and i thank you for watching i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you caught something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\nmeditation, breath work, grounding, grounding mat, rocks and crystals\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\nYes, the patient found complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery. 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way through this right now so we really really desperately need this so thank you for everything that you do adam thank you for coming here on the channel and sharing your story here i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you rail and thanks for everything that you do for the community everybody appreciates it\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s absolutely my honor to do it and for those of you watching i know adam you mentioned before that rob\u0027s story was one of the long covid ones that kind of resonated with you so i\u0027ll link that one up on the screen here if anyone wants to check that out and a lot of great insight and also wisdom there as well so thank you to those of you who are watching really looking forward to your comments what is your experience been with long covid recovery what\u0027s been working for you let\u0027s just continue to get information out there really appreciate your thoughts when you take the time to share them and sending those of you watching massive 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it started to click that if i\u0027m going to get better i need to start doing this myself i need to take charge of my health and nobody else is coming to save me so it\u0027s time to get on board here and start trying anything and everything i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know that initially understandably all felt terrifying and probably quite hopeless when talking to other people who are facing this but i\u0027m curious as time goes on is there a shift in the long covid community with people from sort of a hopelessness to a more hopeful understanding of the prognosis of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think you have to kind of filter through what you\u0027re going through right in terms of what you\u0027re reading and it doesn\u0027t just apply to reddit there\u0027s groups on facebook as well that i\u0027m part of some that i moderate and you know you have to filter through and somebody finally read something was like you got to stop reading the terrible stuff and start reading the recovery 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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you know eighteen months ago but it seems that i wake up the next morning and the days a little bit better and the day after that it\u0027s pretty good so you know until that\u0027s fully gone i\u0027m not going to consider myself recovered i definitely think less about long covid now you know i started making my videos in december and i was making a lot of them because long covid was consuming my life and i found that there\u0027s a little bit longer of a stretch now in my videos and i noticed that in the last one i made but i think a lot less now about long covid but i definitely still have some of the symptoms remaining so i still have a little bit of the head pressure sometimes sometimes a little anxiety and the ringing in the ears but a lot of people are stuck with a few of those symptoms so hopefully with continued use of these mitigations that we\u0027ve talked about you know over time things will get better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if people wanted to connect with you or learn more 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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stories which is what led me to your channel as well but you know there\u0027s now a subreddit about just recovery stories so it was migrating you know spending more time there instead of on the long covid group on reddit i guess and then finding other groups on facebook for example\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027d say one of the best groups i found was about fasting and specifically done by tom bunker you\u0027ve probably heard of them for long covid but made his own protocol again patient led research that\u0027s now in clinical trials fasting for long covid so finding more positive things i guess to try rather than reading oh my god like i\u0027m dying and you have to be careful because there are trigger warnings in there too and people are really sad and depressed and it\u0027s hard i was there and i know that feeling but in terms of timeframe i mean there was a certain time probably about six seven months when things started to click and get better very very slowly but then at that shift 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you know eighteen months ago but it seems that i wake up the next morning and the days a little bit better and the day after that it\u0027s pretty good so you know until that\u0027s fully gone i\u0027m not going to consider myself recovered i definitely think less about long covid now you know i started making my videos in december and i was making a lot of them because long covid was consuming my life and i found that there\u0027s a little bit longer of a stretch now in my videos and i noticed that in the last one i made but i think a lot less now about long covid but i definitely still have some of the symptoms remaining so i still have a little bit of the head pressure sometimes sometimes a little anxiety and the ringing in the ears but a lot of people are stuck with a few of those symptoms so hopefully with continued use of these mitigations that we\u0027ve talked about you know over time things will get better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if people wanted to connect with you or learn more and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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stories which is what led me to your channel as well but you know there\u0027s now a subreddit about just recovery stories so it was migrating you know spending more time there instead of on the long covid group on reddit i guess and then finding other groups on facebook for example\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027d say one of the best groups i found was about fasting and specifically done by tom bunker you\u0027ve probably heard of them for long covid but made his own protocol again patient led research that\u0027s now in clinical trials fasting for long covid so finding more positive things i guess to try rather than reading oh my god like i\u0027m dying and you have to be careful because there are trigger warnings in there too and people are really sad and depressed and it\u0027s hard i was there and i know that feeling but in terms of timeframe i mean there was a certain time probably about six seven months when things started to click and get better very very slowly but then at that shift 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those things right and slowly not everything at once but try one of the mitigations and see if it works give it a week or two and if it doesn\u0027t move on to something else but for the things that we talked about that are foundational like breathwork meditation grounding those things cold showers saunas those things you should be doing all the time regardless i\u0027m talking more like supplements medications protocols fasting but definitely be doing the things that can hurt you as much as possible and sometimes those are hard to to do and to get into your schedule or sometimes you may have a flare or relapse from them but you know you got to try and see what can help you take take active charge your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah for a lot of us what helps us to get past this is quite simple but it\u0027s not necessarily easy but for me it was a lot of fairly simple cheap things done repeatedly over long a long period of time that slowly pulled me out of this and i think a good place 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys welcome back i\u0027m super excited i\u0027ve got helen newborn with me today over in dorset in the uk and she is a mother of two who struggled massively with chronic illness with fibromyalgia but is now completely recovered and this was her first time sharing her story anywhere on any interview any podcast any channel so very brave of you helen thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you it\u0027s yeah i feel nervous but it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know people are going to be really appreciative of hearing your journey before we jump in what does it feel like to after all that you\u0027ve been through to be sitting here now sharing the story of being fully past it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just think it\u0027s really emotional like when i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and\n\nSPEAKER_00: you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i was diagnosed it felt like relief to have that diagnosis to be believed that there was something wrong with me but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well so yeah it\u0027s exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for 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didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job 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this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy 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really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know 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that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for 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that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys welcome back i\u0027m super excited i\u0027ve got helen newborn with me today over in dorset in the uk and she is a mother of two who struggled massively with chronic illness with fibromyalgia but is now completely recovered and this was her first time sharing her story anywhere on any interview any podcast any channel so very brave of you helen thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you it\u0027s yeah i feel nervous but it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know people are going to be really appreciative of hearing your journey before we jump in what does it feel like to after all that you\u0027ve been through to be sitting here now sharing the story of being fully past it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just think it\u0027s really emotional like when i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and\n\nSPEAKER_00: you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i was diagnosed it felt like relief to have that diagnosis to be believed that there was something wrong with me but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well so yeah it\u0027s exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for taking the time i\u0027ve really enjoyed it and hopefully it will help more people yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: wonderful and thank you as always to those of you who are watching always looking forward to your comments it\u0027s great to hear from you we all learn from each other plus the youtube algorithm loves it so it helps out the channel so thank you yeah i look forward to hearing your thoughts on this and your experiences i\u0027m wishing you all the best with whatever you\u0027re facing massive hugs to you keep at it you have totally got this i hope you enjoyed this video here as much as i did i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one linked up on the screen\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job 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it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys welcome back i\u0027m super excited i\u0027ve got helen newborn with me today over in dorset in the uk and she is a mother of two who struggled massively with chronic illness with fibromyalgia but is now completely recovered and this was her first time sharing her story anywhere on any interview any podcast any channel so very brave of you helen thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you it\u0027s yeah i feel nervous but it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know people are going to be really appreciative of hearing your journey before we jump in what does it feel like to after all that you\u0027ve been through to be sitting here now sharing the story of being fully past it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just think it\u0027s really emotional like when i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and\n\nSPEAKER_00: you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i was diagnosed it felt like relief to have that diagnosis to be believed that there was something wrong with me but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well so yeah it\u0027s exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for 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like when i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and\n\nSPEAKER_00: you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i was diagnosed it felt like relief to have that diagnosis to be believed that there was something wrong with me but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well so yeah it\u0027s exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for taking the time i\u0027ve really enjoyed it and hopefully it will help more people yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: wonderful and thank you as always to those of you who are watching always looking forward to your comments it\u0027s great to hear from you we all learn from each other plus the youtube algorithm loves it so it helps out the channel so thank you yeah i look forward to hearing your thoughts on this and your experiences i\u0027m wishing you all the best with whatever you\u0027re facing massive hugs to you keep at it you have totally got this i hope you enjoyed this video here as much as i did i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one linked up on the screen\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nIs the patient now a professional helping other people recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing 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like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for taking the time i\u0027ve really enjoyed it and hopefully it will help more people yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: wonderful and thank you as always to those of you who are watching always looking forward to your comments it\u0027s great to hear from you we all learn from each other plus the youtube algorithm loves it so it helps out the channel so thank you yeah i look forward to hearing your thoughts on this and your experiences i\u0027m wishing you all the best with whatever you\u0027re facing massive hugs to you keep at it you have totally got this i hope you enjoyed this video here as much as i did i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one linked up on the screen\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid an individual professional help the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job 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didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and there are differences and you know obviously if you\u0027re working with a single cell in a petri dish there\u0027s no psychological component so for that reason i say no it\u0027s not psychological but there\u0027s definitely ways to influence it through psychology and mind body treatments\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love that\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfectly so thank you for thanks\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve been trying to find a way to say that somewhat succinctly and coherently for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that was a tough one okay next one is nola mayor\n\nSPEAKER_01: would she would love to know your thoughts on using nicotine patches i\u0027ve had a few people ask me about this for long covid or vaccine injury\n\nSPEAKER_01: there\u0027s you know different studies and things floating around out there talking about some amazing results so sure what\u0027s going\n\nSPEAKER_00: on there i don\u0027t know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i i tend to be hesitant to prescribe whether it be nicotine or stimulant medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of time where you\u0027re going to need to prioritize your rest and forego those sorts of things but it shouldn\u0027t be lifelong it should be temporary\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think it can be a lesson in patience but for most people myself included slow and steady ended up winning the race and people talk about in terms of pacing or whatever you want to call it remember interviewing someone way back like i hate pacing i\u0027m like i know me too\n\nSPEAKER_01: some of us into this mess in the first place is we just want to go yeah not listen to our bodies ever but for a lot of people and everyone of course looks a little bit differently but it\u0027s just about instead of maybe jumping in on a family vacation starting by going for a three minute walk and seeing how that goes and then if the next day you feel okay try doing that again or maybe go for four minutes you know but just\n\nSPEAKER_01: trying to do too much too fast seems to backfire for a lot of people there are those rare cases where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one i\u0027m acting more as a consultant than i am as a treating provider at least when possible because i\u0027m hoping that it\u0027s going to allow me to take a higher volume of patients and keep my prices low so i have three phases to my clinic in the first phase i\u0027m going to assess you and try and figure out number one if you have chronic fatigue syndrome what things we need to rule out and what root causes we need to consider or test for and then i\u0027ll kind of give you that write up that recommendation you\u0027ll take that to your doctor and you\u0027ll get all those things done and then you come back to me for phase two which is the treatment phase and so i\u0027ll take all that information that we\u0027ve gathered and i\u0027ll create a treatment plan and this will include things you know mind body things like pacing and also include medications or supplements whatever i think is going to be helpful for you and then for the third phase of the clinic is follow up and i\u0027m just going to include this for everybody every six to twelve months i want to check in with you how are you doing how did my recommendations affect you are you better are you worse and then if you\u0027re not getting better i want to continue to work with you and as i\u0027m growing and learning more about things that can cause the fs or things that can help treat cfs i\u0027m hoping to be able to eventually help everybody\n\nSPEAKER_01: and would people need to come physically to your clinic to see you\n\nSPEAKER_00: ninety nine percent of what i do is virtual okay during phase one i do want to physically examine you once and you have the option of either coming to my clinic in terre haute indiana or having me travel to you and i i charge like a hundred dollars per hour of driving time\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i just i\u0027m so blown away that things like this exist now as you know there\u0027s such a massive demand for it and it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah stirs up something in me that there are doctors and clinics out there who are not only taking patients with these conditions seriously but also have a lot of really good insight and strategies and like yes we can we can work with you instead of well nothing we can do sure i\u0027ll give you the diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely incredible for people watching everything you need to know to learn more about dr katie brown\u0027s practice and her clinic will be in the video description so definitely expand that and take a look because how amazing is this that there is a doctor that you can go see that is going to work with you and stick with you and wants to work with you long term and make sure that you\u0027re doing okay and if you\u0027re not doing okay assess what\u0027s happening and what we need to change it\u0027s just really amazing yeah thank\n\nSPEAKER_00: you it\u0027s quite selfish of me because i was sick for so long and i always said i\u0027m going to get better so that i can do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold back let us know what you think ask your questions of dr brown and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: look into the video description and get in touch with her at least learn a little bit more about what she\u0027s doing so yeah thank you so much dr brown for your time today and for all that you\u0027re doing for people i really appreciate it my pleasure thanks as always to those of you watching thanks to channel members who sent in your questions if you\u0027re watching and you\u0027re interested in becoming a channel member you can click that join button and learn about all the extra perks and whatnot that you can get and i just appreciate the support it truly helps the channel to keep going so thank you for watching i hope you got a ton out of this video i hope you enjoyed it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones i\u0027ll put up here for you\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWas the patient bed-bound or so severely affected such that they could not leave their house?\n\nExtract a quote or 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and 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medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so 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and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of 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where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one 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do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also 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get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can 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and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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                "output": "No, the patient did not find advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practitioners particularly helpful. Here are direct quotes from the transcript:\n\n- \"I went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story...my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on\"\n\n- \"throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better...i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\"\n\n- \"it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes\"\n\nThese quotes indicate that conventional practitioners did not provide helpful advice or prescriptions for her CFS/ME, often failing to diagnose or offer effective treatment.",
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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and there are differences and you know obviously if you\u0027re working with a single cell in a petri dish there\u0027s no psychological component so for that reason i say no it\u0027s not psychological but there\u0027s definitely ways to influence it through psychology and mind body treatments\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love that\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfectly so thank you for thanks\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve been trying to find a way to say that somewhat succinctly and coherently for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that was a tough one okay next one is nola mayor\n\nSPEAKER_01: would she would love to know your thoughts on using nicotine patches i\u0027ve had a few people ask me about this for long covid or vaccine injury\n\nSPEAKER_01: there\u0027s you know different studies and things floating around out there talking about some amazing results so sure what\u0027s going\n\nSPEAKER_00: on there i don\u0027t know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i i tend to be hesitant to prescribe whether it be nicotine or stimulant medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of time where you\u0027re going to need to prioritize your rest and forego those sorts of things but it shouldn\u0027t be lifelong it should be temporary\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think it can be a lesson in patience but for most people myself included slow and steady ended up winning the race and people talk about in terms of pacing or whatever you want to call it remember interviewing someone way back like i hate pacing i\u0027m like i know me too\n\nSPEAKER_01: some of us into this mess in the first place is we just want to go yeah not listen to our bodies ever but for a lot of people and everyone of course looks a little bit differently but it\u0027s just about instead of maybe jumping in on a family vacation starting by going for a three minute walk and seeing how that goes and then if the next day you feel okay try doing that again or maybe go for four minutes you know but just\n\nSPEAKER_01: trying to do too much too fast seems to backfire for a lot of people there are those rare cases where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one i\u0027m acting more as a consultant than i am as a treating provider at least when possible because i\u0027m hoping that it\u0027s going to allow me to take a higher volume of patients and keep my prices low so i have three phases to my clinic in the first phase i\u0027m going to assess you and try and figure out number one if you have chronic fatigue syndrome what things we need to rule out and what root causes we need to consider or test for and then i\u0027ll kind of give you that write up that recommendation you\u0027ll take that to your doctor and you\u0027ll get all those things done and then you come back to me for phase two which is the treatment phase and so i\u0027ll take all that information that we\u0027ve gathered and i\u0027ll create a treatment plan and this will include things you know mind body things like pacing and also include medications or supplements whatever i think is going to be helpful for you and then for the third phase of the clinic is follow up and i\u0027m just going to include this for everybody every six to twelve months i want to check in with you how are you doing how did my recommendations affect you are you better are you worse and then if you\u0027re not getting better i want to continue to work with you and as i\u0027m growing and learning more about things that can cause the fs or things that can help treat cfs i\u0027m hoping to be able to eventually help everybody\n\nSPEAKER_01: and would people need to come physically to your clinic to see you\n\nSPEAKER_00: ninety nine percent of what i do is virtual okay during phase one i do want to physically examine you once and you have the option of either coming to my clinic in terre haute indiana or having me travel to you and i i charge like a hundred dollars per hour of driving time\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i just i\u0027m so blown away that things like this exist now as you know there\u0027s such a massive demand for it and it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah stirs up something in me that there are doctors and clinics out there who are not only taking patients with these conditions seriously but also have a lot of really good insight and strategies and like yes we can we can work with you instead of well nothing we can do sure i\u0027ll give you the diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely incredible for people watching everything you need to know to learn more about dr katie brown\u0027s practice and her clinic will be in the video description so definitely expand that and take a look because how amazing is this that there is a doctor that you can go see that is going to work with you and stick with you and wants to work with you long term and make sure that you\u0027re doing okay and if you\u0027re not doing okay assess what\u0027s happening and what we need to change it\u0027s just really amazing yeah thank\n\nSPEAKER_00: you it\u0027s quite selfish of me because i was sick for so long and i always said i\u0027m going to get better so that i can do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold 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struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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                "output": "Yes, an individual professional did help the patient recover from CFS/ME. Specifically, Dr. Katie Brown credits a functional medicine doctor for assisting in her recovery journey. Here are direct quotes from the transcript that support this classification:\n\n- \"It was extremely lucky that I found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know I had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying I needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor Dr. Steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on. So that year off I got better I improved.\"\n- \"Dr. Steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping.\"\n- \"Dr. Steenstra at that point started me on Cortef or hydrocortisone...and it did help. It allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school.\"\n\nThese quotes clearly show that Dr. Steenstra, a functional medicine doctor, provided therapeutic intervention that helped Dr. Katie Brown during her illness and recovery.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and there are differences and you know obviously if you\u0027re working with a single cell in a petri dish there\u0027s no psychological component so for that reason i say no it\u0027s not psychological but there\u0027s definitely ways to influence it through psychology and mind body treatments\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love that\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfectly so thank you for thanks\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve been trying to find a way to say that somewhat succinctly and coherently for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that was a tough one okay next one is nola mayor\n\nSPEAKER_01: would she would love to know your thoughts on using nicotine patches i\u0027ve had a few people ask me about this for long covid or vaccine injury\n\nSPEAKER_01: there\u0027s you know different studies and things floating around out there talking about some amazing results so sure what\u0027s going\n\nSPEAKER_00: on there i don\u0027t know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i i tend to be hesitant to prescribe whether it be nicotine or stimulant medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of time where you\u0027re going to need to prioritize your rest and forego those sorts of things but it shouldn\u0027t be lifelong it should be temporary\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think it can be a lesson in patience but for most people myself included slow and steady ended up winning the race and people talk about in terms of pacing or whatever you want to call it remember interviewing someone way back like i hate pacing i\u0027m like i know me too\n\nSPEAKER_01: some of us into this mess in the first place is we just want to go yeah not listen to our bodies ever but for a lot of people and everyone of course looks a little bit differently but it\u0027s just about instead of maybe jumping in on a family vacation starting by going for a three minute walk and seeing how that goes and then if the next day you feel okay try doing that again or maybe go for four minutes you know but just\n\nSPEAKER_01: trying to do too much too fast seems to backfire for a lot of people there are those rare cases where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one i\u0027m acting more as a consultant than i am as a treating provider at least when possible because i\u0027m hoping that it\u0027s going to allow me to take a higher volume of patients and keep my prices low so i have three phases to my clinic in the first phase i\u0027m going to assess you and try and figure out number one if you have chronic fatigue syndrome what things we need to rule out and what root causes we need to consider or test for and then i\u0027ll kind of give you that write up that recommendation you\u0027ll take that to your doctor and you\u0027ll get all those things done and then you come back to me for phase two which is the treatment phase and so i\u0027ll take all that information that we\u0027ve gathered and i\u0027ll create a treatment plan and this will include things you know mind body things like pacing and also include medications or supplements whatever i think is going to be helpful for you and then for the third phase of the clinic is follow up and i\u0027m just going to include this for everybody every six to twelve months i want to check in with you how are you doing how did my recommendations affect you are you better are you worse and then if you\u0027re not getting better i want to continue to work with you and as i\u0027m growing and learning more about things that can cause the fs or things that can help treat cfs i\u0027m hoping to be able to eventually help everybody\n\nSPEAKER_01: and would people need to come physically to your clinic to see you\n\nSPEAKER_00: ninety nine percent of what i do is virtual okay during phase one i do want to physically examine you once and you have the option of either coming to my clinic in terre haute indiana or having me travel to you and i i charge like a hundred dollars per hour of driving time\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i just i\u0027m so blown away that things like this exist now as you know there\u0027s such a massive demand for it and it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah stirs up something in me that there are doctors and clinics out there who are not only taking patients with these conditions seriously but also have a lot of really good insight and strategies and like yes we can we can work with you instead of well nothing we can do sure i\u0027ll give you the diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely incredible for people watching everything you need to know to learn more about dr katie brown\u0027s practice and her clinic will be in the video description so definitely expand that and take a look because how amazing is this that there is a doctor that you can go see that is going to work with you and stick with you and wants to work with you long term and make sure that you\u0027re doing okay and if you\u0027re not doing okay assess what\u0027s happening and what we need to change it\u0027s just really amazing yeah thank\n\nSPEAKER_00: you it\u0027s quite selfish of me because i was sick for so long and i always said i\u0027m going to get better so that i can do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and 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medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i 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where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re 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system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for everybody and works for everybody but we still don\u0027t have that i have my own brain retraining program brain retraining one on one for any cfs and long covid recovery and even that is definitely not the answer for everybody but what you can do is get information about these programs for free so i cover a lot of them here on this channel i\u0027ll link a playlist where you can just start looking through some of them and see what works for you and if that feels overwhelming just expand the description of this video podcast and there are resources there free and paid and you can just pick something pick one of the free ones and get started there the people i interview tell me that they get their answers from different places it\u0027s from watching videos like this it might be from taking a program it might be from reading a book and sometimes you can hear things multiple times but there\u0027s a certain person that says it and then it just clicks and hearing things multiple times is also part of the brain retraining process so\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t hurt to hear things more than once and if you\u0027re still unsure if this whole brain retraining thing will be helpful for you and there are some physical symptoms and conditions in which brain retraining definitely won\u0027t be the whole answer it might be a piece of it but there\u0027s going to be some other things that you need to do but i do have a evidence based assessment that you can do i\u0027ll link the video here where i walk you through this self assessment and you can start to figure out if this is something that\u0027s really going to have a massive impact on your recovery journey and i\u0027m here for you every single week i see you i hear you i genuinely care about you and your journey don\u0027t forget that you are a badass and you have totally got this thank you for watching and i hope to see you in this next video where we do your brain retraining assessment\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? For CAM we use the NCCIH (US National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health) definition:\n\n\u003e \u201cComplementary and alternative medicine (CAM) is a broad domain of healing resources that encompasses all health systems, modalities, and practices and their accompanying theories and beliefs, other than those intrinsic to the politically dominant health system of a particular society or culture in a given historical period.\u201d\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nThe transcript provides evidence that the patient found CAM approaches helpful in their recovery, especially when conventional medicine was not effective. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so 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what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing 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a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done 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emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious 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it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious 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it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and 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this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these 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so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling 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this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done 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perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious 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it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively 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especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling 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a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively 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system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies 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this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global 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what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global 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what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and 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what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively 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a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i 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neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re 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system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling 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this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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also part of the brain retraining process so\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t hurt to hear things more than once and if you\u0027re still unsure if this whole brain retraining thing will be helpful for you and there are some physical symptoms and conditions in which brain retraining definitely won\u0027t be the whole answer it might be a piece of it but there\u0027s going to be some other things that you need to do but i do have a evidence based assessment that you can do i\u0027ll link the video here where i walk you through this self assessment and you can start to figure out if this is something that\u0027s really going to have a massive impact on your recovery journey and i\u0027m here for you every single week i see you i hear you i genuinely care about you and your journey don\u0027t forget that you are a badass and you have totally got this thank you for watching and i hope to see you in this next video where we do your brain retraining assessment\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWas 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global 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what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively 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neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re 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a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t 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something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that process was just saying it\u0027s okay like these small t traumas can have a big impact and you know the underlying thing seems to be around a lot of fear so i think it\u0027s just important for people just to say not to dismiss it because i also hear a lot of like well i haven\u0027t been through any trauma so this doesn\u0027t apply to me but i think we\u0027ve all been through trauma it\u0027s just what that looks like for us and are we still carrying it and just being really honest with yourself about that when you\u0027re thinking about your life experiences\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean with me the temptation was to dismiss the bullying well everyone gets bullied you know it\u0027s not a big deal and it happened ages ago that was the other big thing was oh it was so long ago but i mean it was pretty obvious fairly young not that much had happened to me i mean the two big things were fairly obviously grief because my dad died of als and anger about getting bullied at school and it just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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so do you feel that this tms method from dr john sarno was addressing autoimmune disease or is it effective with autoimmune disease in general\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i have to kind of go with my doctors and assume i probably did have crohn\u0027s i mean i don\u0027t really know to be honest it could have been a whole bunch of different psychosomatic mind body issues bundled together i suppose i do mind body coaching and i had a client who definitely had ankylosis spondylitis he had scans and blood work and everything totally diagnosed and after four consultations he\u0027s pretty much almost fully recovered you know i mean he gets mild flares but they go away pretty quickly so yeah i mean it works on autoimmune disease and nicole sachs has a lot of success stories of people who\u0027ve had autoimmune disease as well and yeah i mean they\u0027re out there but because it\u0027s not this is not advertised as a solution for autoimmunity it\u0027s kind of like becomes a bit of a self fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t 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a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the 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to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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process was just saying it\u0027s okay like these small t traumas can have a big impact and you know the underlying thing seems to be around a lot of fear so i think it\u0027s just important for people just to say not to dismiss it because i also hear a lot of like well i haven\u0027t been through any trauma so this doesn\u0027t apply to me but i think we\u0027ve all been through trauma it\u0027s just what that looks like for us and are we still carrying it and just being really honest with yourself about that when you\u0027re thinking about your life experiences\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean with me the temptation was to dismiss the bullying well everyone gets bullied you know it\u0027s not a big deal and it happened ages ago that was the other big thing was oh it was so long ago but i mean it was pretty obvious fairly young not that much had happened to me i mean the two big things were fairly obviously grief because my dad died of als and anger about getting bullied at school and it just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more attention and then there\u0027s the unconscious bottom side of it which is all the repressed anger usually or grief sometimes sometimes guilt yeah the fear is getting you looking away from the unconscious emotion underneath is usually very unpleasant\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s just it\u0027s a really it compounds doesn\u0027t it because it\u0027s a protective mechanism from your you know your threat assessment system is in your body and they give you these symptoms but then our response to those symptoms can further exacerbate that fear so this can become that downward spiral that can leave people bed bound it just keeps feeding it you know life just gets scarier and more unsafe i mean if you don\u0027t interrupt those patterns and recognize what\u0027s going on it can just keep getting worse and worse and worse i\u0027m curious because you had talked about autoimmune disease and this was your suspicion or the conclusion or the hypothesis of a lot of different doctors that you saw 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link is in the video description as well so thank you again rob thank you again to all of you i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and 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process was just saying it\u0027s okay like these small t traumas can have a big impact and you know the underlying thing seems to be around a lot of fear so i think it\u0027s just important for people just to say not to dismiss it because i also hear a lot of like well i haven\u0027t been through any trauma so this doesn\u0027t apply to me but i think we\u0027ve all been through trauma it\u0027s just what that looks like for us and are we still carrying it and just being really honest with yourself about that when you\u0027re thinking about your life experiences\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean with me the temptation was to dismiss the bullying well everyone gets bullied you know it\u0027s not a big deal and it happened ages ago that was the other big thing was oh it was so long ago but i mean it was pretty obvious fairly young not that much had happened to me i mean the two big things were fairly obviously grief because my dad died of als and anger about getting bullied at school and it just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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so do you feel that this tms method from dr john sarno was addressing autoimmune disease or is it effective with autoimmune disease in general\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i have to kind of go with my doctors and assume i probably did have crohn\u0027s i mean i don\u0027t really know to be honest it could have been a whole bunch of different psychosomatic mind body issues bundled together i suppose i do mind body coaching and i had a client who definitely had ankylosis spondylitis he had scans and blood work and everything totally diagnosed and after four consultations he\u0027s pretty much almost fully recovered you know i mean he gets mild flares but they go away pretty quickly so yeah i mean it works on autoimmune disease and nicole sachs has a lot of success stories of people who\u0027ve had autoimmune disease as well and yeah i mean they\u0027re out there but because it\u0027s not this is not advertised as a solution for autoimmunity it\u0027s kind of like becomes a bit of a self fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on 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a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that process was just saying it\u0027s okay like these small t traumas can have a big impact and you know the underlying thing seems to be around a lot of fear so i think it\u0027s just important for people just to say not to dismiss it because i also hear a lot of like well i haven\u0027t been through any trauma so this doesn\u0027t apply to me but i think we\u0027ve all been through trauma it\u0027s just what that looks like for us and are we still carrying it and just being really honest with yourself about that when you\u0027re thinking about your life experiences\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean with me the temptation was to dismiss the bullying well everyone gets bullied you know it\u0027s not a big deal and it happened ages ago that was the other big thing was oh it was so long ago but i mean it was pretty obvious fairly young not that much had happened to me i mean the two big things were fairly obviously grief because my dad died of als and anger about getting bullied at school and it just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more attention and then there\u0027s the unconscious bottom side of it which is all the repressed anger usually or grief sometimes sometimes guilt yeah the fear is getting you looking away from the unconscious emotion underneath is usually very unpleasant\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s just it\u0027s a really it compounds doesn\u0027t it because it\u0027s a protective mechanism from your you know your threat assessment system is in your body and they give you these symptoms but then our response to those symptoms can further exacerbate that fear so this can become that downward spiral that can leave people bed bound it just keeps feeding it you know life just gets scarier and more unsafe i mean if you don\u0027t interrupt those patterns and recognize what\u0027s going on it can just keep getting worse and worse and worse i\u0027m curious because you had talked about autoimmune disease and this was your suspicion or the conclusion or the hypothesis of a lot of different doctors that you saw so do you feel that this tms method from dr john sarno was addressing autoimmune disease or is it effective with autoimmune disease in general\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i have to kind of go with my doctors and assume i probably did have crohn\u0027s i mean i don\u0027t really know to be honest it could have been a whole bunch of different psychosomatic mind body issues bundled together i suppose i do mind body coaching and i had a client who definitely had ankylosis spondylitis he had scans and blood work and everything totally diagnosed and after four consultations he\u0027s pretty much almost fully recovered you know i mean he gets mild flares but they go away pretty quickly so yeah i mean it works on autoimmune disease and nicole sachs has a lot of success stories of people who\u0027ve had autoimmune disease as well and yeah i mean they\u0027re out there but because it\u0027s not this is not advertised as a solution for autoimmunity it\u0027s kind of like becomes a bit of a self fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t 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a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think 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interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t 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that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the 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to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i 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so do you feel that this tms method from dr john sarno was addressing autoimmune disease or is it effective with autoimmune disease in general\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i have to kind of go with my doctors and assume i probably did have crohn\u0027s i mean i don\u0027t really know to be honest it could have been a whole bunch of different psychosomatic mind body issues bundled together i suppose i do mind body coaching and i had a client who definitely had ankylosis spondylitis he had scans and blood work and everything totally diagnosed and after four consultations he\u0027s pretty much almost fully recovered you know i mean he gets mild flares but they go away pretty quickly so yeah i mean it works on autoimmune disease and nicole sachs has a lot of success stories of people who\u0027ve had autoimmune disease as well and yeah i mean they\u0027re out there but because it\u0027s not this is not advertised as a solution for autoimmunity it\u0027s kind of like becomes a bit of a self fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone 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then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some 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glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but 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mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on 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pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of 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somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah 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talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress 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somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize 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stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on 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pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or 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somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they 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with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah thank you again to anna people here live people who are watching after the fact sending big hugs to you i hope you found this helpful i hope you enjoyed this i hope you got something out of this and yeah all the best with your blood sugar and food journey\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\nnone\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\nBased on the transcript provided, there is no clear, direct evidence that the patient found complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery. The discussion primarily centers around dietary changes, blood sugar monitoring, lifestyle adjustments, movement, stress management, and the use of nutritional supplements (such as chromium), which can sometimes fall into the category of integrative health but are not explicitly referenced as CAM under the NCCIH definition. There are no quotes indicating the use or benefit of CAM modalities such as acupuncture, homeopathy, traditional healing systems, or mind-body practices outside mainstream medicine.\n\nBest evidence from the transcript:\n- The patient and expert talk extensively about dietary management, frequency and timing of meals, blood sugar monitoring (CGM/fingerprick), managing caffeine, and using supplements like chromium. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size 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trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans 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stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size 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                "output": "The transcript does not provide clear direct quotes about the patient\u0027s experience with advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practitioners specifically. However, there is some indirect evidence suggesting that conventional medicine played a role:\n\nQuote: \"when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\"\n\nThis suggests that a doctor\u0027s diagnosis was helpful, but it was only part of a broader recovery picture, and much of the actionable advice seems to have come from self-education and possibly non-conventional sources.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for 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either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah thank you again to anna people here live people who are watching after the fact sending big hugs to you i hope you found this helpful i hope you enjoyed this i hope you got something out of this and yeah all the best with your blood sugar and food journey\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid this patient suffer from CFS/ME or long covid?\n \nSome interviews were with professionals who were not themselves ill (they help people who are unwell). 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s 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protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they 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that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone 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then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah thank you again to anna people here live people who are watching after the fact sending big hugs to you i hope you found this helpful i hope you enjoyed this i hope you got something out of this and yeah all the best with your blood sugar and food journey\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid an individual professional help the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or 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somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone 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which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one 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talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just 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for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed was it kind of an overnight thing was it slowly building or how was that for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so there was probably warning signs that i should have i definitely ignored i was spending\n\nSPEAKER_00: way too much time at work i was working too hard the body was warning me now i look back on it retrospect twenty twenty and i was painting myself to death i was exhausted i wasn\u0027t sleeping enough i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: just rubbish i was living on sugar and energy drinks and it\u0027s absolutely no wonder that the body hit the deck especially after moving divorce and everything it all just took a toll and there was one sunday morning i remember i just i woke up and i went well i don\u0027t feel well and i basically got up had breakfast went back to bed for three or four days and that\u0027s when i sort of had realization like\n\nSPEAKER_00: this sort of feels like the fatigue that i had back after i\u0027ve had glands of fever when i had glands of fever this is quite young i was twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code through a quick recovery and then i had stressful life events happen when i was about three months into my recovery and i hit the deck hard again like hard than i had that previous time which was\n\nSPEAKER_00: which was quite interesting that i quickly thought okay well this is obviously a stress response thing maybe it\u0027s just stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: shutting it down shutting your body down so we see a naturopath who thought i\u0027ve got to improve my diet i\u0027ve got to improve nutrition i quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that\n\nSPEAKER_00: put me i joke she was the kernel kfc so i felt like i was in the eleven secret herbs and spices a bottle of that have a supplement here a supplement there but it helps and it didn\u0027t there was some things that i think really helped and there was other things that\n\nSPEAKER_00: were worth a try that didn\u0027t and that was quite expensive but it was a good learning curve so there was\n\nSPEAKER_00: and she spoke to me very on about the stress response and making sure that i keep stress low and she was really brilliant also it\u0027s probably a bit of a mindset coach to go hey you\u0027ll get better just hide your time do these things work on your diet\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was a lot of supplements that i was finding were really upsetting my digestive system i wasn\u0027t absorbing them so that\u0027s when i started listening to podcasts about gut health and had it got myself a two week crash course i called it in gut health and nutrition assimilation the way the body breaks vitamin c tablet down differently to how it would break vitamin c from an orange down and how the real food breaks it down better so\n\nSPEAKER_00: my diet was okay but it wasn\u0027t brilliant i was eating a lot of meat still i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was back to work a little bit so i was finding i was sort of from that first three months i quickly sort of deviated back to tradie food we call it melbourne that the tradies it\u0027s yeah i wasn\u0027t eating mcdonald\u0027s or anything rubbish but i wasn\u0027t eating a great diet so i had to really after i had that little second crash\n\nSPEAKER_00: i went okay i\u0027ve got to get serious here on my nutrition so that\u0027s when i started i really kicked into a good whole foods diet\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was eating meat still at the time and that\u0027s i started a food journal and an energy journal from from that which was great for making patterns and detecting patterns of okay this food seems to help you know digestion and energy i slept better that night and one thing i quickly noticed was that if i\u0027d eat red meat for dinner or meat i\u0027d sleep i\u0027d sleep badly not as well that was something i was like a lot of people with this condition of struggle with this sleep\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of love heat but i\u0027m getting moved to a plant based diet and that\u0027s that was one of the big things that definitely helped me recover on a day to day basis i found i was waking up the following mornings better off i felt like the sleep was more refreshing\n\nSPEAKER_00: from probably using less energy to break the food meat and whatnot down overnight\n\nSPEAKER_00: but that was probably the big thing that my naturopath helped me with this\n\nSPEAKER_00: pattern of what supplements helped and and then what nutrition and what food that was worth avoiding and eating\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m always cautious to ask this question i\u0027m curious but i never want to put out the impression that you know what supplements work for one person will work for another person but are there any that stood out for you and of course for people watching understanding that this was specifically you know for luke and not for everybody but any that stood out for you that were especially helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: something that helped me initially was probably d ribose i was finding i was very heavy and i found that was probably a powerful little thing at the start\n\nSPEAKER_00: but i experimented with appropriate doses and you know let\u0027s have a few more scoops today and was finding that i was actually getting like muscle twitchy shaky and there was a clear pattern with that\n\nSPEAKER_00: dribos i found was very powerful so i had to use that cautiously but it definitely wasn\u0027t the thing there was no one thing that fixed me the only things i\u0027ve kept on now sort of eighty months later i sometimes use the dribos a little bit still\n\nSPEAKER_00: and the other thing that i\u0027ve kept on top of is\n\nSPEAKER_00: co q ten i found that sometimes helps me push through with a bit of brain fog almost if i\u0027m having a day where i\u0027m a bit foggy i find that helps but a lot of the other stuff there was adrenal herbs and i don\u0027t even know what they were to be honest i sort of left it in the hands of the naturopath my brain wasn\u0027t in a place of probably paying attention to all the dot points i sort of she\u0027s a professional i left it with her so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i help probably can i quantify each individual thing not really i kept on with the naturopath stuff for nine months and then after that i sort of went okay i think i\u0027m on the path and i fear i\u0027ve understood what is and isn\u0027t working i\u0027ll go my own journey now because it was quite expensive it was a couple of thousand dollars a quarter and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t want to continue spending a heap of money that on something that definitely was helping but then i thought i can manage myself\n\nSPEAKER_01: what made you also i\u0027m curious about go so quickly the route of the naturopathic doctor as opposed to going through more mainstream you know traditional doctors\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously in the time of this i\u0027ve seen my usual gp who i\u0027d seen for years and like a lot of people with ecfs\n\nSPEAKER_00: there\u0027s nothing wrong with you blood works fine you just stressed you\u0027ve gone through divorce your work\u0027s grown\n\nSPEAKER_00: just have a week off and you\u0027ll be fine if you need some antidepressants we\u0027ll put you on antidepressants so i didn\u0027t spend a lot of time down that path i\n\nSPEAKER_00: went and saw a different gp after that who was very helpful who did some further tests\n\nSPEAKER_00: things like pituitary gland levels and things like that my first doctor didn\u0027t do but because we didn\u0027t find anything that was that\u0027s that\u0027s a red flag right there from blood work and the western medicine avenue i didn\u0027t i didn\u0027t feel that investing time and energy there when you\u0027ve already got very little energy was going to be beneficial so i just avoided going down the rabbit hole i used it as a good tool to okay i want to buy tests now let\u0027s check my iron levels and check certain levels but i didn\u0027t feel that western medicine had an answer so i think you said one of your channels i watched i think you said something like if you\u0027re riding a horse and the horse dies get off\n\nSPEAKER_00: the western medicine path was already dying when i jumped on it for me i didn\u0027t feel there was when i got all the blood test results back and said it was fine it wasn\u0027t a path that i felt that i needed to explore\n\nSPEAKER_01: i hear a lot from people as well that i talked to you about you know how important their mindset has been in the process so i\u0027m curious for you what were you thinking for all of this were you feeling always optimistic and hopeful and ready for full recovery or where was your head at with all of this yes so\n\nSPEAKER_00: generally speaking i was never going to be beaten\n\nSPEAKER_00: especially my sports and my business my work i\u0027m a very resilient person like there\u0027s never a no for an answer person i had days though and little periods from going things working am i stuck like this what\u0027s going to happen but that\u0027s when i found channels like yours and other medical journals and things very useful for that mindset coaching there was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so much negativity in the world out there the first thing you do when you get any kind of illness is google it right and the first thing that goes up on google\u0027s landing page chronic fatigue syndrome the landing page says ninety five percent of people don\u0027t recover so i\u0027m sure for most people that read it that\u0027s just immediate stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh what do i do if i could i will pay with my own money to change that landing page like that that landing page needs to be changed that\u0027s that\u0027s something that ruins mindsets from the get go so something that i as i say we were chatting before we started this interview i made sure even when i was getting towards the latter stage of my recovery which i\u0027ll get to from a neurological point of view i turned off everything social media everything chronic fatigue syndrome related i didn\u0027t want my brain to think about it even acknowledged that it existed so\n\nSPEAKER_00: staying positive was for me almost as easy as turning off the negativity staying off the social media staying off google staying off any facebook pages that weren\u0027t positive and that that was the biggest mindset thing that i think actually helped initially was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: only focus positivity you can get better you will get better just believe it and if you haven\u0027t got better yet you\u0027re possibly just the one next thing from trying away from getting better you will do it you just have to find what works for you you have to find what works for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: and use the information age that we are in so much information on the internet now that if you look in the right places you will find your answers for anything in life not just health problems but for anything in life health headspace money business family problems mindset you\u0027ll find the answer you\u0027ve just got to search for it and search for the right stuff because the internet is full of the wrong stuff as we\u0027ve seen with covid there\u0027s so much misinformation out there and it\u0027s easy to go into a world of misery\n\nSPEAKER_00: positive and you can do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad you just said all of that i just i love it and i think it\u0027s so important and so many people i talk to say similar things you know that mindset piece is really important because if you let yourself get bogged down with all the negativity it\u0027s a really tough place to be in to try and recover and that ninety five percent stat i talked about this before but i think i bears repeating\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s wrong i say few things with this much certainty because so many people are recovering and nobody\u0027s tracking them not a single person i\u0027ve talked to who\u0027s recovered has been counted in any kind of stat i haven\u0027t the vast majority of us if not all of us are recovering outside of mainstream medicine we\u0027re not a part of any official studies or doctor treatment protocols or anything so for people watching i truly believe with all of my being that that stat is really really inaccurate so please don\u0027t let don\u0027t internalize that i don\u0027t think it\u0027s definitely\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m sure the medic the western medicine is the one that\u0027s tracking that stat and the western medicine is the place that for the most part this isn\u0027t for a grump but for the most part don\u0027t have an answer they don\u0027t have an answer for this so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the wrong people are tracking the wrong information\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah if we\u0027re looking just at western medicine i would be shocked that even five percent are recovering through that route because it doesn\u0027t seem to be effective for many people this just kind of speaks to that statistic that it\u0027s just it\u0027s something to\n\nSPEAKER_00: so and on the mindset so it was some things i did that possibly weren\u0027t helpful in the start but were long term going to be beneficial so because i own my business and i\u0027ve got staff that work for me i\u0027ve got guys kids mortgages and loans and families that need that rely on me i sit a very clear boundary to myself and this is very personal very strict boundary that no matter how sick you got you had to keep the business going for these people so there was days when i would grind myself out of beds i was having a i was get up i\u0027d have a shower and didn\u0027t have the engine to make breakfast but i drag myself onto the computer to answer the emails to do the quotes to call the clients back and that was really hard that was probably the hardest bit of my recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: was keeping the business going and i do not recommend people do this but there was time\n\nSPEAKER_00: coffee anything that would give me energy enough to spend an hour and a half on the computer to at least book a day\u0027s working for the guys two days work for the guys that was probably the hardest physically hardest bit for me day to day because the body is just gonna stop you need to stop i want sleep but there\u0027s so many other things in life that i just couldn\u0027t put down your leave for me and the business\n\nSPEAKER_00: that was a really hard thing so what i did then was build a team of healers outside of work so that\n\nSPEAKER_00: i had my naturopath i had my gp who was good for support blood tests and all that didn\u0027t have the answers for a lot of stuff but was very supportive i started seeing a physio every week\n\nSPEAKER_00: especially because i was doing so little i was finding i was getting really stiff and sore so i started seeing a physio and getting a massage every week just to help the body and sometimes that pull you up worse you have a massage and you come smashed if you feel awful but the following day you\u0027d actually be less cramps less sore i\u0027m the sort of person prior to getting sick like i step count on my pedometer would be twenty thousand steps a day six seven days a week and so to be going to bed some days and looking at my phone and saying i\u0027ve got three hundred steps on my phone it\u0027s like wow that was actually something that was a bit of a reality check wake up call you got a bit of work to do here but it\u0027s also been a really useful inadvertent tool to\n\nSPEAKER_00: monitor my recovery that\u0027s that is actually the thing that i\u0027ve used one little tools i\u0027ve used that\u0027s i\u0027ve gauged my recovery from where i will get to the end of a work day and i got twelve hours and steps today oh geez good day and\n\nSPEAKER_00: have the energy still at home at the end of the night and not be feeling fatigued and i\u0027ve been able to watch that little progress going up and up and up over the last eighteen months of my recovery but use the little things in your life that you really have to gauge recovery if you if you go for a walk if you\u0027re at the point where you starting to get out and do some exercise you can use silly things like that to go oh i went extra hundred steps today that\u0027s a big achievement and for a lot of people that mindset of oh\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m a hundred steps better off than i was yesterday can be really powerful and you\u0027ve got to like i said before you\u0027ve got to stress the positive headspace and mindset you can do it use all the tools in your toolbox\n\nSPEAKER_00: world we live in of phones technology and whatnot to gauge recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: something that can be harmful i say can is the food and energy journal so when i was starting to get a bit better and i was leaving the house and starting to go to friends place for dinner and a friend would cook certain things that i\u0027ve seen on my food journal didn\u0027t help cooking this okay my food journal showed me that i\u0027ve struggled with this the food journal and energy journal became a negative tool because it started to build beliefs\n\nSPEAKER_00: red meat i really don\u0027t sleep well my gut\u0027s no good if i eat that no i don\u0027t want to be rude can you cook me something else so that that was the point when i sort of went from\n\nSPEAKER_00: using what i called an energy and food journal\n\nSPEAKER_00: prop that on a different page of an excel spreadsheet and started a success journal i walked this far and something that i\u0027ll get to in a minute which was the lightning process which was what actually really helped me i talk about it\u0027s a success journal for rewiring the brain\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that success journal became a very powerful tool and i started at the start writing a data note i went for i went for a short walk today i took the dog to the park or i did this or did that through to this last week i had a nineteen hour day this week just that we\u0027re filming this i drove six hundred kilometres\n\nSPEAKER_00: across victoria\n\nSPEAKER_00: drove my race car for five hours of the day loaded up and drive home is an enormous day and being able to see your success go from i walked the dog for ten minutes today what an achievement\n\nSPEAKER_00: to had a nineteen hour day and i sat down for fifteen minutes i\u0027m tired but that\u0027s appropriate tiredness and watching now i switch back i\u0027ve been doing this success journal for a year now and scrolling back and i put on big days of good days or days that did great woke up great recovery or anything like that i was coloring like highlighting cells in green or on really good days purple and watching it go from not many colors a couple of green days here and there to lots and lots of green and handfuls of purple\n\nSPEAKER_00: back to the mindset it\u0027s so important to visualize your recovery and i found at the time i started doing the success journal i\u0027m like this is really going to help but now i look back on it i\u0027m so thankful that i\u0027ve done that and use that tool to rewire the brain\n\nSPEAKER_00: to get to the point where i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s really interesting to hear you talk about that because i didn\u0027t think that i did any kind of brain rewiring or any of that sort of stuff as part of my recovery but so many things that people tell me who did these sorts of programs i\u0027m like oh i said something like that and so much of what you\u0027re saying resonated with my own experience like i didn\u0027t have the food and energy journal but i had a daily sort of symptom journal where i was writing down you know trying to track my symptoms sort of trying to see changes in patterns and it was horrible it just like i couldn\u0027t see any patterns it just bogged me down even just looking at it stressed me out so i did switch over to basically a success journal and i talked about this even in my book and it was really helpful for me and it just kept me going and i could look back not only to see the success but to see i\u0027m excited about those hundred steps you know three months ago i was excited about ten steps you know it\u0027s just like it\u0027s really building so it\u0027s interesting to see that the things we attribute to our recovery aren\u0027t always what we think they are we don\u0027t even understand fully what\u0027s working for us you know i put a lot of emphasis on exercise but it might have been about you know something else that was tied to that for me that that progress that measurable that mindset because i enjoy exercise anyways i\u0027m going on in a bit of a rant here but it\u0027s just really interesting to hear you say\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s powerful information and people need to hear it i think i wish everyone who\u0027s struggling to recover could hear every bit of information there was i wish there was a system that humans could download all the information and as we\u0027ve said not all of it\u0027s going to work for you some of it might and that little one percent might actually be the big game changer so in my\n\nSPEAKER_00: quest to get better i started reading books of\n\nSPEAKER_00: health gut health and one that i got onto which i think you\u0027ve covered in your channel was couple of books by dr joe dispenser which one of them that was a really powerful one for me was you are the placebo and he talks about\n\nSPEAKER_00: getting explains really badly he talks about the way the neuro the neurology of your brain works and synaptic gaps and the what fires together wires together and a good example of that being\n\nSPEAKER_00: a great tennis player is a great tennis player they\u0027ve hardwired their brain their eyes their ease their balance swing coordination always nerves they use constantly fired and wired together in the same way that someone who can play pianos ease mind fingers ability to play piano all hardwires itself together there\u0027s the expression in neurology called what fires together wires together the more you do something\n\nSPEAKER_00: the better at it you get and like anything with practice but the science behind that is it\u0027s the brain the neurology the neural network of the body is wiring itself to be better at that task and dr joe dispenser talks about what you do you become so positive people are wired positive a lot of negative people are wired negative and he talks about the way that the cells change and\n\nSPEAKER_00: neuropeptides the information the brain sends to the receptor sites in the body the brain is changing those sites based on what you\u0027re repeatedly doing i recommend everyone read that book that was that was a really really good book for a neurological point of view which\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i first got sick and the first thing you do is google and one of the things i stumbled across was lightning process and initially when i got sick i looked at them i don\u0027t resonate with this i\u0027m not sure about this but after i read dr joe dispenser book i read a couple of them\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s when i went maybe the lightning process mindset and and way of training is actually something that is useful maybe they have got some\n\nSPEAKER_00: way of retraining the brain to turn off this fatigue that might be helpful so i spoke to one of the practitioners in australia who\u0027s the guy like ian cleary he was excellent and\n\nSPEAKER_00: he asked me a very important question one of the initial phone calls i had with him which was is your fatigue appropriate\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i sat back and no i\u0027m eating well on resting\n\nSPEAKER_00: trying to exercise no it\u0027s not that\u0027s why i\u0027m on the phone\n\nSPEAKER_00: and so that\u0027s when he explained you\u0027ve become a genius at fatigue your brain has hardwired itself you have become so good at fatigue you focus on it for so long that you\u0027re a genius at it you\u0027ve hardwired it the same way that roger federer has hardwired his brain to be a genius at tennis so that\u0027s when i thought okay we\u0027ll have a go at this\n\nSPEAKER_00: it wasn\u0027t that expensive i think it was fifteen hundred dollars or something australian and i saw i\u0027m losing fifteen hundred dollars a fortnight at work not being at work so what do we got to lose here\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that that was the single biggest thing that made me go from struggle to flourishing it was i won\u0027t say overnight a lot of people have marketed the lightning process as being fixed overnight it certainly wasn\u0027t it\u0027s been something i\u0027ve had to use and had to employ the things you use in your training\n\nSPEAKER_00: over the last twelve months since i did\n\nSPEAKER_00: the course and that\u0027s been a really useful tool to rewire the brain turn fatigue off like many people with fatigue oh struggling to sleep i was exhausted couldn\u0027t sleep sweating changing my sheets in the middle of the night\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\nnaturopathy, Lightning Process, mindset coaching\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\n\"I quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that... it was quite expensive but it was a good learning curve... she spoke to me very on about the stress response and making sure that I keep stress low and she was really brilliant also it\u0027s probably a bit of a mindset coach to go hey you\u0027ll get better... there was some things that I think really helped and there was other things that were worth a try that didn\u0027t.\"\n\n\"I kept on with the naturopath stuff for nine months and then after that I sort of went okay I think I\u0027m on the path and I fear I\u0027ve understood what is and isn\u0027t working I\u0027ll go my own journey now because it was quite expensive it was a couple of thousand dollars a quarter and I didn\u0027t want to continue spending a heap of money that on something that definitely was helping but then I thought I can manage myself.\"\n\n\"When I first got sick and the first thing you do is google and one of the things I stumbled across was lightning process ... after I read Dr Joe Dispenza book ... that\u0027s when I went maybe the lightning process mindset and and way of training is actually something that is useful ... and that that was the single biggest thing that made me go from struggle to flourishing ... 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed was it kind of an overnight thing was it slowly building or how was that for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so there was probably warning signs that i should have i definitely ignored i was spending\n\nSPEAKER_00: way too much time at work i was working too hard the body was warning me now i look back on it retrospect twenty twenty and i was painting myself to death i was exhausted i wasn\u0027t sleeping enough i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: just rubbish i was living on sugar and energy drinks and it\u0027s absolutely no wonder that the body hit the deck especially after moving divorce and everything it all just took a toll and there was one sunday morning i remember i just i woke up and i went well i don\u0027t feel well and i basically got up had breakfast went back to bed for three or four days and that\u0027s when i sort of had realization like\n\nSPEAKER_00: this sort of feels like the fatigue that i had back after i\u0027ve had glands of fever when i had glands of fever this is quite young i was twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code through a quick recovery and then i had stressful life events happen when i was about three months into my recovery and i hit the deck hard again like hard than i had that previous time which was\n\nSPEAKER_00: which was quite interesting that i quickly thought okay well this is obviously a stress response thing maybe it\u0027s just stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: shutting it down shutting your body down so we see a naturopath who thought i\u0027ve got to improve my diet i\u0027ve got to improve nutrition i quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that\n\nSPEAKER_00: put me i joke she was the kernel kfc so i felt like i was in the eleven secret herbs and spices a bottle of that have a supplement here a supplement there but it helps and it didn\u0027t there was some things that i think really helped and there was other things that\n\nSPEAKER_00: were worth a try that didn\u0027t and that was quite expensive but it was a good 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs 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within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just 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for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code through a quick recovery and then i had stressful life events happen when i was about three months into my recovery and i hit the deck hard again like hard than i had that previous time which was\n\nSPEAKER_00: which was quite interesting that i quickly thought okay well this is obviously a stress response thing maybe it\u0027s just stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: shutting it down shutting your body down so we see a naturopath who thought i\u0027ve got to improve my diet i\u0027ve got to improve nutrition i quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that\n\nSPEAKER_00: put me i joke she was the kernel kfc so i felt like i was in the eleven secret herbs and spices a bottle of that have a supplement here a supplement there but it helps and it didn\u0027t there was some things that i think really helped and there was other things that\n\nSPEAKER_00: were worth a try that didn\u0027t and that was quite expensive but it was a good 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just 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many blogs and people going oh i don\u0027t want to try this because and this this being anything i don\u0027t want to try a specific thing because i read on a blog someone it didn\u0027t work so\n\nSPEAKER_00: they shut that down\n\nSPEAKER_00: keep that open mindset of just because it didn\u0027t work for this person doesn\u0027t mean it won\u0027t work for me and that\u0027s that\u0027s been\n\nSPEAKER_00: i actually get frustrated when i see people who smash things like the lightning processes but have never done it don\u0027t know anyone who\u0027s done it\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to defend it here because i think it\u0027s a really powerful tool that should be looked at if you\u0027re in a position where you\u0027re trying to recover from mecfs\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and yeah there\u0027s definitely a theme with the people i\u0027ve been talking to and i\u0027m hearing more and more and more from people how whether it be the lightning process or you know some other brain 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i probably would have been as open minded to the lightning process as i was the lightning process i believe is marketed really badly\n\nSPEAKER_00: it could be marketed so much better and all of the questions people write on blogs and stuff could be answered with their website they probably get a lot more people do the course something else i\u0027ve seen people doing on chat on some of your videos and other blogs and stuff is buy hope i\u0027ve watched people buying unbelievable things and products that may or may not help them and something i was very\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found very important to me was to make sure that i didn\u0027t buy hope so\n\nSPEAKER_00: for example i was having some sinus trouble for a while in the early part of when i see so i bought an air purifier that was a logical choice but i didn\u0027t want to go someone said go buy new pillows go buy this and that and i just i didn\u0027t think that would help so make sure you don\u0027t put yourself under more financial 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was just throwing money at everything any money that i had money that i didn\u0027t have just that desperation really drives you and that\u0027s what i started calling supplements i was forever trying new supplements and they were just bottles of hope for me it\u0027s kind of probably like why lottery tickets are so popular you know what is it you\u0027re buying hope it\u0027s just this and that might be where some of the pushback or some of the hesitation comes around things like the lightning process because people don\u0027t fully understand it and although yes fifteen hundred dollars is lower cost than some things you know for some people that\u0027s a ton of money so it\u0027s just they\u0027re worried about investing in something else and then being let down\n\nSPEAKER_00: and yeah exactly and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just going to say i\u0027m so glad you brought up the book you\u0027re the placebo because i believe you you might have been the first person ever to recommend that book to me and then since then endless people have been recommending his books to me so i put it on my reading list and then it kept coming at me so i read a couple of his you know the break the habit of being yourself and then i read and i love them both and for people who aren\u0027t familiar with dr joe dispenza i believe i\u0027ve mentioned this in another video but his story is really interesting you know he was a young fit guy and athlete and he was doing a triathlon and you know while he\u0027s riding his bike he got run over by a car and you know broke his back in his spine in eight different places and very dismal prognosis but you know through the things that he learned to do you know through brain techniques and brain rewiring and harnessing that ability of the brain to heal the body he was able to get himself fully healed so it\u0027s just just if you heal your chronic fatigue syndrome or me with a brain training program it doesn\u0027t make it any less real than his back being broken in eight places just because he used his mind it doesn\u0027t mean he imagined that injury it just means that our our minds are powerful and if we can harness what they can do that can be a really amazing thing i think so yeah i\u0027m glad you brought that up\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i just hope that this global pandemic we\u0027re in covid that there\u0027s a lot of people with long covid that from what we can tell is just me cfs it\u0027s just a trigger from what we can tell it\u0027s like glands of fever epstein barr virus can trigger a stress response i hope the western medicine community opens their mind to aid this illness and be techniques to recover from it again i\u0027ve read blogs so many blogs of people doctor i\u0027ve got a chronic sleep specialist has got me on these tablets and they\u0027re not working but i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying them and it\u0027s the western medicine maybe the good thing that will come out of this pandemic is that this condition will be recognized a little more and i don\u0027t expect western medicine to create a tablet that will just fix me cfs but even if they can recommend things like brain training turning off the stress response\n\nSPEAKER_00: another tool that i\u0027ve used is\n\nSPEAKER_00: even meditating now if i find on a bit wound up or before bed if i\u0027ve been in the office till late and i\u0027m going to bed a bit fired i just spend half an hour just meditating and winding down that\u0027s just slow the nervous system down and i find that that helps and if you silly having to go on a channel and say i learned all this stuff while i was sick this truly i believe in this information age that we\u0027re in we should be teaching things like stress response food assimilation nutrition all this stuff should be being taught at school level worldwide there\u0027ll be generations of people who are just healthier from it\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish that i was taught more about food nutrition sugars all of that stuff at school i wish that because if i knew more about my health i would have appreciated more that\u0027s something that i\u0027m sure everyone who recovers from this has learned is\n\nSPEAKER_00: that you have to appreciate your health you have to appreciate your energy and what you have when you get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like it opens the door of life again you take so much less for granted now\n\nSPEAKER_00: that i just wish we were taught this at schools\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s a theme i would say with virtually every person i\u0027ve talked to that we are thrown into this crash course of learning about our bodies about our health about our mental health looking back it\u0027s amazing how\n\nSPEAKER_01: to deal with these things but you know and unfortunately most of us aren\u0027t getting this from our mainstream doctors you know not through any fault of their own they\u0027re just dealing with what they were taught as well so yeah that\u0027s one 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but i did not and it helped me tons and i started doing the grounding as well and i\u0027m literally out there hugging trees and i look insane and i sound insane but it seems to help me and i did a video all about summarizing that book so i\u0027ll link it above if anyone wants to check it out but yeah it\u0027s a great one i found it really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_00: definitely worth the read\n\nSPEAKER_01: we talked a bit just before this chat because you\u0027re saying how do i introduce you fully recovered and you said well until tuesday i would have said fully recovered which i appreciate your honesty you know i think it\u0027s hard we want to cling on to that feeling that title of like yes i\u0027m fully there but so what is that i\u0027d love for you to share a little bit here about what that process has been like for you of am i fully recovered am i not you know how are you gauging that\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s a really hard one because\n\nSPEAKER_00: how do you decide you fully recovered how can you yes i\u0027ve done it\n\nSPEAKER_00: was weeks where i thought let\u0027s go back three months five months i thought you know i\u0027m pretty good i think i\u0027m there and then i try to get into some fitness and cardio i love cardio before i got sick i was running sixty seventy kilometers a week i was i was loving it and that\u0027s something that\u0027s probably\n\nSPEAKER_00: the fitness activity that i\u0027ve struggled with i don\u0027t know if it\u0027s a mental thing or not but i find if i go for a run\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t pull up very well from it maybe it\u0027s just a general recovery thing because i\u0027ve lost so much of my fitness but then this week just gone as i said i had a nineteen hour day i stopped fifteen minutes in the middle of the day and that was a tuesday and the wednesday always pretty buggered\n\nSPEAKER_00: but i was trying to decide am i fatigued am i just very tired and then on the thursday i woke up you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m recovering well but then the question\n\nSPEAKER_00: the lightning process training asks you is this fatigue appropriate is the stress response appropriate\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you\u0027re laying in bed sweating stress out to the point you can\u0027t sleep or you toss and turning and then the stress is inappropriate but if you were getting chased by a lion stress appropriate so that\u0027s when i use that to ask myself the question and say okay well i\u0027ve just had the biggest day i\u0027ve had in eight months of my recovery and i\u0027ve pulled up pretty tired the day after is that appropriate well you know i\u0027m going to answer my own question with a yes because\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s a big day for a healthy person\n\nSPEAKER_00: especially when there\u0027s six hundred kilometers of driving in it towing a huge trailer and there\u0027s a lot going on so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i answer that question yes that tiredness was appropriate if i walked my dog and then had to spend six hours in the couch well that\u0027s probably inappropriate so that\u0027s how i\u0027ve gauged my recovery the only reason i\u0027m saying i\u0027m probably short changing myself to say that i feel i\u0027m at a ninety percent recovery point ninety five percent recovery point is because i haven\u0027t been able to go back to cardio that\u0027s the thing i want that\u0027s the thing i want if i can go for an eight run and pull up and go\n\nSPEAKER_00: down here that\u0027s the day that i\u0027ll put the big red recovered stamp on myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: maybe i\u0027m being hard on myself but died and i\u0027m back to work i\u0027m back to my hobbies i\u0027m sleeping well\n\nSPEAKER_00: where i\u0027m eating well my general health\u0027s good happiness is good\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s recovery that\u0027s that\u0027s a win i truly believe from where i was at march last year when i was struggling to have a shower and make breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s recovery for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and running is hard you know healthy people will tell you if you start running when you\u0027re not in great cardiovascular shape it is a really tough thing to get started and for me it was the last thing to come back as well and it held back my calling my i thought i was recovered and then i started running and it felt like it was harder than it should have been so i thought okay maybe i\u0027m not fully there yet but you know we\u0027re talking about how we lose this perspective a little bit of that appropriate tired and appropriate not and think there\u0027s this idea maybe for some of us i know i feel this sometimes like being recovered means that i never never feel tired and i never feel unwell again which is ridiculous so it\u0027s interesting how you lose your perspective a bit of normal and appropriate when it comes to our health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and you i\u0027ve had to make sure i keep a clear picture of that because\n\nSPEAKER_00: otherwise naturally i\u0027m a perfectionist my hobby i\u0027m a perfectionist my work i\u0027m a perfectionist i want to maximize every opportunity at work my hobbies my sports i want to i want to be the champion and i want to have everything perfect and all perfect is chronic disappointment syndrome because it\u0027s very hard to be perfect it\u0027s very hard to be perfect so if you want to be a perfectionist you\u0027re often going to be disappointed so i\u0027ve had to reevaluate what is perfect what\u0027s what\u0027s acceptable to be not perfect and what you want and if it means i can only run moving forward now five k not six well i\u0027m older\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m not twenty anymore that\u0027s part of life and you\u0027ve got to just make sure that you don\u0027t be too hard on yourself and that was something that i probably was for a lot of years that now in retrospect that stress probably hurt your health over a long period of time of trying to always be perfect perfect is really hard thing to achieve\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s so important and really well said really well said you know as we kind of always i could keep people here talking forever i have to put the brakes on and be like okay we can\u0027t stay here all day but i appreciate how much you\u0027ve shared and as we kind of wrap things up i always want to know you know what is your advice for yourself if you could go back or what would you want to say to people who are watching who are facing similar things like this\n\nSPEAKER_00: it is normal to feel like you have the biggest thing i struggled with with the mental guys going i\u0027m never going to get better am i going to do this am i stuck like this you will do it you will do it just keep trying\n\nSPEAKER_00: every successful person is a person who\u0027s a failure that just tried one more time\n\nSPEAKER_00: you\u0027re one you\u0027re you\u0027re the next thing to try away from getting it and that\u0027s why channels like yours so important and so valuable for the community because what works for me won\u0027t work for everyone\n\nSPEAKER_00: being human and i\u0027ve got to thank you because so much of your channel helps me get to where i was i was even when i was read dr joe\u0027s book and i would think i should do the lightning process it\u0027s sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: maybe so i watched a couple of interviews on your channel with people who\u0027ve done it i had these great results and\n\nSPEAKER_00: that was it so even your channel has helped me and i personally thank you for that there are so many people in the world that will be benefiting from your relentless effort that you\u0027re putting into this so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you there\u0027s a lot of people that owe their recovery or big portions of their recovery to people like yourself who are sharing the right information and sharing constant positivity and not reading things on facebook like oh i\u0027ve tried this i\u0027m never getting better i\u0027ve been like this for ten years and i can\u0027t do it well that\u0027s not with that attitude you know you\u0027ve got you seek you\u0027ve got limited energy you\u0027re trying to recover from something that you\u0027ve got no energy low energy don\u0027t go on the internet and complain about it use that little energy you have got to go on the internet and find that next thing that\u0027s going to get you from a little energy to a bit more to a bit more to a bit more as i said the lightning process was the big step but eating plant based\n\nSPEAKER_00: sleeping better\n\nSPEAKER_00: there\u0027s no one thing that i think was just going to wake you up on that fixed you\u0027ve got to use what little energy you have in whatever state you\u0027re in to find that next thing don\u0027t give up don\u0027t be beaten it\u0027s really easy to be beaten that\u0027s the mindset is i can do this and i\u0027m going to be a champion of my own health that\u0027s that\u0027s why i would tell myself again if i went back to where i was when i first got sick that\u0027s the biggest thing that\u0027s so important\n\nSPEAKER_01: i have so much gratitude to you luke and people like yourself who do this because as i always say you know none of this would be possible if people like yourself didn\u0027t come forward and bravely share your story it\u0027s very easy to recover and find what works for you and then just go on and live your life and you know not share any of it and that is you know people\u0027s people\u0027s choice people\u0027s right but i know it can be a scary thing and it\u0027s a vulnerable thing to put yourself out there in the internet and you never know how people are going to react so thank you so much for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you welcome and i thank you for the work you put in and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know there\u0027s people aren\u0027t going to agree with me but there\u0027s people aren\u0027t going to agree with you and i\u0027m happy to be happy to be debated i\u0027m happy to be 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look i haven\u0027t blogged or journaled any of my own health i\u0027ve got an instagram page for my motorsport and racing stuff they could message me i\u0027ll give you the link they can send me messages i try to reply i\u0027m not that active on social media so but i\u0027ll make sure i reply to the comments that i see on the bottom of this video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ll send you the link to my instagram and if anyone wants to message me feel free\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfect thank you so much for that so yeah thanks always to people who are watching i\u0027m looking forward to hearing your thoughts and your questions in the comments and if you\u0027re new here i invite you to consider subscribing i\u0027ve got a lot of great stuff coming up over the next couple of months i\u0027ve got interviews with some mecfs researchers and scientists and some more full recovery stories and a lot of really great stuff there are there\u0027s a lot more that we\u0027re starting to understand with this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect 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being broken in eight places just because he used his mind it doesn\u0027t mean he imagined that injury it just means that our our minds are powerful and if we can harness what they can do that can be a really amazing thing i think so yeah i\u0027m glad you brought that up\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i just hope that this global pandemic we\u0027re in covid that there\u0027s a lot of people with long covid that from what we can tell is just me cfs it\u0027s just a trigger from what we can tell it\u0027s like glands of fever epstein barr virus can trigger a stress response i hope the western medicine community opens their mind to aid this illness and be techniques to recover from it again i\u0027ve read blogs so many blogs of people doctor i\u0027ve got a chronic sleep specialist has got me on these tablets and they\u0027re not working but i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying them and it\u0027s the western medicine maybe the good thing that will come out of this pandemic is that this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect 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fatigue but the following period of time a day or two after the body definitely isn\u0027t doing as well as it was before i had that stressful couple of days because it hasn\u0027t rested and recovered and looking back on my life thirty four years you can tell that\n\nSPEAKER_00: if stupid to have learned that this this way that it\u0027s like we\u0027re going through stress the body\u0027s not repairing so of course your body you feel worse energy is worse your cognitive focus is worse even for someone that doesn\u0027t isn\u0027t trying to recover from mecfs that\u0027s the case so of course course when you are trying to\n\nSPEAKER_00: trying to recover trying to thought\n\nSPEAKER_00: you need to turn that stress response off and your body will rest and digest the food and the time of the lightning process was about the time that i go into a plant based diet so between the two of those things a whole food plant based diet and then heavily using the training of the lightning process that\u0027s that\u0027s when i found that i was going from not much is going on here to\n\nSPEAKER_00: four months i was back in the race car i was back back in the factory\n\nSPEAKER_00: building fabricating stuff and i would gauge that every sunday because i would go to the factory where my race car and my projects on my side projects and toys are and i have a day in the factory and i was gauging with my success journal every\n\nSPEAKER_00: weekend i was sort of kind of putting in a notes about how big my day was and then how well i\u0027ve recovered on the sunday or so at the start after doing the lightning process i was getting back in the factory and struggling a little bit with fatigue the following days where i\u0027ll be in a pit i\u0027ll be going for me to you know not not really get out of bed today but then within a couple of months was going from\n\nSPEAKER_00: going to the factory and spending the day working on cars and bikes and whatever to\n\nSPEAKER_00: sunday being in bed so within three months i was finding i was having the energy to go and take the dog for a five k walk on the sunday and that that was really that was my way of gauging how i\u0027ve recovered and how the recovery and using the lightning process training was working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would love on your channel to explain what it is because there is so much i read the comments i see so much misconception around the lightning process and the comments that i seem to read from things like my mate\u0027s uncle\u0027s brother\u0027s cousin\u0027s niece\u0027s boyfriend\n\nSPEAKER_00: had a bad experience with it once so therefore it\u0027s rubbish but if you haven\u0027t done it or don\u0027t know someone that\u0027s personally done have an open mind because it is a really powerful tool and i don\u0027t you know i can\u0027t see why it wouldn\u0027t work for just about anyone who\u0027s trying to recover from this keep your mind open and keep your options open i watch i\u0027ve read so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect 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thing to achieve\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s so important and really well said really well said you know as we kind of always i could keep people here talking forever i have to put the brakes on and be like okay we can\u0027t stay here all day but i appreciate how much you\u0027ve shared and as we kind of wrap things up i always want to know you know what is your advice for yourself if you could go back or what would you want to say to people who are watching who are facing similar things like this\n\nSPEAKER_00: it is normal to feel like you have the biggest thing i struggled with with the mental guys going i\u0027m never going to get better am i going to do this am i stuck like this you will do it you will do it just keep trying\n\nSPEAKER_00: every successful person is a person who\u0027s a failure that just tried one more time\n\nSPEAKER_00: you\u0027re one you\u0027re you\u0027re the next thing to try away from getting it and that\u0027s why channels like yours so important 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this for ten years and i can\u0027t do it well that\u0027s not with that attitude you know you\u0027ve got you seek you\u0027ve got limited energy you\u0027re trying to recover from something that you\u0027ve got no energy low energy don\u0027t go on the internet and complain about it use that little energy you have got to go on the internet and find that next thing that\u0027s going to get you from a little energy to a bit more to a bit more to a bit more as i said the lightning process was the big step but eating plant based\n\nSPEAKER_00: sleeping better\n\nSPEAKER_00: there\u0027s no one thing that i think was just going to wake you up on that fixed you\u0027ve got to use what little energy you have in whatever state you\u0027re in to find that next thing don\u0027t give up don\u0027t be beaten it\u0027s really easy to be beaten that\u0027s the mindset is i can do this and i\u0027m going to be a champion of my own health that\u0027s that\u0027s why i would tell myself again if i 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look i haven\u0027t blogged or journaled any of my own health i\u0027ve got an instagram page for my motorsport and racing stuff they could message me i\u0027ll give you the link they can send me messages i try to reply i\u0027m not that active on social media so but i\u0027ll make sure i reply to the comments that i see on the bottom of this video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ll send you the link to my instagram and if anyone wants to message me feel free\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfect thank you so much for that so yeah thanks always to people who are watching i\u0027m looking forward to hearing your thoughts and your questions in the comments and if you\u0027re new here i invite you to consider subscribing i\u0027ve got a lot of great stuff coming up over the next couple of months i\u0027ve got interviews with some mecfs researchers and scientists and some more full recovery stories and a lot of really great stuff there are there\u0027s a lot more that we\u0027re starting to understand with this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect hindsight\u0027s twenty twenty but it was blatantly obvious i wasn\u0027t struggling to sleep because there\u0027s something wrong i was struggling because i was in a stress response the brain is the body is wired for stress and fatigue and emergency mode so now i look back on it it was blatantly obvious that there was nothing that medical doctors could give you that was going to rewire the brain\u0027s ability to turn the stress on or off\n\nSPEAKER_00: so and obviously but that third day i woke up i didn\u0027t wake up my fatigue cured but i woke up feeling a hundred percent better than i had the previous day purely because i\u0027ve had an amazing restful night sleep and now i notice even twelve months after doing the lightning process i notice if i had a couple of stressful work days where things are happening out of my control at work and i\u0027m responding to problems and i\u0027ve got phones ringing off the hook and i get a bit stressed i actually notice\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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that\u0027s that\u0027s when i found that i was going from not much is going on here to\n\nSPEAKER_00: four months i was back in the race car i was back back in the factory\n\nSPEAKER_00: building fabricating stuff and i would gauge that every sunday because i would go to the factory where my race car and my projects on my side projects and toys are and i have a day in the factory and i was gauging with my success journal every\n\nSPEAKER_00: weekend i was sort of kind of putting in a notes about how big my day was and then how well i\u0027ve recovered on the sunday or so at the start after doing the lightning process i was getting back in the factory and struggling a little bit with fatigue the following days where i\u0027ll be in a pit i\u0027ll be going for me to you know not not really get out of bed today but then within a couple of months was going from\n\nSPEAKER_00: going to the factory and spending the day working on cars and bikes and whatever to\n\nSPEAKER_00: sunday being 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many blogs and people going oh i don\u0027t want to try this because and this this being anything i don\u0027t want to try a specific thing because i read on a blog someone it didn\u0027t work so\n\nSPEAKER_00: they shut that down\n\nSPEAKER_00: keep that open mindset of just because it didn\u0027t work for this person doesn\u0027t mean it won\u0027t work for me and that\u0027s that\u0027s been\n\nSPEAKER_00: i actually get frustrated when i see people who smash things like the lightning processes but have never done it don\u0027t know anyone who\u0027s done it\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to defend it here because i think it\u0027s a really powerful tool that should be looked at if you\u0027re in a position where you\u0027re trying to recover from mecfs\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and yeah there\u0027s definitely a theme with the people i\u0027ve been talking to and i\u0027m hearing more and more and more from people how whether it be the lightning process or you know some other brain 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being broken in eight places just because he used his mind it doesn\u0027t mean he imagined that injury it just means that our our minds are powerful and if we can harness what they can do that can be a really amazing thing i think so yeah i\u0027m glad you brought that up\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i just hope that this global pandemic we\u0027re in covid that there\u0027s a lot of people with long covid that from what we can tell is just me cfs it\u0027s just a trigger from what we can tell it\u0027s like glands of fever epstein barr virus can trigger a stress response i hope the western medicine community opens their mind to aid this illness and be techniques to recover from it again i\u0027ve read blogs so many blogs of people doctor i\u0027ve got a chronic sleep specialist has got me on these tablets and they\u0027re not working but i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying them and it\u0027s the western medicine maybe the good thing that will come out of this pandemic is that this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect hindsight\u0027s twenty twenty but it was blatantly obvious i wasn\u0027t struggling to sleep because there\u0027s something wrong i was struggling because i was in a stress response the brain is the body is wired for stress and fatigue and emergency mode so now i look back on it it was blatantly obvious that there was nothing that medical doctors could give you that was going to rewire the brain\u0027s ability to turn the stress on or off\n\nSPEAKER_00: so and obviously but that third day i woke up i didn\u0027t wake up my fatigue cured but i woke up feeling a hundred percent better than i had the previous day purely because i\u0027ve had an amazing restful night sleep and now i notice even twelve months after doing the lightning process i notice if i had a couple of stressful work days where things are happening out of my control at work and i\u0027m responding to problems and i\u0027ve got phones ringing off the hook and i get a bit stressed i actually notice\n\nSPEAKER_00: i fatigue but the following period of time a day or two after the body definitely isn\u0027t doing as well as it was before i had that stressful couple of days because it hasn\u0027t rested and recovered and looking back on my life thirty four years you can tell that\n\nSPEAKER_00: if stupid to have learned that this this way that it\u0027s like we\u0027re going through stress the body\u0027s not repairing so of course your body you feel worse energy is worse your cognitive focus is worse even for someone that doesn\u0027t isn\u0027t trying to recover from mecfs that\u0027s the case so of course course when you are trying to\n\nSPEAKER_00: trying to recover trying to thought\n\nSPEAKER_00: you need to turn that stress response off and your body will rest and digest the food and the time of the lightning process was about the time that i go into a plant based diet so between the two of those things a whole food plant based diet and then heavily using the training of the lightning process that\u0027s that\u0027s when i found that i was going from not much is going on here to\n\nSPEAKER_00: four months i was back in the race car i was back back in the factory\n\nSPEAKER_00: building fabricating stuff and i would gauge that every sunday because i would go to the factory where my race car and my projects on my side projects and toys are and i have a day in the factory and i was gauging with my success journal every\n\nSPEAKER_00: weekend i was sort of kind of putting in a notes about how big my day was and then how well i\u0027ve recovered on the sunday or so at the start after doing the lightning process i was getting back in the factory and struggling a little bit with fatigue the following days where i\u0027ll be in a pit i\u0027ll be going for me to you know not not really get out of bed today but then within a couple of months was going from\n\nSPEAKER_00: going to the factory and spending the day working on cars and bikes and whatever to\n\nSPEAKER_00: sunday being in bed so within three months i was finding i was having the energy to go and take the dog for a five k walk on the sunday and that that was really that was my way of gauging how i\u0027ve recovered and how the recovery and using the lightning process training was working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would love on your channel to explain what it is because there is so much i read the comments i see so much misconception around the lightning process and the comments that i seem to read from things like my mate\u0027s uncle\u0027s brother\u0027s cousin\u0027s niece\u0027s boyfriend\n\nSPEAKER_00: had a bad experience with it once so therefore it\u0027s rubbish but if you haven\u0027t done it or don\u0027t know someone that\u0027s personally done have an open mind because it is a really powerful tool and i don\u0027t you know i can\u0027t see why it wouldn\u0027t work for just about anyone who\u0027s trying to recover from this keep your mind open and keep your options open i watch i\u0027ve read so many blogs and people going oh i don\u0027t want to try this because and this this being anything i don\u0027t want to try a specific thing because i read on a blog someone it didn\u0027t work so\n\nSPEAKER_00: they shut that down\n\nSPEAKER_00: keep that open mindset of just because it didn\u0027t work for this person doesn\u0027t mean it won\u0027t work for me and that\u0027s that\u0027s been\n\nSPEAKER_00: i actually get frustrated when i see people who smash things like the lightning processes but have never done it don\u0027t know anyone who\u0027s done it\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to defend it here because i think it\u0027s a really powerful tool that should be looked at if you\u0027re in a position where you\u0027re trying to recover from mecfs\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and yeah there\u0027s definitely a theme with the people i\u0027ve been talking to and i\u0027m hearing more and more and more from people how whether it be the lightning process or you know some other brain 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it diminishes our experience or minimizes it or invalidates it somehow when it\u0027s just like brain wiring thing but nobody\u0027s saying that it\u0027s not real our brain causes very physical symptoms for us very real physical conditions and just because the brain can be used to fix it doesn\u0027t mean it was never there i mean our brain is connected to our entire body it controls so much it makes sense that it would have the power to shut us down or bring us back to life\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s not in your mind you\u0027re not depressed it\u0027s not you\u0027re not you\u0027re not imagining it it\u0027s a very real thing but you from a neurological point of view which is why i strongly recommend everyone go and read you are the placebo by dr joe dispenser that that book was i think the big turning point because if i didn\u0027t read that book\n\nSPEAKER_00: from a neurologist and understand what he\u0027s talking about with chronic health problems whatnot i don\u0027t think 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being broken in eight places just because he used his mind it doesn\u0027t mean he imagined that injury it just means that our our minds are powerful and if we can harness what they can do that can be a really amazing thing i think so yeah i\u0027m glad you brought that up\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i just hope that this global pandemic we\u0027re in covid that there\u0027s a lot of people with long covid that from what we can tell is just me cfs it\u0027s just a trigger from what we can tell it\u0027s like glands of fever epstein barr virus can trigger a stress response i hope the western medicine community opens their mind to aid this illness and be techniques to recover from it again i\u0027ve read blogs so many blogs of people doctor i\u0027ve got a chronic sleep specialist has got me on these tablets and they\u0027re not working but i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying them and it\u0027s the western medicine maybe the good thing that will come out of this pandemic is that this 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look i haven\u0027t blogged or journaled any of my own health i\u0027ve got an instagram page for my motorsport and racing stuff they could message me i\u0027ll give you the link they can send me messages i try to reply i\u0027m not that active on social media so but i\u0027ll make sure i reply to the comments that i see on the bottom of this video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ll send you the link to my instagram and if anyone wants to message me feel free\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfect thank you so much for that so yeah thanks always to people who are watching i\u0027m looking forward to hearing your thoughts and your questions in the comments and if you\u0027re new here i invite you to consider subscribing i\u0027ve got a lot of great stuff coming up over the next couple of months i\u0027ve got interviews with some mecfs researchers and scientists and some more full recovery stories and a lot of really great stuff there are there\u0027s a lot more that we\u0027re starting to understand with this 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For example this might be a doctor, therapist, coach or some other person who is trained to deliver any kind of care intended to be therapeutic.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nThere is no clear indication in the transcript that an individual professional such as a doctor, therapist, or certified coach personally helped the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid through direct therapeutic care. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect 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look i haven\u0027t blogged or journaled any of my own health i\u0027ve got an instagram page for my motorsport and racing stuff they could message me i\u0027ll give you the link they can send me messages i try to reply i\u0027m not that active on social media so but i\u0027ll make sure i reply to the comments that i see on the bottom of this video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ll send you the link to my instagram and if anyone wants to message me feel free\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfect thank you so much for that so yeah thanks always to people who are watching i\u0027m looking forward to hearing your thoughts and your questions in the comments and if you\u0027re new here i invite you to consider subscribing i\u0027ve got a lot of great stuff coming up over the next couple of months i\u0027ve got interviews with some mecfs researchers and scientists and some more full recovery stories and a lot of really great stuff there are there\u0027s a lot more that we\u0027re starting to understand with this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect 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know i remember there used to be a cliche like we only understand six percent of the human brain i have no idea what we\u0027re at now in twenty twenty five but it is not one hundred percent so there is no certain reason that this happens but i can certainly conjecture on why the brain and the nervous system choose a place that you will believe for one reason or another to send your pain signals to me it makes a lot of sense because if the whole point is to protect you and if we\u0027re living with this incredible miraculous computer in our heads that is able to in a split second make all these things in our body happen that are meant to happen circulation respiration heartbeat and that need to happen to save our lives jumping out of the way of a trajectory before it hits us in the head and we don\u0027t even realize we\u0027ve moved until after we\u0027ve moved you know these are the incredible mechanisms in the human brain not even to mention adrenaline and cortisol you know how a 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that 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you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that 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you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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yes it is very confusing when things become chronic so having said that i\u0027ll move on to the next thing that i think is really important for people to understand there are many processes in the human body that are unconscious and thank god among them are keeping your heart beating circulating your blood breathing respiration these processes are automatic they\u0027re reflexive it has nothing to do with anything we think another process that is exactly like that is the fight flight freeze fawn response when you touch a hot stove you pull it off that\u0027s flight you don\u0027t think about it you don\u0027t consider your options because if you did as a species we would be extinct we need those unconscious reflexes to keep us alive just like beating of your heart but here\u0027s the thing unfortunately for us as we have evolved because we are social species because it is as important and or was i guess at the dawn of our species to be loved and accepted by our tribe as it was to jump 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and bacteria and candido growing and different things going on we all have it and some of these things yes do need to be treated with physical interventions but for many people that\u0027s not the case and it\u0027s interesting too with the symptoms how we talk about you know your brain likely gives you something that you\u0027re going to believe so so many people when they hear my story they\u0027re like is your chronic fatigue syndrome gone and i say well yes but after that i moved into a really challenging phase of my life and for the first time in my life i started really debilitating back pain so yeah the chronic total sense but so my brain was i wasn\u0027t going to believe that because i was past that but now i have back pain so it\u0027s a tough thing it\u0027s like well my nervous system is still there and it\u0027s still working so yes the chronic fatigue is gone but it\u0027s going to keep trying to protect me so it doesn\u0027t mean you don\u0027t have symptoms or anything for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so just wanted to get that out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you i can\u0027t stop smiling you know the reason that that kind of stuff means so much to me is i worked so hard on this book and it wasn\u0027t just the writing of it it was the twenty years that led up to it it was the fact that this is truly twenty years of best practices in one place and it means so much to me that it\u0027s landing with people because\n\nSPEAKER_00: for the first time in my entire career it\u0027s not like oh just go listen to this podcast episode and they get you know forty five minutes of like some small piece of information and i know that\u0027s so valuable it\u0027s one place where everything lives so anyway my perma grin for your receiving of my work you\n\nSPEAKER_01: and as i went through it because when i was reading it for the second time i knew that you\u0027re coming on the show here and i thought and i kept bookmarking things i\u0027m like we have to talk about this we have to talk about that so i have a brain seven things queued up essentially i just want you to read the book right now first which i know i can\u0027t do right but so we\u0027ll cover what we can so the first question i would love for you to answer because i think you can do it better than anyone else i\u0027ve come across is it\u0027s such a complexing thing for so many people understandably because i think a lot of us are getting caught up on understanding okay this is how symptoms are created okay they\u0027re meant to alert us to things they\u0027re not just here to make our life miserable all right i\u0027m touching a hot stove i feel pain i know to pull my hand away there\u0027s a you know i can put that together it\u0027s a pretty easy directive situation like okay i get that and then we sort of transition them over to okay now so you have long covid symptoms and this could be because of some childhood trauma that you didn\u0027t process until this point and they\u0027re thinking wait a minute what kind 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okay keep your hands up if you ran to the emergency room that night for a ct scan of your brain sure that you had a brain tumor and everybody laughs and they put their hand down and i say you see you already believe what i\u0027m about to teach you which is that emotional stimuli stress and overwhelm can cause a physical reaction your head hurts it doesn\u0027t make people panicked it just they\u0027re like oh god jesus i gotta like take an advil go to bed that is what i\u0027m saying it\u0027s just in a much grander scale it\u0027s the same thing if you\u0027ve ever heard someone in a panic break out in hives emotional stimulus physical response and then of course the most ubiquitous one when we\u0027re really sad and we\u0027re really moved water falls out of our face we literally cry an emotional stimulus leading to a physical reaction so we are a mind body system everybody knows it so there\u0027s nothing to be uncomfortable about when you hear the stuff that we are discussing but yes it is very confusing when things become chronic so having said that i\u0027ll move on to the next thing that i think is really important for people to understand there are many processes in the human body that are unconscious and thank god among them are keeping your heart beating circulating your blood breathing respiration these processes are automatic they\u0027re reflexive it has nothing to do with anything we think another process that is exactly like that is the fight flight freeze fawn response when you touch a hot stove you pull it off that\u0027s flight you don\u0027t think about it you don\u0027t consider your options because if you did as a species we would be extinct we need those unconscious reflexes to keep us alive just like beating of your heart but here\u0027s the thing unfortunately for us as we have evolved because we are social species because it is as important and or was i guess at the dawn of our species to be loved and accepted by our tribe as it was to jump 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so severely that i would be in a wheelchair so literally a freshman in college i am told that this is my fate and through finding dr john sarno and through finding mind body medicine and through understanding the complexity of it which now i spend my life teaching i realized i have a normal abnormality just like you had a condition that yes your mother also suffered from and perhaps your grandmother but it had nothing to do with any permanence in your own body beyond your perception of it beyond my perception that oh i have this abnormality it must be the reason for my pain i do the mind body work i came upon things i needed to come upon i unleashed that emotional reservoir and for over twenty years i have never had a day of back pain i had three children i exercise till the day they were born i run i travel i lift anything i want and my mri looks the same i have an abnormality in my spine we all look different on the outside just like we all look different on the inside it has never been the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and bacteria and candido growing and different things going on we all have it and some of these things yes do need to be treated with physical interventions but for many people that\u0027s not the case and it\u0027s interesting too with the symptoms how we talk about you know your brain likely gives you something that you\u0027re going to believe so so many people when they hear my story they\u0027re like is your chronic fatigue syndrome gone and i say well yes but after that i moved into a really challenging phase of my life and for the first time in my life i started really debilitating back pain so yeah the chronic total sense but so my brain was i wasn\u0027t going to believe that because i was past that but now i have back pain so it\u0027s a tough thing it\u0027s like well my nervous system is still there and it\u0027s still working so yes the chronic fatigue is gone but it\u0027s going to keep trying to protect me so it doesn\u0027t mean you don\u0027t have symptoms or anything for the rest of your life it\u0027s just understanding what\u0027s going on and i could get rid of that chronic back pain quite quickly you know through all the tools that i\u0027ve learned but pops up in different ways\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah let\u0027s talk about the symptom imperative because i think that\u0027s really an important thing for people to understand so what you were just saying is the symptom imperative so what that means is one person\u0027s back pain is another person\u0027s fatigue is another person\u0027s migraines is another person\u0027s fibromyalgia is another person\u0027s irritable bowel and on and on and on the symptoms of long covid and i recognize this probably literally a week after hearing about it for the first time and what i had realized has remained true in my working with people over the last several years are just a subset of symptoms that i have been treating for twenty years so brain fog unexplained chest pain exhaustion and fatigue migraine headaches\n\nSPEAKER_00: on and on and on the only one i had not heard of before by the way was the loss of taste and smell which was definitely connected specifically to covid at least as far as i know in the realm of my experience that also through the people that have done my work has completely resolved so no matter what you\u0027re experiencing please know that there is hope having said that all of these symptoms are interchangeable and the reason they\u0027re interchangeable is they come from one source the source is the nervous system dysregulation and the confused protection that the brain and the nervous system have the power to elicit based on these predators if they think that there\u0027s a predator your life from your emotional reservoir overflowing they\u0027re going to send something that slows you down because that is what pain does it slows us down and it protects us because when we\u0027re in pain we soften our demands on ourself we ask for help more readily which is something that is societal societally adaptive we want to be able to ask for help which modern day humans have a lot of trouble doing so all of the things that pain does for us makes the brain and the nervous system go back into equilibrium because wants you to be safe it doesn\u0027t matter to your particular brain whether you\u0027re fatigued can\u0027t get out of the bathroom with a migraine with the shades closed or any number of things as long as you are protected so the reason that the symptom imperative happens is once you learn about this work the jig is up ok so you\u0027re like i see i don\u0027t need a back surgery i need to go into my emotional reservoir and see why these pain signals are firing the first place you start doing the work you\u0027re astounded everyone\u0027s always astounded i cannot believe it i didn\u0027t have back pain today like what\u0027s going on and you get very excited and then there\u0027s all of that joy which is amazing and you keep doing the 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nicole it\u0027s a normal abnormality now you get hit with a crushing migraine and you\u0027re just like obviously migraines have nothing to do with back pain and then the brain and the nervous system have done their job again you believe it you get on a migraine medicine you start changing your diet you\u0027re doing all these physical things which prove to your body more and more that a physical problem requires a physical solution so now you\u0027ve moved away from the mind body stuff and now you\u0027re going to stay in the migraine place and that is just what happens in less you perceive this process like we\u0027re talking right now as a fluid process it will move around your body as soon as you accept that and you know that the work is the work regardless of where it\u0027s showing up that\u0027s when you become chronic pain free that\u0027s when yeah you experience physical symptoms because sometimes we feel things in our hearts and sometimes we feel things in our bodies and they\u0027re literally interchangeable just like the same parts of the brain light up on m r i when someone has a broken heart as when they have a broken leg this is by the way provable science the studies are linked in my book so all of that is true and as soon as you understand it you will never get chronic pain again because chronic pain is an epidemic of fear and meaning and panic that we are not ok and once we understand that we are we just have work to do you can live where you and i live\n\nSPEAKER_01: i finally know how to answer that question that people ask me are you past your chronic fatigue syndrome i\u0027m past chronic symptoms i am past symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: because symptoms are part of life like that would be like if you ever woke up in the morning and you\u0027re like ok i\u0027ve made a decision for the rest of my life i\u0027m not going to be in a bad mood past that right or i\u0027ve made a decision i\u0027m not going to be sad this week sad no no i\u0027m done 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people 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you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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i have a brain seven things queued up essentially i just want you to read the book right now first which i know i can\u0027t do right but so we\u0027ll cover what we can so the first question i would love for you to answer because i think you can do it better than anyone else i\u0027ve come across is it\u0027s such a complexing thing for so many people understandably because i think a lot of us are getting caught up on understanding okay this is how symptoms are created okay they\u0027re meant to alert us to things they\u0027re not just here to make our life miserable all right i\u0027m touching a hot stove i feel pain i know to pull my hand away there\u0027s a you know i can put that together it\u0027s a pretty easy directive situation like okay i get that and then we sort of transition them over to okay now so you have long covid symptoms and this could be because of some childhood trauma that you didn\u0027t process until this point and they\u0027re thinking wait a minute what kind 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know i remember there used to be a cliche like we only understand six percent of the human brain i have no idea what we\u0027re at now in twenty twenty five but it is not one hundred percent so there is no certain reason that this happens but i can certainly conjecture on why the brain and the nervous system choose a place that you will believe for one reason or another to send your pain signals to me it makes a lot of sense because if the whole point is to protect you and if we\u0027re living with this incredible miraculous computer in our heads that is able to in a split second make all these things in our body happen that are meant to happen circulation respiration heartbeat and that need to happen to save our lives jumping out of the way of a trajectory before it hits us in the head and we don\u0027t even realize we\u0027ve moved until after we\u0027ve moved you know these are the incredible mechanisms in the human brain not even to mention adrenaline and cortisol you know how a 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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they\u0027re literally interchangeable just like the same parts of the brain light up on m r i when someone has a broken heart as when they have a broken leg this is by the way provable science the studies are linked in my book so all of that is true and as soon as you understand it you will never get chronic pain again because chronic pain is an epidemic of fear and meaning and panic that we are not ok and once we understand that we are we just have work to do you can live where you and i live\n\nSPEAKER_01: i finally know how to answer that question that people ask me are you past your chronic fatigue syndrome i\u0027m past chronic symptoms i am past symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: because symptoms are part of life like that would be like if you ever woke up in the morning and you\u0027re like ok i\u0027ve made a decision for the rest of my life i\u0027m not going to be in a bad mood past that right or i\u0027ve made a decision i\u0027m not going to be sad this week sad no no i\u0027m done 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that 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you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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they\u0027re literally interchangeable just like the same parts of the brain light up on m r i when someone has a broken heart as when they have a broken leg this is by the way provable science the studies are linked in my book so all of that is true and as soon as you understand it you will never get chronic pain again because chronic pain is an epidemic of fear and meaning and panic that we are not ok and once we understand that we are we just have work to do you can live where you and i live\n\nSPEAKER_01: i finally know how to answer that question that people ask me are you past your chronic fatigue syndrome i\u0027m past chronic symptoms i am past symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: because symptoms are part of life like that would be like if you ever woke up in the morning and you\u0027re like ok i\u0027ve made a decision for the rest of my life i\u0027m not going to be in a bad mood past that right or i\u0027ve made a decision i\u0027m not going to be sad this week sad no no i\u0027m done 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to 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depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have no doubt that there will be tons of people wanting to check that out so thank you for all that you do and thank you for being here today nicole this has been absolutely incredible every word has been pure gold\n\nSPEAKER_00: well it\u0027s been a joy to be here thank you so much for having me and i hope we reach a lot of people and give them hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: i hope so as well and i mentioned dr howard schubner\u0027s interview so i\u0027ll link it here another student of dr john sarno so for people watching if this resonated for you that\u0027s another great one to check out so thank you to everyone watching thank you again nicole and i hope to see you in this next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWas the patient bed-bound or so severely affected such that they could not leave their house?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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much because the stories bring you through the worst of it they bring you through people just falling to their knees and surrender and then their awakenings of how they can incorporate this work into their lives how they did it and then how they\u0027re living like totally free of chronic symptoms so it\u0027s really every story is really beautiful but you just reminded me of suzanne\u0027s in that in that story\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so the story what the example you\u0027re referring to is a client i had early on in my career and when i say early on i mean like the first year the first year that i was a trained therapist i had this client and she had so many symptoms i mean i think she had like twenty different chronic symptoms she had migraines she had stomach issues she had skin issues she had fibromyalgia diagnosed she was she\u0027s diagnosed with multiple chemical sensitivities which is essentially just like everything upsets you you know everything is triggering you she had food intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia 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beginning of the work that she had to do on this topic but all of her symptoms were gone in the moment proving to her that it was never about the gym or the smell or the lacquer on the floor and in that moment that was a huge shift for her because we sat there we sat there for like a half hour and she\u0027s like i have no headache oh my oh my panic is i can\u0027t believe this i can\u0027t believe she was weeping i can\u0027t believe this and i said honey there are reasons that our body responds and like can we honor that and can we not be frightened of it can we partner with our body instead of allowing it to be a predator and she got it and this woman that i am telling you about now i still know her i obviously stopped working with her many years ago she is happily married she is totally free she has no chronic symptoms she had like thirty and she has none and she practices journal speak and she lives with this mindset and she has grandchildren and like this is possible for anyone no matter the level of abuse and trauma\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you\u0027ve mentioned speak and i know you talk about in your book you break down exactly how to do it and you walk people through it and it\u0027s a lot to cover right now but could you just tell us a little bit about this is because i know this is your signature tool that has worked with hundreds thousands of people so what is that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so essentially in the simplest way if we are looking at the emotional reservoir is overflowing and causing us to be in chronic symptoms we need a tool we need a vehicle we need a way to get the reservoir down like how i\u0027m not going to just feel better about the abuse that i felt i\u0027m not just going to feel great about going into work when my boss is like the most stressful person on the planet hello my children are you know complex and caused me so much worry and so much pain and so much heartache i\u0027m not going to put them up for adoption you know i can\u0027t change my 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in diapers two kids in cribs i was very overwhelmed and tired all of that is true i was writing about it and it\u0027s i felt just felt like really like yeah i know this like this is no reason my horrible chronic pain is related to something this simple and something occurred to me and it was a very unwelcome sentiment and i saw it kind of in the corner of my eye and i\u0027m like i don\u0027t want to feel that and that\u0027s the thing the dark things that we don\u0027t want to feel are the things that are overflowing our reservoir and the line the first line of journal speak ever penned came into my consciousness and i was brave enough to write it down and the line was i hate being a mother and it was a really stunning shocking thing to look at on the piece of paper i was like where did that come from but i knew that there even though it didn\u0027t stay true and it wasn\u0027t capital t true there was truth in it and i needed to investigate it and so i started to just write and i 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out it was so unreasonable it was so it was it was it\u0027s transmuted and transmuted and transmuted but i was learning a language that i was learning it so i could teach it to other people and what i honestly came to was was a epiphany that i never would have known which was when i was about ten or eleven years old i made a very small quiet promise to myself i was an only child my parents were really dysfunctional and i made a small quiet promise which was one day i\u0027m going to get out of here and i\u0027m going to have the perfect family and i\u0027m going to have the perfect children i\u0027m going to be the perfect mother and i\u0027m going to heal all the wounds of this childhood now that is an insane notion and something i had no idea that i was thinking i got to that in my journal speak by allowing myself to say all of these unacceptable impolite unreasonable things when i came to this epiphany i was like wait a second that\u0027s why i feel i always almost cry when i tell the story because it\u0027s so powerful to me my children twenty two twenty and seventeen and i have the most amazing relationship with them i never would have had the experience of raising them had i not come to this so young because i didn\u0027t raise them through the lens of my own dysfunction but the that\u0027s that\u0027s an aside but i came to this realization that the reason i felt like such a failure is i wanted parenting my kids to rescue the eleven year old me i wanted subconsciously this experience of being a mother to heal the wounds of my own childhood and have it be done and done neat and clean and that is not the way life works but when i came to it i cried and i help myself in such compassion because that made so much sense and in my story and it\u0027s not everybody\u0027s story after a year of the kind of debilitating back pain that takes you down that makes you fully depressed i could not function i couldn\u0027t take care of my children properly i woke up the next morning and my back pain was eighty percent gone never to return and then i said screw this and i journal spoke about everything in my life about my parents about my relationships about my body about i mean i went ham on everything and within i never talk about watching the clock because it\u0027s a different period of time but within a certain period of time i called dr sarno and i said how can i be of service i am chronic pain free i get it i get it i have to purge i have to get it out it doesn\u0027t stay true i have to forgive myself for thoughts that i would prefer not to have i get it i get it i get it and he said come on in and i started lecturing with him at nyu and that was the beginning of my whole career but i have to say this is a language i teach people how to speak you\u0027re right it\u0027s three chapters of the book it\u0027s simple but it\u0027s not easy but i teach you how to do it and when you master this language and when you can speak it and throw it away journal speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a pollyanna spiritual bypassing like yay i\u0027m psyched that i have chronic pain no but when you start doing this work you understand that pain is but an entry point it is an invitation to the precipice of truths that have been awaiting your acknowledgement and they are there to set you free and when you get that and when you do this work it is astonishing what your life looks like on the other side it\u0027s not just i had pain and i don\u0027t have pain it\u0027s i had pain i don\u0027t have pain and i have a hundred other things that i only wished for because i had been so repressed i had no idea how to properly participate in my own life and now i do and there is nothing more beautiful than watching it happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s going to be a lot of people listening watching that are thinking this all sounds incredible but i think i might be too far gone i think i\u0027ve been sick for too long i want to believe but i don\u0027t fully believe so this probably won\u0027t work if i don\u0027t fully believe so i know you talk about this in your book and i\u0027m pretty sure i know what you\u0027re going to say but i think it\u0027s an important message to put out there so what would you say to these people that think that they\u0027re just they\u0027re a lost cause or they don\u0027t fully have the buy in so this probably isn\u0027t worth pursuing\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would say i\u0027m not looking to change your mind i would say replace your fear with curiosity that\u0027s all i need i don\u0027t need certainty i don\u0027t need buy in curiosity when you can replace your fear with curiosity then you can sit in the space of knowing that maybe you don\u0027t know everything and there\u0027s nothing more amazing to me personally when i realize i don\u0027t know everything because if i don\u0027t know everything then anything is possible i have so i would say to that person i have i have worked with people who are in their seventies and eighties that for the first time in their lives are free of chronic pain i have worked with people that have had three or four surgeries that have all sorts of screws and rods in their body that they that and they\u0027re still in pain that do this work and are pain free it is possible for anyone i have seen the most serious cases resolve completely and many of them are told in my book and many many of them are interviewed on my podcast the cure for chronic pain so marinate in the success stories come and be in community that\u0027s another thing it is very very hard to do this alone i have to say like when when we built your breakaway and we started making it this hub for people to come and interact and have community it was a game changer for a lot of people because i don\u0027t work anymore in private practice a lot of people ask me that i feel like i should say it straight up i don\u0027t take private clients but i do have a community called heal with nicole where i work directly with them we do zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to so many things so if we\u0027re not using your term it doesn\u0027t mean that this does not apply to you it can be plots it can be ibs it can be chronic fatigue syndrome it can be long covid it can be a myriad of things that this can apply to\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and that\u0027s and that\u0027s one of the reasons why i put so many stories in the book because you\u0027ll see i mean i know you you\u0027ve read it twice so you know but people will see that when you read the stories the stories are all those things i actually think every single thing you just listed are in at least one of the stories in addition to many more and so and like there could be a bizarre symptom anything that you consider chronic that\u0027s keeping you from your full life you never know it very well might be actually in the book specifically so never count yourself out and the last thing i\u0027ll say is we have to call it chronic pain because there are so many people in it but we both know this is the human condition there is no one on the planet that is immune to the dance between your brain your nervous system and your body so some people identify as having chronic something but some people just have a lack of joy for life they feel like it\u0027s all supposed to be more beautiful than this they just they just don\u0027t have a spark that is also completely turned around by doing this work because you\u0027re spending so much energy that you don\u0027t realize repressing these natural human emotions that when you can let them out and when you can dance with them and when you can see them in a different light all of a sudden you have more energy you have more joy you kind of want to do new things you\u0027re less afraid you find love you\u0027re less you\u0027re less walled off like so it\u0027s truly for everyone\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i love that you brought up the psychological symptoms that my mind blew wide open when i read dr howard schubner\u0027s book unlearn your anxiety and depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have no doubt that there will be tons of people wanting to check that out so thank you for all that you do and thank you for being here today nicole this has been absolutely incredible every word has been pure gold\n\nSPEAKER_00: well it\u0027s been a joy to be here thank you so much for having me and i hope we reach a lot of people and give them hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: i hope so as well and i mentioned dr howard schubner\u0027s interview so i\u0027ll link it here another student of dr john sarno so for people watching if this resonated for you that\u0027s another great one to check out so thank you to everyone watching thank you again nicole and i hope to see you in this next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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The discussion primarily centers around psychological techniques such as \u0027journal speak,\u0027 nervous system regulation, and inspiration from the work of Dr. John Sarno, which focus on mind-body approaches rather than specific CAM modalities as defined by NCCIH.\n\nEvidence from the transcript:\n- The speaker says: \"i have to say this is a language i teach people how to speak...it\u0027s simple but it\u0027s not easy but i teach you how to do it and when you master this language and when you can speak it and throw it away journal speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\".\n- \"...i used to lecture at nyu with dr sarno that was everyone\u0027s number one question...\"\n\nThese approaches are more aligned with psychological and emotional therapies or mind-body interventions. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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in diapers two kids in cribs i was very overwhelmed and tired all of that is true i was writing about it and it\u0027s i felt just felt like really like yeah i know this like this is no reason my horrible chronic pain is related to something this simple and something occurred to me and it was a very unwelcome sentiment and i saw it kind of in the corner of my eye and i\u0027m like i don\u0027t want to feel that and that\u0027s the thing the dark things that we don\u0027t want to feel are the things that are overflowing our reservoir and the line the first line of journal speak ever penned came into my consciousness and i was brave enough to write it down and the line was i hate being a mother and it was a really stunning shocking thing to look at on the piece of paper i was like where did that come from but i knew that there even though it didn\u0027t stay true and it wasn\u0027t capital t true there was truth in it and i needed to investigate it and so i started to just write and i 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intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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out it was so unreasonable it was so it was it was it\u0027s transmuted and transmuted and transmuted but i was learning a language that i was learning it so i could teach it to other people and what i honestly came to was was a epiphany that i never would have known which was when i was about ten or eleven years old i made a very small quiet promise to myself i was an only child my parents were really dysfunctional and i made a small quiet promise which was one day i\u0027m going to get out of here and i\u0027m going to have the perfect family and i\u0027m going to have the perfect children i\u0027m going to be the perfect mother and i\u0027m going to heal all the wounds of this childhood now that is an insane notion and something i had no idea that i was thinking i got to that in my journal speak by allowing myself to say all of these unacceptable impolite unreasonable things when i came to this epiphany i was like wait a second that\u0027s why i feel i always almost cry when i tell 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zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to so many things so if we\u0027re not using your term it doesn\u0027t mean that this does not apply to you it can be plots it can be ibs it can be chronic fatigue syndrome it can be long covid it can be a myriad of things that this can apply to\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and that\u0027s and that\u0027s one of the reasons why i put so many stories in the book because you\u0027ll see i mean i know you you\u0027ve read it twice so you know but people will see that when you read the stories the stories are all those things i actually think every single thing you just listed are in at least one of the stories in addition to many more and so and like there could be a bizarre symptom anything that you consider chronic that\u0027s keeping you from your full life you never know it very well might be actually in the book specifically so never count yourself out and the last thing i\u0027ll say is we have to call it chronic pain because there are so many people in it but we both know this is the human 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approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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much because the stories bring you through the worst of it they bring you through people just falling to their knees and surrender and then their awakenings of how they can incorporate this work into their lives how they did it and then how they\u0027re living like totally free of chronic symptoms so it\u0027s really every story is really beautiful but you just reminded me of suzanne\u0027s in that in that story\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so the story what the example you\u0027re referring to is a client i had early on in my career and when i say early on i mean like the first year the first year that i was a trained therapist i had this client and she had so many symptoms i mean i think she had like twenty different chronic symptoms she had migraines she had stomach issues she had skin issues she had fibromyalgia diagnosed she was she\u0027s diagnosed with multiple chemical sensitivities which is essentially just like everything upsets you you know everything is triggering you she had food intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia because sometimes i feel the nerve pain but i just have to admit like sometimes i don\u0027t you know i go through days where i don\u0027t and then like i have a really stressful moment and i\u0027m covered in it so maybe this one\u0027s my body like you can hold this one and i said because i said i\u0027m willing to hold as many as you\u0027re willing to give me because i have total confidence that all of these things are coming from the same place and when you are able to accept that and we are able to do the work to lower your reservoir you\u0027re not going to feel any of them anymore but i know that some of them you need to keep close because you\u0027re you won\u0027t feel safe saying that this one is also mind body and so we had this back and forth where she would hand me cards and i said i will give them back anytime you want i have a joke in my practice or i did i mean i don\u0027t have a private practice anymore but i have a joke i have a joke that my work comes with a one 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beginning of the work that she had to do on this topic but all of her symptoms were gone in the moment proving to her that it was never about the gym or the smell or the lacquer on the floor and in that moment that was a huge shift for her because we sat there we sat there for like a half hour and she\u0027s like i have no headache oh my oh my panic is i can\u0027t believe this i can\u0027t believe she was weeping i can\u0027t believe this and i said honey there are reasons that our body responds and like can we honor that and can we not be frightened of it can we partner with our body instead of allowing it to be a predator and she got it and this woman that i am telling you about now i still know her i obviously stopped working with her many years ago she is happily married she is totally free she has no chronic symptoms she had like thirty and she has none and she practices journal speak and she lives with this mindset and she has grandchildren and like this is possible for anyone 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out it was so unreasonable it was so it was it was it\u0027s transmuted and transmuted and transmuted but i was learning a language that i was learning it so i could teach it to other people and what i honestly came to was was a epiphany that i never would have known which was when i was about ten or eleven years old i made a very small quiet promise to myself i was an only child my parents were really dysfunctional and i made a small quiet promise which was one day i\u0027m going to get out of here and i\u0027m going to have the perfect family and i\u0027m going to have the perfect children i\u0027m going to be the perfect mother and i\u0027m going to heal all the wounds of this childhood now that is an insane notion and something i had no idea that i was thinking i got to that in my journal speak by allowing myself to say all of these unacceptable impolite unreasonable things when i came to this epiphany i was like wait a second that\u0027s why i feel i always almost cry when i tell 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia 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speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia 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the story because it\u0027s so powerful to me my children twenty two twenty and seventeen and i have the most amazing relationship with them i never would have had the experience of raising them had i not come to this so young because i didn\u0027t raise them through the lens of my own dysfunction but the that\u0027s that\u0027s an aside but i came to this realization that the reason i felt like such a failure is i wanted parenting my kids to rescue the eleven year old me i wanted subconsciously this experience of being a mother to heal the wounds of my own childhood and have it be done and done neat and clean and that is not the way life works but when i came to it i cried and i help myself in such compassion because that made so much sense and in my story and it\u0027s not everybody\u0027s story after a year of the kind of debilitating back pain that takes you down that makes you fully depressed i could not function i couldn\u0027t take care of my children properly i woke up the next 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speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia 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in diapers two kids in cribs i was very overwhelmed and tired all of that is true i was writing about it and it\u0027s i felt just felt like really like yeah i know this like this is no reason my horrible chronic pain is related to something this simple and something occurred to me and it was a very unwelcome sentiment and i saw it kind of in the corner of my eye and i\u0027m like i don\u0027t want to feel that and that\u0027s the thing the dark things that we don\u0027t want to feel are the things that are overflowing our reservoir and the line the first line of journal speak ever penned came into my consciousness and i was brave enough to write it down and the line was i hate being a mother and it was a really stunning shocking thing to look at on the piece of paper i was like where did that come from but i knew that there even though it didn\u0027t stay true and it wasn\u0027t capital t true there was truth in it and i needed to investigate it and so i started to just write and i 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the story because it\u0027s so powerful to me my children twenty two twenty and seventeen and i have the most amazing relationship with them i never would have had the experience of raising them had i not come to this so young because i didn\u0027t raise them through the lens of my own dysfunction but the that\u0027s that\u0027s an aside but i came to this realization that the reason i felt like such a failure is i wanted parenting my kids to rescue the eleven year old me i wanted subconsciously this experience of being a mother to heal the wounds of my own childhood and have it be done and done neat and clean and that is not the way life works but when i came to it i cried and i help myself in such compassion because that made so much sense and in my story and it\u0027s not everybody\u0027s story after a year of the kind of debilitating back pain that takes you down that makes you fully depressed i could not function i couldn\u0027t take care of my children properly i woke up the next morning and my back pain was eighty percent gone never to return and then i said screw this and i journal spoke about everything in my life about my parents about my relationships about my body about i mean i went ham on everything and within i never talk about watching the clock because it\u0027s a different period of time but within a certain period of time i called dr sarno and i said how can i be of service i am chronic pain free i get it i get it i have to purge i have to get it out it doesn\u0027t stay true i have to forgive myself for thoughts that i would prefer not to have i get it i get it i get it and he said come on in and i started lecturing with him at nyu and that was the beginning of my whole career but i have to say this is a language i teach people how to speak you\u0027re right it\u0027s three chapters of the book it\u0027s simple but it\u0027s not easy but i teach you how to do it and when you master this language and when you can speak it and throw it away journal speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to 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depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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much because the stories bring you through the worst of it they bring you through people just falling to their knees and surrender and then their awakenings of how they can incorporate this work into their lives how they did it and then how they\u0027re living like totally free of chronic symptoms so it\u0027s really every story is really beautiful but you just reminded me of suzanne\u0027s in that in that story\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so the story what the example you\u0027re referring to is a client i had early on in my career and when i say early on i mean like the first year the first year that i was a trained therapist i had this client and she had so many symptoms i mean i think she had like twenty different chronic symptoms she had migraines she had stomach issues she had skin issues she had fibromyalgia diagnosed she was she\u0027s diagnosed with multiple chemical sensitivities which is essentially just like everything upsets you you know everything is triggering you she had food intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia because sometimes i feel the nerve pain but i just have to admit like sometimes i don\u0027t you know i go through days where i don\u0027t and then like i have a really stressful moment and i\u0027m covered in it so maybe this one\u0027s my body like you can hold this one and i said because i said i\u0027m willing to hold as many as you\u0027re willing to give me because i have total confidence that all of these things are coming from the same place and when you are able to accept that and we are able to do the work to lower your reservoir you\u0027re not going to feel any of them anymore but i know that some of them you need to keep close because you\u0027re you won\u0027t feel safe saying that this one is also mind body and so we had this back and forth where she would hand me cards and i said i will give them back anytime you want i have a joke in my practice or i did i mean i don\u0027t have a private practice anymore but i have a joke i have a joke that my work comes with a one hundred percent misery back guarantee anytime you want you can come back to the exact life you\u0027re living now with all of your exact medications and treatments and elimination diets and you know living with no chemicals in your house like i got it but like i\u0027m so confident that i\u0027m happy to i\u0027m i will hold your fear for you i will hold it lovingly for you while as you\u0027re ready so she would hand me things and she would take them back and this is one story i never told in the book because there\u0027s only so much you can tell in one book it\u0027s like endless stories she had multiple chemical sensitivity and she was terrified of the gym did i tell the story in the book i don\u0027t think i did of the gymnasium in her school she was a kindergarten teacher and so okay so she would the gym anyone who\u0027s been to like a school gym it\u0027s it\u0027s there\u0027s a lot of lacquer on the floor it\u0027s it\u0027s like a chemical smell oftentimes going into a 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beginning of the work that she had to do on this topic but all of her symptoms were gone in the moment proving to her that it was never about the gym or the smell or the lacquer on the floor and in that moment that was a huge shift for her because we sat there we sat there for like a half hour and she\u0027s like i have no headache oh my oh my panic is i can\u0027t believe this i can\u0027t believe she was weeping i can\u0027t believe this and i said honey there are reasons that our body responds and like can we honor that and can we not be frightened of it can we partner with our body instead of allowing it to be a predator and she got it and this woman that i am telling you about now i still know her i obviously stopped working with her many years ago she is happily married she is totally free she has no chronic symptoms she had like thirty and she has none and she practices journal speak and she lives with this mindset and she has grandchildren and like this is possible for anyone 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morning and my back pain was eighty percent gone never to return and then i said screw this and i journal spoke about everything in my life about my parents about my relationships about my body about i mean i went ham on everything and within i never talk about watching the clock because it\u0027s a different period of time but within a certain period of time i called dr sarno and i said how can i be of service i am chronic pain free i get it i get it i have to purge i have to get it out it doesn\u0027t stay true i have to forgive myself for thoughts that i would prefer not to have i get it i get it i get it and he said come on in and i started lecturing with him at nyu and that was the beginning of my whole career but i have to say this is a language i teach people how to speak you\u0027re right it\u0027s three chapters of the book it\u0027s simple but it\u0027s not easy but i teach you how to do it and when you master this language and when you can speak it and throw it away journal speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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for the first time in their lives are free of chronic pain i have worked with people that have had three or four surgeries that have all sorts of screws and rods in their body that they that and they\u0027re still in pain that do this work and are pain free it is possible for anyone i have seen the most serious cases resolve completely and many of them are told in my book and many many of them are interviewed on my podcast the cure for chronic pain so marinate in the success stories come and be in community that\u0027s another thing it is very very hard to do this alone i have to say like when when we built your breakaway and we started making it this hub for people to come and interact and have community it was a game changer for a lot of people because i don\u0027t work anymore in private practice a lot of people ask me that i feel like i should say it straight up i don\u0027t take private clients but i do have a community called heal with nicole where i work directly with them we do zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to 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approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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much because the stories bring you through the worst of it they bring you through people just falling to their knees and surrender and then their awakenings of how they can incorporate this work into their lives how they did it and then how they\u0027re living like totally free of chronic symptoms so it\u0027s really every story is really beautiful but you just reminded me of suzanne\u0027s in that in that story\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so the story what the example you\u0027re referring to is a client i had early on in my career and when i say early on i mean like the first year the first year that i was a trained therapist i had this client and she had so many symptoms i mean i think she had like twenty different chronic symptoms she had migraines she had stomach issues she had skin issues she had fibromyalgia diagnosed she was she\u0027s diagnosed with multiple chemical sensitivities which is essentially just like everything upsets you you know everything is triggering you she had food intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have 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in diapers two kids in cribs i was very overwhelmed and tired all of that is true i was writing about it and it\u0027s i felt just felt like really like yeah i know this like this is no reason my horrible chronic pain is related to something this simple and something occurred to me and it was a very unwelcome sentiment and i saw it kind of in the corner of my eye and i\u0027m like i don\u0027t want to feel that and that\u0027s the thing the dark things that we don\u0027t want to feel are the things that are overflowing our reservoir and the line the first line of journal speak ever penned came into my consciousness and i was brave enough to write it down and the line was i hate being a mother and it was a really stunning shocking thing to look at on the piece of paper i was like where did that come from but i knew that there even though it didn\u0027t stay true and it wasn\u0027t capital t true there was truth in it and i needed to investigate it and so i started to just write and i 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out it was so unreasonable it was so it was it was it\u0027s transmuted and transmuted and transmuted but i was learning a language that i was learning it so i could teach it to other people and what i honestly came to was was a epiphany that i never would have known which was when i was about ten or eleven years old i made a very small quiet promise to myself i was an only child my parents were really dysfunctional and i made a small quiet promise which was one day i\u0027m going to get out of here and i\u0027m going to have the perfect family and i\u0027m going to have the perfect children i\u0027m going to be the perfect mother and i\u0027m going to heal all the wounds of this childhood now that is an insane notion and something i had no idea that i was thinking i got to that in my journal speak by allowing myself to say all of these unacceptable impolite unreasonable things when i came to this epiphany i was like wait a second that\u0027s why i feel i always almost cry when i tell the story because it\u0027s so powerful to me my children twenty two twenty and seventeen and i have the most amazing relationship with them i never would have had the experience of raising them had i not come to this so young because i didn\u0027t raise them through the lens of my own dysfunction but the that\u0027s that\u0027s an aside but i came to this realization that the reason i felt like such a failure is i wanted parenting my kids to rescue the eleven year old me i wanted subconsciously this experience of being a mother to heal the wounds of my own childhood and have it be done and done neat and clean and that is not the way life works but when i came to it i cried and i help myself in such compassion because that made so much sense and in my story and it\u0027s not everybody\u0027s story after a year of the kind of debilitating back pain that takes you down that makes you fully depressed i could not function i couldn\u0027t take care of my children properly i woke up the next morning and my back pain was eighty percent gone never to return and then i said screw this and i journal spoke about everything in my life about my parents about my relationships about my body about i mean i went ham on everything and within i never talk about watching the clock because it\u0027s a different period of time but within a certain period of time i called dr sarno and i said how can i be of service i am chronic pain free i get it i get it i have to purge i have to get it out it doesn\u0027t stay true i have to forgive myself for thoughts that i would prefer not to have i get it i get it i get it and he said come on in and i started lecturing with him at nyu and that was the beginning of my whole career but i have to say this is a language i teach people how to speak you\u0027re right it\u0027s three chapters of the book it\u0027s simple but it\u0027s not easy but i teach you how to do it and when you master this language and when you can speak it and throw it away journal speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a pollyanna spiritual bypassing like yay i\u0027m psyched that i have chronic pain no but when you start doing this work you understand that pain is but an entry point it is an invitation to the precipice of truths that have been awaiting your acknowledgement and they are there to set you free and when you get that and when you do this work it is astonishing what your life looks like on the other side it\u0027s not just i had pain and i don\u0027t have pain it\u0027s i had pain i don\u0027t have pain and i have a hundred other things that i only wished for because i had been so repressed i had no idea how to properly participate in my own life and now i do and there is nothing more beautiful than watching it happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s going to be a lot of people listening watching that are thinking this all sounds incredible but i think i might be too far gone i think i\u0027ve been sick for too long i want to believe but i don\u0027t fully believe so this probably won\u0027t work if i don\u0027t fully believe so i know you talk about this in your book and i\u0027m pretty sure i know what you\u0027re going to say but i think it\u0027s an important message to put out there so what would you say to these people that think that they\u0027re just they\u0027re a lost cause or they don\u0027t fully have the buy in so this probably isn\u0027t worth pursuing\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would say i\u0027m not looking to change your mind i would say replace your fear with curiosity that\u0027s all i need i don\u0027t need certainty i don\u0027t need buy in curiosity when you can replace your fear with curiosity then you can sit in the space of knowing that maybe you don\u0027t know everything and there\u0027s nothing more amazing to me personally when i realize i don\u0027t know everything because if i don\u0027t know everything then anything is possible i have so i would say to that person i have i have worked with people who are in their seventies and eighties that for the first time in their lives are free of chronic pain i have worked with people that have had three or four surgeries that have all sorts of screws and rods in their body that they that and they\u0027re still in pain that do this work and are pain free it is possible for anyone i have seen the most serious cases resolve completely and many of them are told in my book and many many of them are interviewed on my podcast the cure for chronic pain so marinate in the success stories come and be in community that\u0027s another thing it is very very hard to do this alone i have to say like when when we built your breakaway and we started making it this hub for people to come and interact and have community it was a game changer for a lot of people because i don\u0027t work anymore in private practice a lot of people ask me that i feel like i should say it straight up i don\u0027t take private clients but i do have a community called heal with nicole where i work directly with them we do zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to so many things so if we\u0027re not using your term it doesn\u0027t mean that this does not apply to you it can be plots it can be ibs it can be chronic fatigue syndrome it can be long covid it can be a myriad of things that this can apply to\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and that\u0027s and that\u0027s one of the reasons why i put so many stories in the book because you\u0027ll see i mean i know you you\u0027ve read it twice so you know but people will see that when you read the stories the stories are all those things i actually think every single thing you just listed are in at least one of the stories in addition to many more and so and like there could be a bizarre symptom anything that you consider chronic that\u0027s keeping you from your full life you never know it very well might be actually in the book specifically so never count yourself out and the last thing i\u0027ll say is we have to call it chronic pain because there are so many people in it but we both know this is the human 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depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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talked about in mind your body with index cards and helping people with those diagnoses so could you tell us a little bit about that because i think that\u0027s absolutely brilliant\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first thing i want to say is did you not love suzanne\u0027s story in the book that\u0027s her exact story with the chronic mold and the and the i think it was chronic mold and fibromyalgia were her like two diagnoses that she was or ad no chronic lyme and chronic lyme yes and she was like relieved because she was like this finally there\u0027s a reason and then she\u0027s like yeah and then when like the reason is there\u0027s nothing you could do about it it doesn\u0027t feel so much like a celebration i want to tell people that in terms of inspiration inspiration is so important in this work i know this is why you\u0027re doing this whole podcast and it\u0027s like the end of every chapter in this book is someone else\u0027s story in their own words and it just helps humanize this so much because the stories bring you through the worst of it they bring you through people just falling to their knees and surrender and then their awakenings of how they can incorporate this work into their lives how they did it and then how they\u0027re living like totally free of chronic symptoms so it\u0027s really every story is really beautiful but you just reminded me of suzanne\u0027s in that in that story\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so the story what the example you\u0027re referring to is a client i had early on in my career and when i say early on i mean like the first year the first year that i was a trained therapist i had this client and she had so many symptoms i mean i think she had like twenty different chronic symptoms she had migraines she had stomach issues she had skin issues she had fibromyalgia diagnosed she was she\u0027s diagnosed with multiple chemical sensitivities which is essentially just like everything upsets you you know everything is triggering you she had food intolerance anyway the list went on and she was so terrified of her symptoms and i said honey i\u0027m here to tell you that they\u0027re all coming from the same place this nervous system dysregulation but i understand how confusing that is because they\u0027re so different physically you know how could my stomach be my head how could my head be my shoulder how could my shoulder be my knee you know like it\u0027s very hard so i said let\u0027s take a moment and take out we got index cards and i said write each of your symptoms on a different index card and she was just like okay so we got them all in front of us just like big family of symptoms and so we\u0027re like okay we\u0027re looking at them together i said i know some of these are more scary than others to you so\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you could hand the ones to me and allow me to care for them that you feel like you could give up today and so she was looking at them and she was just like okay i i can give you the fibromyalgia because sometimes i feel the nerve pain but i just have to admit like sometimes i don\u0027t you know i go through days where i don\u0027t and then like i have a really stressful moment and i\u0027m covered in it so maybe this one\u0027s my body like you can hold this one and i said because i said i\u0027m willing to hold as many as you\u0027re willing to give me because i have total confidence that all of these things are coming from the same place and when you are able to accept that and we are able to do the work to lower your reservoir you\u0027re not going to feel any of them anymore but i know that some of them you need to keep close because you\u0027re you won\u0027t feel safe saying that this one is also mind body and so we had this back and forth where she would hand me cards and i said i will give them back anytime you want i have a joke in my practice or i did i mean i don\u0027t have a private practice anymore but i have a joke i have a joke that my work comes with a one hundred percent misery back guarantee anytime you want you can come back to the exact life you\u0027re living now with all of your exact medications and treatments and elimination diets and you know living with no chemicals in your house like i got it but like i\u0027m so confident that i\u0027m happy to i\u0027m i will hold your fear for you i will hold it lovingly for you while as you\u0027re ready so she would hand me things and she would take them back and this is one story i never told in the book because there\u0027s only so much you can tell in one book it\u0027s like endless stories she had multiple chemical sensitivity and she was terrified of the gym did i tell the story in the book i don\u0027t think i did of the gymnasium in her school she was a kindergarten teacher and so okay so she would the gym anyone who\u0027s been to like a school gym it\u0027s it\u0027s there\u0027s a lot of lacquer on the floor it\u0027s it\u0027s like a chemical smell oftentimes going into a gymnasium because the floor is so treated with like this thick lacquer and so she said that she would have her teacher\u0027s assistant walk the kids down the hall to the gym she didn\u0027t go to the gym and so like i said this is early on in my career where i had nothing but time and i so we did one of the sessions at her school and i was like we\u0027re going to go and we\u0027re going to go to the gym and she was just like no no i can\u0027t do that and i\u0027m like i\u0027m with you she said i\u0027m going to have a panic attack i said then i will sit with you and we will have it together i said you are not alone we\u0027re going to go walk to the gym so we walked she agreed she agreed she trusted me and we walked to the gym we walked right in the middle of the gym and we sat down in the center of the gym and she was really panicked and she was starting to feel really symptomatic and really nervous and i just held her hands and i said tell me what\u0027s going on and she in that 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beginning of the work that she had to do on this topic but all of her symptoms were gone in the moment proving to her that it was never about the gym or the smell or the lacquer on the floor and in that moment that was a huge shift for her because we sat there we sat there for like a half hour and she\u0027s like i have no headache oh my oh my panic is i can\u0027t believe this i can\u0027t believe she was weeping i can\u0027t believe this and i said honey there are reasons that our body responds and like can we honor that and can we not be frightened of it can we partner with our body instead of allowing it to be a predator and she got it and this woman that i am telling you about now i still know her i obviously stopped working with her many years ago she is happily married she is totally free she has no chronic symptoms she had like thirty and she has none and she practices journal speak and she lives with this mindset and she has grandchildren and like this is possible for anyone 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah actually feels that she is completely the opposite you are going to absolutely love her she is amazing and i\u0027m so excited for you to hear her story sarah so excited to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for sure nice to see you raylan thank you so much for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: you have had an incredible journey and i cannot wait to hear all about it so take us back how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m actually somebody who had chronic fatigue even as a child so i would like fall asleep in class and all throughout my childhood and even in college i remember trying to stand up in the back of class just to stay awake or drinking tons of coffee but my like acute onset of chronic fatigue and chronic pain was probably five or six years ago after i stood up to my mother for the first time ever and then like a week or two later i got shingles and after that i got all these symptoms of like tons of pain on just the right side of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah actually feels that she is completely the opposite you are going to absolutely love her she is amazing and i\u0027m so excited for you to hear her story sarah so excited to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for sure nice to see you raylan thank you so much for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: you have had an incredible journey and i cannot wait to hear all about it so take us back how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m actually somebody who had chronic fatigue even as a child so i would like fall asleep in class and all throughout my childhood and even in college i remember trying to stand up in the back of class just to stay awake or drinking tons of coffee but my like acute onset of chronic fatigue and chronic pain was probably five or six years ago after i stood up to my mother for the first time ever and then like a week or two later i got shingles and after that i got all these symptoms of like tons of pain on just the right side of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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like i would talk about it to them in the beginning but then honestly i stopped talking about it because it just didn\u0027t seem to go anywhere and their reaction was more like well have you took this action or that one and i already was trying my hardest and taking as many actions as i could so it made me feel worse so i stopped talking about it and just isolated for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found that it seems like people want good news and i always want to give them good news so i found myself in a place of saying yeah yeah i think i\u0027m getting better this is working and it just been a year would pass and i changed the same kind of yes responses like then you just kind of stop\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly same thing\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when the doctors were giving you much did you end up on the same path as so many other of us where you just start googling and like trying to figure out what to do on your own\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it was like i had a 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sheets that you can print out and write like what you\u0027re doing in a day hour by hour that was helpful to me because i started to see that like the little bit of energy i had in a day wasn\u0027t always was sometimes being wasted or like i was doing things that wasn\u0027t exactly directly going after my recovery and healing so changing some of those things around like eliminating think eliminating things that weren\u0027t totally necessary that was helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i can link that in the video description if people want to take a look it\u0027s just essentially a system for figuring out how much usable energy you actually have in a day and then taking a look at where that\u0027s going and then seeing okay how much of this is going towards things that are actually helping me recover maybe identifying some of those\n\nSPEAKER_01: energy vampires too now i do something and this is like a down a little some people like old school paper you can write things down i these days 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it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do this with children it\u0027s hard enough without but lots of parents do it i\u0027m sure it\u0027s not easy but doable all right sarah i am so happy for you i\u0027m so glad we met you have such an incredible energy you just are very humble and just seem like a very kind and good person and i\u0027m just where you\u0027ve had to go through all this but it\u0027s amazing to see where you are now and i so grateful that you took the time to do this today and share your story because i know it\u0027s going to mean a lot to a lot of people out there so thank you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely thank you so much for giving me the opportunity just want to reach out to people and let you know you can you can recover too there\u0027s definitely hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: watching if you\u0027re interested in the breath work coaching sarah does that of course will be linked in the video description so definitely expand that description and take a look at what we\u0027ve got like there for her because she\u0027s clearly an amazing person who will have a sense of what you\u0027re going through and has a lot of insight and things to offer and i also want to send a quick shout out to our channel member patty hansen thank you patty for joining and supporting the channel becoming a channel member it helps to continue to make all these interviews possible and keep this channel going long term and keep supporting our community and thank you to all of you watching as well always looking forward to your comments always sending big massive hugs to you i hope you are finding what you need i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got tons out of it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones that i\u0027ll link up here that i think you might like\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah actually feels that she is completely the opposite you are going to absolutely love her she is amazing and i\u0027m so excited for you to hear her story sarah so excited to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for sure nice to see you raylan thank you so much for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: you have had an incredible journey and i cannot wait to hear all about it so take us back how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m actually somebody who had chronic fatigue even as a child so i would like fall asleep in class and all throughout my childhood and even in college i remember trying to stand up in the back of class just to stay awake or drinking tons of coffee but my like acute onset of chronic fatigue and chronic pain was probably five or six years ago after i stood up to my mother for the first time ever and then like a week or two later i got shingles and after that i got all these symptoms of like tons of pain on just the right side of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the doctors had thing had maybe some theories but you hadn\u0027t been diagnosed with anything there was no treatment plan given to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah like the chiari was a potential thing but then that totally fell flat where it didn\u0027t seem like it was really the answer my primary care diagnosed me with svt super ventricular tachycardia because my heart started like racing at times i could wake up out of sleep and have a racing heartbeat but she said it wasn\u0027t dangerous and like it wasn\u0027t like i could take a pill and then be better and have all my symptoms go away or anything so i started to wonder like am i dying i was just having these crazy thoughts like should i get my affairs in order like i just i didn\u0027t know what to think and no they didn\u0027t have any answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did your family or friends and people around you what were they thinking or how did they react to all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think they didn\u0027t know what to do either like i would talk about it to them in the beginning but then honestly i stopped talking about it because it just didn\u0027t seem to go anywhere and their reaction was more like well have you took this action or that one and i already was trying my hardest and taking as many actions as i could so it made me feel worse so i stopped talking about it and just isolated for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found that it seems like people want good news and i always want to give them good news so i found myself in a place of saying yeah yeah i think i\u0027m getting better this is working and it just been a year would pass and i changed the same kind of yes responses like then you just kind of stop\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly same thing\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when the doctors were giving you much did you end up on the same path as so many other of us where you just start googling and like trying to figure out what to do on your own\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it was like i had a 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sheets that you can print out and write like what you\u0027re doing in a day hour by hour that was helpful to me because i started to see that like the little bit of energy i had in a day wasn\u0027t always was sometimes being wasted or like i was doing things that wasn\u0027t exactly directly going after my recovery and healing so changing some of those things around like eliminating think eliminating things that weren\u0027t totally necessary that was helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i can link that in the video description if people want to take a look it\u0027s just essentially a system for figuring out how much usable energy you actually have in a day and then taking a look at where that\u0027s going and then seeing okay how much of this is going towards things that are actually helping me recover maybe identifying some of those\n\nSPEAKER_01: energy vampires too now i do something and this is like a down a little some people like old school paper you can write things down i these days i do similar things with with a blank google calendar but i think it can be really helpful you don\u0027t have to do it every week doesn\u0027t have to become this big chore but even just for one week can give you a snapshot of what your days look like i find i still find it really helpful to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that was super helpful because one of my approaches earlier on was just lay around like get as much rest as possible and then once that wasn\u0027t working i was like okay push myself really hard but then i would crash so like for example i would go volunteer on my daughter\u0027s horse farm for like two hours maybe and then i\u0027d be done for the entire day so that was an example of something from those worksheets that i was like okay let\u0027s just cut that out for now and choose maybe a walk in the sunshine early in the morning to like try to help my circadian rhythm or whatever some of these basic things are for directly for recovery you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah 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both anxiety and panic attacks as well as even self hate because those are things that i have struggled with and so coming to a place of being able to love yourself you know is amazing so as hope to others like if you are struggling with those things you really can get better we can work on the physical stuff for sure you know like chronic fatigue and pain but also that emotional stuff can be really healing so there are you know of course many ways to go after that to me i used the e should judge system and then currently the soma breath has been absolutely revolutionary so i just can\u0027t help but like i don\u0027t want to be selling it or like pushing it but i just can\u0027t help but like hope that if you\u0027re struggling hey why not try breathwork of any variety it doesn\u0027t have to be mine or you know what i mean but yeah i just i want to extend that to people that there just really is hope like i didn\u0027t think i would get better and i did and you can too\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do this with children it\u0027s hard enough without but lots of parents do it i\u0027m sure it\u0027s not easy but doable all right sarah i am so happy for you i\u0027m so glad we met you have such an incredible energy you just are very humble and just seem like a very kind and good person and i\u0027m just where you\u0027ve had to go through all this but it\u0027s amazing to see where you are now and i so grateful that you took the time to do this today and share your story because i know it\u0027s going to mean a lot to a lot of people out there so thank you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely thank you so much for giving me the opportunity just want to reach out to people and let you know you can you can recover too there\u0027s definitely hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: watching if you\u0027re interested in the breath work coaching sarah does that of course will be linked in the video description so definitely expand that description and take a look at what we\u0027ve got like there for her because 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of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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sheets that you can print out and write like what you\u0027re doing in a day hour by hour that was helpful to me because i started to see that like the little bit of energy i had in a day wasn\u0027t always was sometimes being wasted or like i was doing things that wasn\u0027t exactly directly going after my recovery and healing so changing some of those things around like eliminating think eliminating things that weren\u0027t totally necessary that was helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i can link that in the video description if people want to take a look it\u0027s just essentially a system for figuring out how much usable energy you actually have in a day and then taking a look at where that\u0027s going and then seeing okay how much of this is going towards things that are actually helping me recover maybe identifying some of those\n\nSPEAKER_01: energy vampires too now i do something and this is like a down a little some people like old school paper you can write things down i these days 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i 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it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do 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actually feels that she is completely the opposite you are going to absolutely love her she is amazing and i\u0027m so excited for you to hear her story sarah so excited to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for sure nice to see you raylan thank you so much for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: you have had an incredible journey and i cannot wait to hear all about it so take us back how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m actually somebody who had chronic fatigue even as a child so i would like fall asleep in class and all throughout my childhood and even in college i remember trying to stand up in the back of class just to stay awake or drinking tons of coffee but my like acute onset of chronic fatigue and chronic pain was probably five or six years ago after i stood up to my mother for the first time ever and then like a week or two later i got shingles and after that i got all these symptoms of like tons of pain on just the right side of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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sheets that you can print out and write like what you\u0027re doing in a day hour by hour that was helpful to me because i started to see that like the little bit of energy i had in a day wasn\u0027t always was sometimes being wasted or like i was doing things that wasn\u0027t exactly directly going after my recovery and healing so changing some of those things around like eliminating think eliminating things that weren\u0027t totally necessary that was helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i can link that in the video description if people want to take a look it\u0027s just essentially a system for figuring out how much usable energy you actually have in a day and then taking a look at where that\u0027s going and then seeing okay how much of this is going towards things that are actually helping me recover maybe identifying some of those\n\nSPEAKER_01: energy vampires too now i do something and this is like a down a little some people like old school paper you can write things down i these days 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stories of people who are just like they were doing great and they were doing ten sports and you know whatever i just i\u0027m like wait a minute but that wasn\u0027t me and so like as i recover from this i\u0027m like i\u0027m not back to how i was i wonder if i can go i\u0027m further than i was and i wonder how much further yet i could go because that was my starting place so i just want to reach out to people like that who maybe don\u0027t identify with that exact i don\u0027t know personality that you can recover too and like your highest potential maybe way beyond what you used to be even before you got sick but now that i hear you talk i do want to admit that like there are some of those traits that i do relate to so like i can be very like perfectionistic or i don\u0027t know like i was very serious always and yeah i can just i can relate to some of those traits but just not like overall personality wise so i just wanted to share that in case anybody relates to 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it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do 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actually feels that she is completely the opposite you are going to absolutely love her she is amazing and i\u0027m so excited for you to hear her story sarah so excited to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for sure nice to see you raylan thank you so much for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: you have had an incredible journey and i cannot wait to hear all about it so take us back how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m actually somebody who had chronic fatigue even as a child so i would like fall asleep in class and all throughout my childhood and even in college i remember trying to stand up in the back of class just to stay awake or drinking tons of coffee but my like acute onset of chronic fatigue and chronic pain was probably five or six years ago after i stood up to my mother for the first time ever and then like a week or two later i got shingles and after that i got all these symptoms of like tons of pain on just the right side 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i 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firing the fight and fight or flight response constantly since childhood because i\u0027m somebody who suffered with a lot of anxiety it kind of only makes sense to me now that it would manifest physically in my body you know because it is a physical process right like when you when you fire that so yeah i just want to extend hope to everybody who has anxiety as well like you totally can recover so i know i know it\u0027s a difficult process and like some of the basic things like i mean i did i did change my diet like whole food plant based i tried fermented foods i did feel like those were helpful i was having gut issues i did work on my sleep hygiene all those things are important it\u0027s just i don\u0027t feel like i launched forward i didn\u0027t feel that big big improvement and hope until the breath work but i know it\u0027s different for everyone so i know you\u0027ve also talked about\n\nSPEAKER_01: how there is a definite impression out there that and i\u0027m partly 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healing to me like to me right or wrong i experienced it as like getting my childhood needs met and so like finding the correct relationship after having been i\u0027ve actually been divorced twice was crucial because i had really thought you know i\u0027m just going to go at life alone and i didn\u0027t feel sad about it but then when i found the right person where it was like oh no i can be my real self and be in a relationship and have my needs met and like in the right relationship basically was super healing too because it helped me relax you know and just be able to have that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s something that i don\u0027t give enough credit to i didn\u0027t even start thinking about it until people who watch these videos started kind of calling me out on it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i finally recovered when i met my now husband and he was incredibly supportive and i felt very safe with him and he took care of all of our you know finances and he was just very stable and 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and you now or what does life look like for you now how has this changed how you\u0027re living your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean it\u0027s changed completely so like i don\u0027t think i\u0027m dying anymore i don\u0027t you know not a hundred percent i\u0027m maybe like ninety percent recovered right like i do have fatigue i do have pain sometimes but it\u0027s kind of like i don\u0027t care i can live my life again i basically feel like i have new life to be honest like my old life i had to kind of let go of it was pretty much dwindling anyway and i also think it\u0027s super important to find your passion or at least it was for me like when this soma breath hit me so hard i actually decided to become an instructor and now i\u0027m doing something in my life that i want to get up and do in the morning you know like it\u0027s so exciting and so fun so fulfilling so my life looks like working but getting to do like the thing i love you know and i have energy for my children i just it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do this with children it\u0027s hard enough without but lots of parents do it i\u0027m sure it\u0027s not easy but doable all right sarah i am so happy for you i\u0027m so glad we met you have such an incredible energy you just are very humble and just seem like a very kind and good person and i\u0027m just where you\u0027ve had to go through all this but it\u0027s amazing to see where you are now and i so grateful that you took the time to do this today and share your story because i know it\u0027s going to mean a lot to a lot of people out there so thank you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely thank you so much for giving me the opportunity just want to reach out to people and let you know you can you can recover too there\u0027s definitely hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: watching if you\u0027re interested in the breath work coaching sarah does that of course will be linked in the video description so definitely expand that description and take a look at what we\u0027ve got like there for her because she\u0027s clearly an amazing person who will have a sense of what you\u0027re going through and has a lot of insight and things to offer and i also want to send a quick shout out to our channel member patty hansen thank you patty for joining and supporting the channel becoming a channel member it helps to continue to make all these interviews possible and keep this channel going long term and keep supporting our community and thank you to all of you watching as well always looking forward to your comments always sending big massive hugs to you i hope you are finding what you need i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got tons out of it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones that i\u0027ll link up here that i think you might like\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid an individual professional help the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid? For example this might be a doctor, therapist, coach or some other person who is trained to deliver any kind of care intended to be therapeutic.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nBased on the transcript, there is no evidence that an individual professional directly helped the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid in a therapeutic capacity. The patient describes consulting various doctors, a psychiatrist, and other health professionals, but these interventions were not effective for recovery. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah actually feels that she is completely the opposite you are going to absolutely love her she is amazing and i\u0027m so excited for you to hear her story sarah so excited to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for sure nice to see you raylan thank you so much for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: you have had an incredible journey and i cannot wait to hear all about it so take us back how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m actually somebody who had chronic fatigue even as a child so i would like fall asleep in class and all throughout my childhood and even in college i remember trying to stand up in the back of class just to stay awake or drinking tons of coffee but my like acute onset of chronic fatigue and chronic pain was probably five or six years ago after i stood up to my mother for the first time ever and then like a week or two later i got shingles and after that i got all these symptoms of like tons of pain on just the right side of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the doctors had thing had maybe some theories but you hadn\u0027t been diagnosed with anything there was no treatment plan given to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah like the chiari was a potential thing but then that totally fell flat where it didn\u0027t seem like it was really the answer my primary care diagnosed me with svt super ventricular tachycardia because my heart started like racing at times i could wake up out of sleep and have a racing heartbeat but she said it wasn\u0027t dangerous and like it wasn\u0027t like i could take a pill and then be better and have all my symptoms go away or anything so i started to wonder like am i dying i was just having these crazy thoughts like should i get my affairs in order like i just i didn\u0027t know what to think and no they didn\u0027t have any answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did your family or friends and people around you what were they thinking or how did they react to all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think they didn\u0027t know what to do either like i would talk about it to them in the beginning but then honestly i stopped talking about it because it just didn\u0027t seem to go anywhere and their reaction was more like well have you took this action or that one and i already was trying my hardest and taking as many actions as i could so it made me feel worse so i stopped talking about it and just isolated for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found that it seems like people want good news and i always want to give them good news so i found myself in a place of saying yeah yeah i think i\u0027m getting better this is working and it just been a year would pass and i changed the same kind of yes responses like then you just kind of stop\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly same thing\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when the doctors were giving you much did you end up on the same path as so many other of us where you just start googling and like trying to figure out what to do on your own\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it was like i had a point where i realized ok i have to just take this into my own hands or i will just never get better and i still didn\u0027t really think that i could get better because i\u0027m not a doctor like how am i going to heal myself but yeah i did had to i feel like it was like i had to hit some sort of bottom with it where i realized i have to take things into my own hands and then yeah i was googling everything left and right trying you know maybe alternative practices things with diet like anything anything i could do to help and did any of\n\nSPEAKER_01: these things start to make you feel better or\n\nSPEAKER_00: worse well one thing that was helpful was actually the worksheet you had like you have a free printed thing to track what you do in the day so basically i would say it started with this video from barbara o\u0027neill that i watched which was just more approachable to me because i had tried in addition to the doctors like i had signed up for this health program that was really 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sheets that you can print out and write like what you\u0027re doing in a day hour by hour that was helpful to me because i started to see that like the little bit of energy i had in a day wasn\u0027t always was sometimes being wasted or like i was doing things that wasn\u0027t exactly directly going after my recovery and healing so changing some of those things around like eliminating think eliminating things that weren\u0027t totally necessary that was helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i can link that in the video description if people want to take a look it\u0027s just essentially a system for figuring out how much usable energy you actually have in a day and then taking a look at where that\u0027s going and then seeing okay how much of this is going towards things that are actually helping me recover maybe identifying some of those\n\nSPEAKER_01: energy vampires too now i do something and this is like a down a little some people like old school paper you can write things down i these days 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and i can\u0027t remember if i incorporated it into that specific one but another helpful thing someone taught me about on this channel was the idea of you know your activity bookends like if you\u0027re doing something really busy if it\u0027s a walk for however long what are you doing right after what are you doing right before and i still do this to this day because we have a habit to just stack busy on top of busy on top of busy even when we\u0027re not feeling well that might look different it might be washing the dishes and doing the laundry back to back without taking a rest but yeah a lot of people don\u0027t find it super helpful to really zero in too much on things like pacing and get obsessed over shorts and did i do too much but i think having a bit of a system in a general flexible plan is really important because if you keep pushing yourself and then having those massive symptom players it\u0027s really hard to keep going when your body is in such a bad state and it\u0027s hell to go through yeah exactly so where did you go for you\u0027re here now doing amazing so yeah what slowly started to get you from there to here\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i would say my path was well to be honest like i went through a divorce and that i feel like was part of my healing because it just wasn\u0027t the right relationship for me i also started doing something called system which is like we have it\u0027s meditation but it\u0027s also like expressing your feelings so i feel like i was somebody who just wasn\u0027t like living my authentic life and so learning how to do that how to express feelings because like we\u0027ll literally do meetings where you can cry you could punch a pillow whatever like getting all that out was helpful but it didn\u0027t like take away the fatigue and pain but it did feel really important and helpful the thing that was my biggest help honestly was less than a year ago i discovered something called soma breath so breath work ended up 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that i benefited so greatly from it a lot of us over breathe and oxygen can get stuck to our red blood cells and when you hold your breath and carbon dioxide built up a little bit it can release that and oxygen gets where it\u0027s really needed in your body especially those of us who are like depleted and also it can even like circulate stem cells and you know help regenerate healthy cells in your vital organs so i mean there\u0027s just a lot of benefits to it so and coupled with meditation so i feel like for me and maybe for many others soma breath is great because\n\nSPEAKER_00: it captures those people who like have a hard time committing and are resistant right so like it\u0027s you know some of us maybe do it easily and then some of us don\u0027t like we don\u0027t roll out of bed and meditate for an hour this practice there\u0027s so much to focus on with the music and guided meditation breath work that it\u0027s fun and i would and it made me do it every single day and so then i reaped the benefits of the meditation and also of the breath work so that was my biggest help\n\nSPEAKER_01: sounds incredible i\u0027m definitely gonna have to give that a try so you had mentioned before when you and i were talking that there were some things that you had to let go of to recover so what\u0027s it look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for me i feel like i really had to let go of old patterns old programming so i think of you know us as having kind of a computerized program in our brain like we all just absorb whatever as a child and kind of run those programs throughout life so i had to really update some of that programming that wasn\u0027t helpful\n\nSPEAKER_00: let go of resentments like when i felt like at my worst with this maybe four years ago or so i really thought i might be dying like and i don\u0027t think it was hypochondria like i really thought i might be and what i find is that some parts of me did need to die i know that sounds really traumatic but i\u0027m 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firing the fight and fight or flight response constantly since childhood because i\u0027m somebody who suffered with a lot of anxiety it kind of only makes sense to me now that it would manifest physically in my body you know because it is a physical process right like when you when you fire that so yeah i just want to extend hope to everybody who has anxiety as well like you totally can recover so i know i know it\u0027s a difficult process and like some of the basic things like i mean i did i did change my diet like whole food plant based i tried fermented foods i did feel like those were helpful i was having gut issues i did work on my sleep hygiene all those things are important it\u0027s just i don\u0027t feel like i launched forward i didn\u0027t feel that big big improvement and hope until the breath work but i know it\u0027s different for everyone so i know you\u0027ve also talked about\n\nSPEAKER_01: how there is a definite impression out there that and i\u0027m partly 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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sheets that you can print out and write like what you\u0027re doing in a day hour by hour that was helpful to me because i started to see that like the little bit of energy i had in a day wasn\u0027t always was sometimes being wasted or like i was doing things that wasn\u0027t exactly directly going after my recovery and healing so changing some of those things around like eliminating think eliminating things that weren\u0027t totally necessary that was helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i can link that in the video description if people want to take a look it\u0027s just essentially a system for figuring out how much usable energy you actually have in a day and then taking a look at where that\u0027s going and then seeing okay how much of this is going towards things that are actually helping me recover maybe identifying some of those\n\nSPEAKER_01: energy vampires too now i do something and this is like a down a little some people like old school paper you can write things down i these days 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially 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into some really great stuff and he has an exciting announcement for you as well it\u0027s just such a great opportunity to have one of the world\u0027s experts on neuroplasticity here with us today so shock welcome thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes thank you for inviting me lovely to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know a lot of people are probably aware of your program but a lot of people probably or might not be aware that you also had your own personal experience with this so i think it\u0027d be great if you could share a bit of that with us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes like many of us on this journey we started with our own challenges that we face so i actually suffered from me and chronic fatigue syndrome whilst studying at cambridge so i was an undergrad there and i had gone to india got some kind of virus and i came back and i typical story i started feeling better from the virus itself but actually my overall health started going downhill i started feeling worse and worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms in our body and don\u0027t understand what that has to do with our brain and how working with our brain can impact how we feel physically in our body so how is that that that happens\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes well to answer your question properly what i\u0027d love to do is talk about the overall hypothesis of how does the brain impact on the body what are the connections there and i think that will give a good basis for people to understand this so the way i like to describe how the brain influences the body is imagine that\n\nSPEAKER_00: are you a fan of game of thrones by any chance or fairy tales let\u0027s say definitely so imagine you are queen raylan and you are queen of your castle and queen of your kingdom so your kingdom is your body and you are the queen and you are what we call the prefrontal cortex so you are the kind of conscious rational person who oversees your kingdom and then imagine that a virus comes along or a bacteria comes along and in this scenario that would be an 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i am so excited i\u0027m here today with ashok gupta over in london england now most of you probably are already well aware of who he is he is the director of the gupta program which is the original neuroplasticity and holistic healing program that has helped so many people over the years to recover from conditions like chronic fatigue syndrome me long covid lyme disease fibromyalgia and similar conditions and in addition to all of ashok\u0027s professional experience with this he also has a lived experience with this about twenty five years ago when he was studying at cambridge he became unwell with this condition himself and through his own neuroplasticity research he was able to fully recover so stick around to the end because we\u0027re going to dive into some really great stuff and he has an exciting announcement for you as well it\u0027s just such a great opportunity to have one of the world\u0027s experts on neuroplasticity here with us today so shock welcome thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes thank you for inviting me lovely to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know a lot of people are probably aware of your program but a lot of people probably or might not be aware that you also had your own personal experience with this so i think it\u0027d be great if you could share a bit of that with us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes like many of us on this journey we started with our own challenges that we face so i actually suffered from me and chronic fatigue syndrome whilst studying at cambridge so i was an undergrad there and i had gone to india got some kind of virus and i came back and i typical story i started feeling better from the virus itself but actually my overall health started going downhill i started feeling worse and worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms in our body and don\u0027t understand what that has to do with our brain and how working with our brain can impact how we feel physically in our body so how is that that that happens\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes well to answer your question properly what i\u0027d love to do is talk about the overall hypothesis of how does the brain impact on the body what are the connections there and i think that will give a good basis for people to understand this so the way i like to describe how the brain influences the body is imagine that\n\nSPEAKER_00: are you a fan of game of thrones by any chance or fairy tales let\u0027s say definitely so imagine you are queen raylan and you are queen of your castle and queen of your kingdom so your kingdom is your body and you are the queen and you are what we call the prefrontal cortex so you are the kind of conscious rational person who oversees your kingdom and then imagine that a virus comes along or a bacteria comes along and in this scenario that would be an invading army coming over the hill now normally your generals so your army and your navy so let\u0027s say your army is your nervous system and your navy is your immune system they can easily fight off the incoming invader and then the kingdom is saved the body is safe and the background to this is the number one priority the brain has is survival if you think about it our bodies and our brains are survival machines so we\u0027ve come from let\u0027s say plants to invertebrates to vertebrates to reptiles to mammals to human beings along that journey our system is constantly adapted so that our immune system and our nervous system can fight off potential threats in our environment so that we can pass on our genes to the next generation so the key point there is our bodies and our brains are survival machines that\u0027s their number one priority\n\nSPEAKER_00: and so coming back to this scenario of the kingdom let\u0027s say now in that kingdom there\u0027s a drought so the body is weak the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and the immune system causing all the symptoms in the body so the water is flowing down the left hand channel but what we want to do is dig a right hand channel and get the water diverted to a new way of being that\u0027s the changing the neuronal system the cell assemblies in the brain but sand is quite hard meditation breathing relaxation techniques good sleep all of these lifestyle factors they enable the sand to become softer so that you can rechannel the water in a different direction and that\u0027s why we prepare the mind for brain retraining through these types of techniques and we find them very very important now that doesn\u0027t mean that someone has to be an expert at meditation so if somebody\u0027s no good at meditation or not that anybody\u0027s no good but they find it challenging there are other relaxation techniques that people can do in our program to help get them there and prepare that sand so it\u0027s softer and then the retraining is more powerful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think another thing that can be confusing for people is that when it comes to healing from conditions like mecfs and long covid most of us are understanding the power and importance of things like brain training and mindfulness and all of that but is that on its own enough or are there other components to healing that people need to focus on as well and what are those\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes this is really\n\nSPEAKER_00: holistic wellness in practice there are many things out there or even certain programs that focus on one thing do this one thing but we know that we are one whole organism and i remember there was someone at my clinic who came in and we talked a lot about her diet or exercise all these kinds of things and we\u0027re treating her for anxiety and it didn\u0027t matter what we did with the brain retraining or the meditation she just couldn\u0027t seem to lower the anxiety and then we went through a diet again and it turned out she said oh yes i mean i drink between i don\u0027t know ten to fifteen cups of tea a day but that\u0027s okay isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: well of course if you\u0027re stimulating your fragile system with ten to fifteen cups of tea that isn\u0027t going to help you heal so it is about approaching the entire system holistically and that\u0027s what we do at the gupta program is talk about holistic living so certainly sleep is a major factor so good sleep hygiene and getting doing whatever we can to make our nighttime routine conducive to good sleep then obviously an anti inflammatory diet so if there are things which are reinflaming an already inflamed system we want to have an anti inflammatory diet to support us then there are things obviously like pacing and i\u0027m sure many of your guests previously have talked about the importance of pacing so that\u0027s something we encourage as well and then exposure to daylight and sunlight so when we first wake up having exposure to daylight and actually having that vitamin d creation in our bodies through sun exposure is also something that\u0027s useful now none of these things by themselves are to heal someone but it\u0027s putting all of these things together that can really support health\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i want to break these ones at least some of these down a little bit because these were really important for me as well but most of them are easier said than done like sleep can be such a challenging one for people facing these conditions and i get a lot of frustrated comments from people like i\u0027d love to sleep better you don\u0027t get it i can\u0027t so what are some things some practical things that people can changes they could make or things to consider trying that might be able to help them if they\u0027re really struggling with the sleep component of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: the number one reason that our sleep is bad in these conditions is when your system is in danger and in emergency mode why would it want you to sleep it\u0027s in that hyper defensive mode and when our nervous system is being overstimulated the sympathetic nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_00: the cortisol rhythms and the melatonin rhythms these are chemicals that decide how when we sleep and how we sleep are disrupted to get those rhythms back into order what we need to do is train the nervous system to calm down overall so the breathing and meditation techniques they can help us have better sleep and i recommend those relaxation techniques twice a day and what\u0027s also happening is at night the reason we can\u0027t sleep is because the brain is trying to process fear and process emotions at night whereas if we process them during the day through meditative practices we\u0027re aware of our emotions and thoughts then the brain doesn\u0027t need to process those things at night so that\u0027s why the sleep gets deeper another thing we can do is those last two to three hours before we sleep are incredibly important to have a wind down routine so many of us are on our devices or we\u0027re watching stimulating tv or whatever but actually relaxation those last two or three hours is incredibly important to calm the nervous system and we have various meditations and techniques to actually get you to deeper sleep so in our website and in our app there is a meditation called get to sleep meditation and people use that just before they go to sleep or if they wake up in the middle of the night and the way that that is done they find they can drift off to sleep very easily so those are just some examples and there\u0027s many other things that people can do to support their sleep as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s really helpful to hear and some of this we know already but we need to hear it again and even now with everything i\u0027ve been through you know i\u0027m wired for productivity so i want to work until nine o\u0027clock at night and then try and be asleep by ten and then i can\u0027t figure out why that\u0027s not working\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you know it\u0027s just it\u0027s important to hear these messages again and again that there is so much value in that self care and the downtime and the relaxation and it is not time wasted\n\nSPEAKER_00: so to interrupt just i would emphasize that it\u0027s after dinner so after we\u0027ve had dinner and obviously some of us had dinner earlier than others it\u0027s having as many lean back experiences versus lean forward experiences now what i mean by that is when you\u0027re working on a laptop or you\u0027re on a screen where you\u0027re typing things in you\u0027re leaning into the experience which is stimulating your nervous system but a lean back experience might be watching a comedy on tv where you\u0027re not actively engaging your mind but you are laughing you\u0027re uplifted you might have a fun conversation with friends or playing a game with your family\n\nSPEAKER_00: or something which is gentle and relaxing that you know relaxes your nervous system those are things to engage in after dinner and have that slow wind down for sleep just like you would with a toddler or a child what would you encourage them to do in the evenings versus most of us are overstimulating ourselves in the evenings\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is such a good way to think about it with the lean in and lean out and with the tv i think a lot of us take for granted what you\u0027re watching makes a big difference i\u0027ve had to make strict rules even now about what i watch in the evening and my husband won\u0027t want to watch game of thrones or something i\u0027m like i can\u0027t i won\u0027t sleep like it can\u0027t be i\u0027m on the edge of my seat tense stressed type of show otherwise i\u0027ll be up for hours so i think we\u0027ve taken for granted the things that really can make a difference the simple changes we can make that can make a big difference\n\nSPEAKER_00: definitely so comedies laughing we know the power of that we\u0027ve encouraged we even have workshops laughter workshops where people can get together and just deliberately laugh laughter yoga it\u0027s incredibly powerful at relaxing the nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: you mentioned also an anti inflammatory diet and we hear that a lot but what exactly is that what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: many of us are eating processed foods so i think one of the biggest inflamers of our system are the artificial chemicals which are put in processed foods because as soon as that goes into your gut remember your guts and your immune system sees that as a foreign object and then we\u0027ll start attacking those objects or trying to cleanse them from your gut so anything which is processed artificial anything which is fried so oil you know things which are fried and very oily aren\u0027t going to be good for our system i find that actually things like caffeine overstimulate our system and can be inflammatory for our system\n\nSPEAKER_00: sugar once again the find sugar can be highly inflammatory for our system and it\u0027s essentially we want to be having more of these anti inflammatory foods so more fruits more vegetables now of course each person has to decide what works for them so certain fruits and certain vegetables don\u0027t work for everybody if they have high histamine levels for instance and they\u0027ve been diagnosed with mcas mass activation so they want to have a low histamine diet but essentially those foods which are more natural closest to their natural origins of fruits vegetables nuts and pulses so something that\u0027s often missing from the western diet that can be very good for the system and anti inflammatory dolls lentils beans those kinds of foods which often aren\u0027t incorporated into our lifestyle\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know yours was one of the first programs out there to publish and do research and really back up what you\u0027re doing with scientific research so can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so we were the first to publish in two thousand and seven as i said and in those days it was a dvd program and since then there have been other great programs which have been launched and that\u0027s great they\u0027re reaching more people and what we\u0027ve tried to do is continue to refine our program to make it easier to use and make it more powerful and the most important thing there has been getting the scientific research so as far as we know we\u0027re the only\n\nSPEAKER_00: neuroplasticity program that actually has independent randomized control trials so we did a randomized control trial on fibromyalgia and we found that compared to a control group we had a really positive result within eight weeks a forty percent reduction in fibro scores and zero effects in the control group halving of pain a doubling of functional capacity and halving of anxiety and depression and so that was a published study in the journal of clinical medicine we\u0027ve also just done a study on long covid which unfortunately i might have to talk about but once that\u0027s published that also showed very promising results as well and that was a randomized controlled trial and we\u0027re looking at other studies as well so for us what\u0027s really important is not that this is just anecdotal but actually there\u0027s solid scientific evidence behind the treatments that we are sharing with people\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of i\u0027m sure most people have heard of the gupta program and i have quite a few people reaching out to me asking about it and even i know very little about it so if someone were considering your program what could they expect from it can you walk us through a bit of what it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: sure so our program is delivered online and the great news about that is you don\u0027t have to visit clinic somewhere if you\u0027ve got limited energy and so it\u0027s an online interactive video program with fifteen interactive video sessions we\u0027ve got about thirty audio sessions as well and people can sign up for our free trial so in the free trial you get access to the first three sessions you watch those videos see if this is right for you there\u0027s also lots of free meditations on there as well so you can experiment with that and we only want people to really go into the program if they feel comfortable and resonate with the information that we\u0027re presenting and in addition to that we know that support is incredibly important so what we\u0027re doing in the guts program now is we have weekly webinars with myself so i present information so you\u0027re not left on your own to do the program but you have weekly webinars we also have between thirty to forty trained coaches around the world so people have one on one sessions to support their healing and there\u0027s also a very\n\nSPEAKER_00: interesting forum where people can exchange ideas can get support from each other we have a buddy program as well so we\u0027re emphasizing this idea of social learning that actually people get better when they are supported by their fellow retrainers as we call them and are able to support each other through their healing and as you as i just mentioned earlier i mentioned the app so exciting news is that we\u0027ve just launched the new guts program app which is going to make it so much easier for people to engage with brain retraining because before people have to go to a website and log in and see the materials but now with one click you get instant access to all the videos meditations then also the brain retraining exercises so if you\u0027re in the middle of the day you see the quick exercise within two clicks you\u0027re there you can listen to the exercise have me walk you through it and then engage with the brain retraining and all the forums and all the interaction are also on the app as well so for us we think that that\u0027s going to really help people incorporate brain retraining into their lives and make it much much easier to engage with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so excited when you first told me about that i think it\u0027s incredible anything that\u0027s in an app form i feel like people can integrate into their lives so much more easily and people low on energy they don\u0027t have to worry about managing large computers and heavy things they can do it from bed so yeah i think that\u0027s just amazing so for people watching i know it can be overwhelming because there are quite a few programs out there a lot of programs that incorporate brain training and they can seem similar on the surface so how is your program different for what else is out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes it seems like they\u0027re all very similar but actually we feel that our program is quite different so the way that we are different to other programs is that some programs focus on one thing that they do or emphasize whereas we\u0027re far more holistic we think healing for the longer term requires a holistic approach where we look at lifestyle aspects we look at meditation and then there\u0027s the core brain retraining as well but most importantly some programs have a very bootcamp approach where it\u0027s like do this one thing again and again and if you\u0027re not doing enough or you\u0027re not getting well it\u0027s because you\u0027re not doing this particular technique and actually it\u0027s far more nuanced than that we find we don\u0027t have a bootcamp approach we have a much more compassionate approach of how you can integrate this into your lifestyle and secondly we feel it\u0027s all about not just getting well but staying well so in the latter half of our program we look at what are some of the anxiety patterns and the stress patterns that we may have inherited as children that impacts on our recovery because pacing ourselves back into normal life making sure if we do get back to a job or studying that those same old triggers that were there don\u0027t re trigger us so how do we calm our nervous system for the rest of our lives to ensure that health because i\u0027m sure you\u0027ve personal experience or people who\u0027ve been part of your show have talked about when stress comes back sometimes the symptoms can come back or people can have dips and relapses we want to make sure that people stay well for the rest of their lives so a lot of our program is dedicated to understanding our deeper psychology around that and we think that\u0027s also something very unique about our program and finally as you said we were the first to publish so we\u0027ve spent a lot of time refining and refining getting feedback and that\u0027s our constant mantra is to reinvent the program to make it easier and easier for people to engage with it and finally as far as i know we\u0027re the only program that offer a one year money back guarantee on this so you can use the program if you have no benefit then you can return the program get your money back use it for something else something new we\u0027re launching which is very exciting is something called daily guptasize and what that is is we know that many patients are at home they often find it difficult to find the motivation to do these types of programs or they may feel quite lonely or isolated whereas actually it\u0027s much nicer when someone guides you through this so daily guptacise has two half an hour segments so you tune into this zoom call the first segment is free and that\u0027s where we take people through breathing meditation vagus nerve exercises relaxation exercises in a zoom group so you can see all your fellow patients you know we\u0027ll have hundreds of people on there and that\u0027s guided by one of our professional coaches and that\u0027s something which then makes you feel like every day you\u0027re tuning in and getting that healing that group healing and then there\u0027s also half an hour brain retraining where our team will take you through the retraining answer your questions and because it\u0027s daily it\u0027s something that you can tune into rather than feeling you have to wade through a program watch videos try and apply it yourself you\u0027re being guided through every day so that\u0027s something that we\u0027re launching now and i think that really help a lot of people with their healing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible so people are feeling overwhelmed or struggling to keep up or to get you know put in the time of the program they just have to show up and then someone will walk them through it exactly amazing that\u0027s incredible for those of you watching all of this is available in the video description so i really encourage you to expand it and to check out what\u0027s there you\u0027ll have information about the program and all the other links that you need to follow ashok and keep up with all the great work that he is doing and if you enjoyed this video i\u0027ll link up on the screen here i have an expert video playlist that will include this one which has tons of more information just like this one so lots of great resources to help you on your road to health and recovery well thank you so much ashok this has been absolutely amazing i really appreciate your time today i know other people will as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you raylan thank you so much for having me it\u0027s been a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_01: and to those of you watching whenever you\u0027re feeling keep at it you have totally got this i really hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got something out of it and as always i hope to see you in this next one\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\nNeuroplasticity, holistic healing, meditation, mindfulness, relaxation techniques, brain retraining.\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\nThere is evidence in the transcript that the patient (Ashok Gupta) found complementary and alternative medicine (CAM), specifically neuroplasticity, holistic healing, meditation, mindfulness, and relaxation techniques, helpful in their recovery. 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms in our body and don\u0027t understand what that has to do with our brain and how working with our brain can impact how we feel physically in our body so how is that that that happens\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes well to answer your question properly what i\u0027d love to do is talk about the overall hypothesis of how does the brain impact on the body what are the connections there and i think that will give a good basis for people to understand this so the way i like to describe how the brain influences the body is imagine that\n\nSPEAKER_00: are you a fan of game of thrones by any chance or fairy tales let\u0027s say definitely so imagine you are queen raylan and you are queen of your castle and queen of your kingdom so your kingdom is your body and you are the queen and you are what we call the prefrontal cortex so you are the kind of conscious rational person who oversees your kingdom and then imagine that a virus comes along or a bacteria comes along and in this scenario that would be an 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i am so excited i\u0027m here today with ashok gupta over in london england now most of you probably are already well aware of who he is he is the director of the gupta program which is the original neuroplasticity and holistic healing program that has helped so many people over the years to recover from conditions like chronic fatigue syndrome me long covid lyme disease fibromyalgia and similar conditions and in addition to all of ashok\u0027s professional experience with this he also has a lived experience with this about twenty five years ago when he was studying at cambridge he became unwell with this condition himself and through his own neuroplasticity research he was able to fully recover so stick around to the end because we\u0027re going to dive into some really great stuff and he has an exciting announcement for you as well it\u0027s just such a great opportunity to have one of the world\u0027s experts on neuroplasticity here with us today so shock welcome thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes thank you for inviting me lovely to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know a lot of people are probably aware of your program but a lot of people probably or might not be aware that you also had your own personal experience with this so i think it\u0027d be great if you could share a bit of that with us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes like many of us on this journey we started with our own challenges that we face so i actually suffered from me and chronic fatigue syndrome whilst studying at cambridge so i was an undergrad there and i had gone to india got some kind of virus and i came back and i typical story i started feeling better from the virus itself but actually my overall health started going downhill i started feeling worse and worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m 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that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i am so excited i\u0027m here today with ashok gupta over in london england now most of you probably are already well aware of who he is he is the director of the gupta program which is the original neuroplasticity and holistic healing program that has helped so many people over the years to recover from conditions like chronic fatigue syndrome me long covid lyme disease fibromyalgia and similar conditions and in addition to all of ashok\u0027s professional experience with this he also has a lived experience with this about twenty five years ago when he was studying at cambridge he became unwell with this condition himself and through his own neuroplasticity research he was able to fully recover so stick around to the end because we\u0027re going to dive into some really great stuff and he has an exciting announcement for you as well it\u0027s just such a great opportunity to have one of the world\u0027s experts on neuroplasticity here with us today so shock welcome thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes thank you for inviting me lovely to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know a lot of people are probably aware of your program but a lot of people probably or might not be aware that you also had your own personal experience with this so i think it\u0027d be great if you could share a bit of that with us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes like many of us on this journey we started with our own challenges that we face so i actually suffered from me and chronic fatigue syndrome whilst studying at cambridge so i was an undergrad there and i had gone to india got some kind of virus and i came back and i typical story i started feeling better from the virus itself but actually my overall health started going downhill i started feeling worse and worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and the immune system causing all the symptoms in the body so the water is flowing down the left hand channel but what we want to do is dig a right hand channel and get the water diverted to a new way of being that\u0027s the changing the neuronal system the cell assemblies in the brain but sand is quite hard meditation breathing relaxation techniques good sleep all of these lifestyle factors they enable the sand to become softer so that you can rechannel the water in a different direction and that\u0027s why we prepare the mind for brain retraining through these types of techniques and we find them very very important now that doesn\u0027t mean that someone has to be an expert at meditation so if somebody\u0027s no good at meditation or not that anybody\u0027s no good but they find it challenging there are other relaxation techniques that people can do in our program to help get them there and prepare that sand so it\u0027s softer and then the retraining is more powerful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i am so excited i\u0027m here today with ashok gupta over in london england now most of you probably are already well aware of who he is he is the director of the gupta program which is the original neuroplasticity and holistic healing program that has helped so many people over the years to recover from conditions like chronic fatigue syndrome me long covid lyme disease fibromyalgia and similar conditions and in addition to all of ashok\u0027s professional experience with this he also has a lived experience with this about twenty five years ago when he was studying at cambridge he became unwell with this condition himself and through his own neuroplasticity research he was able to fully recover so stick around to the end because we\u0027re going to dive into some really great stuff and he has an exciting announcement for you as well it\u0027s just such a great opportunity to have one of the world\u0027s experts on neuroplasticity here with us today so shock welcome thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes thank you for inviting me lovely to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know a lot of people are probably aware of your program but a lot of people probably or might not be aware that you also had your own personal experience with this so i think it\u0027d be great if you could share a bit of that with us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes like many of us on this journey we started with our own challenges that we face so i actually suffered from me and chronic fatigue syndrome whilst studying at cambridge so i was an undergrad there and i had gone to india got some kind of virus and i came back and i typical story i started feeling better from the virus itself but actually my overall health started going downhill i started feeling worse and worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms in our body and don\u0027t understand what that has to do with our brain and how working with our brain can impact how we feel physically in our body so how is that that that happens\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes well to answer your question properly what i\u0027d love to do is talk about the overall hypothesis of how does the brain impact on the body what are the connections there and i think that will give a good basis for people to understand this so the way i like to describe how the brain influences the body is imagine that\n\nSPEAKER_00: are you a fan of game of thrones by any chance or fairy tales let\u0027s say definitely so imagine you are queen raylan and you are queen of your castle and queen of your kingdom so your kingdom is your body and you are the queen and you are what we call the prefrontal cortex so you are the kind of conscious rational person who oversees your kingdom and then imagine that a virus comes along or a bacteria comes along and in this scenario that would be an invading army coming over the hill now normally your generals so your army and your navy so let\u0027s say your army is your nervous system and your navy is your immune system they can easily fight off the incoming invader and then the kingdom is saved the body is safe and the background to this is the number one priority the brain has is survival if you think about it our bodies and our brains are survival machines so we\u0027ve come from let\u0027s say plants to invertebrates to vertebrates to reptiles to mammals to human beings along that journey our system is constantly adapted so that our immune system and our nervous system can fight off potential threats in our environment so that we can pass on our genes to the next generation so the key point there is our bodies and our brains are survival machines that\u0027s their number one priority\n\nSPEAKER_00: and so coming back to this scenario of the kingdom let\u0027s say now in that kingdom there\u0027s a drought so the body is weak the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and the immune system causing all the symptoms in the body so the water is flowing down the left hand channel but what we want to do is dig a right hand channel and get the water diverted to a new way of being that\u0027s the changing the neuronal system the cell assemblies in the brain but sand is quite hard meditation breathing relaxation techniques good sleep all of these lifestyle factors they enable the sand to become softer so that you can rechannel the water in a different direction and that\u0027s why we prepare the mind for brain retraining through these types of techniques and we find them very very important now that doesn\u0027t mean that someone has to be an expert at meditation so if somebody\u0027s no good at meditation or not that anybody\u0027s no good but they find it challenging there are other relaxation techniques that people can do in our program to help get them there and prepare that sand so it\u0027s softer and then the retraining is more powerful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think another thing that can be confusing for people is that when it comes to healing from conditions like mecfs and long covid most of us are understanding the power and importance of things like brain training and mindfulness and all of that but is that on its own enough or are there other components to healing that people need to focus on as well and what are those\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes this is really\n\nSPEAKER_00: holistic wellness in practice there are many things out there or even certain programs that focus on one thing do this one thing but we know that we are one whole organism and i remember there was someone at my clinic who came in and we talked a lot about her diet or exercise all these kinds of things and we\u0027re treating her for anxiety and it didn\u0027t matter what we did with the brain retraining or the meditation she just couldn\u0027t seem to lower the anxiety and then we went through a diet again and it turned out she said oh yes i mean i drink between i don\u0027t know ten to fifteen cups of tea a day but that\u0027s okay isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: well of course if you\u0027re stimulating your fragile system with ten to fifteen cups of tea that isn\u0027t going to help you heal so it is about approaching the entire system holistically and that\u0027s what we do at the gupta program is talk about holistic living so certainly sleep is a major factor so good sleep hygiene and getting doing whatever we can to make our nighttime routine conducive to good sleep then obviously an anti inflammatory diet so if there are things which are reinflaming an already inflamed system we want to have an anti inflammatory diet to support us then there are things obviously like pacing and i\u0027m sure many of your guests previously have talked about the importance of pacing so that\u0027s something we encourage as well and then exposure to daylight and sunlight so when we first wake up having exposure to daylight and actually having that vitamin d creation in our bodies through sun exposure is also something that\u0027s useful now none of these things by themselves are to heal someone but it\u0027s putting all of these things together that can really support health\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i want to break these ones at least some of these down a little bit because these were really important for me as well but most of them are easier said than done like sleep can be such a challenging one for people facing these conditions and i get a lot of frustrated comments from people like i\u0027d love to sleep better you don\u0027t get it i can\u0027t so what are some things some practical things that people can changes they could make or things to consider trying that might be able to help them if they\u0027re really struggling with the sleep component of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: the number one reason that our sleep is bad in these conditions is when your system is in danger and in emergency mode why would it want you to sleep it\u0027s in that hyper 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system and it\u0027s essentially we want to be having more of these anti inflammatory foods so more fruits more vegetables now of course each person has to decide what works for them so certain fruits and certain vegetables don\u0027t work for everybody if they have high histamine levels for instance and they\u0027ve been diagnosed with mcas mass activation so they want to have a low histamine diet but essentially those foods which are more natural closest to their natural origins of fruits vegetables nuts and pulses so something that\u0027s often missing from the western diet that can be very good for the system and anti inflammatory dolls lentils beans those kinds of foods which often aren\u0027t incorporated into our lifestyle\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know yours was one of the first programs out there to publish and do research and really back up what you\u0027re doing with scientific research so can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so we were the first to publish in two thousand and seven as i said and in those days it was a dvd program and since then there have been other great programs which have been launched and that\u0027s great they\u0027re reaching more people and what we\u0027ve tried to do is continue to refine our program to make it easier to use and make it more powerful and the most important thing there has been getting the scientific research so as far as we know we\u0027re the only\n\nSPEAKER_00: neuroplasticity program that actually has independent randomized control trials so we did a randomized control trial on fibromyalgia and we found that compared to a control group we had a really positive result within eight weeks a forty percent reduction in fibro scores and zero effects in the control group halving of pain a doubling of functional capacity and halving of anxiety and depression and so that was a published study in the journal of clinical medicine we\u0027ve also just done a study on long covid which unfortunately i might have 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up for our free trial so in the free trial you get access to the first three sessions you watch those videos see if this is right for you there\u0027s also lots of free meditations on there as well so you can experiment with that and we only want people to really go into the program if they feel comfortable and resonate with the information that we\u0027re presenting and in addition to that we know that support is incredibly important so what we\u0027re doing in the guts program now is we have weekly webinars with myself so i present information so you\u0027re not left on your own to do the program but you have weekly webinars we also have between thirty to forty trained coaches around the world so people have one on one sessions to support their healing and there\u0027s also a very\n\nSPEAKER_00: interesting forum where people can exchange ideas can get support from each other we have a buddy program as well so we\u0027re emphasizing this idea of social learning that actually people get better when they are supported by their fellow retrainers as we call them and are able to support each other through their healing and as you as i just mentioned earlier i mentioned the app so exciting news is that we\u0027ve just launched the new guts program app which is going to make it so much easier for people to engage with brain retraining because before people have to go to a website and log in and see the materials but now with one click you get instant access to all the videos meditations then also the brain retraining exercises so if you\u0027re in the middle of the day you see the quick exercise within two clicks you\u0027re there you can listen to the exercise have me walk you through it and then engage with the brain retraining and all the forums and all the interaction are also on the app as well so for us we think that that\u0027s going to really help people incorporate brain retraining into their lives and make it much much easier to engage with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so excited when you first told me about that i think it\u0027s incredible anything that\u0027s in an app form i feel like people can integrate into their lives so much more easily and people low on energy they don\u0027t have to worry about managing large computers and heavy things they can do it from bed so yeah i think that\u0027s just amazing so for people watching i know it can be overwhelming because there are quite a few programs out there a lot of programs that incorporate brain training and they can seem similar on the surface so how is your program different for what else is out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes it seems like they\u0027re all very similar but actually we feel that our program is quite different so the way that we are different to other programs is that some programs focus on one thing that they do or emphasize whereas we\u0027re far more holistic we think healing for the longer term requires a holistic approach where we look at lifestyle aspects we look at meditation and then there\u0027s the core brain retraining as well but most importantly some programs have a very bootcamp approach where it\u0027s like do this one thing again and again and if you\u0027re not doing enough or you\u0027re not getting well it\u0027s because you\u0027re not doing this particular technique and actually it\u0027s far more nuanced than that we find we don\u0027t have a bootcamp approach we have a much more compassionate approach of how you can integrate this into your lifestyle and secondly we feel it\u0027s all about not just getting well but staying well so in the latter half of our program we look at what are some of the anxiety patterns and the stress patterns that we may have inherited as children that impacts on our recovery because pacing ourselves back into normal life making sure if we do get back to a job or studying that those same old triggers that were there don\u0027t re trigger us so how do we calm our nervous system for the rest of our lives to ensure that health because i\u0027m sure you\u0027ve personal experience or people who\u0027ve been part of your show have talked about when stress comes back sometimes the symptoms can come back or people can have dips and relapses we want to make sure that people stay well for the rest of their lives so a lot of our program is dedicated to understanding our deeper psychology around that and we think that\u0027s also something very unique about our program and finally as you said we were the first to publish so we\u0027ve spent a lot of time refining and refining getting feedback and that\u0027s our constant mantra is to reinvent the program to make it easier and easier for people to engage with it and finally as far as i know we\u0027re the only program that offer a one year money back guarantee on this so you can use the program if you have no benefit then you can return the program get your money back use it for something else something new we\u0027re launching which is very exciting is something called daily guptasize and what that is is we know that many patients are at home they often find it difficult to find the motivation to do these types of programs or they may feel quite lonely or isolated whereas actually it\u0027s much nicer when someone guides you through this so daily guptacise has two half an hour segments so you tune into this zoom call the first segment is free and that\u0027s where we take people through breathing meditation vagus nerve exercises relaxation exercises in a zoom group so you can see all your fellow patients you know we\u0027ll have hundreds of people on there and that\u0027s guided by one of our professional coaches and that\u0027s something which then makes you feel like every day you\u0027re tuning in and getting that healing that group healing and then there\u0027s also half an hour brain retraining where our team will take you through the retraining answer your questions and because it\u0027s daily it\u0027s something that you can tune into rather than feeling you have to wade through a program watch videos try and apply it yourself you\u0027re being guided through every day so that\u0027s something that we\u0027re launching now and i think that really help a lot of people with their healing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible so people are feeling overwhelmed or struggling to keep up or to get you know put in the time of the program they just have to show up and then someone will walk them through it exactly amazing that\u0027s incredible for those of you watching all of this is available in the video description so i really encourage you to expand it and to check out what\u0027s there you\u0027ll have information about the program and all the other links that you need to follow ashok and keep up with all the great work that he is doing and if you enjoyed this video i\u0027ll link up on the screen here i have an expert video playlist that will include this one which has tons of more information just like this one so lots of great resources to help you on your road to health and recovery well thank you so much ashok this has been absolutely amazing i really appreciate your time today i know other people will as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you raylan thank you so much for having me it\u0027s been a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_01: and to those of you watching whenever you\u0027re feeling keep at it you have totally got this i really hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got something out of it and as always i hope to see you in this next one\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid an individual professional help the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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don\u0027t know ten to fifteen cups of tea a day but that\u0027s okay isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: well of course if you\u0027re stimulating your fragile system with ten to fifteen cups of tea that isn\u0027t going to help you heal so it is about approaching the entire system holistically and that\u0027s what we do at the gupta program is talk about holistic living so certainly sleep is a major factor so good sleep hygiene and getting doing whatever we can to make our nighttime routine conducive to good sleep then obviously an anti inflammatory diet so if there are things which are reinflaming an already inflamed system we want to have an anti inflammatory diet to support us then there are things obviously like pacing and i\u0027m sure many of your guests previously have talked about the importance of pacing so that\u0027s something we encourage as well and then exposure to daylight and sunlight so when we first wake up having exposure to daylight and actually having that vitamin d 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom 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means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really incredible to hear so now you do work with people who are facing these types of conditions so maybe just start by telling us like a little bit about that so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah so basically once i recovered i realized i had to spread the word probably like you you just you can\u0027t hold this in you want to tell everybody possible\n\nSPEAKER_01: but at that time there really weren\u0027t the trainings that there are now now there\u0027s pain reprocessing therapy from alan gordon dr howard schubner\u0027s trainings so i started just piecing together different trainings mind body coach certifications i did take dr schubner\u0027s practitioner training later and actually early on studied with alan gordon and howard schubner in person before they had really created these more sophisticated online programs and pieced everything together and actually just started coaching people for free i just wanted to see if i could help them and one on one people were starting to get better but what i felt they were really missing was this whole download of knowledge that i got i felt like people needed the knowledge and a set of practices to regulate their nervous system process emotions feel their somatic body and all the things that had helped me and i couldn\u0027t convey that just one on one so i started doing group courses and develop a program that really helped educate people first with the science of what\u0027s actually happening what\u0027s the root cause of these symptoms and then different steps and practices to get well and i\u0027ve actually found that people largely do better in that format then just one on one one on one work can be very therapeutic and important to work through some emotional trauma but i think learning the brain science and the brain retraining is just pivotal\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely many people come close to fully recovering or see significant improvement here we call them book recoveries or video recoveries just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique needs as determined appropriate by a health care provider it starts with a free online consultation where a medical provider licensed in your state will review your health history and symptoms then recommend a treatment that suits your needs the process is simple and one hundred percent online if prescribed your treatment could include quality tested compounded glp one injections or oral medication kits as part of a personalized weight loss plan based on your lifestyle eating pattern health history and weight loss goals you\u0027ll also get a weight loss program developed with industry specialists who have decades of experience with weight loss and you\u0027ll have unlimited provider messaging included with your treatment plan hers fits your goals and your budget you get ongoing care included at no extra cost if prescribed there\u0027s no hidden fees so don\u0027t wait for someday to start start today in the new year go to try hers com forward slash raylan to start your assessment with a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone those of us who have faced or are currently facing conditions like mecfs and long covid know that the fatigue and pain and all the other symptoms that can go along with these conditions are very real they are not just in our heads and no one knows this better than those of us who have gone through this we have been poked and prodded and told your labs are normal more times that we can count but the latest neuroscience is finally catching up to what we have known all along these symptoms are real and the best part this research doesn\u0027t just validate our experience it actually shows how we can resolve symptoms without maxing out our credit cards on miracle treatments or crazy diets or whatever supplements are trending this week right now in this video we\u0027re diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone those of us who have faced or are currently facing conditions like mecfs and long covid know that the fatigue and pain and all the other symptoms that can go along with these conditions are very real they are not just in our heads and no one knows this better than those of us who have gone through this we have been poked and prodded and told your labs are normal more times that we can count but the latest neuroscience is finally catching up to what we have known all along these symptoms are real and the best part this research doesn\u0027t just validate our experience it actually shows how we can resolve symptoms without maxing out our credit cards on miracle treatments or crazy diets or whatever supplements are trending this week right now in this video we\u0027re diving into groundbreaking research on pain and neuroplasticity learning how the brain generates symptoms and how we can rewire it to break free from chronic conditions like mecfs and long covid if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m ralyn agel and this is where we explore real recovery stories no fluff no censorship just what actually works and after interviewing over two hundred people and counting who\u0027ve reclaimed their health i know one thing for sure recovery isn\u0027t rare it is happening all of the time and i couldn\u0027t be more excited to have rebecca tolan back with us today joining us from beautiful san diego california after overcoming thirteen hard years of mecfs rebecca dove deep into mind body science to understand why she got sick and how to get better and right now she\u0027s sharing with us the latest research on pain and fatigue we\u0027ll talk about why fear fuel symptoms why emotions matter and how somatic tracking and pain reprocessing therapy can help turn things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique needs as determined appropriate by a health care provider it starts with a free online consultation where a medical provider licensed in your state will review your health history and symptoms then recommend a treatment that suits your needs the process is simple and one hundred percent online if prescribed your treatment could include quality tested compounded glp one injections or oral medication kits as part of a personalized weight loss plan based on your lifestyle eating pattern health history and weight loss goals you\u0027ll also get a weight loss program developed with industry specialists who have decades of experience with weight loss and you\u0027ll have unlimited provider messaging included with your treatment plan hers fits your goals and your budget you get ongoing care included at no extra cost if prescribed there\u0027s no hidden fees so don\u0027t wait for someday to start start today in the new year go to try hers com forward slash raylan to start your assessment with 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things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take 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never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: 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things around rebecca i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited to have you back on the channel thank you for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh raylan it is so good to be back with you i appreciate you and your work so much you\u0027re just doing so much good in the world so i love that we get to chat again but\n\nSPEAKER_00: first i\u0027d like to thank hers for sponsoring this video and helping me consistently bring you quality content at no cost to you hers is a solution and a safe and affordable way to gain access to a prescription weight loss treatment plan in the new year i know i\u0027m not alone in this over the years i\u0027ve yo yoed with my weight in my younger years i\u0027ve calorie counted tried fad diets and more recently sometimes struggled to find time to prepare healthy meals or exercise regularly i know that achieving and maintaining a healthy weight is a struggle for many people hers offers access to a range of weight loss treatment options personalized to your unique 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a medical provider who can help you explore weight loss medication options you can also find the link in this video\u0027s description and right back at you i hear people talking about you on social media and in my facebook group and every single person has only amazing things to say about you as a person and the work that you are doing and so many people cite you or even just the free information on your website as one of the key things that allow them to recover so you are definitely having an impact with the work that you do before we dive into all of that i know you\u0027ve shared your story on the channel before but it\u0027s been quite a long time i can link up here to your very first interview where we really go into it in depth but for people who might not be aware of what you personally went through with this because it was a lot i know this is a big ask but could you summarize that the short version of it for people so they get a sense of what brought you here\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely i\u0027ve learned to sum up these thirteen years with me cfs so for me they started after a really traumatic event and after that i got these three viruses and i had kind of the quintessential me cfs crash where i went from being this world traveling reporter to someone who could barely walk around my house i just would lose words and language i couldn\u0027t remember my best friend\u0027s name i felt like i had the flu twenty four seven insomnia was terrible and just a lot of the really classic mecfs symptoms i went to fifty doctors and practitioners over the next weeks months and what turned into thirteen years and pretty quickly i got diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome as well as epstein barr syndrome lyme disease and then when you go to enough functional medicine and naturopathic medicine doctors you get a lot of other diagnoses like candida and leaky gut syndrome and adrenal exhaustion and all those things and i really tried to follow the biomedical model and take things like antiviral medications all the gazillion supplements that we many of us have been on the diets i was eating just green vegetables and either fish or chicken for three years i was still very bloated and constipated and none of those things worked and i actually would ebb and flow but over those thirteen years i had to go on long term disability i couldn\u0027t work i couldn\u0027t socialize much at all couldn\u0027t exercise and eventually i ran out of money and desire to be in this biomedical maze that just wasn\u0027t helping so i would say i fell into a state of acceptance and surrender it wasn\u0027t complete resignation but i really just started doing gentle yoga and meditation and i would notice these things would help a little bit and i started reading and writing poetry because i couldn\u0027t really read a book that had a lot of text due to the brain fog and so through that i happened to meet a woman in a poetry course who told me she recovered from mecfs and i had never met anybody yet who had actually recovered this was back in twenty eighteen and i also wasn\u0027t online much because of the brain fog so that was a light bulb moment she told me about the work of john sarno and howard schubner she told me that i could get well again and i literally got up and ran around the block i had not ran in thirteen years but that was the power of belief and feeling safe and hopeful in my body and mind it wasn\u0027t the end of the story in terms of symptoms but it was a completely new beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: wow yeah that was a really good job rebecca summing that up i know it was a really horrendous thirteen years and it can sound like almost nothing when we explain it now but i know it was tough tough times so you get what the people who are out there still going through this are going through and i can\u0027t believe how many people i talked to that one of dr john sarno\u0027s books was the launching point for their recovery so that\u0027s really 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just by watching some videos or by reading a book and nick from australia i\u0027ll be quoting him till i die but he read one of sorno\u0027s books and then went out and chopped down a tree after not being able to move for a really long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: we worked together and i can only he was my client because on your channel or else i wouldn\u0027t say that and he took my course as well so i remember when he told me that actually when he said i chopped down the tree and then yeah and then also needed to do some deeper work as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes he has most people share some some moments like you said you ran around the block it wasn\u0027t like that was it never look back you know but it\u0027s it can really catapult things for you and get things going and i did not remember that nick was your client that was a happy coincidence i love that you brought it up oh my goodness so you\u0027ve learned so much and absolutely understanding i always say educating yourself is step one 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s 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now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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have really high standards there\u0027s a lot of benefits for us and other people but i like to look at when does it tip into\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling bad so it\u0027s like you were mentioning i think the obedience and the discipline and i also think of excellence or refinement versus perfectionism when i\u0027m striving for excellence it feels good and something i want to do just because you know i want to really write this blog in a creative way or whatever but then when i start feeling really tense and i\u0027m driving myself and i\u0027m just working far too long and my eyes are bleary and my breath is shallow it\u0027s completely tipped into this personality trait of perfectionism it doesn\u0027t feel good anymore so then for me it can be helpful just to acknowledge oh perfectionism here thank you inner perfectionist but i i accept you anyway you know i accept you how you are you don\u0027t have to prove yourself to me and you could bring lightness you could just bring some 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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and sometimes it wouldn\u0027t but i would just feel this release it\u0027s akin to when you have a good cry and you feel better this can also happen with somatic tracking you can also track emotions in your body but i would say for most people it\u0027s not helpful to do when you have really strong symptoms so when the sensations are i don\u0027t know above a four or so on a scale of one to ten it might be too intense to just bring your body into that you know if you have a migraine you probably don\u0027t want to do some tracking but you could do it with a little bit of anxiety in your stomach or you could do it with the fatigue or whatever it is and it really is a very powerful tool to retrain your brain and also just reconnect with your body in the safe way\n\nSPEAKER_00: and we\u0027re talking a lot about our thoughts and we\u0027re talking about emotions and i know that you speak that it\u0027s or explain that it\u0027s important to distinguish between thoughts and emotions so 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing i\u0027ve ever been through in my life and you deserve kindness you deserve care and compassion and you\u0027re the first person that can give that to yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i\u0027ve just finished another really great book if people are if this is resonating and they\u0027re looking for information it\u0027s called the happiness trap again i can\u0027t recall the author but i\u0027ll link it and there\u0027s an audiobook if you have trouble reading but it really walks you through simple concrete strategies to help you distinguish between thoughts and emotions and just what to do with these thoughts because it\u0027s the nature of our brain that we\u0027re going to have these thoughts so trying to stop them it\u0027s never going to happen you\u0027re always going to have these i\u0027m a loser why am i so terrible at this days and i\u0027m going to be sick for the rest of my life like you\u0027re never going to stop hearing those voices in your head so it\u0027s giving you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we 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pleasing creates all sorts of problems for us that are even more fearful because they were stressed and we\u0027re not taking care of ourselves and we\u0027re resentful and you know exhausted so it\u0027s just yeah a lot of it coming down to fear and that voice whatever you hear in your head as you\u0027re going through these actions right and that really sort\n\nSPEAKER_01: of shows us why we would people please because sometimes we could beat ourself up right for like oh why didn\u0027t i speak my truth but it doesn\u0027t feel safe right and it partly does it because of course we just want to please the other person but we have this this history and probably there was some modeling in our family of origin or certainly in the culture that taught us that and so it is it\u0027s bringing this awareness it\u0027s shifting these patterns into ways that actually resonate with our authentic self\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i could keep you here literally all day oh my goodness there\u0027s so many 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we 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or perfectionism or you know like i think i started running again and i thought i want to run a marathon i should run a marathon and i thought where is this coming from why do i want to run it and the things that were coming up were things like anyone who calls themself a runner has to have run a marathon and to be worthy as a human you need to have that box checked and i\u0027m like oh my goodness none of this is good it was just a really critical voice in my head saying you\u0027re not worthy you\u0027re not saying throughout okay unless you get this under your belt so i\u0027m like okay that\u0027s not for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that reminds me of someone else i was just interviewing actually for my channel who was saying she thought in order to say she was fully recovered she had to run a half marathon and so ran a half marathon she was able to do it and she\u0027s like i hate this this is rubbish it feels terrible i could do it but i don\u0027t actually enjoy it yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s realizing what you enjoy matters where is it coming from and what are you saying to yourself about it and there because there are a ton of marathon runners that i interview that get cfs but there\u0027s also a ton of marathon runners out there that don\u0027t get it so what is driving you to do that activity and i think that\u0027s easier to see and break down and see the fear component i don\u0027t know if you\u0027re aware of corey muscara he\u0027s an ex monk now a positive psychology professor that i\u0027ve become a little bit obsessed with but he\u0027s talks about people pleasing and we see a lot of people pleasing as a theme in these conditions and he breaks it down also as a fear response because it is scary to set boundaries it feels safer in the moment for me to just make you happy for me to do this the way you want to do it for me to say yes to whatever you\u0027re asking and it feels unsafe to say no and to set my own boundaries but long term people 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things that i want to dive into but i know viewers listeners i hear you when you tell me that we need to keep these videos shorter just i\u0027d love to before we wrap up just hear more about the work that you\u0027re doing with clients because i know people now will be very interested in learning more about what kind of support you have so what is it that you do if someone wanted to start working with you what would that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i teach a course called be your own medicine and i teach it as a live cohort usually several times a year where i\u0027m teaching it live and we have a whole coaching team answering questions and different opportunities to interact with people but i also have be your own medicine as a self paced course where people can study on their own and it\u0027s really the same curriculum and it weaves together this new brain science paradigm as it relates to mecfs long covid pots and some of these conditions we don\u0027t hear about as much in the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we 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here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism 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becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that 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away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we 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the chronic pain community really presents the science it presents step by step practices to reconnect with your body to process these emotions we\u0027ve been talking about to cultivate self compassion to really find your own voice and your own way forward in the world and so within the context of that program i do some one on one coaching i do find that it\u0027s just more effective when people are in the program and generally the one on one coaching is more kind of going into the body feeling some of the emotions also just seeing where people are stuck because we all have our own blind spots and yeah they can learn learn all about that on my website is the best place there\u0027s also just a free meditation we\u0027ve been talking so much about somatic tracking and i have a free one on my website if anybody wants to give it a try\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is amazing all of this of course linked in the description i\u0027m sure people will be checking it out i\u0027m also going to link here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s 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now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years you\n\nSPEAKER_00: mentioned somatic tracking a couple of times and i know some people will be aware of this but i imagine many people do not know what that involves so can you give us an overview of what does it mean to do somatic tracking\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s true i\u0027m such a poster child for somatic tracking and i\u0027ll just say like any of the tools we\u0027re talking about it may or may not be for you with somatic tracking basically we\u0027re learning to watch the sensations in our body through a lens of safety and even curiosity which sounds totally ridiculous at first but instead of just saying i\u0027m exhausted i started really noticing heaviness in my body and then when i would bring my awareness into the area where there was most heaviness sometimes it was all over i would notice burning and i would notice tingling or pulsing and so really just tracking those sensations in this mindful curious way sub communicates back to the subconscious brain that actually i\u0027m picking up on your signals i\u0027m not ignoring them you\u0027re trying to tell me i\u0027m not safe and i\u0027m picking up on them but through my attention and awareness and even sometimes through certain mantras i\u0027m communicating back i got this i\u0027m okay and it\u0027s just a lot more powerful when it\u0027s both cognitive and somatic so for me when i was in this kind of active recovery phase over many months i was doing a lot of somatic tracking and sometimes the symptoms would just stay the same and that was fine because outcome independence is a big part of somatic tracking not trying to get the symptoms to go away but sometimes they would actually shift into an emotion like this heat i would have this just terrible burning all through my brain and my limbs i felt like everything was just burning up and it would actually shift into anger and i could feel the anger almost come up and out in this cloud and sometimes it would be associated with a memory and sometimes it wouldn\u0027t but i would just feel this release it\u0027s akin to when you have a good cry and you feel better this can also happen with somatic tracking you can also track emotions in your body but i would say for most people it\u0027s not helpful to do when you have really strong symptoms so when the sensations are i don\u0027t know above a four or so on a scale of one to ten it might be too intense to just bring your body into that you know if you have a migraine you probably don\u0027t want to do some tracking but you could do it with a little bit of anxiety in your stomach or you could do it with the fatigue or whatever it is and it really is a very powerful tool to retrain your brain and also just reconnect with your body in the safe way\n\nSPEAKER_00: and we\u0027re talking a lot about our thoughts and we\u0027re talking about emotions and i know that you speak that it\u0027s or explain that it\u0027s important to distinguish between thoughts and emotions so 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a thousand times so you\u0027re like okay yeah there\u0027s that story again i see hello i\u0027ve got this instead of just getting hooked by it and really ruminating we talked about perfectionism a little bit about how it can impact our nervous system but what have you noticed or what can you share just overall overall about personality traits that generally can impact our nervous system functions\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah you know i think a lot of people have that book cure it may not be long lasting with john sarno\u0027s work in part because he explains the tms personality and people recognize themself in that i also really love the work of gabor mate who talks about personality traits as coping mechanisms and really we can see that we develop them in childhood to try to generally avoid punishment or receive approval so maybe you grew up in a family that had really high standards for you and was always asking for more it could have been that you had very loving parents but you always had to try harder and strive harder to get approval and so you would develop perfectionism as a strategy to get that love from your parents or if you were told things like boys don\u0027t cry or you know nice girls don\u0027t act out you might become a people pleaser and just really hold in your authentic truth and of course we have to do some of it just to function in society but it\u0027s important to at least acknowledge it to ourself and that\u0027s been a big pivot for me is acknowledging i\u0027m actually really pissed off about this this is infuriating this is frustrating this is really sad my heart\u0027s broken over this and sometimes you can\u0027t even feel it at first but you\u0027re just sort of acknowledging it which which goes back to the emotional piece and so i think that can be part of the remedy for these personality traits again we\u0027re not trying to totally change who we are or get rid of these things because actually they have a lot of benefits right when we 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here your earlier interview on the channel which is also a wealth of information and insight and strategies and ideas so just so much great stuff there thank you so much rebecca for being here i adore you you are doing such great work i just appreciate you so much i adore you raylan thank you and i\u0027m so excited i want to let everybody know rebecca that you are going to be joining my facebook group for a live q and a session so if you\u0027re watching or listening and you would love the opportunity to learn more from rebecca and get to ask her questions in real time then take a look at the description for this episode and you will find out the date and the details for how you can join that and in the description if you expand it and take a look you\u0027ll also find a link for rebecca\u0027s incredible be your own medicine course so if you\u0027re interested in that you can click on that to learn more and thank you to people watching and listening we absolutely adore you too i hope 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nafraid to move out of my little bubble and when i would experience any symptoms i thought that meant i went too far but what that was doing for thirteen years was training my brain that nothing outside of that bubble was safe and so we want to retrain our brain through the activity by understanding that our bodies and our brains just need to learn a sense of safety again reestablish that felt sense in our body and essentially relearn how to do activities with this mindful curious attitude where we\u0027re watching the symptoms instead of fighting them and that\u0027s not easy but somatic tracking and alan gordon\u0027s work has helped me so much with that and i\u0027ve seen that really be a missing piece for a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah because we talk about rewiring our brains so that we feel safe doing activities so we no longer equate sitting up too long or standing or going out the front door or going to the shopping mall as something dangerous that\u0027s going to cost cause us problems but we\u0027re also realizing that it\u0027s our fear around symptoms and our reaction to symptoms can create that symptom spiral as well but it\u0027s a challenging thing to ask somebody to be happy about their symptoms i know it\u0027s not happy but if you could speak to a little bit about that so what is that connection with fear and symptoms and what how can people go about this in a way when because symptoms truly are scary or can be so how do they how do they navigate that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this question so much because it is really important first to understand that fear can be fuel for chronic symptoms because essentially our brain and nervous system and it\u0027s our subconscious brain are just picking up on the fact that there\u0027s a threat and that\u0027s what fear signals so while that\u0027s important i\u0027ve noticed that then what a lot of people do is instead making the symptoms the enemy they now make the fear the enemy instead of fighting the symptoms they start fighting fear right and so that\u0027s why i ask people can you take a vacation from fixing yourself because fixing and fighting and all those things tend to rev up fear so for me what i had to do was the exact opposite of what i had been doing when i would feel scared of the symptoms which was always pretty much almost all of the time i would just start to acknowledge it i would say i\u0027m feeling scared instead of just it\u0027s okay it\u0027s okay i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe which also when you learn this approach you might start some affirmations which could be helpful but if you don\u0027t really feel it and you\u0027re just saying i\u0027m safe i\u0027m safe it actually can be a lot more effective just to say i\u0027m scared you know a part of me is scared right now and i know that because i have symptoms and then you might be able to get in touch with this felt sense of fear in your body and tune in and just ask what is this fear need to feel safer it might need to be heard it might need some expressive writing it might need depending on your physical state some more vigorous activity it might need gentle meditation or breath work but being in a two way conversation with our body and our symptoms is a lot more harmonious and effective than just sort of barking these orders at our emotions or our symptoms which i\u0027m only saying that because i\u0027ve been there for many years and i know what that\u0027s like and i know what it\u0027s like to enter into a more\n\nSPEAKER_01: just peaceful relationship with the emotions and the sensations\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think it\u0027s really important to choose words that resonate for you like i have a online course as well well as well you have a very in depth course but i have a self study online course for brain retraining and you talk about how suggested phrases or things that you can say like i am safe my body is fine but if you\u0027re saying those and it doesn\u0027t feel true exactly it\u0027s what you\u0027re saying like that\u0027s a reflection point this isn\u0027t you know a type of meditation where you\u0027re just repeating a mantra it\u0027s about thinking and thoughts and unpacking what\u0027s there and maybe those words don\u0027t even make sense to you maybe it\u0027s i\u0027m scared but i know my body\u0027s okay or you know just finding what fits for you so i interviewed someone recently who was saying also the one who went to his doctor and i was telling you about before who told him right away oh it\u0027s your brain it\u0027s your nervous system wow how did you get this information from a doctor because doctors typically aren\u0027t taught this yet but you also have to be careful with that so even when your doctor has the right approach he walked away from that thinking he had to hide his condition from everyone and he could never speak about symptoms again and couldn\u0027t give it any attention because that was going to give them fuel and it became this shameful secret that he was hiding from the world and so i just think it\u0027s really important to take in as many different sources of information as you can so you can hear things explained many different ways and then be your own expert and trust your guy and pull out and customize and do what works for you because i think we used to think of this as like you join a specific program they give you the magic words to say and the movements to do and you have to follow it to the letter and then you\u0027re better everyone i interview tells me that for the most part it\u0027s more of a like yes i took this program and adopted a couple things or i took this from there and i took that didn\u0027t resonate so i left it on the shelf just trusting yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh i love this new point i love so many things you just said follow up on all of them because i think ultimately we feel safe when we\u0027re empowered and we feel safe when we\u0027re authentic so if we\u0027re just following orders from a doctor and we\u0027re resenting this particular diet or whatever that\u0027s really not creating the healing state it also doesn\u0027t create this place of personal agency and empowerment which is a key part of healing gabor mart talks about that a lot in his work and so what i found and what i say is don\u0027t just listen to what i\u0027m saying just see what resonates with you and really to me healing is about learning to attune to yourself learning the language of your nervous system the language of your emotions what makes you tick what you truly need and learning to meet those needs really learning to meet those needs and that might be different than what i say or even another practitioner says but it\u0027s really coming from your own place of truth and that\u0027s a big ask right it\u0027s still a journey that i\u0027m on but it\u0027s it was a core part of my recovery and i would say that it just makes life so much richer when you\u0027re coming from this lens of you know what what am i feeling and what do i actually need right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m thinking about when i finally found a doctor that helped me he was an integrative medicine doctor he gave me really sort of detailed complicated protocols and i followed them to the letter and i took so much pride in that i\u0027m like i am such a good patient i\u0027m doing every single thing you tell me to do i\u0027m checking every box every day if it kills me because i am disciplined and i am determined to get past this and we\u0027ve been brought up to think that way that we should just do what we\u0027ve been told to the letter without questioning it and many of us as we see there\u0027s different personality traits that can lead us into it one of them being perfectionism and i\u0027m reading this book called i think the perfectionist guide to imperfection the author talks about i can link it if people want to check it out the difference between discipline and obedience so it\u0027s important to have discipline like i\u0027m going to work out on the days even when i\u0027m feeling lazy or i\u0027d rather just watch tv but if i\u0027m genuinely tired or not feeling well but i\u0027m going to go anyways because my trainer thinks i should or i think i should or society tells me that\u0027s just obedience so it\u0027s unlearning a lot of these a lot of the personality traits that get us into this we really have to unpack and be aware of as we\u0027re navigating our recovery because if we take that same approach for some of us slow us down\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve got a picnic of that book because i\u0027m deaf to recovering perfectionism wagon but you know that is one reason that somatic tracking and just other somatic meditations help me because i started becoming really aware of my intuition in my body so when you feel so crummy and everything hurts it can be a little bit harder to parse out the symptoms from the emotions from your intuition but we all have it built in and with a little more intimacy with an awareness with our felt experience i find that we just know you know we\u0027re drawn to something or repelled from something we might be getting those butterflies in our stomach because we\u0027re excited or we might be getting it because it\u0027s like no i really don\u0027t want to do that thing so learning to honor that\u0027s really important and it is part of the antidote to the personality traits specifically i would say self compassion has been huge for me and i would say almost everybody i work with say that is like a missing element in\n\nSPEAKER_01: just being a balm for the perfectionism the pushing the people pleasing the pressure and these coping strategies that many of us have adapted over the years 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actually i\u0027m picking up on your signals i\u0027m not ignoring them you\u0027re trying to tell me i\u0027m not safe and i\u0027m picking up on them but through my attention and awareness and even sometimes through certain mantras i\u0027m communicating back i got this i\u0027m okay and it\u0027s just a lot more powerful when it\u0027s both cognitive and somatic so for me when i was in this kind of active recovery phase over many months i was doing a lot of somatic tracking and sometimes the symptoms would just stay the same and that was fine because outcome independence is a big part of somatic tracking not trying to get the symptoms to go away but sometimes they would actually shift into an emotion like this heat i would have this just terrible burning all through my brain and my limbs i felt like everything was just burning up and it would actually shift into anger and i could feel the anger almost come up and out in this cloud and sometimes it would be associated with a memory and sometimes it wouldn\u0027t but i would just feel this release it\u0027s akin to when you have a good cry and you feel better this can also happen with somatic tracking you can also track emotions in your body but i would say for most people it\u0027s not helpful to do when you have really strong symptoms so when the sensations are i don\u0027t know above a four or so on a scale of one to ten it might be too intense to just bring your body into that you know if you have a migraine you probably don\u0027t want to do some tracking but you could do it with a little bit of anxiety in your stomach or you could do it with the fatigue or whatever it is and it really is a very powerful tool to retrain your brain and also just reconnect with your body in the safe way\n\nSPEAKER_00: and we\u0027re talking a lot about our thoughts and we\u0027re talking about emotions and i know that you speak that it\u0027s or explain that it\u0027s important to distinguish between thoughts and emotions so 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is it can be so helpful to start checking your language and really tuning into what feels unsupportive and how does that actually impact your physiology and what feels more supportive and so that is different than emotions which we just want to honor in the way i teach this when emotions are present we don\u0027t want to push them down because they\u0027re already manifesting in our body and we feel them you know often in our gut or our heart or throat or face are common places that we feel emotions and so we want to feel them you can use somatic tracking or you could just do some deep breathing or some writing whatever works for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: but you also really want to pay attention to your thoughts because they will continue to perpetuate the same emotions and the same symptoms in this loop if they\u0027re if they\u0027re not supportive to you and you deserve to have that supportive language right like what you\u0027re going through is herculean it\u0027s the hardest thing 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you strategies of what to do in that moment like all these different simple things that are really powerful how to catch them you can name it you can repeat it back in a funny accent you can sing it to the tone of happy birthday like just things to remind yourself it\u0027s just a thought i notice you you\u0027re there all right move along you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh god it\u0027s so many of those too because they acknowledge it but they bring some lightness in and it also creates that buffer like you\u0027re you\u0027re not your thoughts you\u0027re not your emotions but they\u0027re just things passing through your mind and yeah we don\u0027t want to beat ourselves up for beating ourselves up we just want to become aware laughing at them\u0027s great i sometimes would name my kind of doomsday story just some name like oh there\u0027s my doomsday story or you know there\u0027s bananas again just some kind of goofy namely\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and most of them are on repeat we hear them a 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah 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detoxification pathways and the drainage organs and setting myself on that path so it took probably two years to really start to feel completely well i was having that exponential recovery and having more days you know where i felt better than not but yeah it\u0027s a process and i guess when we\u0027ve been unwell for many many years it takes time and so yeah i had to learn or try and relearn the art of patience and go through that process but you know once i was doing that combining it with trying to go after the infections everything sort of came together and yeah converged and eventually i managed to get back to full health which yeah which is ultimately just remarkable\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that\u0027s another really important thing to shine a light on because i think it\u0027s easy to zero in on these recovery stories where people get better in two weeks or and it does happen but rapid success is the exception not the norm unfortunately for most of us it\u0027s going to take some time but once you get on that right path at least i found because it took me about a year and a half two years to recover as well but because i could see i was going the right direction it\u0027s a really strong fuel for motivation to keep going like that hope is there like okay i\u0027m frustrated it\u0027s taking freaking forever and this is hard really hard but like every month is a little bit better than the one before it so\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct yeah that\u0027s absolutely right and it\u0027s it\u0027s a lesson for me it\u0027s a lesson for everyone that you know just because you\u0027re not recovering immediately like don\u0027t lose that hope you know it can take time and you will get there sometimes it\u0027s just a case of trying to find out what\u0027s driving it for you as opposed to the next person and yeah there are so many different causes for fatigue out there and it\u0027s just finding out what it is for you which is which is the key thing and then once you sort 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah that\u0027s a little bit frightening at the time when you know you\u0027re obviously trying to go to experts to get that advice but if you\u0027re coming out and they\u0027re not sure it sort of leaves you feeling quite unsure as well i guess\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i feel like for most of us we feel pretty powerless because you think this is an expert in the condition and if they don\u0027t know what to do how on earth am i supposed to figure it out figure it out while sick and exhausted and maybe having some cognitive symptoms and it\u0027s like there\u0027s no way there\u0027s just no how am i going to do this\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct correct yeah it\u0027s pretty scary at the time and so i guess for that reason it\u0027s probably i guess a bit of an impetus and a reason why people do start sort of reaching out and looking at different sources for information you know online youtube different sort of yeah sources out there to try and find out if there are any other ways or any other ideas or options that might be out there for people to utilize to try and turn the corner so yeah it\u0027s a strange period\n\nSPEAKER_00: and at this time for you though there wasn\u0027t a ton of information out there so what did you do\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i went with what a lot of people would probably do in this situation and that\u0027s just follow the recommendations of other people like you said when you\u0027re sick and exhausted and your cognitive sort of ability is quite limited at the time it\u0027s very hard to do your own research and so based on other people\u0027s recommendations i tried a myriad of different therapies\n\nSPEAKER_01: sort of everything and everything from iv trips and ozone therapy chinese medicine essentially every therapy you\u0027ve probably heard of i did that over several years and i mean that was just a sign of my desperation to get my life back i tried everything and everything all my savings that i put together for the trip had just obviously been put to try to get better so i tried everything and everything and yeah it was unfortunately in my circumstances i had a little bit of improvement over a few years there so much so that probably about four years in i returned to part time work which still was really quite difficult but at least i was making some sort of progress but i just knew deep down i was just such a long way from being back to where i was for the previous twenty three years or so\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i find it\u0027s a lot of people say this was my experience when you\u0027re in that place of desperation and you\u0027re trying all these different things it\u0027s hard to even know what\u0027s delivering results and what\u0027s not did you know what had given you some recovery to that point\n\nSPEAKER_01: not really to be honest because you\u0027re trying sometimes foolishly like in desperation so many different things at once that you don\u0027t actually know what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t yeah so no you\u0027re absolutely right sometimes you just never know and it\u0027s hard to measure your progress and what\u0027s actually helping or isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you went back to work and i\u0027m going to guess that every day was still a struggle but you\u0027re getting through so were you still seeking out new treatments at this point or what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i was i was seeking out again just trying different things as soon as one thing sort of hadn\u0027t worked then i would just try something else and i was just going through that pattern so i tried that but yeah there was some really tough periods where sleep my sleep was really quite poor and i was just getting through days i don\u0027t even know how i was getting through some of those days it was actually really probably quite yeah almost torture what i was putting myself through\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i guess it was sort of the alternative was to yeah i just was just remaining in bed and not do much else so i forced myself and i pushed myself and probably not something that would be necessarily highly recommended but after years of sort of being unable to work and feeling quite isolated for periods it was something i just pushed myself through but it was somewhat counterintuitive and probably not necessarily the best thing to do at the time either\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i did something similar i achieved a kind of partial recovery after trying a zillion things and then went back to work a little bit and it was so hard also this feeling of like i have to pay the bills and you know i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: know what do you do and it\u0027s really tough to just completely step back from all of life i mean many people are forced to sometimes you\u0027re so sick that it doesn\u0027t matter you\u0027re not getting out of bed no matter how many bills you have but when you\u0027re in that a little bit of recovery place i feel like we put a lot of pressure on ourselves to push 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion because there\u0027s a lot of people that are finding recovery going strictly through like dealing with their like mind body connection autonomic nervous system limbic system and that\u0027s great for a lot of people but we always say i always say here you need to do all the tests first you need to rule out those structural abnormalities because if there is something like that going on your body it needs to be addressed you\u0027re not going to brain train your way out of it i don\u0027t think so yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_01: agree i agree with you ellen i had that exact experience i underwent the brain training and did all that and i thought logically that it made so much sense and i know it helps so many people and i\u0027m really grateful that it does i thought for me that was the answer but it wasn\u0027t for me there was other things that were going on and like you said you know all the brain retraining and all the nervous system work that one can do can\u0027t really pull you know toxins 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some time but once you get on that right path at least i found because it took me about a year and a half two years to recover as well but because i could see i was going the right direction it\u0027s a really strong fuel for motivation to keep going like that hope is there like okay i\u0027m frustrated it\u0027s taking freaking forever and this is hard really hard but like every month is a little bit better than the one before it so\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct yeah that\u0027s absolutely right and it\u0027s it\u0027s a lesson for me it\u0027s a lesson for everyone that you know just because you\u0027re not recovering immediately like don\u0027t lose that hope you know it can take time and you will get there sometimes it\u0027s just a case of trying to find out what\u0027s driving it for you as opposed to the next person and yeah there are so many different causes for fatigue out there and it\u0027s just finding out what it is for you which is which is the key thing and then once you sort 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making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for people\n\nSPEAKER_00: and there are lots of places that specialize in just coming to your home and doing testing for all of this and i know i had it done on my home and at the time at least it was fairly reasonably priced so yeah there are ways to figure this out and definitely many people that i\u0027ve interviewed have talked about talked about how addressing this is going to keep part of their recovery so that\u0027s for sure a good call out yeah for people watching right now that are currently still in this and going through it what are some of the key things you want to say to them or what suggestions would you have\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think one of the big things is i think community is a big thing it\u0027s probably something that i overlooked i probably didn\u0027t reach out to as many people in the cfs space or the me space that i probably could have i think that would have really helped i\u0027ve noticed that with other people that feeling that you\u0027re not alone is such a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\nDetoxification and functional medicine approaches involving cellular detoxification and addressing heavy metals and mycotoxins.\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\nThe patient mentioned trying many different therapies that could be classified as complementary and alternative medicine (CAM). 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more 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what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah 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like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah that\u0027s a little bit frightening at the time when you know you\u0027re obviously trying to go to experts to get that advice but if you\u0027re coming out and they\u0027re not sure it sort of leaves you feeling quite unsure as well i guess\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i feel like for most of us we feel pretty powerless because you think this is an expert in the condition and if they don\u0027t know what to do how on earth am i supposed to figure it out figure it out while sick and exhausted and maybe having some cognitive symptoms and it\u0027s like there\u0027s no way there\u0027s just no how am i going to do this\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct correct yeah it\u0027s pretty scary at the time and so i guess for that reason it\u0027s probably i guess a bit of an impetus and a reason why people do start sort of reaching out and looking at different sources for information you know online youtube different sort of yeah sources out there to try and find out if there are any other ways or any other ideas or options that might be out there for people to utilize to try and turn the corner so yeah it\u0027s a strange period\n\nSPEAKER_00: and at this time for you though there wasn\u0027t a ton of information out there so what did you do\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i went with what a lot of people would probably do in this situation and that\u0027s just follow the recommendations of other people like you said when you\u0027re sick and exhausted and your cognitive sort of ability is quite limited at the time it\u0027s very hard to do your own research and so based on other people\u0027s recommendations i tried a myriad of different therapies\n\nSPEAKER_01: sort of everything and everything from iv trips and ozone therapy chinese medicine essentially every therapy you\u0027ve probably heard of i did that over several years and i mean that was just a sign of my desperation to get my life back i tried everything and everything all my savings that i put together for the trip had just obviously been put to try to get better so i tried everything and everything and yeah it was unfortunately in my circumstances i had a little bit of improvement over a few years there so much so that probably about four years in i returned to part time work which still was really quite difficult but at least i was making some sort of progress but i just knew deep down i was just such a long way from being back to where i was for the previous twenty three years or so\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i find it\u0027s a lot of people say this was my experience when you\u0027re in that place of desperation and you\u0027re trying all these different things it\u0027s hard to even know what\u0027s delivering results and what\u0027s not did you know what had given you some recovery to that point\n\nSPEAKER_01: not really to be honest because you\u0027re trying sometimes foolishly like in desperation so many different things at once that you don\u0027t actually know what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t yeah so no you\u0027re absolutely right sometimes you just never know and it\u0027s hard to measure your progress and what\u0027s actually helping or isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you went back to work and i\u0027m going to guess that every day was still a struggle but you\u0027re getting through so were you still seeking out new treatments at this point or what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i was i was seeking out again just trying different things as soon as one thing sort of hadn\u0027t worked then i would just try something else and i was just going through that pattern so i tried that but yeah there was some really tough periods where sleep my sleep was really quite poor and i was just getting through days i don\u0027t even know how i was getting through some of those days it was actually really probably quite yeah almost torture what i was putting myself through\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i guess it was sort of the alternative was to yeah i just was just remaining in bed and not 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more unwell and it got to a stage where i was bed bound and i had to resign from my job and this was only a few weeks before i was meant to leave so i had to unfortunately cancel my trip that was met with a lot of disappointment particularly at my end with my best friend i was going to travel at the time yeah it was a really scary period and yeah a lot of disappointment and upset of course and just that unknown of what\u0027s happening to my body which i guess all of us in this situation feel when it\u0027s all beginning\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a bit crazy i always say it\u0027s a bit like being kidnapped from your own life it\u0027s just it\u0027s so intense and so scary and so confusing and i can\u0027t even imagine having this amazing trip landed on the horizon like what a complete what ad you\u0027re doing from that and so young too what did you think was happening when this was going on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably the worst part raylan you just don\u0027t know what\u0027s happening at the time it\u0027s not like as we all know it\u0027s not like a typical condition visible condition such as breaking your leg or you know having some sort of other chronic condition which is diabetes or something along those lines you don\u0027t know what\u0027s going on and it was only until i got a diagnosis probably months later that it sort of struck me as to what was happening but again at the time probably not so much now because there are channels like yours and there\u0027s a lot more information out there but at the time particularly here there just wasn\u0027t any information about this condition so i remember hearing about a footballer here that had had it and he was the only person i knew in australia that had ever suffered from this condition so he sort of gave me some hope and inspiration that i could turn things around but i didn\u0027t think it was going to take ten years\n\nSPEAKER_00: so when you got your diagnosis what was that\n\nSPEAKER_01: chronic fatigue syndrome\n\nSPEAKER_00: and had you heard of it when you got that diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think just as a result of hearing that footballer who had it but aside from that i knew absolutely nothing about it\n\nSPEAKER_00: and did they along with that diagnosis give you any sort of\n\nSPEAKER_00: prognosis or treatment recommendations\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah good point i guess at the beginning having gone through the conventional medicine system particularly at the beginning the prognosis was not very good unfortunately it just isn\u0027t a lot of knowledge about the condition and sort of beyond sort of management of symptoms which i came to realize quite quickly i ended up seeing probably one of the leading doctors here in australia in this particular condition and unfortunately he just he didn\u0027t know why i was sick and he was happy to prescribe me different things and give some recommendations but ultimately just wasn\u0027t sure why i was unwell and yeah 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you\u0027re absolutely right sometimes you just never know and it\u0027s hard to measure your progress and what\u0027s actually helping or isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you went back to work and i\u0027m going to guess that every day was still a struggle but you\u0027re getting through so were you still seeking out new treatments at this point or what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i was i was seeking out again just trying different things as soon as one thing sort of hadn\u0027t worked then i would just try something else and i was just going through that pattern so i tried that but yeah there was some really tough periods where sleep my sleep was really quite poor and i was just getting through days i don\u0027t even know how i was getting through some of those days it was actually really probably quite yeah almost torture what i was putting myself through\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i guess it was sort of the alternative was to yeah i just was just remaining in bed and not 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starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and then i subsequently later on found out that i had like a chronic dental infection so there were just all these sort of things working in the background that were just suppressing my immune system and just sapping the energy out of me and it was just yeah it was it was a nice surprise but quite a shock once i finally got all the data to find out you know what was driving all this but it also gave me a lot of hope because i realized okay there is a reason for why i\u0027m feeling the way i am and there is actually a pathway forward so mixed feelings but exciting probably for the most part as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s crazy isn\u0027t it because it\u0027s you know we get all these tests done and they come back normal which is a relief but also so disappointing it\u0027s something\u0027s clearly wrong so some tests somewhere has to like someone has to tell me something otherwise i don\u0027t know what to address and i\u0027m a bit like a broken record but at one point i got a chronic lyme disease diagnosis and it was one of the best days of my whole journey with cms like my depression lifted i had a stack of lyme disease books i\u0027m like okay ultimately i don\u0027t think that really was what was happening for me personally but if there\u0027s something wrong you want to know what it is so it\u0027s like okay this is something now i know which direction to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly right and that was sort of years after i undergone so many tests and they all came back normal and so you have this association with testing and disappointment and you know after eight years to finally get some tests that are showing you what\u0027s going on it was yeah it was it was a bit it was a relief it was a relief and it set the pathway for me to finally walk down and recover so yeah that was brilliant to do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it\u0027s a good thing to talk about this i\u0027m glad we\u0027re having this discussion 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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some time but once you get on that right path at least i found because it took me about a year and a half two years to recover as well but because i could see i was going the right direction it\u0027s a really strong fuel for motivation to keep going like that hope is there like okay i\u0027m frustrated it\u0027s taking freaking forever and this is hard really hard but like every month is a little bit better than the one before it so\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct yeah that\u0027s absolutely right and it\u0027s it\u0027s a lesson for me it\u0027s a lesson for everyone that you know just because you\u0027re not recovering immediately like don\u0027t lose that hope you know it can take time and you will get there sometimes it\u0027s just a case of trying to find out what\u0027s driving it for you as opposed to the next person and yeah there are so many different causes for fatigue out there and it\u0027s just finding out what it is for you which is which is the key thing and then once you sort of understand and appreciate that then i think that pathway to healing becomes a lot clearer and ultimately a lot faster\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m curious during this time when you were actively working on recovery and finally getting somewhere with it on any given week or day what sorts of activities or things were you doing that were supporting this recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i guess i was doing just things to help my lymphatic system so i was doing sort of trampolining and dry brushing things like that in terms of sort of the detoxification so it was just a lot of liver support just helping my liver trying to perform optimally and make it less sluggish so it was starting to try and bring these toxins out that i\u0027d sort of been harboring for many many years getting my kidneys working really well and taking binders so they were basically there to help usher out the toxins and particularly the heavy metals and the mycotoxins and get them out of my system but doing so in a 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making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for 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that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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some time but once you get on that right path at least i found because it took me about a year and a half two years to recover as well but because i could see i was going the right direction it\u0027s a really strong fuel for motivation to keep going like that hope is there like okay i\u0027m frustrated it\u0027s taking freaking forever and this is hard really hard but like every month is a little bit better than the one before it so\n\nSPEAKER_01: correct yeah that\u0027s absolutely right and it\u0027s it\u0027s a lesson for me it\u0027s a lesson for everyone that you know just because you\u0027re not recovering immediately like don\u0027t lose that hope you know it can take time and you will get there sometimes it\u0027s just a case of trying to find out what\u0027s driving it for you as opposed to the next person and yeah there are so many different causes for fatigue out there and it\u0027s just finding out what it is for you which is which is the key thing and then once you sort 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really diligent and careful way because a lot can go wrong when you\u0027re detoxifying and not doing it properly i probably naively tried to do some of this on my own at the beginning and learned a pretty tough lesson early on that you don\u0027t diy this especially when you\u0027re dealing with a lot of neurotoxins and a lot of yeah problematic toxins it\u0027s it\u0027s not a wise idea to do it on your own i think it\u0027s it takes careful consideration and doing things in the right order and doing them properly and yeah a combination of binders and helping sort of my drainage organs and yeah just helping my overall system to try and purge what had been holding me down for so long\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s a really good point\n\nSPEAKER_00: it can be a lot and if you do too much too fast i believe it can actually have the reverse effect because if you start mobilizing all these things in your body and it can\u0027t deal with them it\u0027s going to feel really crappy for a 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making sure you\u0027re not living in an environment that\u0027s sort of plagued by mold because you\u0027re just not going to get better from any condition really any chronic condition if you\u0027re being constantly exposed to microtoxins they\u0027re just so damaging and harmful to the body so i think that\u0027s something that sometimes we overlook because naturally you think your home is a haven it\u0027s somewhere that\u0027s meant to be safe and you feel protected but unfortunately sometimes you know it can harbor these sort of things and make us pretty unwell so i think that might be something if someone is going through that journey in the early stages just to make sure that it\u0027s not a problem for you but then thought back to when i first became unwell and i actually was living with my father at the time who was in a water damaged home but i hadn\u0027t put those pieces of the puzzle together but probably a good nine years so yeah it can be a bit of a problem for 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a big part of hope and feeling okay throughout the day i think it\u0027s such an isolating condition at the best of times to feel even more isolated i think just not ideal for someone so i think trying to remain connected with other people is probably something i would suggest as being really helpful i think the other big thing is i know everyone will probably say it but not losing hope you know there are people that have recovered after thirty years of battling this condition in my case it was ten you just can\u0027t have that flame be extinguished and i think some of the best ways to do that and for me the best way was just to keep digging and finding out what it is for you that\u0027s driving your symptoms unless you\u0027re born with this condition or you have a genetic condition i feel that for most people recovery is completely possible and at the very least people can get a lot better you just have to keep unpeeling the layers of the onion and find out what it is for you that\u0027s causing your symptoms so if you keep doing that i think that\u0027s naturally going to fuel hope and it\u0027s going to naturally fuel that sense that i can recover so yeah not giving up hope and continuing to find what your causes are i think is one of the biggest needle movers to get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s the single most important thing that you can do is just not give up just with anything in life\n\nSPEAKER_00: borrow hope from other people if you need it if you\u0027re lacking it on some days but yeah just find your ways to keep going correct and you now support other people who are going through this can you tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i am raylan i always thought throughout this whole decade that once i got better i was going to make something positive come from this i thought this didn\u0027t just happen to me for any other reason and it would just be just a real shame if i just got on with my life and didn\u0027t make anything positive come out of this i suffered for many many years but i think that there\u0027s you know there\u0027s always something to be grateful for or something to focus on something positive that can come from a dark place and in my situation i always made a commitment to myself that i would try and help other people after i got through the other side and make something good come from what was a pretty dark period for me so i have put together an online course which sort of outlines in my view what are the key drivers of the condition it focuses on the physiological and also the sort of other reasons such as you know the nervous system sort of things and other stress and psychological sort of components to it but i\u0027m doing that and i\u0027m also starting some coaching as well at the moment with people to helping with identify their causes or putting them in the right direction to try and find how they can learn their causes and also being a support person for people who are feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys i know many of you are going to really appreciate this interview today i am with sean moran over in melbourne australia and he has had a ten year journey with mecfs where he tried everything under the sun to get better spent all of his money on programs and therapies including brain training which he was convinced was going to be his answer it all made a ton of sense to him that whole autonomic nervous system component and then even that didn\u0027t work for him but he refused to give up and kept searching and eventually did find what his root causes were and found effective methods for addressing those things and is now fully recovered you are going to absolutely love him please join me in welcoming sean moran sean amazing to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really what i was going to make it to be i had no real restrictions or commitments and yeah in sort of the months leading up to my departure i started probably liken it to maybe a car that\u0027s just sort of running out of fuel i just started sort of having periods where my body was just breaking down and you know coming down with colds and flus quite often and there were just some telltale signs there that my immune system just wasn\u0027t really working too well and just sort of put it off as oh well it is you know whatever will be will be we\u0027ll get through it and yeah about probably six to eight weeks before i was meant to leave i just completely started breaking down i was working full time at the time and remember coming into work and just people commenting and saying gee are you okay to be here you don\u0027t look very well today and i sort of thought to myself yeah no i\u0027m fine but i knew i wasn\u0027t eventually over time over the as the weeks sort of went on i just got more 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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feeling isolated and unwell and need someone to speak to who can truly understand it because i think that can go a long way to feeling understood and heard because unfortunately a lot of us in this situation don\u0027t feel like that for lengthy periods of time and i don\u0027t think people should have to suffer you know alone\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think that\u0027s absolutely amazing there are so many people who need support with this in the world and you know everyone\u0027s going to have a different approach or a different person or just a different take on it that\u0027s going to resonate for them so just so so amazing that you\u0027re out here now sort of paying it forward and helping other people as well and for those of you watching you can expand the video description and all the links that you need to find everything you need to know about sean will be there and if his story his journey resonates for you i really encourage you just to click on those links and check it out because he clearly is an amazing person he\u0027s been through it he gets it has a lot of insight and has a lot to offer thank you sean for doing this today i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: that was my pleasure alan thanks so much for having me on\n\nSPEAKER_00: quick member shout out to ben mariano thank you so much for joining the channel really appreciate the support and those are you watching sean talked about having support on this journey and if you\u0027re already a part of it i do have a facebook group that is linked in the video description and what people say they love about this is that it\u0027s really optimistic and recovery focused and just a supportive place to be so if you don\u0027t have anyone in your life to connect with this could be a good place to find someone right thank you again sean thank you to all of you watching hang in there you have totally got this wishing you all the best sending big hugs to you and yeah hope to see you in the next 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doing this\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks very much for having me raylen it\u0027s been a long time that i\u0027ve been seeing you on youtube and watching all your clips with all your inspirational stories and other people so it\u0027s fantastic to finally be able to come over to your side\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s such an amazing thing the more and more people that i talk to and they like i\u0027ve been watching the videos and now i\u0027m here doing my recovery story it\u0027s just so exciting to see that kind of full circle thing it\u0027s incredible and i just think it\u0027s got to be all the more encouraging for people who are watching yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: this can happen so how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh wow i\u0027ve got to go back probably twelve years ago now actually it was two thousand and twelve i like many australians booked a one way ticket to europe and had planned to sort of work over there for about six months or so maybe even longer life was sort of really 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous 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way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you 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that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where 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sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i 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                "output": "The patient described benefiting from a therapy called mikl therapy and mind body reconnect (MBR) training, which involve emotional health support, mind-body connection, and small lifestyle changes. These approaches focus on nervous system calming, emotional boundaries, and mind-body awareness rather than conventional medicine or surgery. This fits the CAM definition as they are healing practices outside the politically dominant biomedical system.\n\nRelevant quotes include:\n\n- \"...that was when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize...\"\n\n- \"...mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge...\"\n\n- \"...hopefully that the shame and embarrassment that comes with reaching out for emotional support...\"\n\n- \"...mind body connection that sometimes isn\u0027t as acceptable and you think well you know as we know whether it\u0027s physical pain or emotional pain it\u0027s the same switch from the brain it still hurt it is it feels the same...\"\n\nOverall, the patient found complementary approaches involving emotional health, nervous system regulation, and mind-body practices helpful in their recovery.",
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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got 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you started so people keep an eye on that i\u0027ve no doubt there is going to be a ton of great stuff coming there as well so another great free resource for people who are fixing these conditions all right thank you so much thank you to the people watching and listening i appreciate it and i hope to see you or i hope danny sees you in some of his videos on his channel\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s everyone i interview it is for the most part a bunch of small things small changes over time that\u0027s what got them where they\u0027re gone so now you do mvr work so can you tell us a bit about that and what your hope is that will come from this work\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me i really hope that the shame and embarrassment that comes with reaching out for emotional support that shame and embarrassment continues to wane that ones don\u0027t leave it too long before reaching out for a bit of support and a bit of help because sometimes we can get to the stage in life where we think who am i what do i like what do i dislike am i an arty person or you know am i a bookworm do i prefer being by the beach or in a forest and i just don\u0027t know because i\u0027ve been looking after everyone else and not finding out what i like or meeting my needs so i hope that that continues to change where ones can reach out and get help another part of it is sometimes there can be shame associated with it being a mind body connection issue you know if someone has a couple of months off work because they broke their rock climbing it\u0027s like oh okay well let me bring you around some hot dinners and you know massage your feet you poor thing whereas if someone says yeah i had a couple of months off work because of a mind body connection issue that sometimes isn\u0027t as acceptable and you think well you know as we know whether it\u0027s physical pain or emotional pain it\u0027s the same switch from the brain it still hurt it is it feels the same the pain is real and you never want to diminish someone\u0027s suffering as if like oh it was just a mind body connection thing still really hurt and it feels the same as a physical injury so again with talking about it with helping ones appreciate this mind body connection aspect to try and just take away that shame or embarrassment and not leaving it too long before we reach out and get some help\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i\u0027m so glad we\u0027ve connected i\u0027ve enjoyed every minute of talking to you so much helpful information here i want to hire you i think anything anyone can do to have a little bit more danny in their life has just got to be a good thing so of course we\u0027ll link all of your information and contacts in the description so people watching listening really encourage you take a moment check it out danny\u0027s clearly a great guy he\u0027s been through his own journey he gets it lots of empathy understanding and support and the great thing is is that not so long ago we did have to do this on our own but now we don\u0027t there\u0027s so much help out there so i really hope i have no doubt that you\u0027ll get a lot of people reaching out to you i really hope that you do because yeah it\u0027s just such a better journey when you have someone to walk through it with you thank you so much for being here oh i\u0027m going to link also as well your youtube channel i know you started so people keep an eye on that i\u0027ve no doubt there is going to be a ton of great stuff coming there as well so another great free resource for people who are fixing these conditions all right thank you so much thank you to the people watching and listening i appreciate it and i hope to see you or i hope danny sees you in some of his videos on his channel\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like 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your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the 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things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that 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if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you 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good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why 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you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing 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someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s everyone i interview it is for the most part a bunch of small things small changes over time that\u0027s what got them where they\u0027re gone so now you do mvr work so can you tell us a bit about that and what your hope is that will come from this work\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me i really hope that the shame and embarrassment that comes with reaching out for emotional support that shame and embarrassment continues to wane that ones don\u0027t leave it too long before reaching out for a bit of support and a bit of help because sometimes we can get to the stage in life where we think who am i what do i like what do i dislike am i an arty person or you know am i a bookworm do i prefer being by the beach or in a forest and i just don\u0027t know because i\u0027ve been looking after everyone else and not finding out what i like or meeting my needs so i hope that that continues to change where ones can reach out and get help another part of it is sometimes there can be shame 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incredible i\u0027m so glad we\u0027ve connected i\u0027ve enjoyed every minute of talking to you so much helpful information here i want to hire you i think anything anyone can do to have a little bit more danny in their life has just got to be a good thing so of course we\u0027ll link all of your information and contacts in the description so people watching listening really encourage you take a moment check it out danny\u0027s clearly a great guy he\u0027s been through his own journey he gets it lots of empathy understanding and support and the great thing is is that not so long ago we did have to do this on our own but now we don\u0027t there\u0027s so much help out there so i really hope i have no doubt that you\u0027ll get a lot of people reaching out to you i really hope that you do because yeah it\u0027s just such a better journey when you have someone to walk through it with you thank you so much for being here oh i\u0027m going to link also as well your youtube channel i know you started so people keep an eye on that i\u0027ve no doubt there is going to be a ton of great stuff coming there as well so another great free resource for people who are fixing these conditions all right thank you so much thank you to the people watching and listening i appreciate it and i hope to see you or i hope danny sees you in some of his videos on his channel\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practictioners helpful? \n\nBy conventional medical practictioners, we mean doctors, nurses, and other healthcare professionals, or clinical psychologists working within conventional medical settings.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nThe patient mentioned receiving advice from an occupational therapist (which can be considered a conventional healthcare professional) who explained about pain being generated in the brain and advised trying to calm the nervous system by not constantly talking about symptoms. He said this was helpful in some ways, but it also increased feelings of shame as it led him to hide his symptoms from others. The patient did not report negative experiences with conventional medical practitioners specifically, and he described his healthcare support as excellent and caring. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many 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crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why 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sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try 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loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so 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out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i 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nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like you\u0027ve been snatched from your life what was going through your head\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think for me it was just what\u0027s happening because i felt like life was you know i was in the fast lane bombing along having like the best of times and you know part of my work as well involves some international travel so my wife and i were traveling to other countries and running courses to train translation teams in software specific for their work so life was fun there was adventure and suddenly from being in the fast lane i was now at the side of the road bonnet open flames coming out with all these warning lights on like what you know so it was it was a big shock and i think just you know again to see that impact on my wife i remember many times kind of you know with tears in my eyes saying to her you know this this isn\u0027t the man that you married this isn\u0027t me and i yeah this isn\u0027t this isn\u0027t the person that i am but i just felt so broken so that was that was really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many things and especially especially if i was going on holiday guarantee i would end up sick now in the weeks leading up to it i would be bulletproof you know no kind of influenza no cold would hit me but as soon as i was on holiday bang i would go down i mean i remember one instance where\n\nSPEAKER_00: my group of friends were really into cycling so we decided that we would cycle from london to paris and just as we\u0027d come out of south london i just started going into a cold sweat i started shivering but it was this weird where i was kind of hot from the cycling but cold from this virus or something you know i just i felt so ill and i\u0027m there just shaking cycling down to the south coast and that night i don\u0027t remember actually falling asleep i feel like i literally just passed out where i was and then the next morning i wake up we jump on the ferry the rest of my friends are on the top deck enjoying the sunshine and i\u0027m there like below decks just shivering in my light crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop you in your tracks and get your attention\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you were getting all of these symptoms that started with pain in the arms and then started really expanding from there were you seeing doctors did anyone have any idea what was happening with you what were they telling you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so i had i had excellent healthcare support and ones that really cared for me and i remember\n\nSPEAKER_00: having explained to me about pain being generated in the brain and the advice that i was given was really motivated or the goal was to try and calm down the nervous system so something that was mentioned was to try not to constantly talk about your symptoms you know to try not for it always to be the subject of conversation so that you\u0027re not constantly reinforcing those neural pathways to your wrists kind of you know asking you know how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists how my wrists you know to try and just calm the nervous system down my interpretation of that though which i don\u0027t think is what they meant my personality was very all or nothing so i was like challenge accepted i would not talk about my symptoms and because of that yeah i just i was like right i\u0027m not going to talk about my wrists and my arms but sadly i would say my reaction to that is that it didn\u0027t so much reduce the pain but increase the shame because it was something that just i wouldn\u0027t talk about and i feel like there\u0027s some of my close friends just didn\u0027t realize what i was going through and maybe there was additional support out there but i didn\u0027t give others the opportunity to give that because i didn\u0027t tell them and that again is just another indication of where the way that i was dealing with things just wasn\u0027t good for my health\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay there\u0027s so much to unpack there but i cannot move forward my head has been exploding i\u0027m sorry did you see a doctor told you all of this the brain and the nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i want to get this right because it\u0027s either occupational therapist physiotherapist or all of the above so i\u0027d say occupational therapist\n\nSPEAKER_01: once again first of all it was like life was really good and i was really happy when i got in well what no you\u0027re like what were the doctors saying and i\u0027ve heard the same similar response probably two hundred times you\u0027re like my experience with the healthcare system was very good they knew exactly what was going on what is going on here that\u0027s really was this in ireland that you were seeing this we\u0027ll say occupational therapist that had this information because virtually no one gets this information from the conventional conventional medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know i know no this was actually part of my work so from going basically went from the office to go see this occupational therapist who helped explain this to me and then from there i went straight home because they just immediately signed me off work which was the right crew which was the right call they were spot on but i was a bit like but i\u0027m always used to just powering on through and oh okay\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am just going to hijack this interview i\u0027m going to try and stop myself but i just cannot even understand like it\u0027s so shocking to me everything that you\u0027re saying like i\u0027m thinking of my doctor who i went to i could barely get out of bed and i asked for time off work how am i going to sign any paperwork there\u0027s nothing wrong with you you need to go back to work so this is so incredible i\u0027m having this vision of the next few years interviewing more and more people where they\u0027re getting this support and information that they need from their doctor getting the time off i\u0027m so happy that you had that experience but the other thing that i said i wanted to unpack this really interesting point that i\u0027ve never heard anyone explain it this way because we do talk a lot about not focusing on your symptoms not giving them attention not talking about it but that\u0027s a really important insight that if it turns into something that you feel like you have to hide then what so how do you find i guess it\u0027s going to be an individual thing but being aware of that and finding a happy medium between fixation and hiding in shame\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah and i can feel that in me right now just just how much that that resonates with me yeah it\u0027s really hard and i think you you\u0027re always trying to do your best and the people around you are always trying to give the best advice that they know as well so you know everyone\u0027s kind of rooting for you but sometimes we just need a bit of extra support and guidance and sometimes we have to wait for that or maybe it\u0027s there but we just don\u0027t quite hear it so sometimes patients just is involved with these kind of recoveries\n\nSPEAKER_01: and a good reminder that even if your healthcare professionals are up to date on the latest science and can talk to you about the nervous system in the brain and all of that everyone\u0027s going to explain it a little bit differently and we always have to trust our gut on does this feel right for me is the approach they\u0027re telling me do i need to adapt this a little bit because even you know with if it\u0027s the correct information for you it can still be problematic if the way you\u0027re going about it the way they\u0027ve told you to go about it isn\u0027t really working\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think i was still probably in a bit of shock because to me the diagnosis of you know repetitive strain injury rsi nerve damage to me what i heard was you know mr mangan you have been defeated by a wireless mouse and keyboard and i\u0027m like what you know that that doesn\u0027t seem right that makes me sound weak and that just doesn\u0027t click you know seem shocking to me and yeah i mean like say for example if you don\u0027t mind me asking you a question fellow snowboarder right or you\u0027ll love this question have you ever caught an edge\n\nSPEAKER_01: sometimes i in the past i\u0027d come home with whiplash because i caught so many edges and fell and snap my head back hard so many times\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah okay so you know i don\u0027t want to trigger you here with these questions\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you catch your if you catch your your front edge what\u0027s the initial reaction of your body if you catch you at your front edge on your snowboard put your hands down so what do you typically wear on your wrists\n\nSPEAKER_01: nothing what well gloves\n\nSPEAKER_00: right come on you don\u0027t have wrist guards i don\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: up to you if you want to move that\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay it sounds like we have to have another conversation offline about my snowboarding safety okay let\u0027s let\u0027s for the sake of this conversation i wear wrist guards\n\nSPEAKER_00: like i you know i wasn\u0027t the best snowboarder so i would clip an edge and yeah wrists would go down and my wrist took a hammer and that\u0027s why i would wear wrist guards because it would be like bang you know or like i\u0027d fall backward and the wrist would go down or even just pushing yourself up so you didn\u0027t get wet bummed you know what i mean you\u0027re always pushing yourself up and so my wrists were being hammered all day and then i\u0027d go to bed sleep wake up and do it all again the next day so how the wrists survive being like hammered into ice but you know click click click or a little bit right click can bring you down so i just i think i was just in a bit of shock of like that doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t make sense i feel like that doesn\u0027t really reflect my physical ability you know so yeah that was hard that was hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what happened from there did you start trying to implement different recovery strategies or what was next\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so a good friend of ours recommended making smaller changes so that was something they put to us you know are there small changes you can make in life in your lifestyle to see if that helps and we tried that but we just couldn\u0027t quite find the appropriate actions to make a difference to my health so then it went to okay i think we need to make a major change because at that point as well my brain was catastrophizing and i was thinking okay nerve damage today tomorrow it\u0027s going to be me cfs and then cancer you know that\u0027s where my head went so i thought okay i need a major change here so made the really difficult decision to leave our work the accommodation we had came with our work so we left that as well moved in with family and then we thought okay before we sign up for a tenancy before we rent a place let\u0027s go visit family in australia which we did for a couple of months and that was a real tonic just to feel the heat of the sun to be outdoors all the time enjoying that outdoor lifestyle i slept a lot and yeah just you know we\u0027d spend the morning in a rainforest and then you could be in by the afternoon you\u0027re at the beach i mean queensland amazing amazing place and that really helped just spending a lot of time in nature that really popped us up and just felt like i could really relax and just it was really calming so that helped and then within a year i would say my symptoms had eased dramatically even to the point where i was able to help with a scaffolding project which was just such a win for me because i was like yes like these wrists have got something in them like take that wireless mouse like that was a huge win yeah that was good\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m just imagining all the silent conversations you had in your head with your wireless mouse\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s a scary place to go i\u0027ll be honest\n\nSPEAKER_01: replaced thing i hear you what how is this what\u0027s happening all right so change of environment change of routine change of lifestyle these things all started to make you feel better was that\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the way there or are there more things you needed to do no so then twenty twenty one comes along and i had what we affectionately referred to as my mini burnout so it wasn\u0027t as bad as the twenty sixteen nerve pain but in twenty twenty one i just one day couldn\u0027t go to work it was like somebody just pulled the plug and i wasn\u0027t really happy and i wasn\u0027t really sad i was nothing i just felt numb and it was this really really weird sensation where i felt like i just became a spectator to my life like i was just looking at this person that\u0027s the only way i can describe it there was just this complete disconnect and again i was like how has this happened you know from that awful experience that i had back in twenty sixteen i thought i was really good at saying no to things i thought i\u0027d learned my lesson but here i am experiencing this mini burnout which you know was really tough financial pressure on our family i couldn\u0027t work for a couple of months and just didn\u0027t want to go out i had no motivation no drive as i said just like someone just pulled the plug on me but then we went to see some friends of ours and we were there chatting with our friends and they said you know have you have you ever thought about some therapy have you ever thought about getting some support with your emotional health and at that point i thought i\u0027ll try anything you know i really am quite lost and i appreciated the recommendation and how it was recommended to me it was really kindly done and i said yeah sure and that\u0027s when i realized the piece of the puzzle that was missing that it was my emotional health caring for that which was key so i started doing mickle therapy and that helped me to realize that even though i thought i was good at saying no to things i could be a little bit better and that by setting good healthy boundaries that that would keep my symptoms at bay but what was even more interesting for me was not so much improving saying no but improving saying yes because i was very aware of trying to help others and to fulfill their needs and to offer them support but i wasn\u0027t really looking after myself so that\u0027s where i realized i had to say yes to a lot more to meet my needs and to make sure i was leading a life that was was fulfilling and using my skills and abilities so i decided to schedule recreation and i became quite protective over that time that this is for me and i signed up for some courses which i did just because and it felt so good to kind of it felt so good to say that you know oh why have you done that course just because you know and i think sometimes when we do a course or we start a hobby there is that temptation to ask oh so are you having a career change or oh is this a side hustle or will you be selling these online\n\nSPEAKER_00: almost like you have to justify why you\u0027ve started something and it\u0027s like you can\u0027t just invest in yourself but you have to make sure it pays pays back for itself you know if that makes sense\n\nSPEAKER_01: it does and come out it with an overachiever approach where i\u0027m going to be the best and i\u0027m going to teach classes on it i\u0027m going to open my own shop i\u0027ll have a youtube channel it can be fun this can just be fun\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh heaven forbid it was just fun you know and that was it it was that green light to go have fun and to do things just because and it was proof of life i just needed to prove to my own body that it was alive and living and when it had that it was like yeah great some more of this please and it just rewarded me with more energy my health improved so yeah i was i was really grateful for the mickel therapy that i received and had an excellent therapist that really helped me\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s incredible and i hear this type of thing as i\u0027m sure you can guess quite a bit on this channel people talking about their journeys and these being the things that get them well but ninety nine point some percent of the population has never heard this and doesn\u0027t think that these things are all related to health i mean before i started this channel and before my own journey i certainly never heard any of this and i can see how it can be dismissed or there\u0027s no money to be made there really i mean it\u0027s not a pill or a surgery to sell so like what major advertising campaign or company is going to get behind it and open clinics and i just it breaks my heart to think about the millions of the people in the world potentially billions who are facing various health conditions that could significantly improve by making these sorts of changes and it\u0027s so many more conditions than we\u0027re realizing and we\u0027re starting to see i\u0027ve talked to some doctors that say experts that there\u0027s no condition that exists where this sort of approach and working with your nervous system and your emotions and your brain doesn\u0027t doesn\u0027t impact\n\nSPEAKER_00: your progress yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found this but i feel like when one\u0027s discover say that you know the mind body connection that there\u0027s almost this part of them this intuition in them that\u0027s like yeah that makes sense i kind of knew there was something else almost that vindication of like i knew it you know so i feel like many out there do have that kind of intuition of there is something more and that\u0027s why it\u0027s so important to talk about it and why your work so appreciated with channels like this to be able to kind of lift the veil on these things and to talk about them so that people can have hope that there is a way out of their symptoms through different methods different tools different techniques\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think in addition to it resonating to it something inside you saying yes this makes sense it also gives us permission to find joy to take care of ourselves to have boundaries to spend some time in nature because when you realize how it\u0027s connected to your physical and mental health like well it\u0027s not just a nice to have like this is i got to do these things it\u0027s okay i\u0027m allowed i can take a break\n\nSPEAKER_00: i like that it\u0027s not nice to have it is just part being human this is how we work and we need this\n\nSPEAKER_01: so is that it for you you\u0027ve got to this place and you sort of figured out the bigger connection and\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i think i was i was so overwhelmed by this awakening and this new information and so grateful for it as well because i just didn\u0027t want this cycle to continue you know good for a couple of years then burnout then good for a couple of years and then burnout so that\u0027s when i thought you know i\u0027d really like to train as training mikl therapy so i tried to go down that avenue but the training wasn\u0027t available at the time so then i started this search to find a practitioner course that resonated with my core values and beliefs and i tell you it was hard to struggle i was going down all these different rabbit holes like trying to trying to find it and when i came along claire caldwell i was just so grateful and as well for her to be head practitioner and head of training at mikl therapy and i believe it\u0027s twenty twelve this is someone who can relate to the therapy i\u0027ve received and can have that insight into you know what i\u0027ve been through so that meant a lot to me and then i started learning more about the mind body reconnect that claire founded and said yeah okay sign me up i want i want to train in this because it just really really resonates with me\n\nSPEAKER_01: claire\u0027s incredible you might be aware i\u0027ve interviewed her i can link it here if people want to check it out but yeah i really do like and respect her do you find i\u0027m so grateful for this journey of continually learning or continuing to learn about all of this even though technically my health journey might be past because everything i learn helps me not only understand things better even more you know because every month someone i\u0027ll talk to you or someone who will help me a light bulb will go off i\u0027m like oh that\u0027s why that was happening and it also gives me the tools to live my own life moving forward in a much better way all completely aside from potentially you know working with and helping other people i just feel like it\u0027s such a gift even though i think we do it we think for other people it ends up being a really big gift for ourselves\n\nSPEAKER_00: as well totally agree and you know we\u0027re complex creatures there\u0027s always so much more to learn and just when you think you\u0027re like oh yeah i know about this then boom it suddenly explodes into all these other avenues and you\u0027re like oh okay and it\u0027s fascinating you know if you love this kind of thing then yeah there\u0027s so much out there and it is a gift to learn more about you know how we\u0027re made because yeah it\u0027s pretty incredible pretty incredible\n\nSPEAKER_01: so specifically from your mind body reconnect training what benefits did you see while doing it or from doing it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah coming from a training background i realized very early on that if you want to know something well teach it because you kind of are forced to understand your subject well but also you get all these questions that come back that you\u0027re like oh okay i didn\u0027t even think about that and come back to you so for me going through the mind body reconnect or mbr training it just really cemented my own recovery because i was now exposed to these tools and techniques which used the latest scientific research which used the wealth of knowledge that claire caldwell has which i\u0027m sure your viewers will see from from the interview and also her insights from working and training with dr gabor matte all of this kind of being drawn in was was amazing and what i really appreciate is the support both during that training but then also afterward and i realized you know i really needed that and i think that is something which is which is really special it\u0027s just that constant support and training that we receive as mbr practitioners so yeah so grateful that i finally found claire after this huge huge\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that i don\u0027t like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve talked to quite a few people who have taken her program or coaches who have trained under her and i think i\u0027ve yet to hear a negative thing people speak really highly of her and everyone who comes on the channel and speaks about what they\u0027ve learned in the program just you know is right in line with the science resonates you know is in line with what all the people i\u0027m interviewing are saying so yeah a lot of respect for her and everyone who is coaching based on her program so do you have any key takeaways from your mbr training that you could share with people watching and listening\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it could be double diluted back to trying to find appropriate responses to the messages your body is sending you and often these responses don\u0027t have to be massive actually small changes can have quite a big impact on our health for example if you\u0027ve got someone who\u0027s at work and you know they\u0027re in the office and they\u0027re feeling really bored well one option is that they could put in their notice and move country and hey no longer bored but that may cause other issues perhaps a more appropriate action that all the body needed was for us to get up and go grab a coffee and maybe try a different coffee shop today you know just to mix things up and keep things fun you know maybe that\u0027s an appropriate action or say you\u0027ve got someone who is at home and once a week the neighbor has a guitar lesson and it\u0027s so frustrating you know hearing this noise and so what do you do well i\u0027ll put the house up for sale and get a camper van and then i never have to worry about neighbors because i can always just move right now that might be an appropriate response you need but at the same time it could be something else it could be well actually i\u0027ll just change my schedule so i\u0027m not in so i\u0027m not getting stressed at that time of the week or perhaps i\u0027ll treat myself to some noise cancelling headphones and rediscover my love for nineties trance music during that time or maybe i just need to go talk to my neighbor and just have a chat with them a kind chat and that\u0027s where it\u0027s sometimes nice just to something which i really appreciated from my therapy was just to have someone who had that perspective to zoom out a little bit and say well how about you know could you try this or try that and when we find that appropriate action our body is just kind of goes ah great you\u0027ve understood me that\u0027s brilliant i don\u0027t need to alert you and shout at you with symptoms you know we\u0027re on the same page here that\u0027s great\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s such an important point because sometimes it feels like we are powerless and there\u0027s nothing we can change and we\u0027re stuck in these stressful circumstances i need a job i can\u0027t move what am i supposed to do and if someone once suggested i think therapist is the ideal option but if for some reason that\u0027s not feasible right now even just thinking of it as a close friend someone you care about or a relative going through what you\u0027re going through you know would you say to them you have no options there is nothing you can change here you are stuck when you\u0027re detached from it when you can zoom out you can typically start to problem solve a little bit better so yeah it\u0027s 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hi everyone we talk a lot about listening to our bodies but what do you do when your body goes into full shutdown mode before you even realize what\u0027s happening that\u0027s exactly what happened to my guest today whose body says no moment was so severe that he lost the use of both of his arms leaving his wife to feed him dress him and handle even the most basic tasks if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m raelin agel and this is where we dive into the real unfiltered recovery stories of me cfs and long covid and other chronic conditions no fluff no gatekeeping no outdated ideas just what actually works i am so excited to talk with danny mangan who\u0027s over in county cabin ireland after a multitude of chronic symptoms shut down his life in twenty sixteen he was out of a job and his new wife was left taking care of all of his self care needs i am sending a big shout out to all the mvp caregivers out there thank you for all that you do danny saw some improvements with some lifestyle changes but only to hit another wall a few years later and after feeling stuck in a cycle of feeling okay and then crashing again he finally broke free after discovering a therapy that actually worked for him i love conversations like this where we got to explore what truly works for recovery and why even the smallest actions can be absolute game changers so let\u0027s dive in danny so incredible to have you here today thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: thanks for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: so like virtually everyone who comes on this channel you have had a long intense windy journey with this so take us where do you want to take us back to\n\nSPEAKER_00: how long have you got so this might be an odd way to start a story but for me life was good it felt good i loved my work i loved the people i worked with just recently married the woman i love so yeah things were good but there was this piece of the puzzle that was missing and it would take another five years and a move to ireland to really discover what that missing piece of the puzzle was but basically what that culminated in is head to two thousand and sixteen that\u0027s where i had my diagnosis of repetitive strain injury rsi in my wrists and that then went into nerve damage and it started off in the in the right wrist and you know i pushed through powered on and it got incredibly painful and then where i tried to compensate with the left hand the left hand went as well so that chronic pain basically got to the point where my arms were pretty much useless they were yeah incapacitated so my wife she had to wash me dress me and just get me set up on the sofa with my arms on cushions because just i was in so much pain with my arms at that time\n\nSPEAKER_01: wow okay that sounds like a nightmare to go through and you really did throw me off i don\u0027t think anyone started an interview that way before life was good i was happy everything was going well i liked my job like wait what yeah i\u0027m really curious to because clearly you know as time has gone on and this has unraveled you\u0027ve come to understand the bigger picture of things so i\u0027m a bit on the edge of my seat curious to see what what happened from there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly and well once i had this kind of chronic pain\n\nSPEAKER_00: more symptoms kind of started to manifest themselves so you know in addition to the chronic pain then came the anxiety depression fatigue insomnia and i eventually ended up in a symptom state where kind of one symptom was feeding into the next you know i had this fatigue which meant i couldn\u0027t live a fulfilled life so i felt lonely and felt bored but because i felt so bored i felt so tired and round we went in this kind of symptom state at that point so that was that was a real challenge because i almost you know i felt like i just became a prisoner in my in my lounge you know my world suddenly shrunk to this room where i was just propped up with my arms on a cushion thinking wow this happen but i think what was what was even harder going through that was seeing the effects that it had on my wife you know we hadn\u0027t been married that long you know so after you know eighteen months eighteen months to two years of married life you know suddenly my wife\u0027s a carer you know welcome to married life so yeah that was really tough to see her in that routine of kind of you know waking up early getting me washed getting me dressed getting me props up on the sofa going off and doing an intense day\u0027s work coming back to me getting me fed getting me to put me into bed sort of and then the whole thing starts again the next day and that was really really hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: what were you thinking through all of this it\u0027s like 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really really hard to deal with but at the same time now looking back i see that there were warning signs that my body was trying to tell me look there\u0027s there\u0027s a problem here the way that i was using my energy just wasn\u0027t meeting my needs yeah so so before i had that moment where the body said no and hit me with that kind of chronic pain in my arms the warning signs were there but i thought it was normal like my version of normal i realized now really wasn\u0027t so i would experience things like low blood sugar i realized that my body was absorbing more more sugars as i was in this fight or flight situation because of that my blood sugar was all over the place which meant that this really manifested itself when i would go to people\u0027s homes for the first time and they would kind of like be oh hi danny welcome you know make yourself at home and i\u0027d be like oh thanks where\u0027s your food you know like i really needed to know like\n\nSPEAKER_00: where\u0027s your cereal you know do you have a fruit bowl where are the bananas you know i just had this real anxiety of i needed to eat because especially as soon as i woke up in the morning i needed to have foods i\u0027d get shaky and my blood sugar would be off and my worst nightmare was that i would be the first one to wake up in a new home and be like oh no there\u0027s no one around to ask where\u0027d you keep your cereal\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is really interesting i have never had this conversation with anybody but on my own cfs journey i was diagnosed with hypoglycemia and my blood sugar would crash all the time and i lived with such food anxiety everything you\u0027re saying i\u0027m like i get it i had food everywhere it was stashed in my purse it was in my glove compartment i needed to have food i couldn\u0027t go anywhere without food on me or knowing where the food was and how to access it it was terrifying i was like that for years yeah people listening watching let us know in the comments isn\u0027t just us\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know whether i should confess this as well but i remember once i think it was touring turing airport i got stopped by customs and they opened up my bag and they found pasta\n\nSPEAKER_00: smuggles pasta into italy you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m even telling italian i needed i had the food you know the guy just opened it like looks at me and he\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness that is so awesome that\n\nSPEAKER_00: was my normal was kind of yeah that food anxiety because my blood sugar was all over the place also migraines oh man like i could function during the day really well and but then in the evenings bang you know the headache the migraines the light sensitivity the noise sensitivity and i would just just to stop the nausea i just have to not move an inch you know where these migraines would get bad they were way too regular you know it wasn\u0027t good but also my immunity was shot i would just pick up so many 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crush like another great holiday you know but it never kind of dawned on me of like well maybe you should have gone or maybe you should have turned back which in fairness is really hard to do when you\u0027re on a ferry unless you\u0027re a good swimmer that was the that was the norm another thing that i used to i used to really look forward to was the annual snowboarding trip and again leading up to it i was fine but as soon as i got off that chairlift at the top bang sinus infection and there i was kind of at the side of the slope taking off my gloves trying to get out tissues with all the base layers i\u0027m there sweating goggles fogging up like another good holiday and that was just the warning signs i realized now just the warning signs where the body\u0027s like we\u0027re not good but yeah i just pushed through and then yeah in twenty sixteen that\u0027s when it when it really hit me hard and the body\u0027s like no enough of this now you\u0027re no longer safe i need to stop 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m 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fatigue and they said it would go away on it and since i was an overachiever and tough cookie i just pushed through try to cling on and that\u0027s why ultimately lose my\n\nSPEAKER_01: job and i blew through my entire sixty thousand dollars and life savings in the first six months and i spent my money on supplements i personally feel like i funded numerous vacations for jeff bezos his family has bodyguards from all the supplements i tried on amazon hoping one of them was going to fix me i spent money on organic living doctor bills and i even spent money on an organic couch which was expense\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i need to hear what are going to coaches\n\nSPEAKER_01: up there like cotton and stuff instead of the polyurethane because gas thing and i was breeze i was like what could it be is my couch killing me no clue i literally tried to do everything to get better and of course that makes you kind of seem like a nut to people observing this but i really wanted my life back and it\u0027s 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m really happy it\u0027s exciting you\u0027re actually in the bay area in california as well which i am also yeah and always just a quick reminder that liz and i today are just sharing our own experiences living with and recovering from any cfs this is of course not to be considered professional advice all right so why don\u0027t we just dive right in it would be great if you could tell us a little bit about your story so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got me cfs not too long after my thirtieth birthday i had it for three years and i\u0027ve been recovered for over a year now and i\u0027m thirty four now for the record in my late twenties i was killing myself at work but i was also a lover of life i danced in front of my mirror every single night\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i was the life of the party but my entire life i had been living in what i like to call external validation mode and that all caught up to me my perfect storm ultimately was bad jet lag i had an unknown virus and that ended up giving me a two day fever and then my ebv reactivated and some of you might know that as glandular fever or mono and then i also had continuous mold mycotoxin exposure and i wouldn\u0027t find out about that actually for two more years and then of course accumulated stress buildup working crazy hours at my job so then i\u0027d ultimately collapse in an airport in may two thousand sixteen they put me on the do not fly list and when i was cleared to fly back i continued trying to push through work and physical activity for six weeks and i had up and down symptoms then but then six weeks later my body slammed on the brakes what seemed like for good and i was no longer able to dance\n\nSPEAKER_00: that sounds we all have our unique stories but so much of that sounds like so much of what we hear from other people so much of that resonates with my own seems like that combo that perfect storm of over exerting not taking care of yourself pushing too hard you know some different environmental and viral 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: because sometimes i do when i describe the bad stuff it\u0027s a weird reaction i get sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m the same so hopefully we might just both be inappropriately laughing at stuff it was so terrible that is terrible\n\nSPEAKER_00: hello everyone i am so excited i have liz carlson here with me today liz is not only a health blogger but also herself has lived with and fully recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome or me so this is just a fantastic opportunity to have you with us here today so welcome liz thank you so much for being here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i\u0027m just so grateful for this opportunity raylan and i was once watching recovery videos myself and i was hoping i\u0027d be able to share my story one day and i\u0027m here so\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m really happy it\u0027s exciting you\u0027re actually in the bay area in california as well which i am also yeah and always just a quick reminder that liz and i today are just sharing our own experiences living with and recovering from any cfs this is of course not to be considered professional advice all right so why don\u0027t we just dive right in it would be great if you could tell us a little bit about your story so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got me cfs not too long after my thirtieth birthday i had it for three years and i\u0027ve been recovered for over a year now and i\u0027m thirty four now for the record in my late twenties i was killing myself at work but i was also a lover of life i danced in front of my mirror every single night\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i was the life of the party but my entire life i had been living in what i like to call external validation mode and that all caught up to me my perfect storm ultimately was bad jet lag i had an unknown virus and that ended up giving me a 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fatigue and they said it would go away on it and since i was an overachiever and tough cookie i just pushed through try to cling on and that\u0027s why ultimately lose my\n\nSPEAKER_01: job and i blew through my entire sixty thousand dollars and life savings in the first six months and i spent my money on supplements i personally feel like i funded numerous vacations for jeff bezos his family has bodyguards from all the supplements i tried on amazon hoping one of them was going to fix me i spent money on organic living doctor bills and i even spent money on an organic couch which was expense\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i need to hear what are going to coaches\n\nSPEAKER_01: up there like cotton and stuff instead of the polyurethane because gas thing and i was breeze i was like what could it be is my couch killing me no clue i literally tried to do everything to get better and of course that makes you kind of seem like a nut to people observing this but i really wanted my life back and it\u0027s funny when you\u0027re trying to do everything to get your life back you look a little crazy and i actually once paid two thousand dollars for a medical mystery website where a piano of doctors would solve your case but i didn\u0027t have the stamina to answer the question because look screen and typing in the answers was just too much for my brain and if you have me you know what that feels like\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s interesting because i could see how people on the outside would definitely think what is going on what is she doing but i bet you anyone anyone who has this illness doesn\u0027t even face them they absolutely get it because it\u0027s a level of desperation i think that people have to experience understand what it\u0027s like and why would you spend all this money and why why why why why but when you get\n\nSPEAKER_01: your life taken away from you you\u0027ll do anything to get it right when you can\u0027t walk to your street corner you will do anything this is 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fatigue and they said it would go away on it and since i was an overachiever and tough cookie i just pushed through try to cling on and that\u0027s why ultimately lose my\n\nSPEAKER_01: job and i blew through my entire sixty thousand dollars and life savings in the first six months and i spent my money on supplements i personally feel like i funded numerous vacations for jeff bezos his family has bodyguards from all the supplements i tried on amazon hoping one of them was going to fix me i spent money on organic living doctor bills and i even spent money on an organic couch which was expense\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i need to hear what are going to coaches\n\nSPEAKER_01: up there like cotton and stuff instead of the polyurethane because gas thing and i was breeze i was like what could it be is my couch killing me no clue i literally tried to do everything to get better and of course that makes you kind of seem like a nut to people observing this but i really wanted my life back and it\u0027s 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for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: and so the last the final piece of the puzzle for me for healing was healing my brain\u0027s fighter flight response through neuroplasticity and the neuroplasticity program i did it was called dnrs the dynamic neural retraining system and it\u0027s actually much more simple than it sounds and it just really involved using healthy visualizations to calm the overactive part of my brain and generate new healthy neural pathways and it really explained how the science behind it too which i found helpful about how mold other pathogens and trauma can injure the brain and that drives chronic illness and it really clicked for me because i truly felt that my brain\u0027s fighter flight center was stuck on ten it\u0027s just i had these crazy stress responses to the littlest things i remember a writing class an elective writing class i took and it felt like this little writing class deadline was like a bear chasing me in the woods so something was wrong with my brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to 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here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: and so the last the final piece of the puzzle for me for healing was healing my brain\u0027s fighter flight response through neuroplasticity and the neuroplasticity program i did it was called dnrs the dynamic neural retraining system and it\u0027s actually much more simple than it sounds and it just really involved using healthy visualizations to calm the overactive part of my brain and generate new healthy neural pathways and it really explained how the science behind it too which i found helpful about how mold other pathogens and trauma can injure the brain and that drives chronic illness and it really clicked for me because i truly felt that my brain\u0027s fighter flight center was stuck on ten it\u0027s just i had these crazy stress responses to the littlest things i remember a writing class an elective writing class i took and it felt like this little writing class deadline was like a bear chasing me in the woods so something was wrong with my brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to 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here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally strong you know having those boundaries having those thought processes having those tools to help them cope with life instead of waiting until things get bad and you have to ask for help i know i think most of us say or at least think that we appreciate the importance of mental health but when it comes to chronic pc syndrome or any recovery you know i\u0027m not sure that everyone still fully is and i see that even just on my channel because i think it\u0027s such a big part of my recovery and so many people like yourself share the same thing firstly everyone i talk to say that they really had to work hard on that component of things of stress and how all of that was impacting their recovery but even just looking at the videos that i have because i put out quite a few on mental health and they are by far the least watched videos you know people bypass all of those they want to see exercise they want to see diet they want to see supplements things like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly this 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don\u0027t have the proper ability to recover from stress so if we can show ourselves some self love and compassion we\u0027re not going to be we can avoid adding all that extra stress in\n\nSPEAKER_00: our mind and\n\nSPEAKER_01: ultimately our bodies by replacing those thoughts with some more you know compassionate yes so these books help me in that but also i saw a mindset coach just for six sessions and it was really helpful she she gave me this worksheet and just filling out this worksheet just filling the blanks to these questions it helped me identify two of my emotional triggers which was linked to some crashes you know my crashes were caused by physical exertion you know a triggering food\n\nSPEAKER_01: mental overstimulation she helped me identify component of it as well the body doesn\u0027t differentiate sources of stress when it comes to what it can recover from it seems or at least my body didn\u0027t and she all and my mindset coach also helped me learn to put my health 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: and so the last the final piece of the puzzle for me for healing was healing my brain\u0027s fighter flight response through neuroplasticity and the neuroplasticity program i did it was called dnrs the dynamic neural retraining system and it\u0027s actually much more simple than it sounds and it just really involved using healthy visualizations to calm the overactive part of my brain and generate new healthy neural pathways and it really explained how the science behind it too which i found helpful about how mold other pathogens and trauma can injure the brain and that drives chronic illness and it really clicked for me because i truly felt that my brain\u0027s fighter flight center was stuck on ten it\u0027s just i had these crazy stress responses to the littlest things i remember a writing class an elective writing class i took and it felt like this little writing class deadline was like a bear chasing me in the woods so something was wrong with my brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just 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wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally strong you know having those boundaries having those thought processes having those tools to help them cope with life instead of waiting until things get bad and you have to ask for help i know i think most of us say or at least think that we appreciate the importance of mental health but when it comes to chronic pc syndrome or any recovery you know i\u0027m not sure that everyone still fully is and i see that even just on my channel because i think it\u0027s such a big part of my recovery and so many people like yourself share the same thing firstly everyone i talk to say that they really had to work hard on that component of things of stress and how all of that was impacting their recovery but even just looking at the videos that i have because i put out quite a few on mental health and they are by far the least watched videos you know people bypass all of those they want to see exercise they want to see diet they want to see supplements things like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly this 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally strong you know having those boundaries having those thought processes having those tools to help them cope with life instead of waiting until things get bad and you have to ask for help i know i think most of us say or at least think that we appreciate the importance of mental health but when it comes to chronic pc syndrome or any recovery you know i\u0027m not sure that everyone still fully is and i see that even just on my channel because i think it\u0027s such a big part of my recovery and so many people like yourself share the same thing firstly everyone i talk to say that they really had to work hard on that component of things of stress and how all of that was impacting their recovery but even just looking at the videos that i have because i put out quite a few on mental health and they are by far the least watched videos you know people bypass all of those they want to see exercise they want to see diet they want to see supplements things like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: exactly this 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in 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there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just 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here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for 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liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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you have the rest of your life rest of your life\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i found even asking friends and loved ones to not talk about disease or drama or politics because of my extreme empathetic nature i would kind of carry that and\n\nSPEAKER_01: avoiding that stuff was really helpful for reducing emotional and mental exertion for me last i found it essential for me to reduce digital overstimulation and i unplugged for the first two hours in the morning and last two hours at night i removed all my phone notifications except texts and i still today sleep with my phone in another room but i also stopped watching all action shows anything high adrenaline violence those things just activate or fight or flight chemicals and i replaced them with things like funny books podcasts comedies and i even got into really cheesy family shows and i took this really seriously\n\nSPEAKER_01: through the intense part of during the countdown they\u0027re like are the biscuits going to come out and in time was there going to be a soggy bottom so with that intensity i\u0027m just like no i\u0027m just going to stick to like making the batter and then the judgment the judging\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i cut out all cable news my brain couldn\u0027t that wasn\u0027t really an option that my brain couldn\u0027t handle the bright lights the contention the ticker tape but i eventually cut out all tv news and also constantly checking internet news like i used to check new york times daily mail to see what the celebrities were up to twitter to see what people are saying and now none of it and it\u0027s still impossible not to know what\u0027s going on because if you check facebook even once a day you can tell and if i\u0027m ever curious about the news ask my calm husband and his news reports are hilarious it\u0027s a better way to live he\u0027s a belt and robotics professor so his take on just the whole situation in america is quite interesting he knows a lot about the kardashians\n\nSPEAKER_01: but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally 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don\u0027t have the proper ability to recover from stress so if we can show ourselves some self love and compassion we\u0027re not going to be we can avoid adding all that extra stress in\n\nSPEAKER_00: our mind and\n\nSPEAKER_01: ultimately our bodies by replacing those thoughts with some more you know compassionate yes so these books help me in that but also i saw a mindset coach just for six sessions and it was really helpful she she gave me this worksheet and just filling out this worksheet just filling the blanks to these questions it helped me identify two of my emotional triggers which was linked to some crashes you know my crashes were caused by physical exertion you know a triggering food\n\nSPEAKER_01: mental overstimulation she helped me identify component of it as well the body doesn\u0027t differentiate sources of stress when it comes to what it can recover from it seems or at least my body didn\u0027t and she all and my mindset coach also helped me learn to put my health first she literally hypnotized me i am the type of person who puts my health first and it\u0027s and i felt amazing after this action it\u0027s not like a magically i\u0027m this me first person\n\nSPEAKER_01: a few more epiphanies for all that to sink in but again the best pacing strategy the best diet isn\u0027t going to help unless you have that willingness to always put yourself first i\n\nSPEAKER_00: agree with all of that\n\nSPEAKER_01: so speaking of pacing strategies generally i did find it helpful to break things up to stay within my health zone and breaking things up also helped with my limb low and that\u0027s the fluid that transports our white blood cells which are the ninjas are immune system and rely on muscle contractions to flow so for me sitting or lying in one spot was out of the question long car ride sitting in the movies they weren\u0027t my jam to put it nicely so i couldn\u0027t even wear a bra might the lymph nodes under my arms are so swollen so i found it helpful not just to get things done without going over my energy levels but it was helpful to support my limb and some things i did in that regard was also some deep breathing on bad days gentle restorative stretches on better days and then in my upward trajectory when things started to improve going on longer walks and you know lifting my arms up and down\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like a lot of what you\u0027ve been doing is supporting your body\u0027s own ability to heal and thrive on its own so what\u0027s what other things did you do to help your body heal in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes so most people i did meditation you know our brains play a big role in helping us recover from exertion another thing i did and you did this too was improve my sleep where most of our repair happens\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i literally tried everything blackout lines like i did everything and my sleep was terrible terrible but then i read this book i\u0027m like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i feel like 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up mattress i\u0027d be like\n\nSPEAKER_00: cold no clue what\u0027s going on i\u0027m tossing and turning so eventually i had to admit defeat and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was full blown in recovery mode and just moved into the spare bedroom and just get over yourself really and just do what you got to do\n\nSPEAKER_01: but yeah so on a brighter note another thing that in addition to sleep that i found\n\nSPEAKER_01: support healing was just cultivating joy and you talk a lot about this in your channel and i wanted to just yes say i agree and i also have a daily gratitude practice and i began to write like loving cards to friends and then i began to receive them even better ones back and you know just surrounding myself with recovery inspiration so if you\u0027re watching this and you\u0027re here you\u0027re doing something good yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i love the notes to friends it feels like it\u0027s meant to be a selfless thing but it really is just such a great feeling to be able to be there for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: and so the last the final piece of the puzzle for me for healing was healing my brain\u0027s fighter flight response through neuroplasticity and the neuroplasticity program i did it was called dnrs the dynamic neural retraining system and it\u0027s actually much more simple than it sounds and it just really involved using healthy visualizations to calm the overactive part of my brain and generate new healthy neural pathways and it really explained how the science behind it too which i found helpful about how mold other pathogens and trauma can injure the brain and that drives chronic illness and it really clicked for me because i truly felt that my brain\u0027s fighter flight center was stuck on ten it\u0027s just i had these crazy stress responses to the littlest things i remember a writing class an elective writing class i took and it felt like this little writing class deadline was like a bear chasing me in the woods so something was wrong with my brain and i started dnrs christmas two thousand eighteen i had gone home every year of my adult life but i decided nope i\u0027m just going to go to the desert it was a much shorter calmer trip i really unplugged and i started this program which i just stumbled across while i was there online and i was actually coming out of a really bad crash and viral relapse relapse then and had me back in a wheelchair yeah and it really had noticeable effects for me and when i came back to the rainy city i was more resilient and i continued to improve and five months later i\u0027d be able to\n\nSPEAKER_00: dance again wow yeah this is really interesting and thank you for bringing it up because i know nothing about this can you give me example of what this what did this look like what did this involve doing this neuroplasticity i don\u0027t know i\u0027m just having trouble visualizing what exactly this looks like\n\nSPEAKER_01: ten steps and the first are about calming your limbic system and the last three one of them stating your mantra a healthy mantra and i had a bunch of different ones i had i am healthy and full of life my body is regenerating and becoming stronger than ever i said a perfect state of health and calmness is within me and i can always come back to it and another one was i know that miracles happen they\u0027ve happened to me in the past they\u0027re happening right now they happen to others and they continue to happen for me in the future so those were some of my mantras but then for about fifteen minutes further i then go into my best memories brand feeling vibrant and i then also make future visualizations come alive as well so i had this one visualization which i must have done a hundred times i was paddleboarding with my best friend i would imagine the water the feel of my muscles the feel of the sun yeah and then on my honeymoon i made it come alive and in the visualization i\u0027m actually falling off my board a couple times huffing at myself but in the real thing i actually got up on the first time and it was easy and i was one with the ocean and the current was actually really strong paddling back but it was stronger and i just easily paddled back to shore and i cried after because you know you can think miracles happen to other people and then in that moment i realized it happened to me that i had been through hell that i imagined i could be here all the setbacks along the way and that here i was on the other side and i was just so grateful so yeah so i think that was a big moment for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i knew i was recovered\n\nSPEAKER_01: and there was another moment too and this is a lot sillier so i mentioned that i would dance in front of the mirror every\n\nSPEAKER_01: night it\u0027s just this indulgent hobby of mine and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most of three years after initial rougher patch i only really had the stamina to dad dance shifting my weight like back and forth on each but\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes dad dancing so there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just wonderful\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m just really grateful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: life is really so much sweeter on the other side of this and i\u0027m just really really grateful and that\u0027s why i wanted to share my story about how i got out\n\nSPEAKER_00: that really was truly moving by the way i had goosebumps head to toe that was\n\nSPEAKER_00: a story oh thank you so much for sharing so much your story it\u0027s so informative and so inspiring i\u0027m just so happy for you just so amazing you\u0027ve been able to come out of this is there any sort of general advice that you would have for people that are going through this right now anything that you would want to tell them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and that\u0027s create an environment for healing and your environment is not just your home where you\u0027re living but it\u0027s also what you surround yourself with the media you consume the people you surround yourself with and is that supportive of healing and i promised myself i wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to this world and i know my true resilience and i and i know i have the tools to handle anything i just want to say all of us who fully recovered didn\u0027t recover by perfectly holding it all together we all had to pick ourselves up from the last time we crashed and if you\u0027re going through this particularly those with severe me you\u0027re the strongest person in the world and you\u0027re not broken even if it feels that way researchers have found that emmy is a block in the healing process after illness or injury and i believe it\u0027s possible for anyone to remove these blocks and ultimately heal and maybe others can guide you along the way to identify these blockers like they did for me but just know that you are the person who gets to heal you and i hope you find themes in our recovery stories but know that\n\nSPEAKER_01: your recovery story just like ours will have its own special element and i was you once watching the recovery stories on youtube and i hope you\u0027ll be here one day sharing your story\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you that was perfectly put perfectly put\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you raeln i\u0027m so grateful to have the opportunity to share it share my story i want i imagine myself sharing my story one day and i\u0027m i just i\u0027m here now it\u0027s just it\u0027s just really amazing so thank you for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh i\u0027m so grateful just for the opportunity to put your story in your words out into the world i think it\u0027s just so important and so powerful and you have shared so many incredible things today like you said even if those specific things won\u0027t be everyone else\u0027s exact path there may be something in there that sparks an idea for someone there may be something that helps or maybe you know like we did we just need to connect and feel supported and feel inspired and feel hopeful so i think what you\u0027ve done here today is very brave and i just really can\u0027t thank you enough thank you so if people want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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a\n\nSPEAKER_00: lot of us you know just even sleeping next to our partner can be really tough yeah and me i can\u0027t handle the movement and you know the noise you know so i mean now sometimes we do sleep in the same room but still not always and but i was so resistant to embrace this because i think if you\u0027re bad like i know\n\nSPEAKER_01: one of those weird fifties couples but we have a great relationship\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and it really makes everything better if you get the sleep that you need yeah this is a point for a while at first because i didn\u0027t want to sleep in a separate room i put a blow up air mattress on the floor and i thought nights where i can\u0027t sleep i\u0027ll just move to the blow up mattress but then the blow up mattress just became my bed because i couldn\u0027t sleep every single night so every single night i was sleeping on the floor of our bedroom thinking that it was always temporary and this was the last week\n\nSPEAKER_01: on the blow up 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there were a few times i fully liz dance but you can imagine what i had to do to prepare myself and what happened after but to be able to shimmy again easily was like really a joyful achievement like i can shimmy again and i can and then i can like do my bruce springsteen arm i\u0027m just so grateful to be able to dance again because for three years i couldn\u0027t really do my shimmy i did some jazz to make up so now i kind of combined all these moves together but i was able to fully dance at my wedding last july and we did a choreographed dance to tina turner simply the best and it was amazing\n\nSPEAKER_00: this is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing this you\u0027ve just taken me on such an emotional roller coaster i was from tears to laughing to sad to happy how incredible how incredible that you had all these visual visualizations for your life and all these things that you dreamt of doing and i just what that must have felt like to actually be doing that\u0027s just 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wouldn\u0027t be one of those people who said they were grateful this ever happened i said liz don\u0027t forget how terrible this moment is the excruciating discomfort the boredom the utter loneliness and i would have asked for anything\n\nSPEAKER_01: else besides this unimaginable condition to ultimately lead me to it but this was the challenge that was given to me and i had to lose every everything to find my happiness and my true purpose and now that i\u0027m on the other side life is sweeter the life i was living it was living for the approval of others seeing everything as a competition in constant reactive mode and i found joy and all that boredom was good for my brain when others are just on their phones i literally stared at a hummingbird for ten minutes today\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i\u0027m truly happy and that\u0027s all that matters my speaking my truth but love to inspire others and i\u0027m collaborating with others and alignment like you raylan to bring something good to 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want to reach you liz where can they find you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you can find me on instagram at heal with liz c and you can also find me at healwithliz com and i share recovery stories i have an interview with raylan on the blog and i also share actionable tips things that helped me and others recover and that\u0027s my new mission in life so yeah i hope you check that out\n\nSPEAKER_00: great and i will have all of this in the video description of course so please check it out i\u0027m sure liz would love to hear from you and i would as well and for everybody watching we\u0027d love to hear from you here in the comments as well so please share a bit of your story a bit of your experience anything from this video that sounded familiar from what you\u0027ve gone through or any thoughts or feedback you have on anything let\u0027s share our stories let\u0027s connect let\u0027s support one another that\u0027s the reason we do all of this and thank you so much for watching this video for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nwhat i\u0027d say to doctors who got it wrong all these all these things weren\u0027t helping me heal so that was that was one thing too and i realized i needed to stop side projects and even my involvement with mecfs activism after these caused some major setbacks and i learned i had to choose my health over my empathetic desire to save everyone so i had to really learn myself first\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really hard you know it\u0027s like you\u0027re in a sinking ship and everyone around you is sinking too and it feels selfish\n\nSPEAKER_01: like people exactly that you phrase that exactly what i felt\n\nSPEAKER_00: it feels horrible to leave people around you sinking and drowning but they\u0027re just pulling you down as well you\u0027re pulling each other down no one\u0027s 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but yeah i also stopped arguing online all of it and i stopped focusing on the wrongs of the world and i went inwards in a book i have it here called the vortex and the power of now these two books really made me rethink these former reactive tendencies of mine which added nothing of value to the world except stress for me after reading these books i knew i couldn\u0027t fully heal if my body was stuck in a fight and so i almost had to learn to surrender and i don\u0027t mean giving up my power i don\u0027t mean giving up hope but it was accepting where my body was with the mentality that i could one day heal\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m just i\u0027m so glad that you brought this up i think it\u0027s great because we\u0027re talking so much more and more about mental health because what i was hearing from a lot of that was just a really conscious diligent approach to your mind to your thoughts to your reactions you know your environment just daily mental health care which obviously i think we all get in theory it\u0027s really important and we\u0027re talking more and more about mental health and we talk about how important it is to reach out for help when you need it and you deal with things like anxiety and depression but i want us to get to a point where we are thinking about it the same way we think about health because we\u0027ve gotten with health to a place where we\u0027re talking about preventative medicine you know don\u0027t put out fires not like saying oh if you have a heart attack you should get medical attention or if you have diabetes it\u0027s time to do something you know talking to people about doing things before you get to that point so i don\u0027t know that we\u0027re all thinking about mental health in the same way yes it\u0027s great that we\u0027re going to get counseling and do different things when we are struggling with anxiety and depression and all those other things but how many people every day put work into making themselves mentally 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liking and commenting and subscribing and everything that you\u0027re doing to support what we\u0027re trying to do here to get more information out and if you enjoyed this video if you think it had value please share it you can share it on facebook there\u0027s tools below the screen where you can share it directly or you can just copy paste the link or you can share it on instagram just take a screenshot and tag tag liz tag myself and let us know what you think let\u0027s do what we can to support one another and you just never know when something you pass on is going to be really meaningful and really helpful for someone else thank you again liz so much for being here thank\n\nSPEAKER_01: you raylan it was a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thank you to everyone watching and we\u0027ve got more stories coming up more interviews more full recovery stories and just all different sorts of stories coming up on this channel so if you haven\u0027t already subscribed now\u0027s the time to do 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are i\u0027ve never met a more informed bunch of people in my life and how we\u0027ve come together and are pulling each other out of this i think is just it\u0027s really it\u0027s really it\u0027s really how many times can i say incredible\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for anybody who\u0027s like feels like they\u0027ve tried everything there\u0027s just so many things that are out there to try and science is also advancing in the process so never give up it\u0027s really amazing what can happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely well thank you again lindsay thank you to you who is watching whatever you are facing keep at it you have totally got this and i hope you enjoyed this video as much as i have enjoyed doing it i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with liz that i\u0027ll link here\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to 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distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel 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you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs 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right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore 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we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too 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work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are i\u0027ve never met a more informed bunch of people in my life and how we\u0027ve come together and are pulling each other out of this i think is just it\u0027s really it\u0027s really it\u0027s really how many times can i say incredible\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for anybody who\u0027s like feels like they\u0027ve tried everything there\u0027s just so many things that are out there to try and science is also advancing in the process so never give up it\u0027s really amazing what can happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely well thank you again lindsay thank you to you who is watching whatever you are facing keep at it you have totally got this and i hope you enjoyed this video as much as i have enjoyed doing it i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with liz that i\u0027ll link here\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of 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everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs 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right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things that i felt were most impactful for my recovery and i still stand behind those things but i never almost never mention my husband jeffrey you know when i started to recover it was when i moved in with him and i had been really lonely for years before that and not only that he was incredibly supportive and helped me a lot with my recovery so i had that sort of love and companionship in my life and i also had all of this support and help that i didn\u0027t have and not given him any credit where it\u0027s due\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did it all it was all me\n\nSPEAKER_01: here are the things i did but it\u0027s massive it\u0027s really such a big thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and i when i\u0027m working with clients i\u0027m always trying to investigate that like do you feel lonely because loneliness is a huge factor in mental health recent studies have shown people who feel lonely live a lot less long than people who feel like they\u0027re connected to other people and mental health and physical health are so much more connected than our medical system\n\nSPEAKER_00: gives it credit so if you\u0027re feeling lonely it\u0027s very difficult for your body to feel safe enough to recover so for me getting back here was a huge step and like i said that friendship i made with stuart who together we started creating a little bit a few months after that we started post viral podcast because we had learned so many things through cfs health and through our journeys we felt like everybody deserved to have all this knowledge at their fingertips without having to pay for it so we started a podcast together even though we were still quite sick at the time i mean he still has his struggles at this point and\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s been a lot of up and downs but doing that podcast and having that as a purpose and a goal also very useful to recovery i think having something to focus on outside of yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and such a great podcast you guys do it\u0027s linked in the video description for those of you watching i really recommend checking it out i know i say this a lot but it\u0027s just it is absolutely excellent everybody raves about it so great work on that especially getting to that before you guys were fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think it\u0027s interesting how many messages we get it\u0027s not so much about the tips and the resources themselves that people are connected to even though that was our main purpose was to get these out people just always are messaging us and be like it makes me feel so connected and like i have a friend and they feel like they\u0027re not alone in the journey and it\u0027s so amazing because podcasts have actually been a big part of my recovery as well finding comedy podcasts and podcasters that i related with because screens have been really difficult for me so to provide that to other people is amazing and season two is just starting stu\u0027s not going to be as much a part of it he\u0027s still helping me with editing but\n\nSPEAKER_00: the first season we covered these different areas of recovery that helped us and what we\u0027ve learned in these different areas like brain retraining diet pacing all the different areas you hear about and then season two what i wanted to do is interview experts in those areas to try and get even deeper in terms of the knowledge that i can get out to people so that\u0027s just starting up this week actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i think that leads us well transitions us all into for your own recovery journey what were those key things that ended up helping you finally to get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually what i\u0027ll say is really there\u0027s four areas of recovery which liz and i cover in our guide that\u0027s how we categorize the different programs and for me i would say it was addressing these four areas and being consistent with these four areas that was helpful so the four areas of recovery the first one is lifestyle so that includes pacing and diet and setting boundaries and all the things around the way you\u0027re living that could be changed in order to help your recovery the second area of recovery is brain retraining so it can also be called mindset work you don\u0027t necessarily have to do a brain retraining program but it\u0027s really truly about changing which neuropathways you\u0027re using in order to make yourself truly into a person who believes they\u0027re going to recover who sees the hope sees the gratitude all the little changes in our brain are surprisingly impactful on our body the third area is somatics so that\u0027s about kind of the opposite of brain retraining but a bottom up approach where we connect with our body which is so important for many of us we\u0027ve kind of lost that connection to our body we\u0027re used to just like deflecting emotions or\n\nSPEAKER_00: just letting it pass\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay i\u0027m just not going to think about it that\u0027s a good way especially with tv as a distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are more the opposite they\u0027re perfectionists and they need to teach themselves they can let go so it can go either way\n\nSPEAKER_00: i needed for a while i needed diet for sure to be a huge part of it especially when i had candida and sibo and all that but now it\u0027s like loosening up and letting myself eat what i can again which is everything thankfully\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then i did brain retraining as i said and then crashed so you might think that i was saying that oh brain retraining doesn\u0027t work but this past year i got a dog which was a huge part of my recovery as well but she ended up having way more energy than i expected i got a dog adopted her thinking she was eight or nine and i got her and i was like holy crap this dog has a lot of energy and when i took her to the vet they were like oh no she\u0027s two or three\n\nSPEAKER_00: so they very much misguided me on that so i knew i had to get better quick because at that point i could maybe walk an hour a day and she needed more than that just on a daily basis and so i wasn\u0027t even including all my other things i do in the day so i knew i needed to get back to brain retraining i knew it could work but this time i was doing it differently you know i was doing it very strictly but with a specific goal and i didn\u0027t feel like it\u0027s hard to explain like a negative pressure if you have something that\u0027s pressuring you that\u0027s stressful it might not work but if you have something that you love and you\u0027re passionate about that\u0027s that\u0027s motivating you i think that\u0027s actually a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot more productive with brain retraining so i did end up getting back to brain retraining and it really helped a lot and then with somatics and trauma work that\u0027s been a huge part of my last few years looking into those areas and yeah you won\u0027t believe what you can find when you look deep into what you need and what why you are the way you are there\u0027s a lot there\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is pure goals you\u0027re explaining this so well i feel like you\u0027ve summarized my last fifty interviews that i\u0027ve done with people really concisely it\u0027s just it\u0027s really in line with what i\u0027m hearing from virtually everybody but you just explained it in a way that is just makes it so much easier to wrap your head around the different pieces of it because i\u0027ve been seeing similar themes myself when i when i interview people and it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s just so nice that i really feel like we\u0027re finally starting to put this all together i\u0027m not saying we have all the answers or a one size fits all program but we have made in the last five years in the last two years such incredible progress in terms of recovery so it\u0027s just so nice that there is so much hope and potential and possibility for people who are sick now\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely and i when it comes to programs it\u0027s so interesting because you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are i\u0027ve never met a more informed bunch of people in my life and how we\u0027ve come together and are pulling each other out of this i think is just it\u0027s really it\u0027s really it\u0027s really how many times can i say incredible\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for anybody who\u0027s like feels like they\u0027ve tried everything there\u0027s just so many things that are out there to try and science is also advancing in the process so never give up it\u0027s really amazing what can happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely well thank you again lindsay thank you to you who is watching whatever you are facing keep at it you have totally got this and i hope you enjoyed this video as much as i have enjoyed doing it i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with liz that i\u0027ll link here\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nIs the patient now a professional helping other people recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of 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better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of 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everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel 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you\u0027d think the best thing is to get a program that teaches all of this right in one place but the thing is it can be really overwhelming you\u0027re not necessarily ready for it all at once like i wouldn\u0027t have been ready for trauma work earlier in my illness first of all my nervous system was like way too activated i never recommend someone starts with trauma work later in my illness when i had already done a lot of nervous system healing then i was ready to come to that aspect and for some people like a brain retraining is enough to heal them so maybe they had already explored those other areas throughout their life in other ways or maybe they don\u0027t need it as much as other people so that\u0027s why it\u0027s such an interesting puzzle for every person it\u0027s not just like you can\u0027t be like follow these steps do these four things and you\u0027ll be better it\u0027s like there has to be at the right time you have to be ready for it there\u0027s all these elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of 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better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person really went through any\n\nSPEAKER_00: all the time even when i watch your interviews i like were they really as bad as i am yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah no i remember two distinct points in my journey where i was so hopeless i thought about completely giving up and ending it all it gets really bad and i remember those i forgotten about this until you brought this up but i would give a timeline for something new that i was trying say six months or whatever and i do the mouth forward and i think ok by christmas think where i\u0027m going to be by christmas like i\u0027m going to be in a whole new place and then christmas comes and i\u0027m not better or maybe i\u0027m even worse and just the depression can come on so hard and it can just start to feel like what am i even doing i\u0027m not getting anywhere anywhere you can feel so hopeless so how did you get from that place\n\nSPEAKER_01: or how did you find the hope and the sort of will to keep going and not give up through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: well there\u0027s kind of two sides to that there\u0027s like the acute what did i do in the moment when it was getting so bad that i\u0027ll talk about and then there\u0027s the long term because as we know none of this happens quickly\n\nSPEAKER_00: except in those rare cases\n\nSPEAKER_00: but acutely when i was like at my bottom of the bottom and what i suggest to people\n\nSPEAKER_00: is first of all call someone even though you feel so terrible talk to someone like keeping it all inside bottled up the bottling up and up and up that\u0027s really really really what creates the potential for disaster we need to get it out we need to let people know who we feel how we feel and someone who\u0027s empathetic and compassionate of course don\u0027t go to someone who doesn\u0027t understand\n\nSPEAKER_00: the other thing i did i think there was like two days straight there where you know i\u0027m in bed and too sensitive for everything so all i was doing was listing everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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distraction that\u0027s a big thing so areas within somatics would include like breath work some of you might have heard of polyvagal work where you work on toning your vagus nerve you do like body scans meditation that\u0027s all within the cloud of somatics and then the fourth area is self discovery work so self discovery work includes looking at your values and looking if you\u0027re living by your values or are you living your purpose and i know that sounds really cheesy but for those of us with sensitive nervous systems really if you want to get better and you want your body to feel safe enough to get better i honestly think we have to do what we love and that was told to me really early in my illness by a naturopath he was like do you love your job and i was like no he\u0027s like you\u0027re not going to get better till you quit and at the time i was like yeah right\n\nSPEAKER_00: but ended up being true i had to figure out what i was meant to do in order for my body to feel safe enough to recover and then another area within self discovery work is trauma work\n\nSPEAKER_00: actually just interviewed alex howard the other day and we were talking about how\n\nSPEAKER_00: trauma work actually means a lot of different things it includes things like looking at personality type and why we do what we do so there\u0027s really different levels of trauma work you might be a person who\u0027s like i don\u0027t need trauma work i had a great childhood or i\u0027m a privileged white person like myself and you don\u0027t think that that\u0027s a factor but there\u0027s really different levels of trauma you might have heard of small t trauma and big t traumas but it\u0027s really interesting what we can find when we try to dig into why our nervous systems are dysregulated so all that to say that i really needed all four areas in order to recover i really needed to concentrate on routine i needed to teach myself i was a person who could follow a routine some people are 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elements that have to be right in the right place which makes it very frustrating but it\u0027s a hundred percent doable\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that which i say a lot is great that we have so many options out there and i love your point about doing it in the right order or not necessarily doing it all at once but it can be very overwhelming because there are so many options out there now and a lot of them are expensive and most people facing illness don\u0027t have a lot of money because mostly of the illness robs you of that as well incredibly infuriating so in your experience of reviewing all these programs what have you found and what do you have available for people to help them to figure out what would be the best program for them or what might be\n\nSPEAKER_00: so well one thing is the program\u0027s guide because that lets you go through the different programs yourself and i do think there is there\u0027s only so much i can do for a person like i work one on one as a programs navigator so you can obviously set up a call with me but there\u0027s only like to a point i can help someone because there does have to be a part of your gut your gut feeling which i know is kind of like woo woo to be like trust your gut but in terms of what you\u0027re ready for and what you\u0027re feeling is right it is really you in the end who\u0027s making the decision you have to be in the power the seat driving your own canoe whatever metaphor you want\n\nSPEAKER_00: but what i do in my appointments i go through ten different categories you can see them on my website lindseyvine com the different categories we go through and it\u0027s really like a science experiment or like solving a puzzle figuring out like which factors are you missing and even if you have tried different modalities in the past why didn\u0027t they work for you that\u0027s always really interesting figuring out that like there\u0027s a lot of little factors that can add up to figuring out what\u0027s the right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that we ended up finding there\u0027s over twenty five programs out there there\u0027s a lot of programs online trying to help people with cfs mecfs long covid and all these other disorders that are system sensitivity disorders but we ended up putting together our heads and we interviewed program creators and past participants a lot of the creators also gave us access to their programs which has been really nice so we could go through them ourselves and then what we did with the guide it ended up just growing and growing and growing over time because there\u0027s so much we wanted to include\n\nSPEAKER_00: on top of like the descriptions and the price and the duration of programs we included things like what to keep in mind if you\u0027re starting a program what it doesn\u0027t include because sometimes you\u0027re not sure what it includes and what it doesn\u0027t include we also said what sets it apart from other programs out there and who would this be good for and who would it not be for so those are some of the categories we cover for each program in the guide we also did some frequently asked questions about brain retraining because that\u0027s something that comes up a lot people have so many questions about that we added some prompts at the end they might help you decide on what programs right for you yeah we have a lot of information in there so it took us a long time to do and i hope people really get a lot out of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is so needed and it\u0027s such a great guide and i\u0027ve worked with liz on things before she is very thorough so i have no doubt that you guys have covered all of the bases\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred times over making sure that they will truly be helpful for people so yeah really really a great resource all of this everything that lindsay\u0027s mentioned is listed in the video description so i highly recommend that you take a moment to expand that and check it out her podcast all the different things the recovery guide her 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i\u0027m super excited to have the incredible lindsay vine with me here today a lot of you probably know her already she\u0027s over in vancouver canada and always great you know how excited i get when i have a fellow canadian on the channel so lindsay like probably you and most people watching unfortunately had to put in her time and do her stint with chronic illness she had about seven years with chronic fatigue syndrome or any cfs and tried a bunch of different online programs and eventually found a combination of things that worked for her and allowed her to fully recover which is incredible and now she is a cfs programs navigator which is such a vital thing that we need right now so she helps people who are facing conditions like me as long covid fibromyalgia and all of that to figure out what program could be best for them and stick around to the end because i\u0027m super excited about this because her and my really good friend liz carlson worked really hard to put together a cfs recovery programs guide and in this they interviewed every single founder creator of the programs and also interviewed a bunch of people who actually did the programs so she has more insight than probably just about anybody out there about all of these programs that exist so we\u0027re going to dive into all of that today so lindsay thank you so much for being here today excited\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much raylan i can\u0027t tell you how excited i am to be\n\nSPEAKER_00: i have to tell you it\u0027s one thing that especially in the last few years it\u0027s been a visualization of mine to be able to do my recovery interview with raylan it\u0027s kind of\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s out of this world to be here right now\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh that is so amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable relief of being done and wake up waking up the next morning with strep throat and i couldn\u0027t get rid of the strep throat more antibiotics and antibiotics and then it was a few weeks after that that all my energy i just felt it drain out of my body and it was like my body was done you know after those two years of stress stress stress and you know of course we look back on how many factors were a cause of it but that would be where it all started\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you handed in your masters you got sick and then what happened you just never got better what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_00: no so actually it was a lot of ups and downs for me i have the kind of version of cfs where i would i was really sick for about four or five months while i was working and then i finished a contract i had a summer off i started to feel better get better and better and of course as we do in our society it was like got to get back to working\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i got a new job i definitely wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too much because she was like oh i don\u0027t think you have that it\u0027s so interesting the psychological aspect of that because then when i crashed again it was like figured oh my gosh i think i do have this you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i know things did get quite bad for you before they got better so what did that look like kind of what was the worst of the worst of this for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so after that i kept working while i was sick for about a year in this new job because i had just started a new job so even though i was going home and going straight to bed every day they were very accommodating i was resting on my breaks but was i really resting i was stressing let\u0027s be honest and it was like a year of going to doctors going to appointments trying to figure out what it was but i finished that contract and i realized i needed to stop working and at that point i decided to move to a small island off the coast of vancouver i live in vancouver now but there\u0027s a bunch of little islands my idea was i\u0027m going to heal in nature so for me this was going to be a great healing journey in nature and i had a friend whose parents had a cabin on a small island so they let me stay there it was all going to be wonderful and healing the problem with that is that it\u0027s extremely isolating when you do that first few weeks wonderful i\u0027m there with nature and animals seeing whales but then you start to realize how lonely is actually quite a large part of this illness and it\u0027s why i often call this illness a mind f word on your channel but we isolate ourselves so often because of our sensitivities i had sensitivity to light and noise and i couldn\u0027t socialize for very long so we isolate ourselves but it is a very core human need to be with other people and by isolating myself on this island i ended up just getting worse and worse and worse and there were ups and downs for sure i spent a few winters there in thailand where i\u0027d get better and better in the sun and healing environment somewhere in there i did dnrs to the brain retraining program so i had stints where i get better but then i came back to the island after these stints and i crash again like really really hard so\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst crash i ever had was after i had done dnrs so i had done brain retraining i had been telling myself i\u0027m going to be totally better in six months and some people listening might relate to this where they have done this and they think that they\u0027re on the road to recovery they\u0027ve done it they\u0027re there i got myself up to about eight thousand steps i thought i was home free and i got back to the island after the winter in thailand where i was practicing that and i can\u0027t tell you the exact factor i was trying to wean off a drug and there may have been mold there\u0027s a lot of possibilities but for some reason bam i was back to bed bound like just completely out of breath trying to get to the bathroom i always would get this like swollen sensation in my neck some people might relate to that and just that super out of breath and i think that feeling after you\u0027re so sure that you\u0027ve done it and then having a huge setback like that the mental repercussions of that are significant i was depressed it got really really bad after that because i was so sure that i was done with this and it was actually a few years after that of staying on the island and being isolated and getting just worse and worse and worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: the worst it got was definitely the point of where i was just ready to end it all\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at the point where i had these beautiful cliffs and i was ready to jump off of them because i just was i had cans of tuna piled up beside my bed so i didn\u0027t have to get to the kitchen because i was too tired and i\u0027d be peeing in a tupperware container like a big tupperware and i would just go to the bathroom once a day to empty that and like stop at the kitchen for water and eat my tuna cans beside my bed like it\u0027s so sad living alone and being pretty much bound\n\nSPEAKER_00: i was at my wits and truly\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh my goodness what a nightmare\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s really\n\nSPEAKER_00: and it was also during covid so my friends couldn\u0027t come visit me really and people didn\u0027t really know how i was suffering because as with most of us i was not the personality type to be like asking for help i was like i\u0027m going to fix myself you know yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you\u0027re saying your story brings up so many memories for me and for people watching i\u0027m sure i appreciate you saying that we talked about the importance of we share these interviews and we come back when we\u0027re recovered and we\u0027re all happy and smiley and bubbly and it can seem like it really wasn\u0027t that bad you know for those of you watching it feel like i don\u0027t relate to this i don\u0027t think that person 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everything i\u0027m grateful for like my friends and my family and all the things that i\u0027m grateful for just over and over to keep my head out of going to those really really scary places gratefulness is really it\u0027s very hard sometimes but i think it can be a key to recovery if we focus on it especially in those times definitely change of environment obviously a lot of us are bed bound but i was managed a few times to pull myself outside like even if i was just crawling and sit outside and have the wind in my face and change of environment is huge in those kinds of situations if you can if you are bed bound and someone can take you outside and their son or something that could be a huge change also for your mental state so those are just a few acute things i\u0027d recommend if you\u0027re really in your depths in terms of how i got to where i am today\n\nSPEAKER_00: i wish there was just one thing i wish it was just like an easy answer for people but it\u0027s definitely like a staircase of a bunch of little things adding up over time i ended up starting cfs health with toby morrison that was one thing and i actually would say that the bigger step for me was asking my stepdad for the money to start cfs health because i\u0027m very aware that these programs are often expensive and some of us are not able to afford these things so we don\u0027t see an opportunity for change but often if we ask for help people are willing to help us so i told him this is what i think i need could you please pay for this and he was happy to do it so that was definitely a turning point for me a lot of the information in that program wasn\u0027t even stuff i needed because i had already learned through my five years up till then a lot of information already about pacing and lifestyle but thing about that program that really helped me was the connections i made i met my podcast partners and i made incredible friends through that program that really from there on i was able to work with in recovery so making those connections with people who\u0027ve been through similar things is really really vital even if it is through some kind of online forum another thing i did about that time was i\u0027m so grateful every day to my friends because they literally had an intervention to get me off that island they knew that i was suffering there i didn\u0027t see how i could afford to live in vancouver again but they found me an apartment in vancouver they literally came with cars to move my stuff and clean my apartment and do everything for me and they moved me to vancouver and ever since i moved back here and have been surrounded by people who love me it\u0027s been an upward trend so sometimes a change in environment as i\u0027ve said before is huge but also just like letting people help you because that was that was a big game changer for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was just thinking when you were talking you know when i talk about my own recovery story i share the things 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right path for you and it\u0027s not necessarily a program i definitely am not against drugs one of my interviews coming up is with dr jacob teitelbaum and he\u0027s very much on the doctor side of things he\u0027s not against programs for sure but he has a lot of medical interventions that he suggests to people and i think a combo can be really good so i\u0027m happy to help people too with suggesting you know maybe read john dr teitelbaum\u0027s book as well if it seems like that might be a factor for them but in terms of your original question it\u0027s kind of helping people figure out what factors they want in a program what they need in a program and then connecting them to the programs that match that and if for them it\u0027s not a program some people have straight up said to me like i just don\u0027t have the capacity right now to do a program or just i\u0027m over trauma worked out you know so you get into these stages there\u0027s definitely other ways we can go and explore different modalities that could help you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you mentioned the cfs recovery programs guide so tell us about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so me and the wonderful liz carlson who i know you\u0027re friends with as well she\u0027s heal with liz on youtube and on instagram this was about seven or eight months ago we had been chatting about our goals and it turned out we had a very similar goal for what we wanted to do we wanted to make the information about these different programs more accessible to people in one place and we ended up deciding that together we would create this programs guide she had done a few programs in the past like primal trust and she\u0027s done ans rewire and dnrs and i\u0027ve done a few programs as well so we could we combine that information of our personal experience but then we also decided to interview people who\u0027ve done other programs and collect information on all different kinds of programs that are out there in the course of that 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website and so forth will all be there and if you are enjoying this video i\u0027ll link in a couple seconds here somewhere on the screen a really kind of fun and wacky interview that i do with liz when our friend pamela rose was visiting from the uk who\u0027s also a cfs recovery kind of person had a lot of fun sharing what our biggest insights kind of were about recovery yeah thank you so much lindsey this really has been so valuable i think you are amazing your story is so powerful the work you are doing is so needed and so vital so yeah just thank you thank you for your time and for just for everything that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah no thank you so much rail and you\u0027ve done an incredible job getting people\u0027s stories out there and you\u0027ve been such an inspiration to me in my journey so i really appreciate you as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love this whole community that we\u0027ve built all of you watching i started calling us health stars because we really are 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amazing i\u0027m so excited that you\u0027re here i\u0027m so happy for you and i did similar visualizations with my own recovery so i totally get it it\u0027s just a nice like i did\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you interviewed me as well for your cfs recovery programs guide and at the end of my interview you asked me a wacky question so i\u0027m going to finish off this interview asking you the same wacky question so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for people who wanted to check out my instagram cfs programs underscore navigator com i interviewed so far about twelve or thirteen of the program creators just to get many interviews about their program so that\u0027s where i have raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is super helpful i think a good place to start obviously here is to hear about your story with this so how did this all go for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: well so it started\n\nSPEAKER_00: literally right after i handed in my master\u0027s thesis\n\nSPEAKER_00: it was like hand in the thesis have that unbelievable 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wasn\u0027t fully recovered but i was much better than i had been and within two weeks of that a huge crash again my body was just not having it and that\u0027s about the time that i started going to doctors and i got diagnosis for me fs and i think that was i mean obviously we need to get a diagnosis to understand what\u0027s happening in our body but also a negative because it was like okay now i have a disease you know like something i have something they\u0027re telling me there\u0027s no cure and from there it was a lot a lot of desperation and a lot of fear for quite a while after that figuring out what the heck i was going to do about this illness that i had\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you heard of this diagnosis before you got it\n\nSPEAKER_00: no actually someone earlier in that year had been like oh i don\u0027t think it\u0027s any ecfs you\u0027ll get better it was a doctor that said that and it was actually very helpful that she had said that because i didn\u0027t think about it too 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                "output": "Based on the transcript, there is no explicit mention that the patient was bed-bound or so severely affected that they could not leave their house. However, there are references to experiencing crashes and severe exhaustion, needing to apply for disability, and going through very difficult periods. For example, the patient states, \"and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere.\" Also, \"when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients.\" This implies some level of mobility to attend appointments earlier. The patient also mentions activities like paddleboarding, bike trips, and social events later in recovery, suggesting regained mobility.\n\nThe best evidence suggests the patient experienced severe episodes and crashes requiring significant rest and disability support but does not explicitly state being bed-bound or completely housebound at any time in the transcript.",
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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body awareness practice and yoga nidra means yogic sleep i think where you\u0027re in this really deep state of it guides you into this very deep state of relaxation where you\u0027re still\n\nSPEAKER_01: aware but you\u0027re extremely relaxed almost like you\u0027re sleeping so it puts you into that deep state of rest if i\u0027m kind of in that like\n\nSPEAKER_01: restless state or a wired state or my mind\u0027s busy just lying down doesn\u0027t feel as restful or of course watching tv isn\u0027t as restful but like going through this deep relaxation it\u0027s like it\u0027s just all the tension from your mind and your body is settled and then i would say generally having a meditation practice like i had already been doing that and then dan newford really recommended that as well to do daily meditation practice it\u0027s just another way of really getting to a deeply relaxed state which is so important for the nervous system to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover and support recovery other things would be like practices of compassion was really really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: which sounds really simple but like in practice it\u0027s so easy to feel so much\n\nSPEAKER_01: confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral and you can bring it out of that with finding some peace in your heart that\u0027s really helpful and i guess i\u0027m kind of getting into like mental health emotional support is finding ways to release the emotions yeah sometimes it\u0027s screaming or actually laughing can be helpful because sometimes you know just anger would boil up inside of me this frustration why why is this happening to me i don\u0027t understand like i don\u0027t want this you know and like just those emotions like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just feel like with all the artificial and processed food out there it can be challenging to really listen to what your body\u0027s really telling you and even our own bodies probably got a bit confused sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably why a lot of people struggle because one thing is the diet industry but also like just the food industry in general that they\u0027re trying they\u0027re selling us all these addictive foods with all these high fat and salt and our brain craves that thing because it gives us like a dopamine hit or like oxytocin hit i found like i was eating healthy because i felt like i had to for my health but i was like i don\u0027t actually want to eat intuitive eating i like one of the steps at the beginning is to allow yourself to eat whatever you want to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: free yourself and when i get that i realized like oh i don\u0027t actually want to eat them because they don\u0027t feel good in my body and then i went back to pretty much eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that term is kind of slopped on all of them and then so understandably people get very scared of it because it\u0027s done a lot of damage for some people but then other people who\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah found a lot of success so what was your journey with this like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if i if i wind back to you know the treatment i was doing dr chan and then wire and that was last summer i was noticing i was improving i was i went paddleboarding i went on a bike trip to salt spring island and then actually that bike trip was too much for my system and i got back and then i need to move into a different room and i wasn\u0027t feeling well and i decided to paint the room which shouldn\u0027t have done but i really want and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere except having the hope that oh i can get there like i did i did it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i was at a place of feeling very strong lack of trust in myself because i think that\u0027s like probably a lot of people can relate to that in a way i think it might be a type of ptsd actually when you constantly crash and you don\u0027t know why you feel completely out of control and you have no sense of able to be functional like you\u0027re just out of control that\u0027s very trauma it can be traumatizing for your nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: sort of you know minefield of sorts you never really know when something\u0027s going to go off and level you for hours or days or weeks and yeah it is traumatic absolutely absolutely i used to wonder when i was still in this like when i fully get past this am i going to be able to just put the trauma of all this down and go on with my life because it was heavy and it was a lot and i kind of felt like i just don\u0027t know if i\u0027m ever just going to be okay again\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you do get there and it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress like i and it\u0027s in my nervous it\u0027s unconscious it\u0027s happening on its own like i\u0027m watching my brain and my mind get overwhelmed at things that are out of my comfort zone i was reading this recently\n\nSPEAKER_01: howard and yeah just a few weeks ago i had to go to my mom\u0027s wedding\n\nSPEAKER_01: because i wanted to but it was a source of stress for me just like you know christmas is a sort of stress for people with chronic fatigue because it\u0027s you know it should be a nice time but it\u0027s like well actually like am i going to get through this i read in his book the three stages of recovery the last stage which i realized i was in was when you\u0027re able to start integrating yourself into the world like you\u0027ve recovered to the level of being able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: be a functional human out in the world and you\u0027re not constantly needing to be in your bubble you can start leaving your bubble and i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that like wedding or christmas or you know some other social event that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous just reading that and having that affirm to me that oh like that\u0027s normal that\u0027s part of this process i just found that really helpful i\u0027m like okay so now my work is to be gentle with myself in integrating into the world managing to support myself to be calm and relaxed while i\u0027m like doing those things and not feeling like overwhelmed or like i\u0027m just doing too much or something or i\u0027m in a state of\n\nSPEAKER_01: fear or overwhelm or agitation just like yeah finding a way of being centered and it\n\nSPEAKER_00: makes a lot of sense and it\u0027s something that stayed with me even when i was well into being what i considered fully recovered when i was really living my life and very active and i could you know do really long workout sessions at the gym multiple times of the week and push as hard as i want and i was fine so essentially i wasn\u0027t having any symptoms you know no post exertional malaise from anything feeling great but i still had this fear of new things for quite a long time at least a year one of them was like exercise classes so i could go to the gym and i could push myself but joining an exercise class where someone else was in control of the pace the intensity the duration was scary to me because i needed to have that feeling of safety like i can quit when i want even though i knew that i could take it but i think there\u0027s just that\u0027s such a good point about that integrating back into the world and being compassionate with yourself throughout that process and it\u0027s you know the trauma that we\u0027ve been through and things are scary and it\u0027s you just need to work 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then 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so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body 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like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just 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eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that 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it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s 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and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and 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through them and it\u0027s okay\n\nSPEAKER_00: all of it\u0027s okay and normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah exactly like yeah just the last few months i\n\nSPEAKER_01: instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things and i realized like i was getting my system was overwhelmed a lot and i you know at first i thought it was the person i was dating and then i realized like it kept happening and i\u0027m like oh this keeps happening there\u0027s a pattern going on here and then that\u0027s when i reading that from ben howard the third stage of recovery i was like oh like that\u0027s normal and that\u0027s that\u0027s where i\u0027m at right now and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that gave me a sense of reassurance and compassion\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i so appreciate you the time to go through all the details of all of the things that have helped you and as always as i\u0027m sure you know i like to kind of finish off these chats 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you 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ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re 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irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body 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come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just 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it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i 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through them and it\u0027s okay\n\nSPEAKER_00: all of it\u0027s okay and normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah exactly like yeah just the last few months i\n\nSPEAKER_01: instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things and i realized like i was getting my system was overwhelmed a lot and i you know at first i thought it was the person i was dating and then i realized like it kept happening and i\u0027m like oh this keeps happening there\u0027s a pattern going on here and then that\u0027s when i reading that from ben howard the third stage of recovery i was like oh like that\u0027s normal and that\u0027s that\u0027s where i\u0027m at right now and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that gave me a sense of reassurance and compassion\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i so appreciate you the time to go through all the details of all of the things that have helped you and as always as i\u0027m sure you know i like to kind of finish off these chats 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channel wouldn\u0027t even be possible if it wasn\u0027t for people like you and everyone else who is brave enough and kind enough and generous enough to come out and share their story with others so i have so much gratitude to all of you and thank you to all of you who have been supporting the channel with the super thanks button right below the video i very much appreciate it i know many of you are coming from a place of financial hardship and it just means really a lot so i want to thank you so thank you again chelsea thank you to everyone who is watching whatever you are going through hang in there good for you for watching videos like this one keep searching until you find your answers hang in there you have totally got this and i will see you in the next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practictioners helpful? \n\nBy conventional medical practictioners, we mean doctors, nurses, and other healthcare 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then 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year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body awareness practice and yoga nidra means yogic sleep i think where you\u0027re in this really deep state of it guides you into this very deep state of relaxation where you\u0027re still\n\nSPEAKER_01: aware but you\u0027re extremely relaxed almost like you\u0027re sleeping so it puts you into that deep state of rest if i\u0027m kind of in that like\n\nSPEAKER_01: restless state or a wired state or my mind\u0027s busy just lying down doesn\u0027t feel as restful or of course watching tv isn\u0027t as restful but like going through this deep relaxation it\u0027s like it\u0027s just all the tension from your mind and your body is settled and then i would say generally having a meditation practice like i had already been doing that and then dan newford really recommended that as well to do daily meditation practice it\u0027s just another way of really getting to a deeply relaxed state which is so important for the nervous system to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover and support recovery other things would be like practices of compassion was really really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: which sounds really simple but like in practice it\u0027s so easy to feel so much\n\nSPEAKER_01: confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral and you can bring it out of that with finding some peace in your heart that\u0027s really helpful and i guess i\u0027m kind of getting into like mental health emotional support is finding ways to release the emotions yeah sometimes it\u0027s screaming or actually laughing can be helpful because sometimes you know just anger would boil up inside of me this frustration why why is this happening to me i don\u0027t understand like i don\u0027t want this you know and like just those emotions like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just feel like with all the artificial and processed food out there it can be challenging to really listen to what your body\u0027s really telling you and even our own bodies probably got a bit confused sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably why a lot of people struggle because one thing is the diet industry but also like just the food industry in general that they\u0027re trying they\u0027re selling us all these addictive foods with all these high fat and salt and our brain craves that thing because it gives us like a dopamine hit or like oxytocin hit i found like i was eating healthy because i felt like i had to for my health but i was like i don\u0027t actually want to eat intuitive eating i like one of the steps at the beginning is to allow yourself to eat whatever you want to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: free yourself and when i get that i realized like oh i don\u0027t actually want to eat them because they don\u0027t feel good in my body and then i went back to pretty much eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that term is kind of slopped on all of them and then so understandably people get very scared of it because it\u0027s done a lot of damage for some people but then other people who\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah found a lot of success so what was your journey with this like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if i if i wind back to you know the treatment i was doing dr chan and then wire and that was last summer i was noticing i was improving i was i went paddleboarding i went on a bike trip to salt spring island and then actually that bike trip was too much for my system and i got back and then i need to move into a different room and i wasn\u0027t feeling well and i decided to paint the room which shouldn\u0027t have done but i really want and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere except having the hope that oh i can get there like i did i did it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i was at a place of feeling very strong lack of trust in myself because i think that\u0027s like probably a lot of people can relate to that in a way i think it might be a type of ptsd actually when you constantly crash and you don\u0027t know why you feel completely out of control and you have no sense of able to be functional like you\u0027re just out of control that\u0027s very trauma it can be traumatizing for your nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: sort of you know minefield of sorts you never really know when something\u0027s going to go off and level you for hours or days or weeks and yeah it is traumatic absolutely absolutely i used to wonder when i was still in this like when i fully get past this am i going to be able to just put the trauma of all this down and go on with my life because it was heavy and it was a lot and i kind of felt like i just don\u0027t know if i\u0027m ever just going to be okay again\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you do get there and it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress like i and it\u0027s in my nervous it\u0027s unconscious it\u0027s happening on its own like i\u0027m watching my brain and my mind get overwhelmed at things that are out of my comfort zone i was reading this recently\n\nSPEAKER_01: howard and yeah just a few weeks ago i had to go to my mom\u0027s wedding\n\nSPEAKER_01: because i wanted to but it was a source of stress for me just like you know christmas is a sort of stress for people with chronic fatigue because it\u0027s you know it should be a nice time but it\u0027s like well actually like am i going to get through this i read in his book the three stages of recovery the last stage which i realized i was in was when you\u0027re able to start integrating yourself into the world like you\u0027ve recovered to the level of being able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: be a functional human out in the world and you\u0027re not constantly needing to be in your bubble you can start leaving your bubble and i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that like wedding or christmas or you know some other social event that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous just reading that and having that affirm to me that oh like that\u0027s normal that\u0027s part of this process i just found that really helpful i\u0027m like okay so now my work is to be gentle with myself in integrating into the world managing to support myself to be calm and relaxed while i\u0027m like doing those things and not feeling like overwhelmed or like i\u0027m just doing too much or something or i\u0027m in a state of\n\nSPEAKER_01: fear or overwhelm or agitation just like yeah finding a way of being centered and it\n\nSPEAKER_00: makes a lot of sense and it\u0027s something that stayed with me even when i was well into being what i considered fully recovered when i was really living my life and very active and i could you know do really long workout sessions at the gym multiple times of the week and push as hard as i want and i was fine so essentially i wasn\u0027t having any symptoms you know no post exertional malaise from anything feeling great but i still had this fear of new things for quite a long time at least a year one of them was like exercise classes so i could go to the gym and i could push myself but joining an exercise class where someone else was in control of the pace the intensity the duration was scary to me because i needed to have that feeling of safety like i can quit when i want even though i knew that i could take it but i think there\u0027s just that\u0027s such a good point about that integrating back into the world and being compassionate with yourself throughout that process and it\u0027s you know the trauma that we\u0027ve been through and things are scary and it\u0027s you just need to work through them and it\u0027s okay\n\nSPEAKER_00: all of it\u0027s okay and normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah exactly like yeah just the last few months i\n\nSPEAKER_01: instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things and i realized like i was getting my system was overwhelmed a lot and i you know at first i thought it was the person i was dating and then i realized like it kept happening and i\u0027m like oh this keeps happening there\u0027s a pattern going on here and then that\u0027s when i reading that from ben howard the third stage of recovery i was like oh like that\u0027s normal and that\u0027s that\u0027s where i\u0027m at right now and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that gave me a sense of reassurance and compassion\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i so appreciate you the time to go through all the details of all of the things that have helped you and as always as i\u0027m sure you know i like to kind of finish off these chats with a message that you have to people who are watching who are still very much going through this or a message that you would have to yourself if you could go back in time what would you say\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so one thing would be to intuitively listen to yourself throughout\n\nSPEAKER_01: everything you take in and learn like get a sense of like do you really think that would help you and sometimes you don\u0027t know and you just try it anyways but like at least have that awareness like if there is a feeling of like i think i like these parts but i don\u0027t like these parts maybe you\u0027ll try the whole thing to begin with but then you\u0027re like oh no actually i think i\u0027m going to modify it or like for example for me like i really had the sense that healing my gut\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding a way to do that was really important and i didn\u0027t know how but like i just had this sense that that was really important like one thing i knew just an example yeah another thing is to be gentle with yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: generally to like find that compassion and like peace and then on the other hand like i was talking about as well finding ways to release emotions i think is really helpful just throughout the journey of intense emotions got to find a way to like get those out of your body so you can come back to a place of gentleness and like i also mentioned before like\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think it\u0027s helpful to keep exploring and know when you need a break so you know you\u0027re going on a path maybe you find it\u0027s not working and okay like need a break now this wasn\u0027t working or this is stressing me out because it\u0027s overwhelming i need a break and a break doesn\u0027t mean you\u0027re giving up it means you\u0027re listening to yourself and you know that maybe you need to practice some acceptance and not constantly trying new things but just coming back to yourself and that maybe you need to do that for a week maybe you need to do that for a few months because you\u0027ve you\u0027ve been projecting out so much and trying new things that you need more time so and then at some point you\u0027ll be ready okay now i\u0027m ready to explore this other thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: if people want to ask you questions reach you follow you how can they do that\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you can email me at s chelsea at hotmail com put that in the video description and then also i have a youtube channel i teach some somatic exercises to my clients for my massage therapy practice and also teach some guided relaxation exercises so you can check out my channel it\u0027s called body full therapies\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much chelsea a million thanks for being brave enough to do this today and for taking the time to do this i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yes and thank you so much for all the work you\u0027re doing it\u0027s so helpful and\n\nSPEAKER_01: to everyone listening i\u0027m one of you\n\nSPEAKER_00: really are this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger 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                "output": "The patient appears to have made a substantial recovery, though not necessarily a full and complete recovery without any remaining challenges. Evidence from the transcript includes quotes such as:\n\n- \"...and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer.\"\n- \"...and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created... it really paid off like a lot.\"\n- \"yeah just the last few months i instead of me constantly focusing on recovery i started having more of a life focusing on dating and then like these other things...\"\n- \"...i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that... that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous...\"\n- \"...it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s...\"\n- \"...you do get there...\"\n- \"...i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress...\"\n\nThe patient describes significant improvements and resuming many life activities, but also acknowledges ongoing challenges such as nervous system stress and fear with certain social situations, suggesting substantial recovery but not necessarily being completely symptom-free or without psychological aftereffects.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some time and that you\u0027ve been watching the recovery videos on this channel and that you were hoping and planning that one day that you would be able to come on the channel and share your recovery story and now here you are which i think is just amazing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ve been watching the channel for a long time\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been very inspiring actually and supportive what role did hope play in your recovery journey very big role just having your channel with the recovery videos gave me a sense of like okay there\u0027s lots of people recovering from this this is possible and like having that mindset and just having that positive reinforcement there like whenever i was feeling down it would be a tool in my arsenal to check out a video and feel one thing feel connected to other people going through the same thing and then also hearing that they\u0027re recovered like it just it was one thing supporting where i\u0027m at and also projecting me positively into the future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you tried that you didn\u0027t find were helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: in two thousand and twenty i started working with a natural like really more intensively and specifically and i didn\u0027t find his treatments helpful so we worked on trying to balance my hormones with because they were out of balance we worked on working with healing my gut and mitochondrial support yeah he was working he was trying to figure out how to like support and balance my body system through supplements yeah and it wasn\u0027t helpful and then in twenty twenty one\n\nSPEAKER_01: i started seeing dr chan who was referred to me from a person who had recovered from chronic fatigue syndrome and that person said this doctor really helped him he was a natural specializing in chronic fatigue and i started working intensively with this doctor things dr channel in richmond bc he started really taking an antiviral approach so we did some like viral testing and started doing some treatments for that which was mainly ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of being wired and tired that\u0027s going to throw off my cortisol and my sleep wake cycle so one thing that helped me with sleep was realizing i can\u0027t treat clients in the evening massage therapy because i would get too revved up and the adrenaline would kick in and then it would throw off my sleep wake cycle so that was a huge realization and then also\n\nSPEAKER_01: the sleep hygiene which i learned through you dan newford talks about it as well so like getting that under control and then medication\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i found that all those changes really can go a long way and there\u0027s a lot that you can do to help but when i was in the thick of my recovery when my body just seemed to be so agitated and sleep was so hard i needed the medication as well i think to me it was sleep at all costs i don\u0027t know whatever i had to do i slept in a separate room for my husband i just i did all sorts of things like i just this has to be such a high priority okay so you\u0027re seeing some progress from different things ozone therapy the sleep hygiene some other things from ans rewire with dan newfr starting to see some progress it sounds like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there was a lot of things i also that was supporting me and i was learning that i was more from research and from things i would learn on your channel from other people\u0027s recovery and books i\u0027ve read and people i talk to and that stuff mainly was free which is good i was looking at like my digestive system and i knew that\u0027s been a huge area\n\nSPEAKER_01: imbalance for a long time for like my whole twenties and i knew that i needed to get that under control and healed and that could potentially help a lot with this syndrome and then my nervous system as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i could see some behaviors i had and the ways my nervous system would work that were out of balance and so getting that supported and then the reproductive system so for me i had issues with amenorrhea and irregular periods for a number of years and i was like okay there\u0027s another thing that i can be proactive about to see if that helps with this chronic fatigue thing of course like the general symptoms like getting the symptoms of chronic fatigue under control with the post exertional malaise restless legs sleep like we mentioned just kind of like looking at all these things that okay i can do there\u0027s things i can do\n\nSPEAKER_00: what all did you do to support or address your nervous system\n\nSPEAKER_01: so one thing which is really helpful and i still use this yoga nidra have you\n\nSPEAKER_00: heard of it i have but for people who aren\u0027t aware can you explain what it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so it\u0027s like a guided meditation usually done lying down where someone guides you to relax your body and go through the various parts of your body with your awareness\n\nSPEAKER_01: to just notice those parts of your body it\u0027s kind of like a systematic\n\nSPEAKER_01: body awareness practice and yoga nidra means yogic sleep i think where you\u0027re in this really deep state of it guides you into this very deep state of relaxation where you\u0027re still\n\nSPEAKER_01: aware but you\u0027re extremely relaxed almost like you\u0027re sleeping so it puts you into that deep state of rest if i\u0027m kind of in that like\n\nSPEAKER_01: restless state or a wired state or my mind\u0027s busy just lying down doesn\u0027t feel as restful or of course watching tv isn\u0027t as restful but like going through this deep relaxation it\u0027s like it\u0027s just all the tension from your mind and your body is settled and then i would say generally having a meditation practice like i had already been doing that and then dan newford really recommended that as well to do daily meditation practice it\u0027s just another way of really getting to a deeply relaxed state which is so important for the nervous system to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover and support recovery other things would be like practices of compassion was really really helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: which sounds really simple but like in practice it\u0027s so easy to feel so much\n\nSPEAKER_01: confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself\n\nSPEAKER_01: and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral and you can bring it out of that with finding some peace in your heart that\u0027s really helpful and i guess i\u0027m kind of getting into like mental health emotional support is finding ways to release the emotions yeah sometimes it\u0027s screaming or actually laughing can be helpful because sometimes you know just anger would boil up inside of me this frustration why why is this happening to me i don\u0027t understand like i don\u0027t want this you know and like just those emotions like don\u0027t eat you alive if you don\u0027t release them like sometimes most of the time you need to rest but sometimes you need to get those emotions out you know it can take some energy to release those emotions but it can help a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: i used to think of it like a cleanse you know sometimes when you do a cleanse you feel worse in the short term but you feel better in the long term so getting those emotions out it could cause my symptoms to flare up and i could feel worse for a little bit because of it but in the long term yeah really helpful i\u0027m glad you brought it up because we have these interviews right and everyone\u0027s smiling and happy and healthy and living life and it\u0027s easy for it to come across like all of this was really not that bad and all of this was really quite easy but everyone who\u0027s here like you doing these interviews had to walk through hell to get here you know it was a nightmare that you had to keep pulling yourself back up and finding ways to keep going so we try to keep this uplifting and optimistic but it\u0027s also really important to acknowledge what a challenge how hellish this can be and how you need tools and those tools that seem simple or maybe like it shouldn\u0027t be where your priorities are so important because without that ability to keep yourself in a good space and keep yourself getting back up again and keep doing what you need to do or keep researching until you find your answers you know it\u0027s really easy to get stuck\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s not so linear and simple it\u0027s like i said practicing compassion and gratitude is important but sometimes you need to like scream like\n\nSPEAKER_01: the world and you need to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: have a tantrum and you\u0027re like not interested in compassion\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s what you need at the time how are you actually feeling and if you\u0027re feeling despair like kind of like let yourself go into it and then find a way to come out of it\n\nSPEAKER_00: what else got you to where you are right now with your health because i know that there was a few other things\n\nSPEAKER_01: okay so digestion this is an interesting huge huge thing actually yeah huge for me intuitive eating actually ended up being what helped me the most with my digestion which isn\u0027t like a supplement or like another like specialty diet like fodmaps or paleo or autoimmune protocol or whatever so i struggle with this for like ten years so again it\u0027s like when i say i found the answer no\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a long journey yeah intuited eating has been really helpful for me because i think my issues with my gut was related to my relationship with food and my relationship to myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those who might not be familiar with it what does intuitive eating look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s kind of like how you would eat if you were like a child before any kind of diet mentality or controlling of your eating or your food would occur it\u0027s just like your natural way of eating like i\u0027m hungry i\u0027m going to eat i\u0027m full i\u0027m going to stop eating that looks good to eat that doesn\u0027t look good to eat the simplicity of it and then there\u0027s lots of steps of how to support people i think it\u0027s a really good approach for people that have been stuck in like a diet mentality yeah and for me i think it was particularly important with like emotional eating kind of uncovering that part of myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve talked to other people who have found this approach beneficial i always feel like it\u0027s got to be extra challenging to execute in our modern day world where so much of the food it\u0027s unnatural so i feel like sometimes do you get confused sometimes with the intuitive eating like i feel like a cupcake or that pizza smells good or maybe in those moments you just eat that because that\u0027s what your body or your mind is wanting in the moment i just feel like with all the artificial and processed food out there it can be challenging to really listen to what your body\u0027s really telling you and even our own bodies probably got a bit confused sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s probably why a lot of people struggle because one thing is the diet industry but also like just the food industry in general that they\u0027re trying they\u0027re selling us all these addictive foods with all these high fat and salt and our brain craves that thing because it gives us like a dopamine hit or like oxytocin hit i found like i was eating healthy because i felt like i had to for my health but i was like i don\u0027t actually want to eat intuitive eating i like one of the steps at the beginning is to allow yourself to eat whatever you want to like\n\nSPEAKER_01: free yourself and when i get that i realized like oh i don\u0027t actually want to eat them because they don\u0027t feel good in my body and then i went back to pretty much eating the same way i was eating before but this time it was because it felt good and i wanted to not because i have to\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know that like with me because you shared before we started chatting here today that you know movement or exercise played a role in your recovery as well is that correct\n\nSPEAKER_01: the great exercise therapy\n\nSPEAKER_00: was right there i know people just got tense and like i don\u0027t want to hear this\n\nSPEAKER_00: we\u0027re setting off nervous system just by saying those words like stop turn off the video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i don\u0027t know it just worked for me i think there\u0027s a lot of different versions of it out there and people are prescribing it to people in different ways and i\u0027m not saying it\u0027s for everybody there are lots of people who recover that don\u0027t incorporate this at all but the times i hear we\u0027re going horribly wrong it sounds like there\u0027s a lot of different versions of this out there and that term is kind of slopped on all of them and then so understandably people get very scared of it because it\u0027s done a lot of damage for some people but then other people who\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah found a lot of success so what was your journey with this like\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if i if i wind back to you know the treatment i was doing dr chan and then wire and that was last summer i was noticing i was improving i was i went paddleboarding i went on a bike trip to salt spring island and then actually that bike trip was too much for my system and i got back and then i need to move into a different room and i wasn\u0027t feeling well and i decided to paint the room which shouldn\u0027t have done but i really want and then i crashed and then i was really sick and i started applying for disability and that was like just last fall so i get really sick again at that time and it seemed like all my hard work had gone you know nowhere except having the hope that oh i can get there like i did i did it before i can go back there that that was really helpful to find positivity in the darkness of the\n\nSPEAKER_01: crash time yeah so then in february i revisited the video you\u0027ve done sophie about graded exercise therapy and i think i already requested pdf from her and i started reading it and i was like oh it\u0027s like this makes a lot of sense to me like to me the way i looked at it was it was just giving a really specific way to support someone in the skill of pacing and for me it seemed like that was this like final skill or not final but it was like an important skill i was missing because it seemed like i was getting progress like grieving my sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: just generally getting my energy back but then i would do too much and i would crash and then i do too much i crash so i kept overdoing it and i saw that i was doing this but i didn\u0027t really know how to not do it it was like okay you need to not overdo it but in life in the practical world it\u0027s like\n\nSPEAKER_01: how like i don\u0027t know so it yeah the graded exercise therapy was like oh like you need to like find your baseline and then like slowly start adding things and monitor how you\u0027re feeling and not overreact if you\u0027re getting symptoms that\u0027s okay and it was like oh my god like this is really helpful and i started doing it for a few weeks and it ended up being that oh actually i\u0027m not doing it correctly needs to be done this way i was like oh but that doesn\u0027t work for me because i this is my life and i can\u0027t you know fit this box of how like it\u0027s how it\u0027s supposed to be so i didn\u0027t find it overly discouraging to hear that i was doing it incorrectly because i\u0027d already seen results so i kept going with my own version and i kept seeing results and i just was like so determined and steadfast and focused on this like program i created so like nothing\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: really difficult especially the first few months and yeah it really paid off like a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s so interesting how you refer to it as pacing and i\u0027ve never actually really thought of it that way before but i think you\u0027re right i think that\u0027s exactly what it is and when it worked for me and i know not everyone has this luxury but i got rid of just about every other\n\nSPEAKER_00: obligation or commitment all the other activity in my life and my life got very simple and i was able to put myself just in this bubble and it was all around this very gentle gradually increasing you know movement exercise program and it\u0027s like ok i can handle one minute and then i maybe had up it to two minutes next week like oh that feels like too much maybe i need one more week of one minute and it was just really paying attention to what my body could handle and then slowly increasing it you know it\u0027s slowly expanding just ever so slightly beyond what my current limitations were so you\u0027re right it\u0027s like a very focused activity in pacing and gradually increasing what your body can do i think that\u0027s such a great way to explain it yes i wonder if that\u0027s why you and i had success with this and i\u0027m sure there\u0027s a lot of factors i don\u0027t mean to overly simplify it but you know no one was telling me what to do when i did mine it was very much just listening to my body and figuring out what worked for me and my life so maybe without that rigidity of someone else imposing rules on you for this i can see how that has the potential to be problematic for some people but yeah it\u0027s just nice to hear this because i know that at least for me gradually increasing movement and activity was extremely helpful i think it was one of the main drivers that got me through that you know we know at least for some people that this is helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also use\n\nSPEAKER_01: the notion app that you mentioned their video as a way of creating a daily schedule for myself and creating a progress tracker i found it really helpful to important to track my progress as a way of telling my brain reinforcing my brain that i\u0027m getting better and that\u0027s something i learned ans rewire was like you got to show your brain that you\u0027re getting results to increase that feedback into yourself that you\u0027re getting better and you know seeing like that you wrote down the result like oh my god ok i successfully you know went to three clients once a week the beginning it\u0027s like i did it like i didn\u0027t die like wow because sometimes like increasing it was like oh my god am i going to be able to do it i would get scared and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what\u0027s going to happen ok i\u0027m going to do it increase the three clients and then like two days later i\u0027m like i didn\u0027t crash what\u0027s constantly reinforcing myself that ok i can do this like it\u0027s constantly giving that empowerment to myself which is really helpful because when i started i was at a place of feeling very strong lack of trust in myself because i think that\u0027s like probably a lot of people can relate to that in a way i think it might be a type of ptsd actually when you constantly crash and you don\u0027t know why you feel completely out of control and you have no sense of able to be functional like you\u0027re just out of control that\u0027s very trauma it can be traumatizing for your nervous system so\n\nSPEAKER_00: sort of you know minefield of sorts you never really know when something\u0027s going to go off and level you for hours or days or weeks and yeah it is traumatic absolutely absolutely i used to wonder when i was still in this like when i fully get past this am i going to be able to just put the trauma of all this down and go on with my life because it was heavy and it was a lot and i kind of felt like i just don\u0027t know if i\u0027m ever just going to be okay again\n\nSPEAKER_00: but you do get there and it\u0027s not overnight but yeah it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know i still feel it now actually the fear and the stress like i and it\u0027s in my nervous it\u0027s unconscious it\u0027s happening on its own like i\u0027m watching my brain and my mind get overwhelmed at things that are out of my comfort zone i was reading this recently\n\nSPEAKER_01: howard and yeah just a few weeks ago i had to go to my mom\u0027s wedding\n\nSPEAKER_01: because i wanted to but it was a source of stress for me just like you know christmas is a sort of stress for people with chronic fatigue because it\u0027s you know it should be a nice time but it\u0027s like well actually like am i going to get through this i read in his book the three stages of recovery the last stage which i realized i was in was when you\u0027re able to start integrating yourself into the world like you\u0027ve recovered to the level of being able to\n\nSPEAKER_01: be a functional human out in the world and you\u0027re not constantly needing to be in your bubble you can start leaving your bubble and i realize like i feel safe when i\u0027m in my when i\u0027m in my routine because i know that\u0027s where i\u0027m okay but when i have to do things better outside of that like wedding or christmas or you know some other social event that\u0027s when i started start getting more nervous just reading that and having that affirm to me that oh like that\u0027s normal that\u0027s part of this process i just found that really helpful i\u0027m like okay so now my work is to be gentle with myself in integrating into the world managing to support myself to be calm and relaxed while i\u0027m like doing those things and not feeling like overwhelmed or like i\u0027m just doing too much or something or i\u0027m in a state of\n\nSPEAKER_01: fear or overwhelm or agitation just like yeah finding a way of being centered and it\n\nSPEAKER_00: makes a lot of sense and it\u0027s something that stayed with me even when i was well into being what i considered fully recovered when i was really living my life and very active and i could you know do really long workout sessions at the gym multiple times of the week and push as hard as i want and i was fine so essentially i wasn\u0027t having any symptoms you know no post exertional malaise from anything feeling great but i still had this fear of new things for quite a long time at least a year one of them was like exercise classes so i could go to the gym and i could push myself but joining an exercise class where someone else was in control of the pace the intensity the duration was scary to me because i needed to have that feeling of safety like i can quit when i want even though i knew that i could take it but i think there\u0027s just that\u0027s such a good point about that integrating back into the world and being compassionate with yourself throughout that process and it\u0027s you know the trauma that we\u0027ve been through and things are scary and it\u0027s you just need to work 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s so easy to feel so much confusion anger self hatred hatred at the world frustration despair\n\nSPEAKER_01: feeling like you\u0027re doing it wrong like you\u0027re not doing enough and having compassion for yourself and finding ways of practicing gratitude are really powerful for those moments when your mind is going into a negative spiral\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey everyone welcome back i have got an incredible video for you today i\u0027m so excited to have chelsea sheley here with me today over in vancouver canada yay canada thank you so much for taking the time to do this today i really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027m very excited to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: you reached out and you said that you\u0027ve been in my facebook group for me cfs recovery for quite some 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future of what\u0027s possible for myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: it\u0027s really incredible because i have quite a few people reach out to me and just email me or dm me saying that i keep visualizing me being on the channel and sharing my story and that\u0027s one of the things of hope that helped keep me going which i just think is so so incredible and one person even went so far as to make a video thumbnail you know like the picture that everyone sees for the youtube video when it comes up and they had made it with their face and my face as if we were doing the interview like i\u0027m getting ready i\u0027m coming\n\nSPEAKER_00: but it was a massive part of my journey too i mean when i was going there wasn\u0027t so much youtube but my doctor\u0027s office he was an integrative medicine doctor and he had in his waiting room a binder of recovery stories from his patients just in these plastic sleeves and while i was waiting for him i\u0027d read through them and one it was inspiring but then two in between my appointments i would find myself just mentally rehearsing you know what my story was going to say when i got it in there and i think it\u0027s so important to have those concrete visuals for where you\u0027re trying to go and what you\u0027re going to feel when you\u0027re recovered and it just can be a really powerful thing yeah why don\u0027t you take us back and let us know how this all\n\nSPEAKER_01: began i would say like way way back it started when i was just before i started massage therapy school when i was nineteen i got mono and i was sick for a few weeks and then i fully recovered i went on a backpacking trip in oregon and california for seven weeks and then shortly after that i started full time massage therapy program and around i think the beginning of that i started noticing i was tired a lot i was still able to do everything in my life but i noticed i was tired a lot and i was like falling asleep in class and\n\nSPEAKER_01: this went on for about a year and then i saw a medical intuitive and he\n\nSPEAKER_01: said i had lyme disease and then he gave me some like powerful antiviral herbs one was cumanda and one was olive leaf extract and then i fully recovered\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m very curious what made you decide to go the route of a medical intuitive did you start there or did you start with conventional medicine and then move on\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think like i was i was open to spirituals and intuitive practices already and his wife was doing these like goddess circles and i was a part of that so maybe that\u0027s how i heard of his work i don\u0027t know i guess like you know they were alternative medicine practitioners and i was open to it at the time and i got treatment from him and it seemed to help so that was great okay yeah so that was like age nineteen to twenty and then speed up to like four years ago when i was twenty eight i noticed that\u0027s when i started getting the chronic fatigue came back and much stronger so what happened for me was i got sick three times like a month apart and it was like a flu but my only symptom was exhaustion and at that point i was like ok i need to make some changes in my life like there\u0027s something going on here so that\u0027s how it started for me the year prior i had went traveling by myself internationally i went to indonesia for three months and did a working holiday museum australia for a year\n\nSPEAKER_01: i got back i was kind of like you know starting my life out back home in vancouver finally found a stable place to live in august was working two jobs and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: the flu symptoms started so yeah it was like very mysterious to me i didn\u0027t know what the hell was going on then two thousand and nineteen came around and again i was able to do everything i wanted to do in my life like i went actually to san francisco where you live to do a training i did rock climbing i did ultimate frisbee and played volleyball i went to music festivals so i was able to live my life but i was having these episodes of like extreme exhaustion that i didn\u0027t know what were why it was happening and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i was noticing like as the months went on that it was getting worse yeah again i saw the medical intuitive because he had helped me before so he was kind of like my first go to and that was more around the summer fall of two thousand and nineteen that i started like deciding to do treatment again and his treatments didn\u0027t help this time so he said i had like heavy metal toxicity and taking supplements for it and it was not helping at all so i stopped doing that after a few months then i started the whole\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know whirlwind like trying to figure it out which took me three years you know and it was like all these different things i tried so you know it went from working with my gut and working with sleep and seeing different natural and yet so many things\n\nSPEAKER_00: what are some of the things that you 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ozone therapy high dose vitamin c and also some pharmaceuticals oh\n\nSPEAKER_01: immuno beer and in the middle of my treatments with him i started doing answering wire and actually that was the summer last summer and i started noticing improvements and i felt like i was getting my health back and that was exciting so it seemed like the ozone therapy was particularly helpful and maybe just like the positive reinforcement and work i was doing with the answer wire and also getting my sleep support was really a big game changer\n\nSPEAKER_00: such a tough one and getting my sleep in order was a massive one for me too but it was hard what sorts of things did you find help you such an easy thing to say to people prioritize sleep everyone\u0027s like i would love to but i can\u0027t i don\u0027t know how was there anything you found helpful for help working on your sleep\n\nSPEAKER_01: starting to understand more about my autonomic nervous system and how if i was getting into a state of 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Specifically, the patient mentioned using a naturopath and a homeopath, and found the live cell blood test and treatment for heavy metals helpful. However, despite these efforts, the fatigue never fully resolved. They also credited working with a dietician and the Lightning Process (a kind of mind-body approach) as key to their recovery.\n\nRelevant quotes from the transcript include:\n\n1. \"...i found a homeo no a natural he was amazing...and he did a live cell blood test...he kept following up but the thing that was the best about that was he looked at my test results and he goes wow you feel bad...\"\n\n2. \"...he was able to address a lot of those but the fatigue while i got better it never went away...\"\n\n3. \"...also found a homeopath who was cardiologist and internist who then decided to become a homeopath because he was he said he was losing too many of his patients so he was able to help as well but nobody got me to where to where it was normal\"\n\n4. \"...i had a handful of supplements every day...\"\n\n5. \"...between [the dietician] working with me individually and being able to see the hypoglycemic you know how my blood sugar was doing we came up with a diet for me...\"\n\n6. \"...then i heard about the lightning process...i did that...the first day i felt better and then the second day even better and the third day whoa it was like my my life had changed the way i thought changed and so that ended on a sunday by tuesday so five days after starting it i was a hundred percent well...\"\n\nSo, complementary and alternative medicine (homeopathy, naturopathy, dietary intervention) played a role in the patient\u0027s partial improvement, but the rapid and full recovery followed the use of the Lightning Process. 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any c f s recovery to try and learn the different ways but your book was by far the best the most helpful with all your tips about sleeping i put a lot of them into practice have a very enjoyable way of writing and yet it\u0027s also very specific you get specific things to do which was helpful and so i did that and i thought you should know so and i\u0027ve already subscribed to your news to your email letter and so i just reached out to say i was one hundred percent recovered and i told you why at that time and then you said would you like to be interviewed and i thought no no that\u0027s not me\n\nSPEAKER_01: but then you said because of my age and how long i had been sick i could give other people hope and so i thought yeah i can do that other people did it for me and i\u0027ll do it for others so thank you for asking\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you so much for doing this i get quite a few messages from people just feeling really hopeless i don\u0027t see i see recovery stories but i 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next command i was at and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i just felt terrible i felt so bad and basically i never recovered it was the epstein bar virus and they said there was nothing that they could do for me and my boss we were in this meeting and my boss you look terrible and i said i feel terrible he said go to the doctor i said i think they can\u0027t do anything he said well go again\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i went and the doctor told me he said i have six people just like you and\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i have a twenty year old marine who can\u0027t get out of bed he said you\u0027re one of the lucky ones you\u0027re one of the best ones and that has that i have been according to the youtube videos i\u0027ve never been as bad as the worst person that i\u0027ve seen or even some of the really tragic sad stories of what people are living with so after that i i never did recover but we didn\u0027t have you tube or even internet really when i got sick it was one thousand nine hundred eight so remember we 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Specifically, the patient mentioned using a naturopath and a homeopath, and found the live cell blood test and treatment for heavy metals helpful. However, despite these efforts, the fatigue never fully resolved. 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that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a 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like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two 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that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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to leon ben kulin leon i hope i\u0027m saying your name right thanks for joining the channel and supporting everything that we do here i very much appreciate it and the biggest thank you to you dermot thank you thank you for being here i really appreciate you taking the time and the energy to speak with me and my viewers\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i know if your audience is interested i am putting on a little online meetup for breathwork and cfs maybe we could link to it or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course yes everything all of your links everything people need to know to you know connect with you or anything that you\u0027d like to share will be in the video description so people watching please expand that and everything you need to find will be there and i really encourage you to check out what he\u0027s got just incredible so yeah and people watching if you have a story to tell even if you\u0027re not fully recovered even if you don\u0027t have all the answers nobody does 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                "output": "The patient mentions working with a naturopath and trying various supplements as part of their recovery. Specifically, they say: \"i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually.\" This suggests that they found some benefit from a complementary and alternative medicine approach (naturopathy and supplements). Although they don\u0027t describe CAM as a complete cure, it was helpful as part of their recovery process. This fits the NCCIH definition of CAM as it involves healing practices outside the dominant medical system.",
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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way 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start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just 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uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i 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that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the 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after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of 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need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of 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                "output": "The patient suffered from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS/ME). This is supported by several quotes in the transcript, for example: \"and then after all that all that came back normal and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome\" and \"i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome\". There is no indication that the patient had long covid; the discussion centers around chronic fatigue syndrome specifically. Therefore, the classification is that this person suffered from CFS/ME.",
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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the 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one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is 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being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two 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need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe 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being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys if you\u0027re watching this video i suspect very much be willing to bet that you very much know what it\u0027s like to make progress maybe even significant progress with your recovery only to experience a major relapse and find yourself feeling like you\u0027re almost back at square one this as it does for many people is what happened to today\u0027s guest and we are going to dive into discussing this frustrating aspect of recovery journey if it\u0027s your first time here with me hi my name is raylan i am back with another weekly interview where we discuss all aspects of recovery from chronic conditions like any c f s and long covid allowing us as a community to learn from each other both from our successes and our failures and it\u0027s such an honor to talk today with dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the anxiety i didn\u0027t realize how much anxiety i had in my life until i experienced the tiniest little glimmer of not having it and i was like okay so this is\n\nSPEAKER_01: like my heart would be beating out of my chest all the time i\u0027d be terrified of what i said to someone like i couldn\u0027t speak in meetings if i if i did feel like i wanted to contribute something in a meeting and work there\u0027d be this whole build up of like almost adrenaline it\u0027s like okay i\u0027m going to say it i\u0027m going to say it and then i don\u0027t see anything so all i\u0027ve done is put my body into a state of you know fight or flight and then yeah it\u0027s just it just for me kind of shone a light on how much anxiety i had and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did feel like because i was perpetually in that state of fight or flight you know with all the cortisol running through my body that\n\nSPEAKER_01: i never had the chance to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover relax properly so i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is when i watch all of the recovery stories the only thing that they all have in common is that they\u0027re all different like there\u0027s so there\u0027s yeah there\u0027s so much different aspects everyone\u0027s journey is unique and yeah like you can pick what works for you from from one person\u0027s thing and but one thing they do all have in common for sure is that they\u0027re very very inspiring whether it be in struggle or success\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and the exact formula for everyone definitely varies but i do see a theme across so many people i talk to is that piece of self compassion and self care and you know stress and boundaries and just getting to the basics and you know joy and sunshine and time in nature and all the things that we take think don\u0027t carry a lot of weight when it comes to recovery from serious conditions but time and time again people tell me that these things do in addition to whatever else it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there are tools that are\n\nSPEAKER_01: far far more useful than just dealing with cfs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes oh yeah everything still serves me today and i\u0027m sure for the rest of my life yeah that reluctant growth bootcamp that we all go through at least it\u0027s not just suffering for nothing that would really be\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah frustrating yeah that wouldn\u0027t be that wouldn\u0027t be ideal\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i really appreciate you doing this it\u0027s amazing because i know at first you\u0027re like let\u0027s wait for that interview and i just it\u0027s so rare that people come on and talk about things like relapses and everyone keeps telling me how much they love interviews from people who are still on their journey because one it\u0027s relatable and two you still have so much to share you know every stage of this we all have learned so much and there\u0027s little nuggets that will yeah for people they\u0027re like yes and in a minute you know people still going through it hopefully just feel a little bit less alone because despite the millions of people in the world going through this it can still be a very lonely experience\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah my heart goes out to anyone in the depths of it because it\u0027s it can be a very dark place to be but it\u0027ll it\u0027ll get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can feel like things are never going to change but they can and they do another one of my favorites is saying the only constant in life is change\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m all about the short slogans today\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah all right for those of you watching a link up here at the end of video another interview i did with an amazing guy named jack he was also someone who was dealing with a lot of relapses and just shared very openly and honestly and humbly about what this experience has been like and it\u0027s a very moving interview so if you like these sorts of interviews that\u0027s another one that i think you\u0027ll really enjoy and also remember shout out to leon ben kulin leon i hope i\u0027m saying your name right thanks for joining the channel and supporting everything that we do here i very much appreciate it and the biggest thank you to you dermot thank you thank you for being here i really appreciate you taking the time and the energy to speak with me and my viewers\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i know if your audience is interested i am putting on a little online meetup for breathwork and cfs maybe we could link to it or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course yes everything all of your links everything people need to know to you know connect with you or anything that you\u0027d like to share will be in the video description so people watching please expand that and everything you need to find will be there and i really encourage you to check out what he\u0027s got just incredible so yeah and people watching if you have a story to tell even if you\u0027re not fully recovered even if you don\u0027t have all the answers nobody does 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and 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advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way 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dormant corbett over in vancouver canada we will dive into his recovery journey thankfully he has made great progress coming out of his relapse but we are going to do a bit of a focus on relapses you know how to navigate them how to keep that oh so important hope alive in the process we\u0027ve all experienced them but we rarely discuss them so i\u0027m incredibly grateful that dermot is open to talking about recently being in this phase himself which makes his perspective even more valuable so let\u0027s dive in and welcome\n\nSPEAKER_00: it amazing to have you here today thank you for doing this yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: no worries thanks so much for having me it\u0027s it\u0027s a real privilege to be on here\n\nSPEAKER_00: so yeah so many great things we\u0027re going to talk about right now of course a great place to start is just to toss about your health journey how did all of this start for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s started in about two thousand and seventeen like kind of like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two 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that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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like a lot of a lot of people that have been on your on your show here i was highly active kind of highly physically active and trying to accomplish a lot and at the time i was running marathons and i was about ready to start training for my fourth one and i had just finished the vancouver marathon\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe six weeks before this started to happen and then i went out for a very very short run and it was like i was disconnected from the power source like i didn\u0027t feel like my body had deconditioned in fitness or anything just felt like i had yet just not been able to access the energy i had like i would run a little bit and then\n\nSPEAKER_01: my legs would just automatically start walking i was like ok what is this is really strange you know i just ran a marathon how can i all of a sudden you know not be able to do it so i chalked it up to ok maybe it\u0027s just my body telling me to relax for a bit so i said ok maybe i\u0027ll just leave it running for a week or two and just listen to my body and get back and try again so i did that and then around the same route and the same thing happened like ok this is this is very strange and so i said ok\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027ll go to the doctor and just see what he thinks well of course i went to google first like what causes a sudden drop of energy and i had diagnosed myself with all sorts so it was like ok the best thing to do is just take this to the doctor and see what he thinks so yeah to the doctor and he said i hope it\u0027s not chronic fatigue syndrome i was like what is that and he sort of explained what it was but then he said he\u0027d rule out a whole bunch of other stuff for before so he sent me for an m r i did you know the sleep study and want to he thought i was narcoleptic for a while and then after all that\n\nSPEAKER_01: all that came back normal\n\nSPEAKER_01: and that\u0027s when he said yes it\u0027s chronic fatigue syndrome and you know there\u0027s no there\u0027s no magic pill you need to think you can use to fix it i do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because\n\nSPEAKER_01: not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was i\u0027ve never heard of it before yes so i know a lot of people will bring it to their doctor and say and they\u0027ll come up against it with their doctor and say oh yeah that\u0027s something that\u0027s all in your head so yeah it was it was good to get the diagnosis as well because it\u0027s a bit more encouraging when you watch you know videos like this of people that are able to recover so it\u0027s just it\u0027s good it\u0027s good for that i would say the first thing i kind of tried to do was just to take it a little bit easier but no matter what i did no matter what i tried things wouldn\u0027t really get any better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so i just i think for the first while sort of surrendered to maybe that i wouldn\u0027t ever have energy again and that was that was\n\nSPEAKER_01: a sad place to be but i was watching one of your other videos and i can\u0027t remember the guy\u0027s name but he said that like he would try he would try to give up but then the next day he\u0027d be back on you know back on trying to find little things like he wouldn\u0027t ever i don\u0027t think you can really truly give up trying to get better you know there\u0027s always there\u0027s always a next step so i got a little bit inspired by his interview and yeah so that\u0027s kind of like how it how it started and\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it was very confusing time i suppose yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m smiling because i just that is a really good way to put it and it for me resonates for so many points of my journey just thinking because you do you get you can get least i got very depressed at times and homeless and just exhausted not just the chronic fatigue exhaustion but just the exhaustion every day being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so that was like i wouldn\u0027t say it was a magic cure all but it was the first thing that sort of gave me the feeling of not walking around tired i would still get physically exerted but as a baseline i could i could function so yeah keeping up with that and yeah i know you said like we would discuss the relapse so i did i did start to get better towards the middle and end of last year and my wife is amazing like she she keeps highlight kept highlighting to me that you know you\u0027re actually doing much better because when you look at it yourself it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to see your own progress when you\u0027re lucky enough to have someone that\u0027s able to point out well you know last week you weren\u0027t able to move that desk this week when i asked you you were able to do it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i did that even though i\u0027ve chronic fatigue i moved that desk yeah so towards the end of the year that\u0027s when i really started to notice that i was starting to improve a lot and that was when i initially had started taking the low dose naltrexone\n\nSPEAKER_01: and then in february of this year because remember i had actually scheduled with you to do you know full on recovery interview because i had felt i was better i felt that i had recovered fully but yeah so yeah then i emailed you because i had a i had the crash and the interesting thing about the relapse and crash was i wasn\u0027t doing anything physically exert exertive any sort of physical exertion i was actually up on the sunshine coast in dc with my wife and we\u0027re having a little kind of baby moon that\u0027s another part of a baby on the way so a lot more energy back soon but yeah so then we were we were relaxing kind of doing slow walks up there and the forests and stuff and you know going out for meals just very very sort of wouldn\u0027t say lazy but very relaxed sort of time and then we got back to airbnb and i decided i just take a lie down for a second because you know i was feeling a bit tired from walking\n\nSPEAKER_01: i laid down and everything came back all in the space of a half an hour my mood dipped my what\u0027s it do you call it post or post exertion yeah but the one where you stand up orthostatic yeah yeah yeah i like that\u0027s that started to happen again i was feeling lightheaded for no reason the energy was gone you know i was shaking with that post exertional malaise feeling excuse me i was shaking with that and i was like this is really bizarre because i wasn\u0027t doing anything and that was very discouraging because it would have been a different thing if you know i had pushed myself a little too hard and then i\u0027d understand what was happening so that made this relapse an extra level of confusing i think i was talking to an rmt about it yeah i went to get a massage and she was like well you know maybe it was your body taking advantage of the moment you relaxed said okay he\u0027s laid down give it all to him now i don\u0027t know it\u0027s hard it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a very just when you think you\u0027ve got you\u0027ve got it figured out there\u0027s it throws you another confusing curveball chronic fatigue it\u0027s interesting experience\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can be so frustrating can\u0027t it because it feels like you get to a certain place and then it feels like it throws you so far backwards like i should be past this i was past this what is going on and lots of people say that these things sometimes they can tie it to specific events emotions but many times like just have no idea it\u0027s like it came out of nowhere\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s it\u0027s hard and it was especially difficult as well because we my wife was four months pregnant at that time so i was like okay brilliant my energy\u0027s coming back which is very important with a child on the way so\n\nSPEAKER_01: then when that crash hit i was like oh no how am i going to be able to do it now i\u0027m i have a very very lucky situation where i\u0027m where i\u0027m able to take time off work for the baby so that i know a lot of people\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s not available to a lot of people so i\u0027m really really grateful for that even with that i was like how am i going to have the energy to you know get up every two hours and look after and look after the baby i was like what is going to happen but luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again yeah i was very worried about having the energy to look after the baby but then things slowly started to get better i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone because things were getting better naturally i\u0027m a guy i stopped taking it and then i think that might have had a contributing factor to why things came back i don\u0027t know but i did start taking that again and i know sometimes you talk about the layers of kind of recovery you know you have your physical mental emotional energy that for me the first thing that came back was the was the mental energy which is huge for me because luckily i don\u0027t have a job that requires physical labor so that\u0027s kind of another thing i\u0027m very grateful for is that even with chronic fatigue at least i don\u0027t have to physically exert myself for the job i do have to mentally exert myself and there has been occasions where i haven\u0027t been able to work because of that and again very blessed in that i was i had a very understanding employer\n\nSPEAKER_01: who said you know just take the time off we\u0027d much rather have you recover than you know try to power through so yeah that\u0027s that was very helpful as well but yeah i\u0027m still worried now even because because particularly of the baby on the way that you know is it am i going to be too tired am i going to get snappy you know with my wife\n\nSPEAKER_01: are we going to find it like far more difficult than it needs to be and saying things like well at least if it\u0027s too difficult i\u0027ll say things like at least it\u0027s not twins that\u0027s the kind of stuff i have to go to yeah i actually said that to a guest on my podcast and she said that that\u0027s a terrible terrible attitude to have grateful but she said it afterwards like she didn\u0027t say it on the podcast so i was like okay thanks for that but yeah yeah so i\u0027ve been kind of thinking that as well it\u0027s as bad as a struggle as chronic fatigue is it\u0027s a very very good teacher i don\u0027t know about you but i can\u0027t speak on your behalf of or any of your guests but i know that when i recover from this i wouldn\u0027t ever trade having gone through it do you know what i mean it\u0027s like it\u0027s on the other side of having gone through it you have this greater appreciation for not having it and then you have you know your toolkits of everything that works for you that prevents you from slipping back into it but if you do slip back into it you can stay going like i said it\u0027s it\u0027s too hard to give up\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s one of the things that i wish i had the time or the resources to go through all of the interviews i\u0027ve ever done and just pull out all the clips of everyone who\u0027s said some version of what you just said and sort of all together because yeah something that i hear a lot it\u0027s a weird thing it\u0027s something i\u0027ve said many times about my own journey too and like it\u0027s hard for me to say like almost like throwing up a bit in my mouth at the thought of it but that sounds but just trying to paint like an image of the visceral feeling i have when i have to say like i\u0027m grateful for this experience wow yeah but it couldn\u0027t take it away if i had a magic wand and then someone said none of this ever happened to you do you want to struggle and suffering like yeah i really can\u0027t yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: i mean look what\u0027s happening now and what you\u0027re doing now and you\u0027re yeah helping thousands of people in the same boat get out of it and it\u0027s just i don\u0027t know it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: gives you much more of an appreciation for having energy and you build an incredible community of people because like the greatest bonds you make with people are through shared struggle you know if you can if you\u0027re both our communities dealing with something there\u0027s an extra special bond there and that\u0027s happening kind of with with what you\u0027re doing and that\u0027s a great thing\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just and even just how much it teaches you about yourself and about how to be happy and healthy and live life i did an interview recently with a woman named and i\u0027ll link it up here for people if they want to check it out on the screen but it was just amazing and she explained it really well and she said that because it can feel like when these conditions happen that your life is frozen and the world is passing you by and everyone else keeps going they\u0027re traveling they\u0027re doing all these things or advancing their career they\u0027re whatever having children all of that then it just feels like you\u0027re stuck yeah really the internal work that you\u0027re doing through that time is growth bootcamp and the way you\u0027re learning how to take care of yourself and just figure out what you want in life and have better boundaries and be more have more self compassion and understand body better so it\u0027s you are making leaps and bounds that other people around you aren\u0027t making yeah they might have just got a promotion at work and you didn\u0027t get that but there\u0027s so much that isn\u0027t visible so yeah important thing it can be hard when you\u0027re in the struggle because it\u0027s just like oh i\u0027m tired of learning stuff i just want out of this yeah but you really do it does change you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it changes so much for the better yeah just even some of those things you\u0027re mentioning there is like things like setting boundaries like you wouldn\u0027t think that that\u0027s something that would affect your energy but it totally is like if you have boundaries you know that are being crossed it\u0027s in itself is exhausting like i have an awful hard time i was people pleaser for a long time i would never boundaries putting up boundaries was very very and still is very very uncomfortable thing for me to do it\u0027s like whenever it comes up i almost feel sick like i\u0027m like i feel so worried that the other person is going to hate me or something or yeah i don\u0027t know just that fear of rejection and that can send you into a spiral as well that will hurt your hurt your energy levels too but you\u0027re you are right when you start working on all those things it\u0027s not just about chronic fatigue anymore you have the skill set of a whole bunch of things that you never would have even considered working on before\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i wonder and i hear this from people all over the world this boundary setting people pleasing that i\u0027m wondering if you and i as canadians have an extra layer socialized into us of the piece make sure everyone\u0027s happy be nice i know it\u0027s a bit of a cliche but also having lived in a few different countries it\u0027s also a bit true in my experience you know yeah it\u0027s just one more level of like who can\u0027t upset anybody you know yeah insides before i upset another person\n\nSPEAKER_01: i am originally from ireland but we\u0027re kind of the same\n\nSPEAKER_00: obviously you\u0027re in canada now so yeah off on you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i\u0027ve had the i\u0027ve had the conditioning yes exactly so yeah changing that environment didn\u0027t do much for working on that i suppose\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but yeah it can be a very uncomfortable thing starting to look after yourself i heard a great quote though you\u0027re going to when you start looking after yourself you\u0027re going to piss a lot of people off it\u0027s like that is shockingly accurate way to put it\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness there are so many brilliant things that people say like this one that i want to get a shirt made yeah so really\n\nSPEAKER_00: that is genius i love it it\u0027s like a good thing to remember\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah and everybody yeah it\u0027s so true yeah maybe we would start a bumper sticker business or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: so another one too that i thought was really good and it was i mean not exactly the same but the same sentiment is that you know when it comes to disappointing someone else or disappointing yourself it has to be that other person yeah and try and really remember that like how much am i putting other people\u0027s needs ahead of my own whether it\u0027s canceling plans you know because i just i need to take care of myself or you know\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course we still you know should care about other people but yeah yeah things are really poignant and can really help you in those moments focus yeah yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s yeah it\u0027s a blessing and a curse i guess isn\u0027t\n\nSPEAKER_00: it you know i\u0027m thinking about the relapses because virtually everyone goes through them yeah me at least the hardest part was aside from the struggle and the suffering is just the what\u0027s going on in your head so how did you deal with those moments getting through that getting through those rough days and the disappointment and all of that and then also pull up that resilience to keep going yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s where the true growth happens isn\u0027t it it\u0027s it\u0027s all well and good to be happy you know when everything\u0027s going well but when you\u0027re in the darkness and if no energy what worked for me was breathing\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s if like i didn\u0027t always have like when you\u0027re really at rock bottom with it it can be hard to force yourself to do things that help like i breathing helped me but sometimes if i did it i\u0027d be like you know what forget this it\u0027s it\u0027s not going to work but\n\nSPEAKER_01: when i get like that what i found was helpful is just allowing its space it\u0027s not something you have to jump on and put effort into trying to fix i mean it\u0027s okay to just relax and wait until you feel like you can you know start doing the things that are that are helpful so that was a good one for me was was not to not to panic trying to fix it when it got very bad so i guess it\u0027s a form of self compassion in that you know just saying to yourself you know you don\u0027t have to do anything here you can you can just let yourself rest and then maybe we can pick it up tomorrow morning and you know like you said jump back on that youtube video get some inspiration from a recovery story or from someone who\u0027s in a relapse all of those those things were very helpful but i think the like i do a lot of meditation a lot of the mindfulness my mindfulness muscle is grown a lot during the chronic fatigue journey for sure because\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot a lot a lot of anxiety before and i think it\u0027s possible that like when you think about it would you say like most people would get chronic fatigue crash around thirty is that kind of the norm or i know it could happen at any time but like\n\nSPEAKER_00: when does this onset typically happen for people\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah because yeah\n\nSPEAKER_00: it does seem to be in my experience i mean it can be all over of course i\u0027ve talked to teenagers i\u0027ve talked for sure got it older but it does seem to be in that range and i don\u0027t know if you\u0027ve read or familiar with dr john sarno\u0027s work no yeah he does amazing stuff he had he has a book called healing back pain which doesn\u0027t sound like it should be relevant but it\u0027s the most quoted book and all of my interviews as the book that turned things around for people eventually started to realize that you know his approach applied to all sorts of symptoms not just chronic pain but anyways he found it was a mind body connection it was happening with the symptoms due to you know stress and repressed and resisted you know tough emotions and all of that and for him it was in the thirties and he practiced but it was that time of high stress that most people and he said of course there were you know people on either end of that but it for his observation which would be much greater than mine with all the people he worked with was absolutely during that time of high expectation high pressure high demands high responsibility is when seemed to coincide with when these sorts of what happened\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s the kind of thing because doesn\u0027t that really speak to how much energy you actually have that it took that long for it to go away for it to disappear so it just like that\u0027s why i think like you know some people these are just theories of mine and it sound like a mad man but you know if you if you\u0027re living a life of anxiety which which i was i think your baseline energy is on a slow decline and if you\u0027re doing nothing to or if you don\u0027t have the skills to bring it back up when you hit rock bottom it\u0027s very tricky to get back up from there so that\u0027s why i was kind of like thinking like if you have a natural decrease in your energy levels and you get you know viral infection that takes you all the way to the bottom you don\u0027t have the skills to go back up again just a theory but it just seems to me to highlight that when you\u0027re on the decline it\u0027s it\u0027s it\u0027s hard to turn it around back up if you don\u0027t have the skills but\n\nSPEAKER_01: for me that\u0027s what i feel was kind of the driving factor was the anxiety i didn\u0027t realize how much anxiety i had in my life until i experienced the tiniest little glimmer of not having it and i was like okay so this is\n\nSPEAKER_01: like my heart would be beating out of my chest all the time i\u0027d be terrified of what i said to someone like i couldn\u0027t speak in meetings if i if i did feel like i wanted to contribute something in a meeting and work there\u0027d be this whole build up of like almost adrenaline it\u0027s like okay i\u0027m going to say it i\u0027m going to say it and then i don\u0027t see anything so all i\u0027ve done is put my body into a state of you know fight or flight and then yeah it\u0027s just it just for me kind of shone a light on how much anxiety i had and\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did feel like because i was perpetually in that state of fight or flight you know with all the cortisol running through my body that\n\nSPEAKER_01: i never had the chance to\n\nSPEAKER_01: recover relax properly so i saw jason mctiernan on one of your videos and so i signed up for his for his course his brain training course and that was very helpful in helping me get longer periods of not having anxiety so his was definitely a huge helpful tool that i got so yeah once those periods of not having anxiety got longer and longer i think that\u0027s when you sort of experience a little bit more energy\n\nSPEAKER_00: so for you right now where you are because you sounds like you\u0027re your trajectory is good you\u0027re going the right direction what do you see as the key things for you now and in the future to help you to continue to move past this what\u0027s the most important pieces for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so to keep it on the trajectory to recover i think the main thing for me is to keep putting myself first is the is the big thing because\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know i spent thirty seven years of my life putting everybody else first so probably my biggest thing is to start being a little bit more selfish and looking after myself because you know very very soon you know have a have a baby to look after so i need to be at the top of my the top of my health so to do that i need to look after myself so that will be kind of i suppose the big thing and then keeping up with you know those little things with like the boundaries and breath work and\n\nSPEAKER_01: just trying to keep keep the mood up things with like recovery stories and stuff like that so yeah just would be the main thing would be looking after myself would be the focus\n\nSPEAKER_00: someone explained it once in one of my interviews and now i can\u0027t remember who\n\nSPEAKER_00: to give everyone the credit but there do you explain it like you know i kept thinking of recovery as something that was existing in the future and there were these you know imaginable tools that i had to i didn\u0027t have yet they were going to be tomorrow or next week or next yeah nothing i could do today and she said i shifted my mindset to starting to think that recovery is right now and what am i doing today on recovery is it and everything you just said which is what made me think about things like boundaries and self care and you know the meditation or whatever you\u0027ve identified for yourself as being yeah it\u0027s just and it\u0027s not that you shouldn\u0027t keep looking and there might not there might be new tools that you learn in the future that continue to help you hopefully but yeah really harnessing today and yeah what\n\nSPEAKER_01: am i doing yeah i really like that that\u0027s yeah that\u0027s very powerful what can i do now to look after me that\u0027s yeah very very very good approach\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh my goodness this channel is such a gift for me personally i from everyone i interviewed is so yeah all applies to all of life it\u0027s not just yeah after long covid i just like yes again\n\nSPEAKER_01: i said there\u0027s there\u0027s so much that you can learn from everybody because the only like the funny thing is when i watch all of the recovery stories the only thing that they all have in common is that they\u0027re all different like there\u0027s so there\u0027s yeah there\u0027s so much different aspects everyone\u0027s journey is unique and yeah like you can pick what works for you from from one person\u0027s thing and but one thing they do all have in common for sure is that they\u0027re very very inspiring whether it be in struggle or success\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and the exact formula for everyone definitely varies but i do see a theme across so many people i talk to is that piece of self compassion and self care and you know stress and boundaries and just getting to the basics and you know joy and sunshine and time in nature and all the things that we take think don\u0027t carry a lot of weight when it comes to recovery from serious conditions but time and time again people tell me that these things do in addition to whatever else it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there are tools that are\n\nSPEAKER_01: far far more useful than just dealing with cfs\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes oh yeah everything still serves me today and i\u0027m sure for the rest of my life yeah that reluctant growth bootcamp that we all go through at least it\u0027s not just suffering for nothing that would really be\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah frustrating yeah that wouldn\u0027t be that wouldn\u0027t be ideal\n\nSPEAKER_00: well i really appreciate you doing this it\u0027s amazing because i know at first you\u0027re like let\u0027s wait for that interview and i just it\u0027s so rare that people come on and talk about things like relapses and everyone keeps telling me how much they love interviews from people who are still on their journey because one it\u0027s relatable and two you still have so much to share you know every stage of this we all have learned so much and there\u0027s little nuggets that will yeah for people they\u0027re like yes and in a minute you know people still going through it hopefully just feel a little bit less alone because despite the millions of people in the world going through this it can still be a very lonely experience\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah my heart goes out to anyone in the depths of it because it\u0027s it can be a very dark place to be but it\u0027ll it\u0027ll get better\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it can feel like things are never going to change but they can and they do another one of my favorites is saying the only constant in life is change\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m all about the short slogans today\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah all right for those of you watching a link up here at the end of video another interview i did with an amazing guy named jack he was also someone who was dealing with a lot of relapses and just shared very openly and honestly and humbly about what this experience has been like and it\u0027s a very moving interview so if you like these sorts of interviews that\u0027s another one that i think you\u0027ll really enjoy and also remember shout out to leon ben kulin leon i hope i\u0027m saying your name right thanks for joining the channel and supporting everything that we do here i very much appreciate it and the biggest thank you to you dermot thank you thank you for being here i really appreciate you taking the time and the energy to speak with me and my viewers\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i know if your audience is interested i am putting on a little online meetup for breathwork and cfs maybe we could link to it or something\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course yes everything all of your links everything people need to know to you know connect with you or anything that you\u0027d like to share will be in the video description so people watching please expand that and everything you need to find will be there and i really encourage you to check out what he\u0027s got just incredible so yeah and people watching if you have a story to tell even if you\u0027re not fully recovered even if you don\u0027t have all the answers nobody does you know i\u0027d love to hear from you there\u0027s a link in the description as well if you would like to share your story just use that link reach out to me and let\u0027s talk about it because i\u0027d love to meet you so yeah anyways thank you again dermot thank you to all watching i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got a ton out of it and i hope to see you in this next one with jack\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid an individual professional help the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid? For example this might be a doctor, therapist, coach or some other person who is trained to deliver any kind of care intended to be therapeutic.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nYes, an individual professional helped the patient. The patient mentions a naturopath who gave supplements and low dose naltrexone which helped him, and also mentions a doctor who diagnosed him and communicated about the condition. Relevant quotes:\n\n\"i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all sorts of supplements i did i did have some success with low dose naltrexone actually\"\n\n\"I do consider myself quite blessed at the doctor that i have because not only did he understand chronic fatigue and like i know he wasn\u0027t able to help that much but he was the one who communicated to me what it actually was\"\n\nAdditionally, the patient mentions working with a naturopath again after a relapse.\n\n\"luckily after that relapse things have started to get a little bit better again... i went back to the naturopath actually because i made a mistake with the low dose naltrexone... i did start taking that again\"\n\n--\n\nNow pick an option. Did an individual professional help the patient recover? 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being so hard and there not being answers and feeling so alone in it and all of the suffering and the struggle yeah to places where i\u0027m like i\u0027m just done i am just done like i just yeah nothing left and then the next day comes you\u0027re like damn it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then you\u0027re back let\u0027s try\n\nSPEAKER_00: something new let\u0027s read a little more let\u0027s watch another video\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah it can be very overwhelming as well because you have chronic fatigue syndrome you don\u0027t have any energy and you hear things like\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh come at it from all angles and you\u0027re like oh i don\u0027t have the energy to come at it from all angles come on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah why doesn\u0027t my doctor come at this from all i yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s like i\u0027d go through all this all the supplements and trying to figure out what works but you know i did do those things and i worked with a naturopath and yeah she gave me all 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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just starting down this path unfortunately and you know where do i go where do i go from here and the best place to start is just doing your due diligence and god it\u0027s hard i couldn\u0027t read back in the day i couldn\u0027t oh my god you know even thinking back like i couldn\u0027t put sentences together i couldn\u0027t read only could watch nature shows with no music or sounds it was it was awful so i know where these people are and god it\u0027s hard to try and read things on reddit and things like that so that\u0027s why even going to youtube and finding channels like yours where you can find stories from these folks it\u0027s easier it was easier for me to digest video information in a more calm fashion than trying to read a lot of texts so definitely get on youtube and like you said search recovery stories and try and find stories that are similar to yours we talked about there\u0027s different flavors of long covid right so find one that resonates with you and just try those things right and slowly not everything at once but try one of the mitigations and see if it works give it a week or two and if it doesn\u0027t move on to something else but for the things that we talked about that are foundational like breathwork meditation grounding those things cold showers saunas those things you should be doing all the time regardless i\u0027m talking more like supplements medications protocols fasting but definitely be doing the things that can hurt you as much as possible and sometimes those are hard to to do and to get into your schedule or sometimes you may have a flare or relapse from them but you know you got to try and see what can help you take take active charge your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah for a lot of us what helps us to get past this is quite simple but it\u0027s not necessarily easy but for me it was a lot of fairly simple cheap things done repeatedly over long a long period of time that slowly pulled me out of this and i think a good place to start for anyone is always with those basics can you get some more sunlight can you improve your sleep quality can you get out in nature a little bit can you do a bit of meditation can you clean up your diet a little bit exactly and just see keep building that foundation of health while you explore the other things that are out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: definitely the best place to start\n\nSPEAKER_01: so where are you at now with things with your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: so right now i\u0027m probably ninety to ninety five percent better so i was reading some of your comments in your in your most recent videos if people enjoy one of the stories that you had posted about somebody who was almost recovered so you know that gave me some hope that hopefully this resonates with some people as well because there are a lot of us it seems now that are stuck between like eighty and a hundred percent and you know there\u0027s still days when i\u0027m not myself i\u0027m not the same person i was you know eighteen months ago but it seems that i wake up the next morning and the days a little bit better and the day after that it\u0027s pretty good so you know until that\u0027s fully gone i\u0027m not going to consider myself recovered i definitely think less about long covid now you know i started making my videos in december and i was making a lot of them because long covid was consuming my life and i found that there\u0027s a little bit longer of a stretch now in my videos and i noticed that in the last one i made but i think a lot less now about long covid but i definitely still have some of the symptoms remaining so i still have a little bit of the head pressure sometimes sometimes a little anxiety and the ringing in the ears but a lot of people are stuck with a few of those symptoms so hopefully with continued use of these mitigations that we\u0027ve talked about you know over time things will get better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if people wanted to connect with you or learn more and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way through this right now so we really really desperately need this so thank you for everything that you do adam thank you for coming here on the channel and sharing your story here i really really appreciate it\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you rail and thanks for everything that you do for the community everybody appreciates it\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s absolutely my honor to do it and for those of you watching i know adam you mentioned before that rob\u0027s story was one of the long covid ones that kind of resonated with you so i\u0027ll link that one up on the screen here if anyone wants to check that out and a lot of great insight and also wisdom there as well so thank you to those of you who are watching really looking forward to your comments what is your experience been with long covid recovery what\u0027s been working for you let\u0027s just continue to get information out there really appreciate your thoughts when you take the time to share them and sending those of you watching massive hugs i know this can be a nightmare keep going people are getting better every day there is so much reason to be hopeful and so many different things that you can try so please don\u0027t give up until you find what works for you and i thank you for watching i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you caught something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long covid back then so you know i gave my body a day or two to rest like we were with a cold or flu that obviously wasn\u0027t enough back to the gym bad idea so hindsight after eighteen months of this now that\u0027s probably what caused it was too much exercise and stress on the body and nervous system too quickly but about a week after that things just started to crash down i just started having all these really weird mental health issues and cognitive issues i guess so my long covid is neurological in nature so everything to do with the brain went wrong that could go wrong depersonalization derealization anxiety panic depression loss of emotion tonight is burning brain feeling head pressure so it just all kind of came on at once and i had no idea what was going on i didn\u0027t even know where to look for help canada\u0027s notorious for having a great health care system but again doctors didn\u0027t even know what was going on back then this is probably omicron infections so not an original long hauler but pretty damn close so i guess i went to the doctor and they had no idea what was going on so you know they ran the standard tests and things like that and said you know maybe you\u0027re having anxiety or if you\u0027re having some struggles with depression and i\u0027ve had a little bit of anxiety in the past that this was not that this was constant panic you know six seven panic attacks a day adrenaline surges and things like that and yeah that\u0027s that\u0027s really how it began so\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what were you thinking when all this was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: really i didn\u0027t know what to think so i had a couple panicking panic attacks in the past so that\u0027s where my mind initially went but you know i didn\u0027t know i started googling my symptoms like a lot of us do probably not the best idea but you know it led me to reddit which led me down a rabbit hole of all sorts of different things that it could be until i finally landed in long covid subreddit which is a treasure trove of information for long covid and i started just putting my symptoms into the search bar and a lot of things started to come up a lot of similar stories for men and women across the world who were dealing with the same things and having the same issues getting answers from their doctors at the medical community and you know it just maybe this is it maybe this is long covid because what the heck else could it be because i had a completely normal life before this you know before christmas it was everything\u0027s great normal and it had just completely upended my life and changed who i was as a person and i didn\u0027t even know that could happen you know from a virus it\u0027s absolutely crazy to think about\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you started reading about long covid in some of these forums what were people saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: so there was a lot of people with similar things right so the burning brain feeling in the brain pressure the constant panic attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it started to click that if i\u0027m going to get better i need to start doing this myself i need to take charge of my health and nobody else is coming to save me so it\u0027s time to get on board here and start trying anything and everything i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know that initially understandably all felt terrifying and probably quite hopeless when talking to other people who are facing this but i\u0027m curious as time goes on is there a shift in the long covid community with people from sort of a hopelessness to a more hopeful understanding of the prognosis of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think you have to kind of filter through what you\u0027re going through right in terms of what you\u0027re reading and it doesn\u0027t just apply to reddit there\u0027s groups on facebook as well that i\u0027m part of some that i moderate and you know you have to filter through and somebody finally read something was like you got to stop reading the terrible stuff and start reading the recovery stories which is what led me to your channel as well but you know there\u0027s now a subreddit about just recovery stories so it was migrating you know spending more time there instead of on the long covid group on reddit i guess and then finding other groups on facebook for example\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027d say one of the best groups i found was about fasting and specifically done by tom bunker you\u0027ve probably heard of them for long covid but made his own protocol again patient led research that\u0027s now in clinical trials fasting for long covid so finding more positive things i guess to try rather than reading oh my god like i\u0027m dying and you have to be careful because there are trigger warnings in there too and people are really sad and depressed and it\u0027s hard i was there and i know that feeling but in terms of timeframe i mean there was a certain time probably about six seven months when things started to click and get better very very slowly but then at that shift in my recovery things started to get incrementally better monthly and maybe you know a few percent up to five percent a month up to where i am now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: someone once told me ages ago in one of these interviews that to always when you go online when you\u0027re trying to find information to put the word recovery or full recovery at the end so don\u0027t just google long covid google long covid recovery or full recovery or chronic absolute recovery it really helps you filter through that because i think i mean a lot of people in a bad place understandably yeah i\u0027m really struggling that it isn\u0027t so necessarily helpful to immerse yourself in in too much of that i think when you\u0027re trying to find your way out of it i\u0027m curious from these forms or different places before you landed on the things that started helping you incrementally get better were there things that people were recommending were things that you tried that weren\u0027t so helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean there i have a whole box of things here so just show you here there\u0027s a whole box of all sorts of different things and\n\nSPEAKER_00: honestly i\u0027ve maybe put it down to ten percent that really works there\u0027s medications there\u0027s supplements there\u0027s devices all sorts of different things but i don\u0027t know i tried everything really everything that everyone\u0027s tried vitamins flu voxamine antivirals all sorts of different things to try and see if it helps and one of the issues with trialing so many things you have to you know space them out a bit but still it\u0027s hard when you\u0027re in that place and you\u0027re that hard done by to figure out is this actually helping you know what is helping the most so it was tough but honestly there was probably a few things that we can maybe talk about at the end that helped me the most and we can filter through a lot of that bin so people don\u0027t have to try themselves but but it\u0027s true that really what i say in some of my videos is you know you have to try and i get messages all the time on reddit and facebook and comments and things that you know will this work for me i don\u0027t know nobody knows right until they actually try it for themselves as long as they speak with their doctor and again we\u0027re not talking about medical advice here but you know you have to be in charge of your health and you have to trial things for yourself to see what could work for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s really always been the goal with these interviews is just to put out as much information as possible and then let people do with that what they will but not to filter it at all i know some people have channels and they you know want to keep it to a certain theme or approach but a lot of the time i don\u0027t even know how the person recovered before i talked to them like they could tell me it\u0027s unicorns and hey if that\u0027s your story that\u0027s your story who am i to say it wasn\u0027t unicorns like let\u0027s put it out there and so anyone\u0027s come at me with anything quite that off the wall but yeah it is a unique journey for a lot of us so i think it\u0027s important to just hear all these different things\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i think there was a lot of stigma around things too we won\u0027t get into what they were but i don\u0027t think that we should gaslight we have enough gaslighting in this community as it is so i don\u0027t think we should gaslight each other and just you know if something works for someone i think it definitely should be talked about and you know discovered by others and not censored too\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s challenging because it\u0027s definitely a paradigm shift that\u0027s happening with health that is empirically based there\u0027s a lot of research behind a lot of this stuff but a lot of this information hasn\u0027t trickled down to our doctors offices for the most part largely to society at large so even if we are using healing strategies and modalities that are scientifically backed if the world doesn\u0027t really know about them it can kind of sound like voodoo so it\u0027s i can see how it can be dismissed or not believed especially when it goes against everything that we\u0027ve been taught about healing as we grow up right and you have this very serious illness and someone\u0027s telling you it\u0027s going to be i don\u0027t know brain training or meditation or breathing exercises break that\u0027s not going to fix this you know hell that i\u0027m going through but yeah it\u0027s the open mindedness absolutely the people who recover that open mindedness seems to be a key component of it just and trusting your own gut and intuition of it as well you know definitely yeah so you said slowly things started turning around in the beginning incrementally so what things started that shift for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think what helps the most was fasting so i had done diets and you know every diet that anybody had talked about on these forms for long covid so you know the autoimmune protocol the antihistamine diet low low histamine diet ketogenic diet so the next step was fasting so this gentleman put together this awesome group and he was testing it on himself and you know people were starting to respond to this fasting protocol so it started with intermittent fasting and then it went on to a twenty four hour fast and then a seventy two hour fast and then a three day fast and that\u0027s kind of how i made it work\n\nSPEAKER_00: for me when i was fasting i felt amazing i crashed after so some people felt terrible when they were fasting felt a little bit better after for me it was a little bit different where i crashed when i ate so you had to be careful with what you refeed with but it was definitely a huge help but again at the time i was trying all sorts of different things to like fluvoxamine for brain inflammation which led me into a study 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long covid back then so you know i gave my body a day or two to rest like we were with a cold or flu that obviously wasn\u0027t enough back to the gym bad idea so hindsight after eighteen months of this now that\u0027s probably what caused it was too much exercise and stress on the body and nervous system too quickly but about a week after that things just started to crash down i just started having all these really weird mental health issues and cognitive issues i guess so my long covid is neurological in nature so everything to do with the brain went wrong that could go wrong depersonalization derealization anxiety panic depression loss of emotion tonight is burning brain feeling head pressure so it just all kind of came on at once and i had no idea what was going on i didn\u0027t even know where to look for help canada\u0027s notorious for having a great health care system but again doctors didn\u0027t even know what was going on back then this is probably omicron infections so not an 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subreddit which is a treasure trove of information for long covid and i started just putting my symptoms into the search bar and a lot of things started to come up a lot of similar stories for men and women across the world who were dealing with the same things and having the same issues getting answers from their doctors at the medical community and you know it just maybe this is it maybe this is long covid because what the heck else could it be because i had a completely normal life before this you know before christmas it was everything\u0027s great normal and it had just completely upended my life and changed who i was as a person and i didn\u0027t even know that could happen you know from a virus it\u0027s absolutely crazy to think about\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you started reading about long covid in some of these forums what were people saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: so there was a lot of people with similar things right so the burning brain feeling in the brain pressure the constant panic attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it started to click that if i\u0027m going to get better i need to start doing this myself i need to take charge of my health and nobody else is coming to save me so it\u0027s time to get on board here and start trying anything and everything i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know that initially understandably all felt terrifying and probably quite hopeless when talking to other people who are facing this but i\u0027m curious as time goes on is there a shift in the long covid community with people from sort of a hopelessness to a more hopeful understanding of the prognosis of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think you have to kind of filter through what you\u0027re going through right in terms of what you\u0027re reading and it doesn\u0027t just apply to reddit there\u0027s groups on facebook as well that i\u0027m part of some that i moderate and you know you have to filter through and somebody finally read something was like you got to stop reading the terrible stuff and start reading the recovery stories which is what led me to your channel as well but you know there\u0027s now a subreddit about just recovery stories so it was migrating you know spending more time there instead of on the long covid group on reddit i guess and then finding other groups on facebook for example\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027d say one of the best groups i found was about fasting and specifically done by tom bunker you\u0027ve probably heard of them for long covid but made his own protocol again patient led research that\u0027s now in clinical trials fasting for long covid so finding more positive things i guess to try rather than reading oh my god like i\u0027m dying and you have to be careful because there are trigger warnings in there too and people are really sad and depressed and it\u0027s hard i was there and i know that feeling but in terms of timeframe i mean there was a certain time probably about six seven months when things started to click and get better very very slowly but then at that shift in my recovery things started to get incrementally better monthly and maybe you know a few percent up to five percent a month up to where i am now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: someone once told me ages ago in one of these interviews that to always when you go online when you\u0027re trying to find information to put the word recovery or full recovery at the end so don\u0027t just google long covid google long covid recovery or full recovery or chronic absolute recovery it really helps you filter through that because i think i mean a lot of people in a bad place understandably yeah i\u0027m really struggling that it isn\u0027t so necessarily helpful to immerse yourself in in too much of that i think when you\u0027re trying to find your way out of it i\u0027m curious from these forms or different places before you landed on the things that started helping you incrementally get better were there things that people were recommending were things that you tried that weren\u0027t so helpful for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean there i have a whole box of things here so just show you here there\u0027s a whole box of all sorts of different things and\n\nSPEAKER_00: honestly i\u0027ve maybe put it down to ten percent that really works there\u0027s medications there\u0027s supplements there\u0027s devices all sorts of different things but i don\u0027t know i tried everything really everything that everyone\u0027s tried vitamins flu voxamine antivirals all sorts of different things to try and see if it helps and one of the issues with trialing so many things you have to you know space them out a bit but still it\u0027s hard when you\u0027re in that place and you\u0027re that hard done by to figure out is this actually helping you know what is helping the most so it was tough but honestly there was probably a few things that we can maybe talk about at the end that helped me the most and we can filter through a lot of that bin so people don\u0027t have to try themselves but but it\u0027s true that really what i say in some of my videos is you know you have to try and i get messages all the time on reddit and facebook and comments and things that you know will this work for me i don\u0027t know nobody knows right until they actually try it for themselves as long as they speak with their doctor and again we\u0027re not talking about medical advice here but you know you have to be in charge of your health and you have to trial things for yourself to see what could work for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s really always been the goal with these interviews is just to put out as much information as possible and then let people do with that what they will but not to filter it at all i know some people have channels and they you know want to keep it to a certain theme or approach but a lot of the time i don\u0027t even know how the person recovered before i talked to them like they could tell me it\u0027s unicorns and hey if that\u0027s your story that\u0027s your 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that we don\u0027t typically think about in terms of healing right actually it can do a lot for us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah definitely definitely and they\u0027re not just for those sports guys right so it\u0027s not just for those who are performance athletes there for us who are sick as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah yeah absolutely and i like what you said about starting gently because that\u0027s how i started i certainly didn\u0027t start with ice baths it was just let\u0027s do a lukewarm shower for a minute and see how that goes and then slowly build your way up to what you can manage that\u0027s great so if for people watching let\u0027s say they are newer to long covid or they haven\u0027t yet found anything that\u0027s working for them what would you say to people who are facing this and aren\u0027t sure where to go from here\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would say hold on it\u0027s it\u0027s quite a roller coaster it really is and you know i get comments all the time like i said from people who are 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those things right and slowly not everything at once but try one of the mitigations and see if it works give it a week or two and if it doesn\u0027t move on to something else but for the things that we talked about that are foundational like breathwork meditation grounding those things cold showers saunas those things you should be doing all the time regardless i\u0027m talking more like supplements medications protocols fasting but definitely be doing the things that can hurt you as much as possible and sometimes those are hard to to do and to get into your schedule or sometimes you may have a flare or relapse from them but you know you got to try and see what can help you take take active charge your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah for a lot of us what helps us to get past this is quite simple but it\u0027s not necessarily easy but for me it was a lot of fairly simple cheap things done repeatedly over long a long period of time that slowly pulled me out of this and i think a good place to start for anyone is always with those basics can you get some more sunlight can you improve your sleep quality can you get out in nature a little bit can you do a bit of meditation can you clean up your diet a little bit exactly and just see keep building that foundation of health while you explore the other things that are out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: definitely the best place to start\n\nSPEAKER_01: so where are you at now with things with your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: so right now i\u0027m probably ninety to ninety five percent better so i was reading some of your comments in your in your most recent videos if people enjoy one of the stories that you had posted about somebody who was almost recovered so you know that gave me some hope that hopefully this resonates with some people as well because there are a lot of us it seems now that are stuck between like eighty and a hundred percent and you know there\u0027s still days when i\u0027m not myself i\u0027m not the same person i was you know eighteen months ago but it seems that i wake up the next morning and the days a little bit better and the day after that it\u0027s pretty good so you know until that\u0027s fully gone i\u0027m not going to consider myself recovered i definitely think less about long covid now you know i started making my videos in december and i was making a lot of them because long covid was consuming my life and i found that there\u0027s a little bit longer of a stretch now in my videos and i noticed that in the last one i made but i think a lot less now about long covid but i definitely still have some of the symptoms remaining so i still have a little bit of the head pressure sometimes sometimes a little anxiety and the ringing in the ears but a lot of people are stuck with a few of those symptoms so hopefully with continued use of these mitigations that we\u0027ve talked about you know over time things will get better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if people wanted to connect with you or learn more and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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subreddit which is a treasure trove of information for long covid and i started just putting my symptoms into the search bar and a lot of things started to come up a lot of similar stories for men and women across the world who were dealing with the same things and having the same issues getting answers from their doctors at the medical community and you know it just maybe this is it maybe this is long covid because what the heck else could it be because i had a completely normal life before this you know before christmas it was everything\u0027s great normal and it had just completely upended my life and changed who i was as a person and i didn\u0027t even know that could happen you know from a virus it\u0027s absolutely crazy to think about\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when you started reading about long covid in some of these forums what were people saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: so there was a lot of people with similar things right so the burning brain feeling in the brain pressure the constant panic attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it started to click that if i\u0027m going to get better i need to start doing this myself i need to take charge of my health and nobody else is coming to save me so it\u0027s time to get on board here and start trying anything and everything i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know that initially understandably all felt terrifying and probably quite hopeless when talking to other people who are facing this but i\u0027m curious as time goes on is there a shift in the long covid community with people from sort of a hopelessness to a more hopeful understanding of the prognosis of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think you have to kind of filter through what you\u0027re going through right in terms of what you\u0027re reading and it doesn\u0027t just apply to reddit there\u0027s groups on facebook as well that i\u0027m part of some that i moderate and you know you have to filter through and somebody finally read something was like you got to stop reading the terrible stuff and start reading the recovery stories which is what led me to your channel as well but you know there\u0027s now a subreddit about just recovery stories so it was migrating you know spending more time there instead of on the long covid group on reddit i guess and then finding other groups on facebook for example\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027d say one of the best groups i found was about fasting and specifically done by tom bunker you\u0027ve probably heard of them for long covid but made his own protocol again patient led research that\u0027s now in clinical trials fasting for long covid so finding more positive things i guess to try rather than reading oh my god like i\u0027m dying and you have to be careful because there are trigger warnings in there too and people are really sad and depressed and it\u0027s hard i was there and i know that feeling but in terms of timeframe i mean there was a certain time probably about six seven months when things started to click and get better very very slowly but then at that shift in my recovery things started to get incrementally better monthly and maybe you know a few percent up to five percent a month up to where i am now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: someone once told me ages ago in one of these interviews that to always when you go online when you\u0027re trying to find information to put the word recovery or full recovery at the end so don\u0027t just google long covid google long covid recovery or full recovery or chronic absolute recovery it really helps you filter through that because i think i mean a lot of people in a bad place understandably yeah i\u0027m really struggling that it isn\u0027t so necessarily helpful to immerse yourself in in too much of that i think when you\u0027re trying to find your way out of it i\u0027m curious from these forms or different places before you landed on the things that started helping you incrementally get better were there things that people were recommending were things that you tried that weren\u0027t so helpful for 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to start for anyone is always with those basics can you get some more sunlight can you improve your sleep quality can you get out in nature a little bit can you do a bit of meditation can you clean up your diet a little bit exactly and just see keep building that foundation of health while you explore the other things that are out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: definitely the best place to start\n\nSPEAKER_01: so where are you at now with things with your recovery\n\nSPEAKER_00: so right now i\u0027m probably ninety to ninety five percent better so i was reading some of your comments in your in your most recent videos if people enjoy one of the stories that you had posted about somebody who was almost recovered so you know that gave me some hope that hopefully this resonates with some people as well because there are a lot of us it seems now that are stuck between like eighty and a hundred percent and you know there\u0027s still days when i\u0027m not myself i\u0027m not the same person i was you know eighteen months ago but it seems that i wake up the next morning and the days a little bit better and the day after that it\u0027s pretty good so you know until that\u0027s fully gone i\u0027m not going to consider myself recovered i definitely think less about long covid now you know i started making my videos in december and i was making a lot of them because long covid was consuming my life and i found that there\u0027s a little bit longer of a stretch now in my videos and i noticed that in the last one i made but i think a lot less now about long covid but i definitely still have some of the symptoms remaining so i still have a little bit of the head pressure sometimes sometimes a little anxiety and the ringing in the ears but a lot of people are stuck with a few of those symptoms so hopefully with continued use of these mitigations that we\u0027ve talked about you know over time things will get better\n\nSPEAKER_01: so if people wanted to connect with you or learn more and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it 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stories which is what led me to your channel as well but you know there\u0027s now a subreddit about just recovery stories so it was migrating you know spending more time there instead of on the long covid group on reddit i guess and then finding other groups on facebook for example\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027d say one of the best groups i found was about fasting and specifically done by tom bunker you\u0027ve probably heard of them for long covid but made his own protocol again patient led research that\u0027s now in clinical trials fasting for long covid so finding more positive things i guess to try rather than reading oh my god like i\u0027m dying and you have to be careful because there are trigger warnings in there too and people are really sad and depressed and it\u0027s hard i was there and i know that feeling but in terms of timeframe i mean there was a certain time probably about six seven months when things started to click and get better very very slowly but then at that shift 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long covid back then so you know i gave my body a day or two to rest like we were with a cold or flu that obviously wasn\u0027t enough back to the gym bad idea so hindsight after eighteen months of this now that\u0027s probably what caused it was too much exercise and stress on the body and nervous system too quickly but about a week after that things just started to crash down i just started having all these really weird mental health issues and cognitive issues i guess so my long covid is neurological in nature so everything to do with the brain went wrong that could go wrong depersonalization derealization anxiety panic depression loss of emotion tonight is burning brain feeling head pressure so it just all kind of came on at once and i had no idea what was going on i didn\u0027t even know where to look for help canada\u0027s notorious for having a great health care system but again doctors didn\u0027t even know what was going on back then this is probably omicron infections so not an 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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attacks and i started to learn there was different subsets of long covid i guess right that you know there was select few who have neurological long covid it\u0027s a little bit more rare than folks with you know issues with their respiratory system or they\u0027re having like heart issues and pots and things like that but for me everything i had a bit of trouble with my heart and no trouble breathing but everything came down to neurological long covid so it was just kind of filtering through this information but at the beginning it was bad because it was like doom scrolling and just there didn\u0027t seem to be that much help back then either because we were all just trying to figure it out so i don\u0027t know like six months in i started to see posts from specific users who almost could be the same person as i was really and they were doing patient led research and they were trialing different medications and different treatment protocols doing different work and that\u0027s when it 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and tell us how they would do that what\u0027s the name of your youtube channel\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it\u0027s called beating long covid and that\u0027s the youtube channel that i started and basically it just talks about my story that\u0027s the video that has the most amount of views and then i go over a few of the things that we\u0027ve talked about in more detail supplements medications protocols i used fasting and things like that so it\u0027s beating long covid on youtube that\u0027s the channel i have\n\nSPEAKER_01: amazing and as always all of this is linked in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that description and take a look because he\u0027s putting out some really great stuff i\u0027m so grateful to you adam and to everyone who\u0027s out there sharing their story and putting out resources for information resources for people with all of this information because as we said there are millions and millions of people on the planet who are working their way 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long 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happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: and just i\u0027ve been i just want to send a shout out to don i started a channel membership program recently so for people watching you can support the channel for three dollars and help keep these interviews and everything going and for many of the people who do i\u0027ll just say i think you in the video so don thank you for becoming a channel member i appreciate the support yeah let\u0027s get into it back what how what happened how did this all start\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah well raylan it started back in december of two thousand and twenty two and i got covid for the first time at christmas basically and i don\u0027t know i had a really fast paced lifestyle back then like a lot of us long haulers do gym five days a week you know work fifty hours a week in a small family so you know full press all the time and you know the covid kind of knocked me out i didn\u0027t really have a terrible acute infection and i really didn\u0027t know much about long covid back then so you know i gave my body a day or two to rest like we were with a cold or flu that obviously wasn\u0027t enough back to the gym bad idea so hindsight after eighteen months of this now that\u0027s probably what caused it was too much exercise and stress on the body and nervous system too quickly but about a week after that things just started to crash down i just started having all these really weird mental health issues and cognitive issues i guess so my long covid is neurological in nature so everything to do with the brain went wrong that could go wrong depersonalization derealization anxiety panic depression loss of emotion tonight is burning brain feeling head pressure so it just all kind of came on at once and i had no idea what was going on i didn\u0027t even know where to look for help canada\u0027s notorious for having a great health care system but again doctors didn\u0027t even know what was going on back then this is probably omicron infections so not an 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys welcome back i\u0027m super excited i\u0027ve got helen newborn with me today over in dorset in the uk and she is a mother of two who struggled massively with chronic illness with fibromyalgia but is now completely recovered and this was her first time sharing her story anywhere on any interview any podcast any channel so very brave of you helen thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you it\u0027s yeah i feel nervous but it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know people are going to be really appreciative of hearing your journey before we jump in what does it feel like to after all that you\u0027ve been through to be sitting here now sharing the story of being fully past it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just think it\u0027s really emotional like when i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and\n\nSPEAKER_00: you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i was diagnosed it felt like relief to have that diagnosis to be believed that there was something wrong with me but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well so yeah it\u0027s exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for 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didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are 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really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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like when i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and\n\nSPEAKER_00: you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i was diagnosed it felt like relief to have that diagnosis to be believed that there was something wrong with me but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well so yeah it\u0027s exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for taking the time i\u0027ve really enjoyed it and hopefully it will help more people yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: wonderful and thank you as always to those of you who are watching always looking forward to your comments it\u0027s great to hear from you we all learn from each other plus the youtube algorithm loves it so it helps out the channel so thank you yeah i look forward to hearing your thoughts on this and your experiences i\u0027m wishing you all the best with whatever you\u0027re facing massive hugs to you keep at it you have totally got this i hope you enjoyed this video here as much as i did i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one linked up on the screen\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are 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exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about 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shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this 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like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients 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like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the 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wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know 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that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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                "output": "Yes, the patient is now a professional helping other people recover from CFS/ME or similar conditions. Quotes from the transcript supporting this classification include:\n\n1. \"...i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in...\" (referring to the mind body reconnect program)\n\n2. \"...i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word...\"\n\n3. \"...i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected...\"\n\n4. \"...the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves... we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people...\"\n\n5. \"...if you want to get in touch with me or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that...\" (followed by contact information and offer of free discovery calls)\n\nThese statements clearly indicate she has trained and now practices mind body reconnect therapy and supports others on their recovery journeys.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys welcome back i\u0027m super excited i\u0027ve got helen newborn with me today over in dorset in the uk and she is a mother of two who struggled massively with chronic illness with fibromyalgia but is now completely recovered and this was her first time sharing her story anywhere on any interview any podcast any channel so very brave of you helen thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you it\u0027s yeah i feel nervous but it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i know people are going to be really appreciative of hearing your journey before we jump in what does it feel like to after all that you\u0027ve been through to be sitting here now sharing the story of being fully past it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i just think it\u0027s really emotional like when i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and\n\nSPEAKER_00: you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: when i was diagnosed it felt like relief to have that diagnosis to be believed that there was something wrong with me but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well so yeah it\u0027s exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people 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it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job 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didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are 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exciting\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible so excited to hear your story and just as we dive in i\u0027d like to thank southern new hampshire university for sponsoring this video many people that i interview here on this channel share how the experience of going through chronic illness and coming through it causes them to change their focus their passions and what they want to do with their career like helen did here went from a career in nursing and now has switched it to something that she feels more passionate about and if you feel like your experience is holding you back from pursuing the career that you want to pursue then and i\u0027m excited to tell you about southern new hampshire university snhu has one of the largest accredited nonprofit online degree offerings in the country and many people once they recover from chronic health conditions find that they want to pursue things around health coaching starting programs and so forth but you need a lot of marketing experience you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and trying to understand what that was and trying to make sense of that but i was you know i was they\u0027re varied you know sometimes i felt like i was fobbed off at one point i was told by the doctor you know you\u0027re a bit older now you know you\u0027re going to ache more and i just knew that this wasn\u0027t normal this wasn\u0027t normal and at that point i was only in my early forties and was just thinking you know i\u0027d be walking with my mother in law who\u0027d be marching uphills and i\u0027d be the one struggling i knew it wasn\u0027t right for me so sometimes i felt fobbed off had lots of analgesia thrown at me offered to me i did have x rays you know things were investigated but everything came back as normal so it felt at times it felt like you know either it felt like i was making it up i wasn\u0027t being believed or it felt like you know just get on with it just get on with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what do you think was the hardest thing for you while you\u0027re going through all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was that not being not being believed not being able to explain it to myself and because i couldn\u0027t make sense of it for myself it was really hard to explain it to anyone else so how could i sort of function at work and then come home and collapse and how could i sometimes be okay and other times i just wasn\u0027t okay so trying to make sense of it when it didn\u0027t make sense to me was really hard and then the other thing and i see this with the clients that i\u0027m working with now is that you know most of us who experience this look okay you know we look quite well to the outside world you know it\u0027s not possible to see the pain that we\u0027re in to see what we\u0027re suffering with so then people have an expectation that you\u0027re okay and then if you make you know if you say you can\u0027t join in with something or you\u0027re struggling to do something it feels almost like you\u0027re fraudulent so yeah trying to explain it to others and then trying to rationalize it to myself was really hard especially and\n\nSPEAKER_01: maybe you could do that thing last week or last month because we have better days and worse days so i think it\u0027s hard for us to understand nevermind for other people\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s a really mixed thing i find even in our community and our healing community people are sometimes hesitant to share when they\u0027re having better days or able to do things because you know they\u0027re just that feeling of like okay people are going to think that i wasn\u0027t really that sick or that this isn\u0027t really that i don\u0027t these limitations aren\u0027t real it\u0027s a tough thing really it is\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i think that happens generally with societies and when we\u0027re unwell you know whatever it is we\u0027re supposed to sort of we\u0027re either supposed to be sick or we\u0027re supposed to be well and part of that recovery is doing more things so i know when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job alongside two children alongside and then not doing anything for me because i felt like i had no energy for that so my emotional brain was screaming at me to use my energy differently and once i discovered that looking after me finding things that were joyful for me then that really helped my recovery alongside sort of reducing that fear about how am i going to cope when i go back to work you know what if this happens and fear is massive i think for lots of us because we\u0027re so afraid of the symptoms coming back and so afraid that we\u0027re going to overdo it get tired but actually if we listen to our if we listen to our bodies and learn to trust our bodies then we\u0027ll be guided because we know when we\u0027ve done too much of something or we\u0027re just yeah i think for me a lot of it was learning to trust that actually underneath everything that i\u0027d suppressed i did know i did know what was good for me i do know what\u0027s good for me and working full time in the jobs i was doing wasn\u0027t good for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: when we\u0027re sick i find there\u0027s so many things from the illness journey that carry over into our sort of wellness for the rest of our life journey and when we\u0027re sick as when we\u0027re well it can feel like those joy activities those happiness activities are just a luxury you know i\u0027ll get to those once i\u0027ve healed myself like i don\u0027t have the luxury of going to a pottery class like my energy has to go towards healing like i have to be in the stressful zone of doing my checklist of things every day and then i\u0027ll do those things and then it\u0027s the same thing coming out of it i still it\u0027s still a learning process for me now it sort of feels like work hard achieve the things then find happiness\n\nSPEAKER_01: virtually everything out there says happiness first success later happiness first health follows you know so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_00: i feel like so in the mind body reconnect we talk about the mind the thinking brain and then the emotional brain which is the heart and gut and i\u0027ve named my thinking brain so my thinking brain is called warren and warren is like my inner critic so this is this is a big confession because people might think i\u0027m mad but i\u0027ve named him warren and i\u0027ve learned that warren is on my side even though he can be really harsh to me he\u0027s on my side so it\u0027s warren telling me that you should be doing the washing up before you sit and read a book and you know warren is saying warren is all those shoulds that we give ourselves and now i can acknowledge okay warren thank you for that but i\u0027m okay i\u0027m going to be okay so i listen to my emotional brain i\u0027ll quiet my warren and quieten that inner critic that is saying all these shoulds and because warren is just trying to keep me safe he\u0027s trying to sort of abide by the rules that we\u0027ve grown up with which is like we should go out and earn our money we shouldn\u0027t have fun on weekdays we should be at work nine to five or whatever but actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: that works really well for some people but for other people it doesn\u0027t and for me i\u0027m now sort of guided by knowing that actually there\u0027s certain things that don\u0027t work for me and if i don\u0027t listen to my emotional brain then my body is going to shout with symptoms so the way that i keep well is that i do meet my needs now i do prioritize myself i\u0027ve learned to do that because i know that if i don\u0027t then i\u0027ll become unwell and then if i become unwell then i\u0027m no use to anyone because i\u0027ll be symptomatic and then i\u0027ll be miserable and then i\u0027ll be depressed and then i won\u0027t be able to work so doing the little things to meet my needs you know sometimes before the jobs that i should be doing is what keeps me well and then i have more energy to do the jobs that i should be doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i really love this i\u0027m going to try this i couldn\u0027t help my mind wandering a bit thinking about what am i going to name mine yeah laughing a bit i\u0027m like you made your inner critic of man\n\nSPEAKER_01: your side now i see so\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so when i first named him i didn\u0027t realise he was on my side and i don\u0027t feel what i can say there was an alliteration that i don\u0027t feel it\u0027s appropriate to share about why he\u0027s called warren but so initially i didn\u0027t think he was on my side but i\u0027ve learned that he is on my side that he is looking out for me he\u0027s just over anxious he\u0027s just like that over anxious mother of a toddler alerting you to all possible dangers you know so before doing this i\u0027ve jokingly sent him off packing today because otherwise he\u0027d be having a field day about telling me all the things that could go wrong about today so i hear warren\u0027s concerns about what could go wrong and doing this interview but it\u0027s like no actually i\u0027m okay this feels good for me so he\u0027s packed off and i\u0027m okay but i\u0027ve noticed that when i encourage clients to either like not everyone will feel comfortable naming their warren but even identifying it as a colour or a shape or something like that and then you can notice when it\u0027s present you can notice when it\u0027s around we know it\u0027s our thinking brain because it\u0027s either talking in the past or in the future and it\u0027s those shoulds and oughts and they might not be mine so the shoulds and oughts that warren was telling me they weren\u0027t mine they were mine that i\u0027d grown up with from parents from teachers from work colleagues from partners you know they didn\u0027t belong to me partly because i didn\u0027t know what my own who i was i\u0027d lost sight of who i was so i didn\u0027t know that and i had to discover\n\nSPEAKER_00: what\u0027s okay for me what feels right for me but i\u0027ve noticed that when clients name their warren it sort of helps you separate it from yourself because warren doesn\u0027t always tell the truth he\u0027s putting two two together and coming up with five so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i love this i absolutely love this i\u0027m absolutely gonna grab onto this and i\u0027m sure people will be hearing me talk about warren in future videos to come for really long time i hope you don\u0027t mind warren i mean\n\nSPEAKER_00: warren because i know no warrens but\n\nSPEAKER_01: apologies to any warren yes much love to any warrens one so clearly you got yourself onto a path and found things that were working but people find it helpful and i always find it really interesting to hear you know what are some of the things you tried that didn\u0027t work or weren\u0027t a good fit for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think being hard on myself didn\u0027t work what did i try i mean i tried i tried i had physio i had different chiropractors different osteopaths different levels of walking doing stuff\n\nSPEAKER_00: i tried swimming i had counselling and the counselling wasn\u0027t a negative thing in my life you know it did help me but it didn\u0027t resolve my chronic fatigue my fibromyalgia i tried various\n\nSPEAKER_00: i didn\u0027t try very religiously but i researched a lot of what you should eat what you shouldn\u0027t eat what you should be doing but i just found it was mind blowing there\u0027s so much information there\u0027d be one bit that says do this and then there\u0027d be another bit that says don\u0027t do this and when you\u0027re fatigued as well you just you\u0027re reaching out for anything and you just want to know the answer and i don\u0027t think there is one answer for everyone but again what i love about the mind body reconnect is the tools are really simple so you can add onto it other changes that are right for you but the tools are really simple and can be taught learned by anyone and have big effects in not much time so it sounds\n\nSPEAKER_01: like it was finding the mind body reconnect program that finally allowed you to get past okay so can you tell us for people watching that don\u0027t know what that is what is it\n\nSPEAKER_00: okay so when i had it it was called mickle therapy and as has been mentioned by susie in one of your previous videos she explained how claire has taken that on to become the mind body reconnect but i happened upon it by chance and when i happened upon it it was the first time that i heard that you could recover so immediately that just gave me so much hope because up until that point i just thought this was something i was going to have to live with and then i found so i googled it i found it i emailed several practitioners and then got hold of the practitioner that i saw and it\u0027s now called the mind body reconnect is the development of it which i\u0027ve just spent a year training in and have now become a practitioner in but the idea is understanding that there\u0027s physiological reason why we have these symptoms that our hypothalamus is in overdrive and that the reason we are feeling these things\n\nSPEAKER_00: there is a reality to it it\u0027s not in our heads we\u0027re not making it up it fluctuates for good reasons and then learning the tools which is about\n\nSPEAKER_00: its most basic is about understanding where in our lives our emotional brain might feel that we\u0027re being unfairly treated and our emotional brain is like it\u0027s like our fairy godmother our internal fairy godmother so it doesn\u0027t do comparison it doesn\u0027t care about my level of treatment compared to yours it\u0027s about does it feel unfair to me so it\u0027s about recognising that unfair treatment recognising are we meeting our needs and recognising where we\u0027re overthinking where warren is coming in and sort of fueling that fear and everything that we experience so it takes you through\n\nSPEAKER_00: the stepping stones of then learning about what you can do for you it\u0027s unique to you we guide people on their journey with what\u0027s coming up for them it\u0027s unique to you recognising what\u0027s going on where symptoms are created so the idea is that the emotional brain whispers with emotions and feelings and sensations but when we\u0027ve missed those feelings sensations emotions because we\u0027ve either suppressed them or denied them or been too busy to notice them when we\u0027ve missed them the emotional brain then shouts with symptoms so by learning to pay attention to those symptoms and messages and sensations and feelings we get curious and ask okay what might my emotional brain be trying to tell me so if i\u0027ve got a headache my emotional brain might be trying to tell me you know stop looking at the screen stop doing the spreadsheet you need to go and get some fresh air if i feel tension in my shoulders it might be it might be related to a difficult phone call i\u0027ve just had it\u0027s alerting me that i need to take some action so it\u0027s by understanding those very\n\nSPEAKER_00: primary authentic emotions that come through and then once the emotional brain knows that it\u0027s been heard doesn\u0027t have to keep sending that message it\u0027s like okay she\u0027s picked up on that i don\u0027t have to keep messaging her that and then the symptoms reduce and alongside that is helping people discover what are they missing in their life where can the joy be found and helping them learn to trust that they can find joy that they can go for walks that they can go do these things that have previously filled them with fear\n\nSPEAKER_01: so were there any other things on a healing journey that were important to you that you found really helped you to finally get past this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean i think some of this was after my initial recovery that this was reinforced as well and i think one of the biggest things for me now is that is self compassion and i notice this with clients as well that it\u0027s really important to have this self compassion and to have this compassion so i have compassion for warren you know when he\u0027s he\u0027s on at me then it\u0027s like okay i can have compassion for him but also for myself so when i am dipping a bit to recognise that that\u0027s okay that i\u0027m not superhuman it\u0027s okay so that then warren doesn\u0027t speak as loudly you know i\u0027m kinder to myself because i am a kind person you know i think people who experience these conditions are sensitive empathetic people and we feel other people\u0027s emotions massively and we\u0027re often so much kinder to others than we are to ourselves so for me there was a pivotal moment where i realised i wanted love and understanding and acceptance from others and then it was like i need to give this to myself first and that was really pivotal moment and i wouldn\u0027t say that i\u0027m there a hundred percent because it\u0027s really it\u0027s not always easy but i am so much more forgiving of myself now and i feel like that has really helped me and does help others\n\nSPEAKER_00: and then the other side of it which i\u0027m still working on is setting boundaries which\n\nSPEAKER_00: is such a steep learning curve because i think right from a very young age i didn\u0027t for whatever reason feel able to necessarily speak my truth and i think that really contributed to me becoming unwell because i was receiving a lot of unfair treatment not necessarily intentional from others but i wasn\u0027t saying\n\nSPEAKER_00: where my boundaries were crossed i don\u0027t think i for you where my boundaries were crossed so part of the recovery has and still is about understanding feeling confident in myself that my truth is okay and learning where my boundaries can be for myself so you know okay this is my boundary i\u0027m not going to work this many hours but also having a way of keeping boundaries for other people as well so that i\u0027m looking after myself so the boundaries has been really important as well so i think you know boundaries and self compassion were raised in the therapy but i think for me it\u0027s been a steeper steeper learning curve afterwards to keep practicing those things forever\n\nSPEAKER_01: finding new situations where we have to keep doing this again it\u0027s not like a one time thing where you set your boundaries whether you start a new job you get in your relationships you know different aspects to your life there\u0027s always like you know if we do have that tendency to want to people please or just say yes it\u0027s just forever new situations where like what are my boundaries in this one do i have the right to have a boundary here and of course we do but just reinforcing that and figuring out what that is yes it\u0027s a lifelong thing isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and not feeling sensitive to other people\u0027s boundaries as well because i think for a long time i would take that as i\u0027ve done something wrong or i\u0027m to blame or i\u0027ve disappointed and that would then set warren off on this you know god what have you done you know so i think it\u0027s about receiving the boundaries as well as setting them i\n\nSPEAKER_01: don\u0027t know if you find this also because a lot of the times when i do set boundaries and i\u0027m worried about people\u0027s response more often than not the response is some sort of gratitude really appreciate setting that example and normalising taking care of yourself it sort of gives other people permission to do the same so sometimes we think there might be a bad reaction the reaction i find is often so positive and it\u0027s just empowering and it\u0027s another thing i tell myself you know by my doing this it helps normalize this behavior for other people it can be a helpful thing for more people than just myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i think that\u0027s so true and i had an example of that for myself last week and i was really anxious about setting this boundary and actually it was really well received and i felt so much better and i felt like moving forward it was better for both of us but i was you know i knew i felt like it was something that i needed to do but i was still really anxious about doing it but yeah it was liberating for both of us once i\u0027d done that so yeah so\n\nSPEAKER_01: for people that are watching right now that are on their journey of recovery you know might be long covid chronic fatigue syndrome fibromyalgia any of these sorts of conditions that have similar experiences what would you say to them or advice would you have for them on their journey\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i would say the first thing is to have hope to have you know hearing that people recovered was just lifted me so much so first of all have hope and believe you know watch these videos hear other people\u0027s stories there is hope at the end of this i think the other thing that the simple thing is to start recognizing where you can have joy in your life find the little things they don\u0027t have to be big you know if you\u0027re going to do activity it can just be dancing to a song in the kitchen for a few minutes it can just be reading a couple of pages of a book it doesn\u0027t have to be big but it tells your emotional brain that you are meeting your needs because i think as i mentioned before what happens is we\u0027re so busy using our energy on the to do list the chores that we have no energy left for our fun and then that in itself is depleting so i think finding time recognizing what you want to do to do the small fun things really important as well and then the other thing that i\u0027d say is just to have balance have balance in your life you realize that you have the energy to do the things that you have to do because there\u0027s still things that we have to do that we might not want to do but balance that with fun times balance that with being carefree as well so yeah i think hope joy and balance would be the things that would be a really good starting point and what do you see for yourself moving forward from here so i\u0027m still sort of pinching myself that i\u0027m here because when i had this therapy i can remember saying to my therapist one day like messaging her and saying i\u0027d really love to do this this is i\u0027d really love to do this so the fact that i am now i\u0027ve left my job in nursing to do this full time i\u0027m still pinching myself about that i want to get for myself i want to get physically fitter i used to do loads of sport when i was younger then you know life takes over chronic condition to covid children all the rest of it and i feel like i\u0027ve addressed a lot of my emotional wellbeing and now i\u0027d like to boost my physical well being as well i\u0027m loving doing the mind body reconnect and i want to continue to do that continue to spread the word of that you know that we\u0027re claire claire who founded it is doing more training on that so i really want to help spread the word of the importance of the mind and body being connected and for me personally i\u0027d really like to start working with children and young people so in previous roles i\u0027ve worked with children and young people and i just feel like rather than us helping people recover if we could get this message about the mind and the body and help people understand that they have this thinking brain this this warren who isn\u0027t necessarily telling the truth if we could get that message across to children and young people and help them learn to set boundaries and meet their needs then we won\u0027t have to keep helping people recover you know people will\n\nSPEAKER_00: learn how to stay well they learn that having emotions and feelings is not something to be apologetic for it\u0027s like it is our superpower to feel and i think for so many of us we\u0027ve been sort of we\u0027ve been told that actually we\u0027re too sensitive we feel too much we\u0027re overreacting whereas actually that\u0027s our truth so you know my hope is to spread this knowledge of the mind and body to young people so that yeah they don\u0027t they don\u0027t become unwell like we have\n\nSPEAKER_01: so incredibly important the vast majority of us are not hearing this in our doctor\u0027s office unfortunately and despite the fact that it is incredibly helpful for a lot of people and the founder of the mind body connect claire caldwell i\u0027m actually interviewing here in a few weeks i think so people watching haven\u0027t already subscribed i invite you to subscribe because you\u0027re not going to want to want to miss that one\n\nSPEAKER_00: no she\u0027s an incredible lady she\u0027s you know she has inspired so many people and the mind body reconnect practitioners we\u0027ve experienced this ourselves you know we\u0027re sort of living proof that this works and we\u0027ve gone into it because we want to spread that message and help other people so you know it\u0027s inspiring stuff\n\nSPEAKER_01: well for people watching who want to get in touch with you or learn more about the work you do about mind body reconnect how could they do that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027ve got my own website which is insightfulhealing co uk and i\u0027m on instagram at insightful healing and then i\u0027m also linked in with the mind body reconnect so the mind body reconnect website also has a list of mbr mind body reconnect practitioners so you can just contact us and then one of us will get in touch with you and explain more about how we work we offer free half hour discovery call so that anyone who is interested can find out more about it and see if they feel it\u0027s a good fit for them but it\u0027s a very individualized approach with strong tools that work amazing yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: for those of you watching i really encourage you to expand the video description and check these links out they\u0027ll all be there i\u0027m talking to more and more people that are having such great success with this program i\u0027m so glad it\u0027s out there if you haven\u0027t already seen it i\u0027ll link up here in a second interview i did recently with someone else who had incredible full recovery journey using this program so yeah just so grateful for you helen and all the people like yourself that are out there spreading the word of this because i think it\u0027s such a powerful important topic that is still so new so many of us really don\u0027t understand it and there\u0027s even though the information is out there it\u0027s still it\u0027s not in our face so the more that we can do to spread the word because this is helping people this is saving people\u0027s lives so it\u0027s yeah thank you thank you for sharing your story for being so brave today for doing such a great job and for the work that you\u0027re now doing to support other people who are also facing these kind of challenges thank you helen\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you thank you for taking the time i\u0027ve really enjoyed it and hopefully it will help more people yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: wonderful and thank you as always to those of you who are watching always looking forward to your comments it\u0027s great to hear from you we all learn from each other plus the youtube algorithm loves it so it helps out the channel so thank you yeah i look forward to hearing your thoughts on this and your experiences i\u0027m wishing you all the best with whatever you\u0027re facing massive hugs to you keep at it you have totally got this i hope you enjoyed this video here as much as i did i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one linked up on the screen\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient make a full or partial recovery?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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This is supported by the quotes:\n\n- \"...who struggled massively with chronic illness with fibromyalgia but is now completely recovered...\"\n- \"...it felt like relief to have that diagnosis... but also that was tinted with like a sadness that this was it because my understanding at that time was i was just going to have to live with this for the rest of my life and suffer the flare ups so to know that i\u0027m well and because of the therapy that i\u0027ve done i truly believe i won\u0027t experience this again i believe i\u0027ve got the tools to keep me well as well...\"\n- \"...i just before we started speaking you know sitting here being able to share my story i was doing a chat with someone this morning and you know she was talking about concerns in four years time and i was thinking i was saying to her four years ago there\u0027s no way i could have imagined that i would be here doing the work that i\u0027m doing now feeling as well as i feel now it is like a pinch yourself moment...\"\n\nThese statements confirm a full recovery from her chronic illness.\n\n--\n\nNow pick an option. 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you just need to know how to get your message and your work out there snhu has a social media marketing program that will equip you with everything that you need for this in this program you\u0027ll learn how to leverage social media to engage consumers build loyalty and drive business this is a great program if you want to be a content creator a community manager or a social media strategist you\u0027ll also learn other vital digital marketing skills such as seo and how you run advertising campaigns snhu is radically affordable they have some of the lowest tuition rates in the nation go to snhu edu forward slash raylen agel also linked in the video description to see what the average annual salary is for someone who has these social media marketing skills and you can request more information about the program it only takes one click to find your calling all right helen so take us back how\n\nSPEAKER_00: did this all start for you well now i think it started in my childhood but i 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that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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didn\u0027t realize that at the time so now i think it started in my childhood but i didn\u0027t realize that until i\u0027d had my therapy and sort of recovered to realize that there was evidence on the walls from when i was much younger i had pneumonia when i was fifteen had tonsillitis a lot i had depression but again i didn\u0027t realize at the time but as a teenager i experienced depression it sort of hit me really i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve so i saw a rheumatologist in two thousand and twelve and got the diagnosis but i had experienced symptoms for about ten years before that and they ranged from like aching toes to migraines to full on body pain i felt like i\u0027d been pummeled i had aching limbs if i was walking i felt like i\u0027d been walking through treacle i had depression again my sleep was affected i never felt i just felt fatigued all the time i had x rays i had for different aches and pains so i was diagnosed in two thousand and twelve but prior to that i went back to work after my youngest was born so i went back to work in about two thousand and nine and was off work at that time for about six weeks and they said it was possible swine flu but i think that was probably the first sort of flare up of the fibromyalgia i went back to work and just really\n\nSPEAKER_00: wasn\u0027t coping so i was fortunate in the sense that i was never bedridden i had a few periods of time off work a couple of times where it was three months off work but i was still functioning i was still like looking after my boys able to hold conversations doing stuff but i just was functioning a lot less than i wanted to be yeah so me for me it was the chronic pain feeling like i\u0027ve been beaten up and the chronic fatigue were the worst things for me\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what were doctors telling you at this time in terms of treatment what to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i think it was a classic sort of keep going back and having that fear with the new symptom and 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when i when i had my therapy and was going back to work i discovered pottery as part of my thing so i was i was off sick but going to pottery classes and it was really hard because it was like well if you\u0027re off sick should you be going to pottery classes unfortunately i had a really understanding boss at the time who i went back on a sort of gradual return to work and she facilitated me still being able to do that but that was part of my recovery sort of bringing this joy into my life was a very big part of my recovery and you almost you use up all your energy on all the jobs and all the chores on the boring stuff and then you don\u0027t have any time for joy and your emotional brain is like crying out for you to do more to do the fun things to top you up so i think you know i think whatever the ill health is i think that\u0027s really significant that you\u0027re you know you\u0027re not supposed to have fun if you\u0027re off\n\nSPEAKER_01: the exact opposite so many of us are finding once we start bringing in that joy it helps our health to improve not all activities are sort of created equal you know i remember as well trying to go back to work twice a week for four hours at a time and it leveled me exact same point in my life i can go hang out with a friend for four hours or do something that i enjoyed for four hours and i would be okay and it was confusing to me i felt like i just did that for four hours why can\u0027t i just go to work now i see it might very stressful job as a social worker in a busy hospital\n\nSPEAKER_00: not at all the same yeah i think you know the mind body reconnect therapy that i\u0027m involved in now you know that that is exactly what we\u0027re trying to help people unpack is what feels good for you what does feel good for you what is your emotional brain asking for you to do and it\u0027s not asking you know what it\u0027s asking is different for everyone but yeah for me going back to work managing that full time job 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and there are differences and you know obviously if you\u0027re working with a single cell in a petri dish there\u0027s no psychological component so for that reason i say no it\u0027s not psychological but there\u0027s definitely ways to influence it through psychology and mind body treatments\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love that\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfectly so thank you for thanks\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve been trying to find a way to say that somewhat succinctly and coherently for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that was a tough one okay next one is nola mayor\n\nSPEAKER_01: would she would love to know your thoughts on using nicotine patches i\u0027ve had a few people ask me about this for long covid or vaccine injury\n\nSPEAKER_01: there\u0027s you know different studies and things floating around out there talking about some amazing results so sure what\u0027s going\n\nSPEAKER_00: on there i don\u0027t know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i i tend to be hesitant to prescribe whether it be nicotine or stimulant medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of time where you\u0027re going to need to prioritize your rest and forego those sorts of things but it shouldn\u0027t be lifelong it should be temporary\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think it can be a lesson in patience but for most people myself included slow and steady ended up winning the race and people talk about in terms of pacing or whatever you want to call it remember interviewing someone way back like i hate pacing i\u0027m like i know me too\n\nSPEAKER_01: some of us into this mess in the first place is we just want to go yeah not listen to our bodies ever but for a lot of people and everyone of course looks a little bit differently but it\u0027s just about instead of maybe jumping in on a family vacation starting by going for a three minute walk and seeing how that goes and then if the next day you feel okay try doing that again or maybe go for four minutes you know but just\n\nSPEAKER_01: trying to do too much too fast seems to backfire for a lot of people there are those rare cases where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one i\u0027m acting more as a consultant than i am as a treating provider at least when possible because i\u0027m hoping that it\u0027s going to allow me to take a higher volume of patients and keep my prices low so i have three phases to my clinic in the first phase i\u0027m going to assess you and try and figure out number one if you have chronic fatigue syndrome what things we need to rule out and what root causes we need to consider or test for and then i\u0027ll kind of give you that write up that recommendation you\u0027ll take that to your doctor and you\u0027ll get all those things done and then you come back to me for phase two which is the treatment phase and so i\u0027ll take all that information that we\u0027ve gathered and i\u0027ll create a treatment plan and this will include things you know mind body things like pacing and also include medications or supplements whatever i think is going to be helpful for you and then for the third phase of the clinic is follow up and i\u0027m just going to include this for everybody every six to twelve months i want to check in with you how are you doing how did my recommendations affect you are you better are you worse and then if you\u0027re not getting better i want to continue to work with you and as i\u0027m growing and learning more about things that can cause the fs or things that can help treat cfs i\u0027m hoping to be able to eventually help everybody\n\nSPEAKER_01: and would people need to come physically to your clinic to see you\n\nSPEAKER_00: ninety nine percent of what i do is virtual okay during phase one i do want to physically examine you once and you have the option of either coming to my clinic in terre haute indiana or having me travel to you and i i charge like a hundred dollars per hour of driving time\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i just i\u0027m so blown away that things like this exist now as you know there\u0027s such a massive demand for it and it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah stirs up something in me that there are doctors and clinics out there who are not only taking patients with these conditions seriously but also have a lot of really good insight and strategies and like yes we can we can work with you instead of well nothing we can do sure i\u0027ll give you the diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely incredible for people watching everything you need to know to learn more about dr katie brown\u0027s practice and her clinic will be in the video description so definitely expand that and take a look because how amazing is this that there is a doctor that you can go see that is going to work with you and stick with you and wants to work with you long term and make sure that you\u0027re doing okay and if you\u0027re not doing okay assess what\u0027s happening and what we need to change it\u0027s just really amazing yeah thank\n\nSPEAKER_00: you it\u0027s quite selfish of me because i was sick for so long and i always said i\u0027m going to get better so that i can do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold back let us know what you think ask your questions of dr brown and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: look into the video description and get in touch with her at least learn a little bit more about what she\u0027s doing so yeah thank you so much dr brown for your time today and for all that you\u0027re doing for people i really appreciate it my pleasure thanks as always to those of you watching thanks to channel members who sent in your questions if you\u0027re watching and you\u0027re interested in becoming a channel member you can click that join button and learn about all the extra perks and whatnot that you can get and i just appreciate the support it truly helps the channel to keep going so thank you for watching i hope you got a ton out of this video i hope you enjoyed it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones i\u0027ll put up here for you\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWas the patient bed-bound or so severely affected such that they could not leave their house?\n\nExtract a quote or 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know 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classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re 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and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re 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people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for 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                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and there are differences and you know obviously if you\u0027re working with a single cell in a petri dish there\u0027s no psychological component so for that reason i say no it\u0027s not psychological but there\u0027s definitely ways to influence it through psychology and mind body treatments\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love that\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfectly so thank you for thanks\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve been trying to find a way to say that somewhat succinctly and coherently for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that was a tough one okay next one is nola mayor\n\nSPEAKER_01: would she would love to know your thoughts on using nicotine patches i\u0027ve had a few people ask me about this for long covid or vaccine injury\n\nSPEAKER_01: there\u0027s you know different studies and things floating around out there talking about some amazing results so sure what\u0027s going\n\nSPEAKER_00: on there i don\u0027t know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i i tend to be hesitant to prescribe whether it be nicotine or stimulant medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of time where you\u0027re going to need to prioritize your rest and forego those sorts of things but it shouldn\u0027t be lifelong it should be temporary\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think it can be a lesson in patience but for most people myself included slow and steady ended up winning the race and people talk about in terms of pacing or whatever you want to call it remember interviewing someone way back like i hate pacing i\u0027m like i know me too\n\nSPEAKER_01: some of us into this mess in the first place is we just want to go yeah not listen to our bodies ever but for a lot of people and everyone of course looks a little bit differently but it\u0027s just about instead of maybe jumping in on a family vacation starting by going for a three minute walk and seeing how that goes and then if the next day you feel okay try doing that again or maybe go for four minutes you know but just\n\nSPEAKER_01: trying to do too much too fast seems to backfire for a lot of people there are those rare cases where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one i\u0027m acting more as a consultant than i am as a treating provider at least when possible because i\u0027m hoping that it\u0027s going to allow me to take a higher volume of patients and keep my prices low so i have three phases to my clinic in the first phase i\u0027m going to assess you and try and figure out number one if you have chronic fatigue syndrome what things we need to rule out and what root causes we need to consider or test for and then i\u0027ll kind of give you that write up that recommendation you\u0027ll take that to your doctor and you\u0027ll get all those things done and then you come back to me for phase two which is the treatment phase and so i\u0027ll take all that information that we\u0027ve gathered and i\u0027ll create a treatment plan and this will include things you know mind body things like pacing and also include medications or supplements whatever i think is going to be helpful for you and then for the third phase of the clinic is follow up and i\u0027m just going to include this for everybody every six to twelve months i want to check in with you how are you doing how did my recommendations affect you are you better are you worse and then if you\u0027re not getting better i want to continue to work with you and as i\u0027m growing and learning more about things that can cause the fs or things that can help treat cfs i\u0027m hoping to be able to eventually help everybody\n\nSPEAKER_01: and would people need to come physically to your clinic to see you\n\nSPEAKER_00: ninety nine percent of what i do is virtual okay during phase one i do want to physically examine you once and you have the option of either coming to my clinic in terre haute indiana or having me travel to you and i i charge like a hundred dollars per hour of driving time\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i just i\u0027m so blown away that things like this exist now as you know there\u0027s such a massive demand for it and it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah stirs up something in me that there are doctors and clinics out there who are not only taking patients with these conditions seriously but also have a lot of really good insight and strategies and like yes we can we can work with you instead of well nothing we can do sure i\u0027ll give you the diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely incredible for people watching everything you need to know to learn more about dr katie brown\u0027s practice and her clinic will be in the video description so definitely expand that and take a look because how amazing is this that there is a doctor that you can go see that is going to work with you and stick with you and wants to work with you long term and make sure that you\u0027re doing okay and if you\u0027re not doing okay assess what\u0027s happening and what we need to change it\u0027s just really amazing yeah thank\n\nSPEAKER_00: you it\u0027s quite selfish of me because i was sick for so long and i always said i\u0027m going to get better so that i can do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold back let us know what you think ask your questions of dr brown and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: look into the video description and get in touch with her at least learn a little bit more about what she\u0027s doing so yeah thank you so much dr brown for your time today and for all that you\u0027re doing for people i really appreciate it my pleasure thanks as always to those of you watching thanks to channel members who sent in your questions if you\u0027re watching and you\u0027re interested in becoming a channel member you can click that join button and learn about all the extra perks and whatnot that you can get and i just appreciate the support it truly helps the channel to keep going so thank you for watching i hope you got a ton out of this video i hope you enjoyed it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones i\u0027ll put up here for you\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? For CAM we use the NCCIH (US National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health) definition:\n\n\u003e \u201cComplementary and alternative medicine (CAM) is a broad domain of healing resources that encompasses all health systems, modalities, and practices and their accompanying theories and beliefs, other than those intrinsic to the politically dominant health system of a particular society or culture in a given historical period.\u201d\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n--\n\nThe patient found functional medicine, which can be considered a form of CAM as it is outside the conventional medical system, helpful in their recovery. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re 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must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to 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clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and there are differences and you know obviously if you\u0027re working with a single cell in a petri dish there\u0027s no psychological component so for that reason i say no it\u0027s not psychological but there\u0027s definitely ways to influence it through psychology and mind body treatments\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love that\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfectly so thank you for thanks\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve been trying to find a way to say that somewhat succinctly and coherently for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that was a tough one okay next one is nola mayor\n\nSPEAKER_01: would she would love to know your thoughts on using nicotine patches i\u0027ve had a few people ask me about this for long covid or vaccine injury\n\nSPEAKER_01: there\u0027s you know different studies and things floating around out there talking about some amazing results so sure what\u0027s going\n\nSPEAKER_00: on there i don\u0027t know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i i tend to be hesitant to prescribe whether it be nicotine or stimulant medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of time where you\u0027re going to need to prioritize your rest and forego those sorts of things but it shouldn\u0027t be lifelong it should be temporary\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think it can be a lesson in patience but for most people myself included slow and steady ended up winning the race and people talk about in terms of pacing or whatever you want to call it remember interviewing someone way back like i hate pacing i\u0027m like i know me too\n\nSPEAKER_01: some of us into this mess in the first place is we just want to go yeah not listen to our bodies ever but for a lot of people and everyone of course looks a little bit differently but it\u0027s just about instead of maybe jumping in on a family vacation starting by going for a three minute walk and seeing how that goes and then if the next day you feel okay try doing that again or maybe go for four minutes you know but just\n\nSPEAKER_01: trying to do too much too fast seems to backfire for a lot of people there are those rare cases where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one i\u0027m acting more as a consultant than i am as a treating provider at least when possible because i\u0027m hoping that it\u0027s going to allow me to take a higher volume of patients and keep my prices low so i have three phases to my clinic in the first phase i\u0027m going to assess you and try and figure out number one if you have chronic fatigue syndrome what things we need to rule out and what root causes we need to consider or test for and then i\u0027ll kind of give you that write up that recommendation you\u0027ll take that to your doctor and you\u0027ll get all those things done and then you come back to me for phase two which is the treatment phase and so i\u0027ll take all that information that we\u0027ve gathered and i\u0027ll create a treatment plan and this will include things you know mind body things like pacing and also include medications or supplements whatever i think is going to be helpful for you and then for the third phase of the clinic is follow up and i\u0027m just going to include this for everybody every six to twelve months i want to check in with you how are you doing how did my recommendations affect you are you better are you worse and then if you\u0027re not getting better i want to continue to work with you and as i\u0027m growing and learning more about things that can cause the fs or things that can help treat cfs i\u0027m hoping to be able to eventually help everybody\n\nSPEAKER_01: and would people need to come physically to your clinic to see you\n\nSPEAKER_00: ninety nine percent of what i do is virtual okay during phase one i do want to physically examine you once and you have the option of either coming to my clinic in terre haute indiana or having me travel to you and i i charge like a hundred dollars per hour of driving time\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i just i\u0027m so blown away that things like this exist now as you know there\u0027s such a massive demand for it and it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah stirs up something in me that there are doctors and clinics out there who are not only taking patients with these conditions seriously but also have a lot of really good insight and strategies and like yes we can we can work with you instead of well nothing we can do sure i\u0027ll give you the diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely incredible for people watching everything you need to know to learn more about dr katie brown\u0027s practice and her clinic will be in the video description so definitely expand that and take a look because how amazing is this that there is a doctor that you can go see that is going to work with you and stick with you and wants to work with you long term and make sure that you\u0027re doing okay and if you\u0027re not doing okay assess what\u0027s happening and what we need to change it\u0027s just really amazing yeah thank\n\nSPEAKER_00: you it\u0027s quite selfish of me because i was sick for so long and i always said i\u0027m going to get better so that i can do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold back let us know what you think ask your questions of dr brown and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: look into the video description and get in touch with her at least learn a little bit more about what she\u0027s doing so yeah thank you so much dr brown for your time today and for all that you\u0027re doing for people i really appreciate it my pleasure thanks as always to those of you watching thanks to channel members who sent in your questions if you\u0027re watching and you\u0027re interested in becoming a channel member you can click that join button and learn about all the extra perks and whatnot that you can get and i just appreciate the support it truly helps the channel to keep going so thank you for watching i hope you got a ton out of this video i hope you enjoyed it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones i\u0027ll put up here for you\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nIs the patient now a professional helping other people recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to 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and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and there are differences and you know obviously if you\u0027re working with a single cell in a petri dish there\u0027s no psychological component so for that reason i say no it\u0027s not psychological but there\u0027s definitely ways to influence it through psychology and mind body treatments\n\nSPEAKER_01: i love that\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfectly so thank you for thanks\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve been trying to find a way to say that somewhat succinctly and coherently for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that was a tough one okay next one is nola mayor\n\nSPEAKER_01: would she would love to know your thoughts on using nicotine patches i\u0027ve had a few people ask me about this for long covid or vaccine injury\n\nSPEAKER_01: there\u0027s you know different studies and things floating around out there talking about some amazing results so sure what\u0027s going\n\nSPEAKER_00: on there i don\u0027t know\n\nSPEAKER_00: i i tend to be hesitant to prescribe whether it be nicotine or stimulant medications anything that possibly causing masking of symptoms and helping you to push through and ignore your body\u0027s signals are nicotine patches doing that i don\u0027t know for sure but i imagine that\u0027s probably the sort of effect they\u0027re having and while it might be a useful tool especially if you have a time limited task that you need to get through i think probably the healthier way to deal with this illness is figuring out what the root causes are that are keeping your nervous system dysregulated and then resting and allowing yourself to heal so while i would be open to prescribing these they wouldn\u0027t be my first choice\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i remember when i was sick my doctor would prescribe different things it wasn\u0027t nicotine but i think with a similar idea behind it and it felt sort of like having the flu and drinking red bull like it just you know i was i had more energy you could tell it was just sort of masking what was still there and it didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so if you have a surgery even like a minor procedure like a dental issue or something like that rest before rest after rest as much as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: both physically and emotionally like don\u0027t stress about it and and just do your best if you need you know medications you know like stimulants or a nicotine patch to help support you through that that\u0027s ok but don\u0027t use it as a way to push more than you need to\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah it\u0027s important to remember that these things are going to hit you differently then if you weren\u0027t facing any cfs and i think we still put those pressures on ourselves i got a cold or i got the flu i\u0027ve got four or five days max where people are going to put up with me laying in bed but you know you you need the time it\u0027s going to look different for everybody i think it\u0027s a lot about just that permission we give ourselves and the patients with all and the self compassion with yeah this sucks and it\u0027s hit me hard and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere bring me some food help out with my kids i don\u0027t have kids just when i hear from other people you know just drop off some groceries just realize that you might need help to get through it\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah ask for help is definitely one of those key skills that\u0027s a skill it\u0027s it\u0027s hard\n\nSPEAKER_01: amy she wants to know if you\u0027re familiar with polyvagal theory and practices and what your thoughts are on focusing treatment primarily on nervous system regulation so i think we have a sense of what your take is on this but should we only be addressing the nervous system and what are your thoughts\n\nSPEAKER_00: i definitely don\u0027t think we should only be addressing the nervous system because the nervous system became dysregulated for a reason and you have to identify what those reasons are and there\u0027s also other things you should be ruling out even if you meet criteria for chronic fatigue syndrome there\u0027s there\u0027s mimics and things like that so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and what it looks work with that in your recovery so if people aren\u0027t familiar with it you\u0027re like what is this polyvagal theory i\u0027ll link it up here and you can check it out okay next we\u0027ve got area men wants to know if you think ongoing neuro inflammation has a role in producing any cfs symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s likely i looked up a paper for this when i got this question because i wasn\u0027t sure and there was a meta analysis done that you know suggested that there are things like lactate buildup more in the cerebral spinal fluid of patients with cfs than healthy controls and that in and out of itself can cause inflammation in the brain we know that there\u0027s some brain remodeling the brains look different under imaging which can be explained by inflammation so yes possibly through an oxidative stress pathway or the mitochondria not functioning as well and you get this buildup of lactate i think there\u0027s a few different mechanisms for inflammation to build up and cause symptoms i don\u0027t know that it\u0027s the main mechanism for symptoms just because in my own personal experience symptom onset and recovery can happen quite quickly whereas i would think inflammation would take a little bit more time i don\u0027t know it\u0027s it\u0027s probably a component but i don\u0027t know how big of a component it is\n\nSPEAKER_01: well we got quite a few questions we won\u0027t be able to get to them all but one last good one i think this is such a calming question how this is from greg thank you greg how to safely expand your activities so like when your family wants to do things or go on a little vacation how should you go ahead and do that should you stay at home like how do you know when you can yeah start doing more and how do you do that for\n\nSPEAKER_00: me for me\n\nSPEAKER_00: once i started the ans rewire program and i kind of got a basic understanding of what was going on i recovered like really quickly like i got off my medications like way more quickly than my doctor would have liked but i just i had this knowing the sense of i\u0027ll be okay like this is going to be okay and i also did a lot of resting and it was easier to choose rest because i knew that recovery was around the corner and i wasn\u0027t just trying to milk life for all it was worth because this is the only life i had so it really depends on where you are in your recovery during that acute phase when you\u0027re you\u0027re in pem all the time and you haven\u0027t learned how to pace well going out and doing something extra like that is probably not going to be helpful you need a really dedicated amount of time you know maybe three to six months where you prioritize rest and you prioritize pacing and recovery and i think after that especially if the root causes have been addressed you\u0027ll be healthy enough to go out and do those things and you\u0027ll better where your limits are but there there is kind of a window of time where you\u0027re going to need to prioritize your rest and forego those sorts of things but it shouldn\u0027t be lifelong it should be temporary\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think it can be a lesson in patience but for most people myself included slow and steady ended up winning the race and people talk about in terms of pacing or whatever you want to call it remember interviewing someone way back like i hate pacing i\u0027m like i know me too\n\nSPEAKER_01: some of us into this mess in the first place is we just want to go yeah not listen to our bodies ever but for a lot of people and everyone of course looks a little bit differently but it\u0027s just about instead of maybe jumping in on a family vacation starting by going for a three minute walk and seeing how that goes and then if the next day you feel okay try doing that again or maybe go for four minutes you know but just\n\nSPEAKER_01: trying to do too much too fast seems to backfire for a lot of people there are those rare cases where people just you know i\u0027m thinking of one guy in australia read sarno book and just went outside and chopped down a tree like just\n\nSPEAKER_01: those book recoveries but i think that rapid success is the exception not the norm so that slow and short approach seems to be what is safest and i think\n\nSPEAKER_00: if you do fall into that camp you\u0027ll know it and you won\u0027t have to ask permission to go something\n\nSPEAKER_00: if i told you not to you\u0027d go out and do it anyway so\n\nSPEAKER_01: you are working with people now with patients now what is your approach to recovery tell us a bit about that\n\nSPEAKER_00: so my clinic just opened i\u0027m like onboarding my second patient as we speak so it\u0027s all i keep a very open mind i\u0027m still kind of forming how this clinic works\n\nSPEAKER_00: so if people have\n\nSPEAKER_00: suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments\n\nSPEAKER_00: but for right now what my general approach is is to number one i\u0027m acting more as a consultant than i am as a treating provider at least when possible because i\u0027m hoping that it\u0027s going to allow me to take a higher volume of patients and keep my prices low so i have three phases to my clinic in the first phase i\u0027m going to assess you and try and figure out number one if you have chronic fatigue syndrome what things we need to rule out and what root causes we need to consider or test for and then i\u0027ll kind of give you that write up that recommendation you\u0027ll take that to your doctor and you\u0027ll get all those things done and then you come back to me for phase two which is the treatment phase and so i\u0027ll take all that information that we\u0027ve gathered and i\u0027ll create a treatment plan and this will include things you know mind body things like pacing and also include medications or supplements whatever i think is going to be helpful for you and then for the third phase of the clinic is follow up and i\u0027m just going to include this for everybody every six to twelve months i want to check in with you how are you doing how did my recommendations affect you are you better are you worse and then if you\u0027re not getting better i want to continue to work with you and as i\u0027m growing and learning more about things that can cause the fs or things that can help treat cfs i\u0027m hoping to be able to eventually help everybody\n\nSPEAKER_01: and would people need to come physically to your clinic to see you\n\nSPEAKER_00: ninety nine percent of what i do is virtual okay during phase one i do want to physically examine you once and you have the option of either coming to my clinic in terre haute indiana or having me travel to you and i i charge like a hundred dollars per hour of driving time\n\nSPEAKER_01: this is incredible i just i\u0027m so blown away that things like this exist now as you know there\u0027s such a massive demand for it and it just\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah stirs up something in me that there are doctors and clinics out there who are not only taking patients with these conditions seriously but also have a lot of really good insight and strategies and like yes we can we can work with you instead of well nothing we can do sure i\u0027ll give you the diagnosis\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely incredible for people watching everything you need to know to learn more about dr katie brown\u0027s practice and her clinic will be in the video description so definitely expand that and take a look because how amazing is this that there is a doctor that you can go see that is going to work with you and stick with you and wants to work with you long term and make sure that you\u0027re doing okay and if you\u0027re not doing okay assess what\u0027s happening and what we need to change it\u0027s just really amazing yeah thank\n\nSPEAKER_00: you it\u0027s quite selfish of me because i was sick for so long and i always said i\u0027m going to get better so that i can do something with this knowledge and now i have the chance to i\u0027m very excited about it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i have it i say this sometimes on the channel and i always feel a little guilty but i was like if this these illnesses have to hit people if that is unavoidable like maybe let\u0027s have a few doctors get hit because\n\nSPEAKER_01: just the rest of us like we\u0027re missing anywhere yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i\u0027m you know really sorry that you\u0027ve had to go through all this oh my goodness what a nightmare but what good is coming out of it now so i\u0027m actually\n\nSPEAKER_00: very thankful that i went through it i think my life is going to be much more meaningful and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m going to have so much more joy because of what i went through and i hope other people are going to be able to say the same\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible well really looking forward to the questions and the comments from those of you watching so please don\u0027t hold back let us know what you think ask your questions of dr brown and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: look into the video description and get in touch with her at least learn a little bit more about what she\u0027s doing so yeah thank you so much dr brown for your time today and for all that you\u0027re doing for people i really appreciate it my pleasure thanks as always to those of you watching thanks to channel members who sent in your questions if you\u0027re watching and you\u0027re interested in becoming a channel member you can click that join button and learn about all the extra perks and whatnot that you can get and i just appreciate the support it truly helps the channel to keep going so thank you for watching i hope you got a ton out of this video i hope you enjoyed it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones i\u0027ll put up here for you\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient make a full or partial recovery?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can clear up the things that caused the problems in the first place but you will still remain sick until you\u0027re able to get your nervous system out of that negative cycle\n\nSPEAKER_01: and how does one get their nervous system out of that negative\n\nSPEAKER_00: million dollars yeah it is and it\u0027s it\u0027s one that i\u0027m still working on because it seems like what works for one person may not work for another and there\u0027s a million different ways to do it and and some may work for you and some may not so i know dr sally riggs is very into polyvagal approaches which i never used personally and i\u0027m still learning about them dan ny for his approach seems to be a lot of education and then he\u0027s got like the brain training like component to his program too which i never even really used for me it was finding the things that were keeping my nervous system reactive for example and one of dan\u0027s first videos he recommends eating regularly and avoiding hypoglycemia and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider cfs to be tms or a psychological problem\n\nSPEAKER_00: i consider it to be a nervous system problem and probably many other tms conditions or conditions that have that label are also nervous system problems so it\u0027s it\u0027s a nuanced discussion because when we draw a hard line between psychological versus physical we it breaks down like there is no hard line everything that we experience a psychological is physical and and everything that\u0027s physical has a psychological component so the autonomic nervous system it sends signals to our body and our body sends signals through our autonomic nervous system back up to our brain and they influence one another and they\u0027re not like two separate systems so we know that there\u0027s things that go wrong at the cellular level in chronic fatigue syndrome you can measure you know how hard a muscle cell works\n\nSPEAKER_00: and take a muscle cell from a healthy person and the muscle cell from a chronic fatigue syndrome person and 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didn\u0027t feel like it was getting me better i don\u0027t know about nicotine just yeah interesting to hear what could be going on there ok i have one from skyrunner to thank you skyrim or two they want to know how to go about approaching other conditions either acute like when you get a cold or the flu or even a physical injury or chronic illness aside from any cfs because life can sometimes really not be fair while on recovery from cfs how do you with piling more stuff on when you\u0027re already in the state\n\nSPEAKER_00: even now like when i get a viral illness like i just stop i like i stop working i cancel my appointments it doesn\u0027t even matter if i\u0027m like feeling that bad like i just\n\nSPEAKER_00: prioritize rest because i\u0027ve i\u0027ve learned my body just needs that sometimes like i work really hard and i enjoy what i do and my work is energizing to me but when my body says rest i rest and when we have chronic fatigue syndrome we need to rest even more so so 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and just write this out\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s it\u0027s hard because everyone wants to know like how can i keep doing things even when i\u0027m sick and i\u0027m like well i mean we could talk about that but it\u0027s not going to serve you in the long run you eventually just what you really need us to just rest and allow your your body to recover\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and it\u0027s a fun for me too is just admitting that i needed help because sometimes these things could go on for a really long time and i couldn\u0027t do it all and just giving myself that permission you know because we see if we had other illnesses that had more recognizable titles like cancer you know we wouldn\u0027t hold back to ask if that family member to bring us some meals and i found that when i did break down and ask people for help they always reacted way better than i thought and people often felt kind of like happy and honored that i would be like hey can you help me out for a bit drive me somewhere 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so it\u0027s useful to have a doctor on board who knows what they\u0027re doing to help identify things that need to be addressed in order to make it easier for you to get your nervous system back up and functioning but once you\u0027ve dealt with those kind of underlying i call them root causes then polyvagal approaches or any other approach that\u0027s going to help the nervous system find balance again is going to be useful i am familiar with polyvagal theory i think the shutdown aspect of the stress response makes a lot of sense in the context of chronic fatigue syndrome now we kind of get shot back into that fight or flight mode and then back into this this withdrawn overwhelmed state i think it explains our symptoms really well i don\u0027t know i haven\u0027t like tried polyvagal exercises before or in my patients yet but i do hope to do that and i\u0027m curious to see how well they work\n\nSPEAKER_01: i did a few while back kind of walking people through polyvagal theory and 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struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just 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that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health 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syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: as a young medical student dr katie brown\u0027s dream of becoming a doctor was almost shattered by the onset of debilitating fatigue and brain fog later diagnosed with mecfs she struggled through med school but managed to graduate with the help of a functional medicine doctor but that was just the beginning of her recovery journey for those of you who are new here hi i\u0027m raylan on this channel we talk about recovery strategies for conditions like mecfs and long covid connecting with as many different people around the world as possible so that we as a community can learn from each other and keep hope alive today i\u0027m so excited to introduce you to dr katie brown md from terre haute indiana who just weeks before receiving her medical degree found herself couch bound again but this time almost completely losing hope her desperate google searching led her to a program which ended up being the key that unlocked her full remission today she is dedicated to helping others with mecfs and similar conditions find a path to health so please join me in welcoming dr brown dr katie brown it\u0027s so wonderful to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks for having me raylan\n\nSPEAKER_01: so you have had quite the journey with all of this so why don\u0027t you start by letting us know\n\nSPEAKER_01: what has this been like for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you sure so i got sick my very first semester of medical school which was great timing and as you know probably not a coincidence\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i went from you know being a very highly functioning student and all of a sudden you know this crushing fatigue this intense brain fog i had like no capacity to deal with stress it was a complete shutdown of my system so even when i was you know struggling to get in to go to classes when i was there i couldn\u0027t focus i couldn\u0027t retain any information and i didn\u0027t even have the capacity to go asking for help really it\u0027s kind of funny when you get that sick that quickly you\u0027re so overwhelmed you almost don\u0027t even realize how sick you are it\u0027s it\u0027s kind of strange but i ended up not passing enough of my classes to continue on to the second semester so i got nine months off to kind of reset i went to my doctor he sent me to a rheumatologist they ran a bunch of tests everything was normal the typical story i was having some sensitivity to gluten that i was aware of at the time he recommended that i avoid gluten we got like celiac testing done at that point but i was kind of gluten free and it came back negative but anyways i stayed sick by completely cutting out the gluten and the contamination i was functional enough to continue for my first two years of medical school which is all just classroom based work i was not well at all and every weekend i would crash i had no extra energy for any other activities and by the end of my second year i knew i was not going to be healthy enough to go walking around hospitals and being on the wards all day so i took medical leave it was extremely lucky that i found a functional medicine physician who was involved enough with the medical school that you know i had met her before and she was willing to take me on as a patient very quickly because my primary care doctor wouldn\u0027t diagnose me with anything or write a letter saying i needed medical leave but my functional medicine doctor dr steenstra she did and she took me on as a case from then on so that year off i got better i improved\n\nSPEAKER_00: i did i wasn\u0027t a hundred percent better but i started to be able to tutor a little bit on the side dr steenstra was prescribing some kind of functional medicine type supplements and medications that seemed to be helping but as soon as i went back to school i decompensated again it was quite frustrating dr steenstra at that point started me on cortef or hydrocortisone and i was basically taking the same doses that someone with addison\u0027s disease would just it\u0027s basically artificial cortisol so it was supporting my stress system even though my cortisol levels were all normal dr steenstra was willing to do that for me and it did help it allowed me to limp my way through the last two years of medical school my very last year i found myself once again in a severe crash and i\u0027m like i\u0027m still on this cortex but i\u0027m not functioning there\u0027s no way i\u0027m going to get through residency like this and throughout this entire time i had held on to the hope of i will get better i\u0027ll find a way to get better and once i\u0027m better i\u0027m going to help other people get better and i for the first time i started giving up hope i did a little bit of kind of desperate googling up until that point i had not internalized or accepted the diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome simply because when i asked my primary care doctor for that diagnosis she says you don\u0027t want that no one gets better\n\nSPEAKER_00: refused to diagnose me so i hadn\u0027t done any research on how to recover from chronic fatigue syndrome specifically i had look into various other diagnoses and things like mold or adrenal insufficiency but but not chronic fatigue syndrome specifically and i started to do that at this time and i found a program called ans rewire which probably many people in your audience will have heard of it\u0027s it\u0027s pretty popular dan knifer is the guy who started that program and he is of the opinion that autonomic nervous system dysfunction is at the core of chronic fatigue syndrome i watched his introductory videos where he explained to that and it was the first thing that made sense to me that kind of explained everything that was going on it explained why this happened when i started medical school it explained why being glutened was kind of associated with this but even when i wasn\u0027t being glutened i was still sick so i signed up for his program and within three months of course i graduated from medical school around this time also so i got some time off but within three months i was better than i had been for the past six years i was doing heavy\n\nSPEAKER_00: physical work out my garden and i just felt great and i was like oh i got it i figured it out like this last piece of the puzzle and so during during residency i did my family medicine residency in illinois and i\u0027ve been trying to educate other people about this condition of course covid happened around that time and a lot more doctors became familiar with the term long covid and chronic fatigue syndrome and we got an i cd ten code which was nice so\n\nSPEAKER_00: an i cd ten code so whenever you\u0027re telling insurance companies you know through the electronic health record this is what the patient has so you should you know reimburse us or cover this medication or cover this test you you associate it with an i c d ten code and for the longest time the closest thing we had was chronic fatigue unspecified chronic fatigue syndrome didn\u0027t actually get an i cd ten code until covid actually kind of brought enough awareness to whoever makes those that it\u0027s actually a thing it\u0027s it\u0027s ridiculous yeah so that\u0027s kind of my story i relapsed a couple of times throughout residency when things were particularly stressful i recovered quickly and i\u0027m i\u0027m doing really well now so\n\nSPEAKER_01: i can\u0027t even imagine how stressful it was through medical school facing it was you and i were saying before there\u0027s no good version of this where right everyone has a really rough time but yeah that just sounds so incredibly intense and i feel like it must have been perplexing and frustrating i would imagine that you\u0027re immersed in the whole medical field it feels like you should be in the place that you need to be to find your answers quickly but still you weren\u0027t having really what you needed and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the whole oh i don\u0027t want to diagnose you chronic fatigue syndrome no one gets better with that you don\u0027t want that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you don\u0027t want right exactly it was\n\nSPEAKER_00: it really it really opened my eyes to how completely ignored and neglected this condition is within our medical system as a whole and medical education in particular it was never mentioned in any of my classes things that you know a grand total of a hundred people in the entire history of time have ever been diagnosed with were mentioned but but not this so\n\nSPEAKER_01: what i\u0027m also finding impressive that you went to i know dan i\u0027ve had him on the channel a few times i can link a few of his videos in the video description amazing is a great program as you know but i think it also must take some humility as a medical professional to go turn outside of the medical profession to get your answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and knowledgeable and you know but he\u0027s not a doctor so you know what is that like as someone who is a medical doctor to be like okay i\u0027m gonna venture\n\nSPEAKER_00: elsewhere sure doctors i think know more than anybody how screwed up our system is\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t take that much humility it\u0027s it\u0027s but you know when when you try everything\n\nSPEAKER_00: you you got to do everything you can because it\u0027s it\u0027s your life you got you know you either give up or you keep looking and i had exhausted all of the medical resources so\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean imagine you\u0027re human like the rest of us despite being a doctor you know we put we put doctors on these sort of you know god like pedestal and you\u0027re just you\u0027re a human like the rest of us and i guess just you know even me i was very much wanting to get my answers from conventional medicine mainstream medicine and that wasn\u0027t happening and i never would have thought i would have resorted to some of the voodoo that i did but\n\nSPEAKER_01: you like all right if it\u0027s you know unicorns and sparkles are going to cure me\n\nSPEAKER_00: i will try it as long as it works i don\u0027t care\n\nSPEAKER_01: it works for even one person let\u0027s give you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what do you think causes cfs i think many different things cause cfs but the cfs i think is what happens when our autonomic nervous system becomes overwhelmed and is unable to complete that overwhelm stress response and and move back into rest and digest and homeostasis so what sorts of stressors play into that are as numerous as there are people on the planet so that\u0027s why i say many things cause cfs but i think that that core dysfunction is kind of what makes first of all the symptoms of cfs fairly unique but also it gives it the unique feature of you can 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and these low blood sugars and and these crashes that stress out our system our nervous system and just making that one simple change and like really being mindful about it because i knew i needed to eat regularly in order to feel good but i wasn\u0027t approaching it in a consistent way so i would get super crashy and tired and hangry but i\u0027d be too tired to get up and get food and then i would just sit there and be like let my nervous system kind of wig out a little bit so once i stopped doing that i started to get a lot better but i kind of already dealt with the gluten intolerance and the medical school stress that was kind of my initial issue so i think it probably depends on the person and what sorts of stressors are causing it if they have you know complex ptsd or childhood trauma their recovery may be a little bit more involved and they they may need more intensive nervous system regulation or therapy or something like that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah makes sense for all the people that i interview and the things that people tell me it\u0027s feels kind of all over the map but they\u0027re all addressing a similar thing you know some people say they got really deep into meditation and they\u0027re meditating multiple hours a day other people it was you know i left a stressful job and that seemed just to be the thing that kind of got everything else going or you know i used to really spend a lot of time in nature and i was in this city life and i was miserable so i started spending more time in nature or you know just different things of getting their life more in line with how they wanted to be living it and reducing stress and dealing with past trauma if they had been carrying things around and yeah it can feel a little bit all over the map but it when you look at it when you zoom out and you look yeah it\u0027s all addressing the same thing right at least very similar things yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: so we have channel members here people who join the channel for a couple bucks a month to support the channel thank you channel members and a few of them have sent some questions in for you that you said you will be very kind and will answer them for us so if it\u0027s all right i\u0027m gonna send a couple of those your way sure okay so first one is i hope i get the names right domsterman wants to know what is your view on dr john sarno\u0027s work tms as it relates to me cfs and what would your approach be to deal with repressed emotions and brain training and all of that\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes when you first sent me these questions two days ago this was my favorite one\n\nSPEAKER_00: because it is so nuanced and challenging and interesting so i\u0027m super excited but i\u0027m gonna ramble for a bit\n\nSPEAKER_00: for people who aren\u0027t familiar john sarno was a doctor who theorized that chronic back pain was caused by repressed emotions and these repressed emotions had an effect on blood flow to the muscle which he called tension myositis syndrome or tms for short and this caused the chronic pain so he he theorized that chronic back pain rather than being a problem with the back was actually a problem psychologically with repressed emotions tms has since been used as an umbrella term to cover any physical symptom that has an emotional or psychological origin so this person seems to be asking how much of cfs is psychological in its origin and the question is very nuanced and complex because like i said chronic fatigue syndrome in my view is caused by autonomic nervous system dysfunction the autonomic nervous system helps us deal with stress and it does not differentiate between physical stress or emotional stress or psychological stress or imagined stress it\u0027s all the same it it mobilizes the same systems in our body so to ask you know how much how much of the stress is psychological versus how much of the stress is physical is going to vary from from one person to another what i will say is i don\u0027t consider 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what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling 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this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling 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this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for everybody and works for everybody but we still don\u0027t have that i have my own brain retraining program brain retraining one on one for any cfs and long covid recovery and even that is definitely not the answer for everybody but what you can do is get information about these programs for free so i cover a lot of them here on this channel i\u0027ll link a playlist where you can just start looking through some of them and see what works for you and if that feels overwhelming just expand the description of this video podcast and there are resources there free and paid and you can just pick something pick one of the free ones and get started there the people i interview tell me that they get their answers from different places it\u0027s from watching videos like this it might be from taking a program it might be from reading a book and sometimes you can hear things multiple times but there\u0027s a certain person that says it and then it just clicks and hearing things multiple times is also part of the brain retraining process so\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t hurt to hear things more than once and if you\u0027re still unsure if this whole brain retraining thing will be helpful for you and there are some physical symptoms and conditions in which brain retraining definitely won\u0027t be the whole answer it might be a piece of it but there\u0027s going to be some other things that you need to do but i do have a evidence based assessment that you can do i\u0027ll link the video here where i walk you through this self assessment and you can start to figure out if this is something that\u0027s really going to have a massive impact on your recovery journey and i\u0027m here for you every single week i see you i hear you i genuinely care about you and your journey don\u0027t forget that you are a badass and you have totally got this thank you for watching and i hope to see you in this next video where we do your brain retraining assessment\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\nbrain retraining and nervous system education\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\nThe transcript does not explicitly mention the patient\u0027s personal experience with complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) in terms of helpfulness during their recovery. However, the speaker critiques some popular alternative protocols, such as the Medical Medium protocols and the idea of a vegan diet, as \"just mean\" or \"not working,\" and states that \"aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you.\" They also mention hesitation about low dose naltrexone and nicotine patches as not having helped those interviewed. On the other hand, the speaker emphasizes brain retraining and nervous system understanding, which could fall under complementary approaches, as massively helpful and transformative for many people. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for everybody and works for everybody but we still don\u0027t have that i have my own brain retraining program brain retraining one on one for any cfs and long covid recovery and even that is definitely not the answer for everybody but what you can do is get information about these programs for free so i cover a lot of them here on this channel i\u0027ll link a playlist where you can just start looking through some of them and see what works for you and if that feels overwhelming just expand the description of this video podcast and there are resources there free and paid and you can just pick something pick one of the free ones and get started there the people i interview tell me that they get their answers from different places it\u0027s from watching videos like this it might be from taking a program it might be from reading a book and sometimes you can hear things multiple times but there\u0027s a certain person that says it and then it just clicks and hearing things multiple times is also part of the brain retraining process so\n\nSPEAKER_00: it doesn\u0027t hurt to hear things more than once and if you\u0027re still unsure if this whole brain retraining thing will be helpful for you and there are some physical symptoms and conditions in which brain retraining definitely won\u0027t be the whole answer it might be a piece of it but there\u0027s going to be some other things that you need to do but i do have a evidence based assessment that you can do i\u0027ll link the video here where i walk you through this self assessment and you can start to figure out if this is something that\u0027s really going to have a massive impact on your recovery journey and i\u0027m here for you every single week i see you i hear you i genuinely care about you and your journey don\u0027t forget that you are a badass and you have totally got this thank you for watching and i hope to see you in this next video where we do your brain retraining assessment\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done 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emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i 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neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just 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like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done 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it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from 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small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i 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neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re 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especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling 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a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious 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it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i 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really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what 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condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary emotions things like rage and shame we just they come on and we push them down we push them down we push them down some people it\u0027s just driving themselves and they have this voice in their head and the way they talk to themselves is so critical and just go go go so you could have these little strategies that help you in the day but unless you zoom out every once in a while and look at the bigger picture the bigger stuff that\u0027s put you into the state in the first place i mean by doing that that\u0027s what helps you with your long term success and know that it\u0027s not about fixing everything and getting yourself into the state of zen and having resolved all your past trauma that is not the case you don\u0027t need to achieve anything even close to perfection human beings our bodies are very resilient you just need to start paying attention to them shine a bit of light on them start processing things start feeling things start releasing things and just being more conscious and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that 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ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i 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neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: so nervous doing these interviews and putting them out there because i could see from the comments and the messages that everyone was sending me just how many people are struggling in a really really bad place and desperate and need information and concrete stuff that\u0027s going to help them get well and nobody was tuning in to hear how they should spend more time with squirrels and everything would be okay so it was an interesting time but i don\u0027t filter anything whatever people share is what they share i put it out there and let you guys make of it what you will but then if you look at i\u0027d say the last two years now the recovery stories are dialed in and essentially people are still saying the same things they just understand why these changes made a difference so now people are coming on the channel and they\u0027re talking about how you know everyone\u0027s an expert how on the autonomic nervous system on the limbic system on how our brain works and neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re really really sick like you can\u0027t get out of bed you have to quit your job people are at really really bad places that like what do you why are you talking to me about my nervous system my doctor has never even brought up my nervous system like just so there was a lot of frustration and a lot of confusion around this and i think what has helped us is that we have started really piggybacking on chronic pain research and science so they are leading the way and paving the way for conditions like necfs and long covid and pots to understand how to reverse those symptoms because at first those chronic pain researchers when you read their work thought it was just about pain but then they started to realize and we started to realize that it applied to us too and now when you look at these pioneers in the field people like dr john sarno dr howard schubiner alan gordon and so many others started also saying it\u0027s not just pain it\u0027s many many other symptoms the brain and the nervous system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies especially brain training and things like that were only effective for the milder cases or the people who didn\u0027t have real necfs not the case i have a whole playlist i can link here of severe and very severe necfs and long covid recovery stories so this is incredible news because we have learned that the severity of your symptoms has virtually no correlation with these conditions with the damage in your body or your chance of recovery i know it can feel that way but that is not the case something else we\u0027ve seen shift over the years is our expectations around recovery time when i first started doing these we all kind of thought recovery took years in my ten year journey it was two years at the end where i really focused on recovery where i finally got there and two years felt fast to me i thought i was like a speed case then we started interviewing some people and they would recover in a week and we had these really exceptional rapid recovery stories and it started feeling like if you didn\u0027t recover in days like you had done something wrong or there was no hope for you now we see we\u0027ve come to a place now like okay that is also not the case and yes there are those really fast cases where people recover quickly but that is by far not the norm so rapid success is the exception not the norm it\u0027s like me looking at people who start youtube channels and in six months have five million subscribers yeah it happens but me using that as my benchmark is setting myself up for a world of pain or frustration because the likelihood of that happening to other people is almost none it\u0027s like getting mad at yourself for not winning the lottery every day another thing we\u0027ve seen change over the years is that we are starting to parse out and understand a little bit the difference between what helps health in general and what targets necfs and long covid recovery and so forth specifically and this can really muddy the waters and i am guilty of doing this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these sorts of symptoms it\u0027s kind of like our understanding of personality traits we used to talk about how these perfectionists and these hard drivers were quite often the ones who got these conditions and it was kind of validating like wow look at that ultra marathon runner who just got cfs because most of us are made to feel that we\u0027re just lazy or something\u0027s wrong with us like that dude\u0027s clearly not lazy and he\u0027s going through the same thing but we used to think of it more like i was doing too much and it was overload but now we\u0027re seeing it as the messages we told ourselves about that activity about driving ourselves hard were we being very critical where was it coming from was it coming from a place of not being enough of being scared of losing your job of having things to prove of having a lot of worry a lot of anxiety that is what puts your nervous system into a bad state and brings on those threat assessments and has those symptoms come up as a result so there is just some of what has been going on in the last five years of what we\u0027ve all been through on this roller coaster of trying to navigate recovery so let\u0027s just take a moment and acknowledge what we\u0027ve been going through and take a moment right now i want you to just say to yourself this has been hard this is hard i\u0027ve had to do something ridiculously difficult and know that you\u0027re not alone that there are millions of people who are going through the suffering and going through the same thing even though it feels like you\u0027re all alone in your experience and then just take a moment right now to show yourself some kindness some patience some love as you work your way through this all right the juicy stuff recovery themes that are coming out of these videos let\u0027s start with what isn\u0027t working one thing most doctors it\u0027s not their fault they weren\u0027t trained but virtually no one almost no one i talked to on my channel is getting the answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a prescription or a supplement something that they can just swallow or slap onto their body and then just sit back and wait for the magic to happen and they don\u0027t have to do anything\n\nSPEAKER_00: and of course there are conditions in the world where medication is very helpful but from what i\u0027ve seen this is not one of them a lot of talk about low dose naltrexone it is a medication that is meant for opioid and alcohol use disorders when taken in very small doses the claim is that it helps with these conditions however from the people that i\u0027ve interviewed the overwhelming response is that no it did not help one person i interviewed even said it triggered a massive crash so there\u0027s that and then also nicotine patches people have talked about trying i think more specifically for long covid not even going to pretend to understand how or why that\u0027s supposed to work but i haven\u0027t talked to anyone who is like yes mcdonald patches are the way to go and then just generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very open to supplementing that with coaches and recovery programs because here\u0027s what\u0027s happening we have the information a lot of it and a lot of the science and a lot of the research to back the approaches that are working for people the problem is is that it takes anywhere up to twenty years for that identified established scientific information to make its way into your doctor\u0027s office and what\u0027s happening is that coaches and youtube channels and just everyday people are bridging that gap because we don\u0027t have that process of like trying to turn the titanic around it\u0027s just such a big thing with so much red tape getting this all into practice in the conventional medical system but coaches youtube channels we don\u0027t have any of that process we\u0027re like a tiny little startup and we can just move fast and do things quickly and get information too fast so you have to yes use some judgment assess things\n\nSPEAKER_00: make your own decisions about what may or may not be right for you talk to your doctor about that but just be open to supplementing that conventional approach to recovery with information from other spaces and be own advocate and take it upon yourself to get that information and use people as consultants and coaches on your journey a journey that you are driving another massive massive thing oh my goodness if you watched all two hundred of these interviews it would be like getting smacked in the face with over and over again because it\u0027s just so undeniable that understanding how symptoms are created and just being informed about what is happening is such a massive thing massive first step in your recovery so people who invest time in learning about the autonomic nervous system and learning about our threat assessment systems and learning about brain neuropathways and how symptoms are turned on and turned off and then they harness that and they use it speed up their recovery dramatically we now know that there is no condition no health condition that exists on this planet we\u0027re working with your brain and autonomic nervous system isn\u0027t relevant there\u0027s no one that this doesn\u0027t apply to everyone\u0027s doing brain retraining since the day they are born if you can think you are doing brain retraining you are doing it right now as your brain processes this information and does stuff with it it\u0027s going to change those connections in your brain and it\u0027s going to potentially change the way your threat assessment systems are happening in your body if this topic is new to you or you want to learn more about it or just brush up on the science check out this video where i walk you through exactly what\u0027s going on here another theme with recovery something that is newer that people are talking about is something called hermetic stress so this is when you put small doses of stress on your body and in these small doses they are actually a really good thing for you so this can be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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and present about you know making your head a nice place to be another theme that comes up is just addressing the basics so things like sun exposure especially early in the morning getting as much good quality sleep as you can\n\nSPEAKER_00: hydration drinking water dealing with stress having love and connection in your life all of these things also go a really long way and the last thing and this is the backbone of recovery and nobody wants to talk about it because it doesn\u0027t sound powerful or important or flashy or sexy but it is having cultivating building creating a recovery mindset so this is belief in recovery belief in yourself belief in your agency your ability to get support get information make changes your ability to get past this it\u0027s acceptance of your current situation as crappy as it might be right now and getting out of that push crash cycle and getting into a space where you\u0027re making yourself a priority and going all in on getting yourself past this and it\u0027s acceptance of the process knowing that it\u0027s an up down not just up down but back forth back up circle circle it\u0027s a crazy journey and just know that you can be really struggling and also healing also actively getting past this zoom out look at your trajectory see that you are learning a lot that you are definitely getting places and that you just got to keep going and that you\u0027re going to get there and to have patience with yourself patience with the journey compassion kindness to yourself give yourself a hug you\u0027re doing something very very difficult and something that millions of people give up on it just feels too big and they don\u0027t even try but you are the most important project that you will ever work on so don\u0027t give up keep going you can totally do this and the last thing i\u0027m going to share with you in this video is where to get the best help now i wish i could tell you that there was one perfect program out there that is suitable for 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would have paid thousands of dollars during any point of my ten years with chronic fatigue syndrome to see this video i am going to pack in just a wealth of information and insights into these next few minutes because i\u0027ve had the privilege and the honor of interviewing now hundreds of people and there is so much valuable information there to be learned that there is a team of researchers at goldsmiths university of london who are doing a research study on the interviews on my channel they have taken the transcripts they are doing an analysis to pull out recovery themes with the aim of publishing that in a medical journal so incredible but what i\u0027m going to do for you right here is save you from having to watch hundreds of videos and also having to wait for that research study and in this video i\u0027m going to share for you my perspective my understanding my key takeaways from all of these interviews i\u0027m going to cover three things first what has changed in the nearly five years since i started doing these interviews what do you need to know about recovery that\u0027s important now and it\u0027s a lot the second thing is the biggest themes from these two hundred interviews so what\u0027s not working for people what are we all trying over and over and over again that\u0027s getting us nowhere and what are the best things that are delivering results for people and then the third thing where do you go from here so some resources and support and things to help guide you as you continue along your own health journey and i\u0027m also going to eat my words a bit because over these past years of doing these videos i realized that i have been wrong about some things and i\u0027m going to admit to at least some of those in this video are you ready let\u0027s dive in i can\u0027t believe how many people are recovering that is a great place to start when i first started doing these interviews i thought i\u0027d find maybe five people and now hundreds later and i can\u0027t keep up it\u0027s like drinking from a fire hose there is always a few months wait to get on my channel no matter how many i do i cannot keep up it is a really great problem so let\u0027s look at changes over just these last five years what has changed in this recovery space let\u0027s start with what hasn\u0027t changed for the most part despite knowing what we know most people are still incredibly lost probably not you that i\u0027m talking to right now but millions of people around the world are being told that there is no recovery that is possible for them that they need to learn to live with it i have people reaching out to me all the time every week saying i just found your channel until last week i didn\u0027t even know that recovery was possible so you and i right now need to do what we can to help these people out in this moment it\u0027s going to be almost no effort for you if you like this video if you comment on it if you subscribe to my channel thank you if you do if you share this with someone all of these things tell the youtube algorithm that this information is important and it will put in front of more people because as many views and as many subscribers as my channel has gotten over the years it\u0027s still not reaching millions so we need to do what we can to get in front of these people and let them know that there is hope but more importantly let\u0027s look at what has changed over these recent years and oh my goodness it is a lot i mean just in terms of you watching these videos i have moved three times so you\u0027ve had a variety of backdrops and i\u0027ve been slowly working to increase or improve my equipment to make these videos hopefully nicer and easier to watch for you as well but from a global perspective what\u0027s been going on i mean one we had a pandemic which sounds almost insane to point out because we all know it but just five years ago when i started this none of us had even conceived that this would be possible or that we would be going through this together and how that changed the recovery experience for people with conditions like me cfs is that us us in this community grew so now we have long covid not just long covid we have people who have had adverse reactions to vaccines and although i\u0027m very pro vaccine the data is clear they save lives but we also need to be able to talk about the fact that there are people who have had bad experiences but we\u0027re all afraid to talk about it hopefully five years from now that\u0027s something i will be saying that has changed and that we can talk about vaccines and have an honest open conversation without thinking we have to be far at one end or far at the other and just kind of meet in the middle and talk about what\u0027s going on one brave woman shared her vaccine injury story on my channel and it got a hundred and fifty thousand views i\u0027ll link it here so clearly there\u0027s a need to talk about this more something else that has changed is that when i first started this there was a lot of information gatekeeping so a lot of the recovery information was locked behind really pricey recovery programs that cost thousands and thousands of dollars just to get the information and now saying ninety nine percent of that information is available for free on the internet in various formats and of course if you want a really hands on supportive program that has daily coaching and all of these different things it\u0027s still going to be a bit of a costly program because these things cost money but just the information now is available to virtually everybody how the medical community is responding has also changed in recent years without a doubt as a result of the pandemic now unfortunately from what everyone is telling me the vast majority of doctors still aren\u0027t trained in this not their fault they just don\u0027t have the information so they are not equipped to deal with patients who come in presenting these symptoms but there are more and more medical doctors who are taking it upon themselves to learn about this and are out there effectively treating people which is mind blowing to me because i couldn\u0027t find anyone who had any idea what was going on and now there are some that are out there and they reach out to me i know this because i talk to many of them and they tell me that they are recommending my channel to their patients to watch which is also so impressive that they have that humility to say i don\u0027t have all the answers check out this youtuber she\u0027s putting out a lot of really\n\nSPEAKER_00: solid stuff on this the reality is that the chances are of you landing yourself in a doctor\u0027s office who is knowledgeable is probably still relatively small but it\u0027s possible it\u0027s worth looking but that\u0027s the great thing about this channel is that i\u0027m interviewing so many of them here so i\u0027m going to link an expert playlist up here somewhere and you can take a look and get that information delivered straight to you right where you\u0027re sitting now really interesting to see for changes over the past few years is looking at what people are sharing in their recovery stories so initially it seemed very random what people were sharing seemed all over the place and it was challenging to make connections and it didn\u0027t seem like there were patterns and then quite quickly they all started having a similar feel but it was still a lot of confusion around it so it was unspecific things like i needed to get my life more in line with a life that i wanted to be living i needed to get out of this stressful job whatever it just things like this i started meditating more i started being kinder to myself and i 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neural pathways and brain training and how symptoms are created in the body and response to fear and how you need to work with your nervous system and do all of these things so it was still the i quit my job i was kinder to myself i worked on my anxiety i got my life more in line with one that i wanted to be living all of those things but those were i was doing those things because i understood the connection to how my body works and how threat assessments create symptoms in response to assessing threat and how to turn that off and that is going to need to make some changes and initially when people started sharing this even though they could speak articulately about it and they were educated on the topic it still all kind of sounded from what people were telling me in the comments like a bunch of woo woo like a bit of quackery or a scam and people just didn\u0027t want to hear it because it\u0027s just you know what none of us were taught this stuff growing up that if you\u0027re 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system can create any symptom in the body in any level of severity and us in this community started gravitating massively towards that chronic pain information and using it to recover there\u0027s a really popular app called curable it\u0027s meant for chronic pain but i\u0027ve interviewed many people who used it for their cfs recovery and it teaches you the science of brain retraining and it gives you brain retraining strategies and i\u0027ve got an affiliate link for it that i can put in the video description that gets you six weeks for free and you can learn a lot in six weeks probably all that you need to know just in that six weeks another thing that we have seen change over the last few years is our understanding that no one has ever had this too long or is too far gone or too severe to recover we used to be told that the longer you had this the less chance you had of recovering which is a hundred percent not true and we also used to hear that these recovery strategies 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this putting out information about what helps cfs recovery when it\u0027s really actually might just be about health in general like right after i recovered i wrote a book i broke down all the things that i did to recover and looking back i now see that some of those things probably were just generally helping me be a healthier human being but weren\u0027t targeting what was bringing on those cfs symptoms so something to keep in mind when you\u0027re listening to various people out there talking about recovery strategies myself included that sometimes we credit things that helped us get healthier and tie it to the cfs when really it might not be tied at all we also started seeing over the last few years that what was the trigger for your health condition your cfs or long covid is actually not so important it is or it was the final straw in a whole series of things so we used to think it was the mold exposure it was the like for me it was a bad flu that i got it was perhaps covid it was a vaccine and yes this might have been the final thing that pushed you over the edge but getting really fixated on that thing probably not going to be what helps you to get out of this and as we look over the years initially we started looking back a few months like whoa when i look at the bigger picture of what was happening in my life i see now all these other different factors but if you look now right in this year in the interviews you\u0027ll see that people are like wow when i look back to childhood to birth i see all these things that impacted my likelihood of getting this condition for example childhood trauma is one of them that has come up and if you had any sort of experiences as a child whether it be you were an abused child you lived someplace unsafe or even just went to a really competitive school played competitive sports anything that made you feel fearful and unsafe has wired you to see the world through a lens of fear and that just makes you more likely to have these 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answers that they need from their doctor what else isn\u0027t working eating a vegan diet i feel like i just heard a collective oh thank goodness\n\nSPEAKER_00: or you got that out of your system a long time ago because we stopped talking about that a while ago like who\u0027s telling you to eat a vegan diet that\u0027s just mean like nut cheese and a whole bunch of hummus who would ever even say that i was all about the plant based when i started this channel and now i eat a crazy amount of meat and my point being recovery from these conditions from what everyone is telling me is that it\u0027s not about focusing on your diet diet\u0027s always important and it\u0027s always going to impact your health generally is making changes to your diet going to cure your long covid or get rid of your chronic fatigue syndrome but the vast majority of people are saying is no there are still some coaches and different people out there who are adamant that there are certain diet changes that you need to make perhaps that\u0027s just not what the data in front of me is telling me so yes putting nourishing food in your body is important and also what we\u0027re coming to see that the benefits that most people see from things like a vegan diet or a carnivore diet or a paleo or a keto diet is that you are eating whole foods you\u0027re eating real food they\u0027re all cutting out sugar and alcohol and processed foods and all of that garbage and you\u0027re just putting real things into your body something else that is not working that a lot of people tried that i interviewed where the medical medium protocols and i don\u0027t think people are talking about this anymore probably for that reason that it just wasn\u0027t working at least for the people that i talked to so it turns out that aliens did not have the answer and that celery juice isn\u0027t going to cure you something else that isn\u0027t working for people is prescription medications a lot of people are waiting for a 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generally what\u0027s not helpful is having an approach to recovery where you\u0027re chasing symptoms meaning you\u0027re looking at all of these different symptoms in your body and treating them like nineteen different things that are wrong like you\u0027ve just suddenly had this multisystemic shutdown some sort of disorder where it\u0027s causing tittiness and dizziness and nausea and pain and chronic fatigue and cognitive issues like it\u0027s like a multi organ shutdown and that is not what people are seeing is happening so treating it like a whole thing instead of trying to fix each one individually works a lot better and just generally it\u0027s not effective to try and do nineteen different things at once which a lot of us did i used to have a checklist of all my things everything that i needed to do and all the supplements that i had to take and all of that and it\u0027s just generally not a good way to go just being even just hyper focused on your recovery and constantly and like must heal must heal search search search for answers that stress not good for your nervous system and not going to help you get there any faster unfortunately all right so what is helpful what are people saying deliver the best results with their recovery one just generally speaking is surrounding yourself and spending time in spaces where people talk about recovery and know and believe that it is possible if you\u0027re part of a reddit group or discussion or facebook groups where they\u0027re telling people that recovery isn\u0027t possible leave now and never look back another thing probably the biggest thing that\u0027s helping people to recover is looking outside of the conventional medical system i\u0027m not saying disregard medical advice we all need to start with our medical professionals and get all of the tests and see what\u0027s going on but treat them like consultants on your journey and take that information and then make your own informed decisions and then be very 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be things like exercise or fasting and the biggest one that people mention is cold water exposure therapy so ice baths cold plunges i do them too i have a love hate relationship with them but it is a theme in recovery that people are talking about and i interviewed dr eleanor stein i\u0027ll link it here she talks about this in much more detail and can explain it way better than i ever could so it\u0027s definitely worth looking into so right now it\u0027s definitely out with the medical medium and in with win hof and a part of this is the attitude that recovery isn\u0027t something that exists for me off in the future at some future date that\u0027s waiting for me where i\u0027ll discover that thing recovery is every day knowing that it exists in this moment right here this one that you\u0027re in and every moment after for the rest of today so what can you do today that helps you with your recovery and the power people are saying time and time again is in the really small things done repeatedly so what small things can you do today one woman talked about how she just she\u0027s bed bound but she could eat so she\u0027d eat an orange and just talk about oh how much she enjoyed the taste of it and how juicy it was and she think about all the nutrients that her body was getting so start small with little things every day and those things over time add up and have a massive compounded effect on your recovery another thing people are overwhelmingly sharing is that getting at the root of where this all came from in the first place is incredibly important and this isn\u0027t the car accident or the mold exposure or the virus that you got but this is what put your body in a state where other people recovered from the mold from covid from whatever else it is but you got stuck so something is going on and for some people it\u0027s that things from their childhood trauma things they\u0027re carrying around for some people it\u0027s not allowing themselves to feel strong scary 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more attention and then there\u0027s the unconscious bottom side of it which is all the repressed anger usually or grief sometimes sometimes guilt yeah the fear is getting you looking away from the unconscious emotion underneath is usually very unpleasant\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s just it\u0027s a really it compounds doesn\u0027t it because it\u0027s a protective mechanism from your you know your threat assessment system is in your body and they give you these symptoms but then our response to those symptoms can further exacerbate that fear so this can become that downward spiral that can leave people bed bound it just keeps feeding it you know life just gets scarier and more unsafe i mean if you don\u0027t interrupt those patterns and recognize what\u0027s going on it can just keep getting worse and worse and worse i\u0027m curious because you had talked about autoimmune disease and this was your suspicion or the conclusion or the hypothesis of a lot of different doctors that you saw 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worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think 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fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively 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to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that process was just saying it\u0027s okay like these small t traumas can have a big impact and you know the underlying thing seems to be around a lot of fear so i think it\u0027s just important for people just to say not to dismiss it because i also hear a lot of like well i haven\u0027t been through any trauma so this doesn\u0027t apply to me but i think we\u0027ve all been through trauma it\u0027s just what that looks like for us and are we still carrying it and just being really honest with yourself about that when you\u0027re thinking about your life experiences\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean with me the temptation was to dismiss the bullying well everyone gets bullied you know it\u0027s not a big deal and it happened ages ago that was the other big thing was oh it was so long ago but i mean it was pretty obvious fairly young not that much had happened to me i mean the two big things were fairly obviously grief because my dad died of als and anger about getting bullied at school and it just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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so do you feel that this tms method from dr john sarno was addressing autoimmune disease or is it effective with autoimmune disease in general\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i have to kind of go with my doctors and assume i probably did have crohn\u0027s i mean i don\u0027t really know to be honest it could have been a whole bunch of different psychosomatic mind body issues bundled together i suppose i do mind body coaching and i had a client who definitely had ankylosis spondylitis he had scans and blood work and everything totally diagnosed and after four consultations he\u0027s pretty much almost fully recovered you know i mean he gets mild flares but they go away pretty quickly so yeah i mean it works on autoimmune disease and nicole sachs has a lot of success stories of people who\u0027ve had autoimmune disease as well and yeah i mean they\u0027re out there but because it\u0027s not this is not advertised as a solution for autoimmunity it\u0027s kind of like becomes a bit of a self fulfilling prophecy and that not that many autoimmune people read sarno and apply it to themselves that\u0027s why there aren\u0027t that many success stories i think with autoimmune diseases as the goalposts of science get shifted and this becomes the dominant approach for chronic pain and chronic fatigue and similar things and it becomes you know mainstream medical practice for those conditions then the goalposts of science are going to shift and they\u0027re going to start finding evidence that this applies to autoimmune disease and other more serious conditions as well but yeah i mean i made the leap and it definitely worked whatever i had so yeah i\u0027m grateful for that\n\nSPEAKER_00: you talk about your mindset quite a bit and your belief in all of this and your confidence how important do you think all of that was in this process\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh absolutely crucial i mean apart i kind of missed out during the recovery process was before i did my deal with christ and all that i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link is in the video description as well so thank you again rob thank you again to all of you i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got something out of it and i hope to see you in this next one\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? 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This approach, which involves addressing psychosomatic pain and repressed emotions, can be considered complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) as it is outside the mainstream medical framework and focuses on mind-body healing principles.\n\nSupporting quotes from the transcript include:\n\n- \"shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain... john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions\"\n\n- \"ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better... so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\"\n\n- \"i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream... i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\"\n\n- \"yeah i mean it works on autoimmune disease and nicole sachs has a lot of success stories of people who\u0027ve had autoimmune disease as well and yeah i mean they\u0027re out there but because it\u0027s not this is not advertised as a solution for autoimmunity\"\n\n- \"my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that\"\n\nRob also mentioned that mainstream medical approaches gave little hope and that he decided to explore alternatives primarily through diet and later mind-body techniques.\n\nTherefore, it is clear that Rob found CAM approaches, specifically mind-body therapies and psychological insight methods, helpful in his recovery from CFS/ME and associated symptoms.\n\n--\n\nNow pick an option. 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of 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something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you 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to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob 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interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of als and within ten minutes of doing that my feet deflated as if someone had put a pin in the whoopee cushion i mean almost back to normal size\n\nSPEAKER_01: so yeah i mean at that point there was no doubt that yes this is symptom imperative anything else i get hit with is going to be symptom imperative and it can be dispelled in the same way\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like symptom imperative is your body\u0027s way of telling you that you haven\u0027t still quite dealt with everything and it\u0027s a little bit of like whack a mole like okay you\u0027ve kind of got this symptom under control but you still haven\u0027t dealt with this thing this fear whatever it is you\u0027re carrying so we\u0027re going to throw you something else so these symptoms are actually signs probably to help you as you\u0027re working through it like maybe there\u0027s some more work to do i mean\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a good way of looking at it basically the body is trying to symbolically express something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and 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something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i 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for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that 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like so much as a belief it was just an absolute complete resolution i had to recover because my life was unbearable so it went a bit beyond belief really if i\u0027m being honest but belief is very important i mean if you you look at the placebo effect you know and all the placebo cures that are possible and also the fact that a lot of these treatments don\u0027t work particularly well mind body treatments don\u0027t work particularly well if the information isn\u0027t understood if there\u0027s no understanding of a link between mind and body or no belief in it so belief is very important\n\nSPEAKER_00: so once you started understanding all of this and working on your oppressed emotions and you know doing the work for this was it pretty much a more or less straight journey to recovery or what did that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i hit a wall fairly early on where i got it with symptom imperative so i mean i was making some progress and started walking about five or six miles a day but then my feet swelled up and absolutely massive swelling they were so big i couldn\u0027t really put my shoes i could just barely put my shoes on which is kind of ridiculous and so i figured okay well look i mean the back pain is diminishing the digestive problems are diminishing this sounds a lot like what john sarno described as a symptom imperative which is the idea that when you begin to make progress or you get some kind of relief from one of your symptoms the symptoms shift to a different area or a different bodily system altogether so it\u0027s a bit like okay you\u0027re sitting through one distraction let\u0027s just throw a different one at him and see if that gets his attention is basically how i conceived of it so i knew it was symptom imperative i kept walking even though i had to kind of limp and struggle to put my shoes on and i only really got rid of the symptom imperative when i started journaling about repressed grief about my father\u0027s death he died of 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something i mean for instance you know like a lot of back pain sufferers i was rigid and i think that was symbolic of a psychologically rigid attitude you know i wasn\u0027t accommodating all of this unpleasant stuff in the unconscious so my ego was being too rigid and that was reflected symbolically by the rigidity of my back so yeah i mean it\u0027s one way to look at it is distractions but if you can see through the distraction and decode the unconscious emotions it\u0027s pointing to it becomes a kind of symbolic message from the unconscious which is a good way to look at it and yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: there was more repressed emotions to be dealt with but it\u0027s also i think just the ego\u0027s way of trying to maintain this strategy of this illness as a repression technique to keep you focused on the illness or some kind of physical problem you know and if you begin to see through one physical problem and you no longer afraid of that it\u0027ll just go to whatever else you\u0027re kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you to expand that and take a look and connect with him and purchase this book support rob learn about his journey and probably get some really helpful insights for your own journey thank you so much rob i really appreciate your time today this has been really insightful and helpful and just yeah thank you\n\nSPEAKER_01: thank you it\u0027s been great\n\nSPEAKER_00: and also quick member shout out to genji i hope i\u0027m saying that right thank you so much for your support for joining the channel becoming a channel member sending massive hugs to you and all of you watching as always massive hugs to you also thank you so much for watching looking forward to hearing your thoughts in the comments and always remember i know this is a lot of information to take in but every week i put out weekly newsletters that summarize all these or most of these interviews and just kind of give you the key takeaways so to make sure you don\u0027t miss anything so if you haven\u0027t yet signed up that link 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: hey guys raylan here with a new recovery interview on the channel where we as a community come together to learn what\u0027s working and what isn\u0027t working for different people and to help each other stay focused on what really matters not giving up today i am super excited to welcome rob essner he is originally from england but is currently in austria so we\u0027ll be interesting to see how hansela my video editor figures up the map for this rob\u0027s journey was incredibly challenging initially the suspicion and general conclusion among doctors was autoimmune diseases such as ankle ankylosing spondylitis crohn\u0027s disease and celiac it was a confusing journey with a really long list of debilitating symptoms and at his worst he was wheelchair bound with chronic pain rob can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that 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for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other 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kind of afraid of or you know something that you may not consider to be a fairly benign condition to really ramp up the fear again and get your attention back as a repression technique yeah and a lot of these symptom imperative things that i got hit with i didn\u0027t have to go through the underlying repressed emotions just have to kind of ignore the fear and plow through it really it wasn\u0027t always necessary to go through all the repressed emotions and i would like to say that a lot of sano\u0027s patients didn\u0027t have to do a lot of\n\nSPEAKER_01: emotional work i mean they had to connect the dots in some way between stress and symptoms and the main thing really was accepting it\u0027s a psychosomatic reversible problem they just really had to understand what was going on especially in the milder cases and resume normal activities was sano\u0027s number one rule for recovery because you\u0027re not fully recovered if there\u0027s still things you can\u0027t do like you can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go traveling i can exercise run lift weights eat whatever i like within reason of course you know all the intolerances are gone now i can eat dairy i can eat gluten it\u0027s not a problem yeah it\u0027s completely changed the trajectory of my life and i do think that ultimately there was an underlying purpose to the illness to as the dream i had suggested to become\n\nSPEAKER_01: an author about mind body issues and the mind body coach and spread this message and the illness was necessary to bring me to that point so another way of looking at it would be that by not doing that i was kind of swimming against the current of what my unconscious really wanted to do and i began to recover by kind of going with the flow and aligning my will with what the unconscious had in store for me all along\n\nSPEAKER_00: so what is the name of your book if people want to check it out and what kind of support do you offer through coaching if people are interested in that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah the book\u0027s called the mind solution healing tms pain with dr sano it\u0027s available on amazon so if you type the mind solution into amazon should come up on the first page and in terms of coaching yeah i\u0027m offering consultations you can look at my website robert enslaved com sor\n\nSPEAKER_01: and you can book a consultation through that and my approach is primarily information based but i have done a lot of journaling work with the repressed emotions and everything so i do understand that so yeah i mean thanks for giving me the platform and the opportunity it really means a lot\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah thank you so much for sharing this i just love how many people are taking these really horrific experiences turning them around and then having this amazing ripple effect on the world and then providing support and information for others who are going through similar things so people watching all of rob\u0027s information will be available in the video description so i encourage you 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can only tolerate three foods mushrooms almond milk and cucumbers oh my goodness rob\u0027s path to recovery was anything but straightforward but he\u0027s here to offer valuable insights that might just be what you need for your own health journey so let\u0027s dive in and welcome rob rob so great to have you here thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: thanks for having me giving me the platform\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh wow what a journey you have been on take us back can you tell us a bit about this\n\nSPEAKER_01: right yeah well it\u0027s a very long story so i do have to try and keep it brief because i mean yeah to get it all in i had to write a two hundred page book so it would take about four hours so basically i had some simmering food intolerance issues and back and hip pain simmering in the background for many years through childhood and it didn\u0027t get really bad until february twenty nineteen when i got a bad back and getting out of a chair terrible pain went on for six weeks and\n\nSPEAKER_01: the six week mark i figured oh this this could be something serious you know it\u0027s just not going away my usual stretches didn\u0027t magically get rid of it so i went to see an osteopath and the osteopath thought that i had ankylosing spondylitis which is an autoimmune condition basically autoimmune arthritis of the spine and i kind of googled around afterwards and agreed with her the symptoms seemed to fit and at that point i diagnosed myself which was not a good idea and i didn\u0027t go to a doctor at that point because i\u0027d had bad experiences with doctors before medications and wireview side effects so i basically decided that i was going to do this on my own and you know you google around autoimmune disease you\u0027re told basically it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable it\u0027s incurable\n\nSPEAKER_01: especially ankylosing spondylitis because it involves degeneration of cartilage it\u0027s like you\u0027re going to get progressively worse it\u0027s degenerative so yeah that wasn\u0027t exactly reassuring mainstream medicine didn\u0027t hold out any hope for a cure so i figured okay well i can\u0027t accept that you know i\u0027m already terrible i can\u0027t get much worse so i looked for alternatives and the main alternative that came up was diet based approaches basically autoimmune paleo type stuff and the idea there is that you basically the condition is caused by overgrowth of bad bacteria autoimmune diseases this is the hypothesis and if you can starve out the bad bacteria through diet that limits starches and sugars and things like that you\u0027ll repair your leaky gut and that will heal the autoimmune disease lead to less inflammation so i went down the diet route and had to eliminate more and more foods over time i dropped lactose and felt so much better i thought wow i\u0027ve discovered some magical elixir here you know i feel great all of a sudden but then you know then the effects were temporary and i kind of got i dropped more and more foods from my diet eliminated more foods and over time i was getting worse despite some temporary relief for like a week or two after i dropped a big food group like starch let\u0027s say or gluten so overall i was getting worse and eating less and less and yeah eventually got to the point where i did have to go to the doctors and they thought i had autoimmune disease as well one doctor thought celiac another one thought i had crohn\u0027s disease five doctors thought i had autoimmune disease and crohn\u0027s was the leading candidate and basically i mean i had terrible digestive problems i reacted terribly to all foods at my worst i was down to a thousand calories from mushrooms cucumbers courgettes and almond milk a thousand calories a day and that went on for four months so i was very emaciated malnourished and starved yeah i had terrible back and hip pain very little mobility one hospital appointment i went to for an ultrasound i couldn\u0027t walk all the way to the ultrasound so i had to have a wheelchair so i was wheelchair bound for any kind of significant distance although i could manage to walk around my house just barely so yeah i was in a real mess basically and at this point yeah one doctor told me that i was the worst autoimmune patient he had ever seen at that point i hadn\u0027t actually been diagnosed and i never really did get diagnosed so it still remains a mystery to this day what exactly i had because eventually when my gp referred me to a gastroenterologist he wanted to do a gastroscopy to see why i couldn\u0027t eat anything basically why i had such difficulty eating but the procedure was canceled due to the lockdown and at that point i was kind of glad because every time i saw a doctor and this talked about these incurable conditions i got worse i mean it kind of created a nocebo effect in that negative expectations led to negative health outcomes but i can\u0027t blame the doctors for that because i had to accept what they were telling me and it was a provisional diagnosis i had to accept that as true for it to have the physiological effect on me so yeah it was it was my own beliefs really that caused the problems there and yeah i mean i was just getting more and more afraid every time i went to see them and we talked about all these serious conditions and they look concerned so that point i kind of wanted to do it on my own and so yeah i was actually kind of glad that everything was cancelled and i was very desperate at this point and before all this i was agnostic but i was so desperate that i prayed and i prayed to christ that i would spread whatever message he wanted me to spread if i recovered and shortly after that amazon recommended me a book by dr john sarno called healing back pain yeah john sarno\u0027s hypothesis as many people watching this probably know back pain psychosomatic it\u0027s a distraction from repressed emotions this kind of thing at first i didn\u0027t think that this applied to me because i thought i\u0027ve got an autoimmune disease sarno is talking about chronic pain yeah i kind of left it on my nightstand for two months which in hindsight was just a means of repressing the truth ultimately i was finally convinced to read the book by a dream that i had and in this dream i was on a podcast holding up sarno\u0027s book healing back pain saying diet\u0027s okay but this is better so i had an inkling that dreams have some significance psychologically so i figured oh okay well maybe there\u0027s a message in this maybe i should give this sarno book a try so i started reading it and yeah i mean it all made sense to me the idea that pain is a distraction from repressed emotions particularly anger\n\nSPEAKER_01: these emotions are outside of your conscious awareness and they\u0027re kind of buried because they\u0027re too unpleasant or inconsistent with your self image and then they manifest physically as various pain conditions and other symptoms so this made sense to me but it wasn\u0027t until i applied sarno\u0027s theory to myself started thinking about okay terrible things that happened to me in the past and the emotions around that that i began to feel better and after doing that i immediately felt about twenty percent better just thinking about repressed emotions and then i went for a walk with my mum and talked about it particularly repressed anger and this walk i mean previously i\u0027d only been able to walk for like a mile or two i did actually improve a bit from the wheelchair days in between but this walk was three and a half miles it was hilly and i barely noticed my pain so it was such a dramatic improvement by talking about these repressed feelings it was so obvious from that point on that the sarno approach was going to work for me and that he was correct that was the real breakthrough\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ve interviewed so many people who have said something similar to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: a doctor i interviewed term these book recoveries people read a book and then they recover and it\u0027s just that insight and that information that allows them to get through and nine times out of ten it\u0027s the dr john sarno book from the people i interviewed but can you walk us through so\n\nSPEAKER_00: you get the insight okay i have to deal with repressed emotions which makes it sound like it\u0027s kind of easy but it\u0027s clearly not because otherwise we\u0027d all be doing it so what did that look like for you\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean just reading the book did help but it only really helped me i mean i got my biggest benefit when i started applying the theory to myself and started actually thinking about repressed emotions and i kind of figured out what does he mean by repressed emotions from all the success stories that he had in the book you know you have cases of people who are angry about various things going on in their lives whether it be an abusive boss or what have you and for me i just thought about well what is what is the event in my life that i\u0027m most angry about and it was getting bullied at school so it pretty obvious straight away what the biggest source of repressed anger was so i just immediately started thinking and talking about that and felt so much better i was like all right well this is it then you know so i think with the book cures yes the information just reading the book did help i mean you know just taking the information in and being kind of reassured through the information that all i need to do is understand what\u0027s going on understand that this is a distraction from repressed emotions and that will enable me to ignore the fear the fear was the major driver of these symptoms you know there was the fear of the repressed emotions and then there was the fear i\u0027m not going to recover and it was yeah it was those two fears really that drove the whole thing and i do think fear is at the bottom of a lot of these issues and that really calmed me down and reduced the anxiety you know sano\u0027s information there combined with looking at the repressed emotions\n\nSPEAKER_00: quite a few people i\u0027ve talked to as well who are saying similar things as you have said things like it\u0027s also giving yourself permission to admit that these things did impact you because i think a lot of us carry a lot of things around but think well i don\u0027t have a right to really be stressed over that or it\u0027s not that big of a deal or it was however many years ago or people face so much worse because even in my own recovery and i hadn\u0027t read this book i wish i had but one of the things i did is i felt like this was a part of my journey and i just started journaling and i just started thinking what am i still carrying like what are those things that pop up in my quiet moments those moments from when i was a teenager whatever it might be and then one by one i just kind of worked through them and a part of that 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just kind of leapt out of me as obvious that these were the two main things and that there was a lot of repressed emotion there and also the fact that you know i might not have felt these emotions consciously but that was the whole point of a repressed unconscious emotion is you don\u0027t feel it consciously and i think what really helped there was sarno\u0027s list of life events and in the life events scale they kind of ranked he assigns them a number as to how damaging these life events can be so you\u0027ve got like death of a spouse and divorce right up near the top and things like work stress somewhere near the bottom and so that gave me an idea of oh yeah well obviously these more serious things should cause more repressed emotions and therefore if you\u0027ve got symptoms generate the symptoms alongside the fear of the symptoms so it\u0027s kind of like the fear i think is the is the conscious top side of this whole complex fear of the symptom continually giving it more 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so do you feel that this tms method from dr john sarno was addressing autoimmune disease or is it effective with autoimmune disease in general\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i have to kind of go with my doctors and assume i probably did have crohn\u0027s i mean i don\u0027t really know to be honest it could have been a whole bunch of different psychosomatic mind body issues bundled together i suppose i do mind body coaching and i had a client who definitely had ankylosis spondylitis he had scans and blood work and everything totally diagnosed and after four consultations he\u0027s pretty much almost fully recovered you know i mean he gets mild flares but they go away pretty quickly so yeah i mean it works on autoimmune disease and nicole sachs has a lot of success stories of people who\u0027ve had autoimmune disease as well and yeah i mean they\u0027re out there but because it\u0027s not this is not advertised as a solution for autoimmunity it\u0027s kind of like becomes a bit of a self 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i decided that i was going to recover because i was just in such a terrible state that i couldn\u0027t tolerate the idea of getting worse it was completely unbearable to me and i was already an absolute torment so\n\nSPEAKER_01: compounding that suffering with the pessimism of oh it\u0027s just going to get worse it was too much i couldn\u0027t take it so i just in the end refused to accept that this was incurable and just decided that i was going to recover and i do actually think that that really was the turning point i mean the divine bargain with christ helped enormously but that decision was absolutely crucial because at some point you know with sickness everyone you get the diagnosis from the doctor but then you kind of diagnose yourself as well and everyone kind of unconsciously thinks okay i\u0027ve got this and it\u0027s sometimes it\u0027s incurable yeah i mean i just basically refused to accept that and decided that i would recover which is very important and it wasn\u0027t 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can\u0027t bend let\u0027s say or things you must do like oh i need to you know apply this ice pack every day or i get terrible pain so yeah i mean sometimes it\u0027s enough to just realize it\u0027s symptom imperative and carry on that works sometimes\n\nSPEAKER_00: it sounds like this whole journey has changed the trajectory of your life quite a bit this happened to you i\u0027m assuming pretty young you look fairly young i don\u0027t imagine your original goal in life was to write a book about health or become a coach so kind of you know if you can tell us what track were you on before and what are you doing how did that change you and what are you doing now and what do you have available for people who are looking for support\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s been a complete transformation i mean before my life was dominated by fear really and i was very restricted and circumscribed by what i could do i didn\u0027t leave my house for ten months during this illness and now you know i go 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protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of 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trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of 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                "output": "There is no explicit mention in the transcript of the patient using or finding complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery. The discussion focuses mainly on blood sugar management, diet, supplements, and lifestyle approaches such as movement, stress management, and sleep. While supplements like chromium, berberine, green tea, alpha lipoic acid, and fish oil are mentioned, these might be considered nutritional supplements rather than CAM in the strict NCCIH sense. No references to non-mainstream medical systems or practices are made by the patient in the transcript.",
                "prompt": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s 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protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah thank you again to anna people here live people who are watching after the fact sending big hugs to you i hope you found this helpful i hope you enjoyed this i hope you got something out of this and yeah all the best with your blood sugar and food journey\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size 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stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and 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protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s 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protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to 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either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah thank you again to anna people here live people who are watching after the fact sending big hugs to you i hope you found this helpful i hope you enjoyed this i hope you got something out of this and yeah all the best with your blood sugar and food journey\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient find advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practictioners helpful? \n\nBy conventional medical practictioners, we mean doctors, nurses, and other healthcare professionals, or clinical psychologists working within conventional medical settings.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were 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the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress 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their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize 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one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on 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pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and trauma and all of these things that are kind of part and parcel of chronic fatigue syndrome and that really changed the trajectory of my business and my career and got me really passionate about taking all that studying that i\u0027ve done and really channeling it into helping people with fatigue and people with chronic illness specifically and one of the things that i talk about a lot and i\u0027m very passionate about is blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: so this is such an amazing topic i\u0027m so glad we\u0027re going through it i have personally struggled with blood sugar throughout my whole life so i\u0027m very interested to learn more about it but i think a good place to start would be just generally telling us why it\u0027s important why we should care about it and specifically if you\u0027re facing fatigue conditions you know why does this matter\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean i think one of the things often say is that you know this is something that\u0027s important for all humans whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they wanted to go beyond just monitoring their symptoms and trying to assess could they get more concrete data or like a more precise picture of what\u0027s happening with their blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i\u0027m a data geek so i\u0027m a big fan of gathering data and being a scientist of your own health sometimes that can be a little bit overwhelming for some people just depending on where they are in their journey but if somebody is up for gathering some data you can do some self glucose monitoring so at the moment on the market we\u0027ve got the continuous glucose monitor which is which is abbreviated cgm and that\u0027s a little patch you can put on your arm and it connects to an app and at any moment in time you can check your glucose by using an app on your phone those are really popular and i have tried them myself a few times but i\u0027m a little bit old school so i like the diabetic sort of fingerprick monitors that people are usually more used to although it\u0027s if somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with 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people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or their symptoms get a little bit worse whatever that might be increase in pain or headache or something like that poor sleep so sleep issues can be related to poor blood sugar cravings for either caffeine or sugar can be related to poor blood sugar and sort of that afternoon slump like needing to have a coffee at three in the afternoon or needing a little bit of a pick me up in the afternoon those can all be signs that somebody has blood sugar issues so one of the key symptoms i ask my clients to track is just how the energy changes around meals i think that\u0027s something we can all do we can all pay attention to quite easily and really what we\u0027re looking for is no change in energy around a meal so if somebody eats they feel just the same after the meal as they did before the meal but if there\u0027s an energy increase after a meal there might be more hypoglycemic which is what you tended towards or if someone\u0027s energy drops after a meal there might be more hyperglycemic so somebody who\u0027s tending towards higher blood sugar which was what i was experiencing\n\nSPEAKER_00: a lot of people reaching out to me or just chatting in my facebook group saying that it\u0027s a consistent issue with a lot of people that they just really crash after meals and people just don\u0027t understand what\u0027s happening so this is really fascinating to hear this because i have not understood that connection either\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i mean it\u0027s there can be other reasons as well so like when you\u0027re working on your fatigue recovery you always have to kind of play the detective because sometimes if people are reacting to foods that they\u0027re eating and we know that there can be multiple different reasons why people would react to foods that\u0027s something to maybe rule out as well but the first thing i would want to do with someone like that is check their post meal blood glucose and see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would they do that if they 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someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to 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you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone 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somebody has poor circulation in their fingers or they just don\u0027t like needles it can put them off a little bit which case the cgm is an alternative option but what i usually get my clients to do and i like to check this with every single client just in case because we just so we know for sure that their blood sugar is okay is to get them to test their blood sugar and forty five minutes to an hour after eating so we\u0027re catching the peak of blood glucose after a meal and then two hours later so ideally blood glucose should peak and then come down again within those two hours and the range we want blood glucose to be in between the lowest point and the highest point is four millimole and six millimole which is if you\u0027re doing the conversion to the american units at seventy two milligrams per decimita and a hundred and eight milligrams per deciliter of course like a little bit higher is not anything to worry about because we don\u0027t want people to get anxious about this either but ideally we want your blood sugar to go as high as six or a hundred and eight milligram per deciliter and come down to at least five point five millimole per litre or a hundred milligrams per deciliter after eating so if that\u0027s not happening so if two hours after a meal someone\u0027s blood sugar is still higher than five point five or higher than six or if that peak is going really really high and then it\u0027s crashing later those could all be signs of imbalance and then we would want to start to just get curious okay what\u0027s in my food how could i adjust this and then continue to track and see what helps you to find a better place of stability\n\nSPEAKER_01: additionally if people are getting blood work done from their doctor they could do often the doctor will do an glycosylated hemoglobin which is abbreviated hpynac and the cutoff that i would usually use would be anything higher than thirty six millimole per mole would be considered high but even if someone\u0027s hpy is lower than that i would still check their post meal glucose readings just in case other little clues could be if they\u0027ve got elevated triglycerides greater than one point seven millimole per litre or if the ratio of their triglycerides to hdl cholesterol is greater than three those are all signs that there could be something going on metabolically which as you said it\u0027s not necessarily going to fix the whole thing but it can have a significant impact on feeling better and more stable day to day\n\nSPEAKER_00: so it sounds like whether you\u0027re doing the more old school fingerprick method or wearing the continuous one that\u0027s attached to you the goals of what you\u0027re looking for to try to figure out is the same because i\u0027ve been curious because the ones that people wear are so trendy right now and i\u0027m always like well i need to get one even though i don\u0027t even fully understand why i need one or what i\u0027m going to do with it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah but now you know\n\nSPEAKER_01: i also think like it\u0027s i say someone at least do at least do the continuous one once because the benefit you get of that is you get just like a lovely graph of your whole glucose throughout the day and at night while you\u0027re asleep so if you\u0027re having wake ups in the night you could potentially correlate those wake ups with blood sugar drops like if your blood sugar drops too low in the night that could be something that\u0027s like kickstarting your stress hormones and waking you up so it is really interesting to have the continuous glucose monitor a couple of times i\u0027ve used them and i\u0027ve not found them as accurate which is why i tend to the finger prick but the continuous glucose monitor is nice just to see that trend throughout the day and how things are fluctuating because you\u0027ll be able to see if it\u0027s like this up and down or just like a nice gentle soft line\n\nSPEAKER_00: so the whole goal with those is to have that information about your blood sugar and i\u0027m assuming they come with something that tells you kind of where things should be and then you identify the areas where it\u0027s not in the optimal range and then you make diet changes accordingly accordingly this is what people are doing with them\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think they usually recommend like you in the beginning you don\u0027t make any dietary changes but you just assess what is my current diet doing for me and then you can change what you\u0027re eating and we\u0027ll get into that in a moment but generally eating more protein and fat and fiber and then just see how those changes then start to influence the trends\n\nSPEAKER_00: the sleep one would be really interesting because i know that my sleep is frequently impacted by blood sugar but i\u0027m never really sure so sometimes i can\u0027t sleep in the middle of the night so i\u0027ll just get up and eat something i\u0027m not sure if that\u0027s why i\u0027m not sleeping like i have no idea but i\u0027m like well it\u0027s one of the tools in my toolkit to try addressing my blood sugar and see if that helps so yeah that\u0027s really intriguing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and then i mean in your case specifically even just playing around with do certain if you eat certain combinations of food in the evening do you sleep better do you notice a better trend in your blood glucose so yeah you can really drill down into all the nitty gritty details and it\u0027s just another way that we can know the little tool we can use i guess to optimize all the variables we can to improve our health because i think often when you have this chronic illness experience it can feel so out of control so having things that we can control provided we don\u0027t become too controlling can be really empowering\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so many of us that are facing chronic illness issues have such problems with sleep and it can feel like such a mystery like i\u0027m trying everything and it\u0027s not getting better so it\u0027s nice that this is one more thing that you can look at that maybe this is something for me addressing it for a long time i didn\u0027t appreciate how much it was contributing to my insomnia\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah you have to sleep to be well it\u0027s such an important thing to get to the bottom of\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely i feel like when we\u0027re done here i\u0027m going to be googling i\u0027m getting myself one but i highly recommend it well so you talked about diet so how does our diet impact this you know what can we do let\u0027s talk more about diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think when we talk about diet if you want to think about obviously what exactly are we eating which is really important but then we also want to think about how often are we eating across the day because eating five or six times a day is different to eating three times a day or two times a day and for fatigue recovery specific you also want to think about the timings of our meals so are we having set times each day when we eat or are we eating erratically and then obviously you know the food and sort of type of macronutrients that we\u0027re eating within a meal are really important as well\n\nSPEAKER_01: so from a meal frequency perspective someone like yourself who previously you know had the hypoglycemia you tended to go towards lower blood sugar that\u0027s often the case when the adrenal glands which produce cortisol aren\u0027t necessarily functioning as well and therefore cortisol production is compromised and therefore we can\u0027t keep our blood sugar that will stable physiologically because cortisol is a hormone that would take sugar out of liver or our muscle cells or where we stored it in the body and put it into circulation when blood sugar drops low so someone with low blood sugar that mechanism isn\u0027t operating as well which means they need obviously the longer term goal is to stabilize the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of my recovery i would sometimes only eat twice a day and then maybe just have a small snack or something in between so it was like two and a half meals a day and so this is why knowing your pattern can be quite important are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hypoglycemia or are you somebody who\u0027s more prone to hyperglycemia because the strategy is different depending on which one that you are in terms of timing we would definitely want to keep all meals within a twelve hour window so that\u0027s kind of like a standard recommendation which means if you eat your dinner by seven thirty pm in the evening then twelve hours later will be seven thirty am that\u0027s when you want to have your first meal of the day breakfast or break your fast so for somebody who is hypoglycemic maybe we can stretch the rules a little bit if they do need an evening snack but remembering that the long term goal is to over time shorten that window so it\u0027s twelve hours but somebody who\u0027s prone to more hyperglycemia higher blood sugar we actually want to encourage longer periods of fasting so that over time their body is starting to use up the sugar that\u0027s in the bloodstream and therefore that type of person may want to even condense that window down into fourteen hours or maybe even sorry condense that window down into ten hours or sometimes even eight hours so essentially using fasting\n\nSPEAKER_01: to manage their blood sugar and in which case they may eat less meals because it\u0027s hard to eat three meals a day in an eight hour window so that\u0027s something that can also something also to consider as you\u0027re looking at diet\n\nSPEAKER_01: but in terms of a sort of food perspective one of the things we want to think about is actually what\u0027s going on your plate and i always say to my clients like protein is your number one all your meals should be planned around protein because that\u0027s going to be one of the most stabilizing things for blood sugar then fiber so maybe half a plate of food of fibrous vegetables those are vegetables that don\u0027t grow under the ground vegetables that grow above ground and then also your healthy fats so nuts and seeds olive oil avocado coconut coconut products those types of things would all be on your plate and so those are the things that we want to prioritize and then we kind of want to be avoiding the things which would be destabilizing for our blood sugar which would be mostly for the most part like sugars and processed carbohydrates although\n\nSPEAKER_01: you know even very small amounts of carbohydrate can be problematic for some people in my own journey i had to do a full ketogenic diet so cut out all carbohydrates apart from low carb vegetables for actually three years to stabilize my blood sugar and not everybody has to go to those lengths to achieve blood sugar stability but some people might and it\u0027s just really important that people know you know there\u0027s a spectrum some people will have to eat a certain way other people have to eat very differently but whatever it is that you have to do it\u0027s really important that you do stabilize your blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_00: i found too because i used to aim for perfection after i was first recovered and because i got into the zone of my diet was hard to be pristine because i was so desperate to get well and then i thought i\u0027m going to eat like this for the rest of my life this is the new me and then life kind of came back and i realized it wasn\u0027t so feasible so for me i\u0027m not i haven\u0027t researched this i\u0027ve just listened to my own body but if i do let in some of those sugary foods or processed foods or white flour it\u0027s almost like caffeine like there\u0027s a time limit like i can\u0027t have anything with sugar after about five o\u0027clock because i won\u0027t sleep i can\u0027t even have like white pasta or pizza for dinner because all of that white flour that converts to glucose messes me up for the whole night so is that something that you find with people that the timing of it also plays into things\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely i think anything that\u0027s going to destabilize your blood sugar later in the day will have an impact on sleep so absolutely the same as you in my own journey i found like if i was i was ketogenic but obviously i wasn\u0027t ketogenic a hundred percent of the time there was still every now and again i\u0027d have treats and bits and bobs so if i was going to have a treat and even now this is a habit i\u0027ve continued i would need to have that treat earlier in the day so if i was going to have dessert or a piece of cake or something like that i would have it at lunchtime like have a nice lunchtime treat as opposed to an evening treat and if possible do a little walk afterwards so depending on where somebody is in their journey they might not be able to move afterwards but if you can move after you\u0027ve eaten something which is a little bit more of an indulgence that can help because the insulin receptors and our muscles as we start to move they start to soak up the glucose so that\u0027s a little useful tool that you can use if you want to have some treats but you don\u0027t want to pay the price on your blood sugar so i\u0027d say yeah for sure also what we eat first thing because whatever we eat first thing in the morning that\u0027s going to really set the trajectory for the rest of the day so if you can have a really nice protein fat fiber rich breakfast that\u0027s ideal if you\u0027re going to have anything it\u0027s a little bit more destabilizing for your blood sugar in the day when you\u0027re potentially a bit more active would be a good time and then really set yourself up well for sleep by having a healthy evening meal\n\nSPEAKER_00: so is it all about food and what we eat or are there other lifestyle things that impact all of this\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so i think i\u0027ve mentioned one already which is movement the more we move the more we can use up glucose in our bloodstream and that\u0027s always obviously a tricky one for fatigue because not everybody can move and not everybody can move as much as other people so you know if you can do a little walk after meals that\u0027s ideal but that might not be in your capacity right now and nobody should have to feel bad about that you should we just need to move at the capacity that we can move wherever we are in our journey but if you are able to walk if you are able to do a little workout or you know a little yoga flow or something like that that\u0027s going to help you know walking after meals or moving after meals is great i found in my own journey you know i went from being very fit very strong very active to basically just being able to walk and then that was full very very gentle walking but as i got more and more well i was able to be more active and then build more muscle mass and then doing that as i\u0027ve done that i\u0027ve been able to increase what carbohydrate i can tolerate as time has gone on so maybe also just to say there if you are somebody like me who had to have a very restrictive diet as part of your recovery it\u0027s not forever but it might just have to be what you need to do now so that you can get that next leg up in your journey other things obviously stress is a really big one i mentioned already about cortisol being the hormone that pulls out our stored glucose and puts it into circulation and so if we\u0027re stressed and we\u0027ve got high levels of cortisol that\u0027s going to keep sugar potentially in the bloodstream for longer which can be have an impact on high blood glucose so if you\u0027re somebody who struggles with high blood glucose working having stress management practices nervous system self care practices those are all going to be helpful on the flip side somebody who has low cortisol they\u0027re not necessarily producing enough cortisol to stable their blood sugar we want to have strategies that help with that as well sleep which is a bit of a vicious cycle chicken or egg situation because if our blood sugar is unstable we\u0027re not sleeping if we\u0027re not sleeping that further destabilizes blood sugar so we\u0027ve kind of just got to find some way to start to work on both whether that is restorative practices or nervous system practices to help with sleep whether that is playing around with diet to get us sleeping better or using supplements as well could potentially be beneficial and then i think you mentioned caffeine and so that\u0027s another one because it increases our stress hormones we want to cut down on caffeine\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it\u0027s one of the many reasons i still drink coffee but i make it about ninety ninety five percent decaf because caffeine it\u0027s really i call it like my placebo coffee in the morning i\u0027m like oh my coffee even though there\u0027s not really much caffeine in there but i\u0027ve definitely found things that will give me a blood sugar crash caffeine is one of them and just my energy overall it just gives me a really kind of dramatic high and then a really dramatic low which i\u0027ve come to determine isn\u0027t really worth it\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i actually drank i used to be like a really strong like strong coffee in the morning hit the gym and work out really hard i don\u0027t know how i used to do it or and i even did drink really strong coffee for about my first year of experiencing chronic fatigue and then just something kind of changed and then it also just used to make me so jittery and i would just break out in sweats and so now also any drink decaf but i like to keep it for if i go out for like a coffee so it feels really special but mostly at home i have green tea now which although it has caffeine in because somebody might want to know that green tea does have caffeine but it tends to be a little bit more slow releasing so less likely to give you crashes\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah that\u0027s probably the smarter way to go just have such a emotional relationship with my coffee experience but\n\nSPEAKER_01: we all need our treats\n\nSPEAKER_00: but yeah when i was really sick well actually when i was kind of in the middle stages of sick and i tried going back to work and it was a disaster i was not ready to go back to work and i started drinking really strong coffee thinking that it was helping me and in the morning it did but then my afternoons were just not even livable like i would just drop like a rock so i slowly as an experiment started backing off the coffee and got to zero and although i wasn\u0027t i still had cfs but i could get through my days i didn\u0027t recognize because you know you have all these symptoms coming out seems like out of nowhere and sometimes you forget that okay maybe there are some specific things that are causing this like why every afternoon is absolutely brutal for me might just not be some mysterious cfs wizard throwing things symptoms at my way might be something that i\u0027m doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think that\u0027s such an important point because people often don\u0027t equate what they did like first thing in the morning to what\u0027s happening at three pm in the afternoon but just to say if you are somebody who is noticing those afternoon energy crashes that could be a blood sugar issue and your case seems like it was really exacerbated by the caffeine consumption so yeah we kind of have to you know sometimes backtrack across the day and sort of see what\u0027s going on\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so then the afternoon i\u0027d switch to sugary drinks to get me through like i really was just a disaster\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think anyone just you\u0027re on survival mode you\u0027re like i\u0027m trying to go back to work i\u0027ve got this job how do i get through it i\u0027ve got to do what i got to do but yeah ultimately i had to leave that job because it was and i was in a bad crash for quite a while afterwards because i just wasn\u0027t ready so yeah listening to your body very important and not trying to ignore the symptoms that are there and you had mentioned also supplements because i think back to one point in my journey i was taking literally about a hundred pills a day of supplements that my doctor has suggested so i\u0027m just thinking about all the things we put in our body and how that impacts our blood sugar does that have any sort of impact on our blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah they can be supplements that positively impact blood sugar the one i tend to use mostly with clients is chromium which is like a really cheap and cheerful option for people to take but i do hear you about all the different supplements that we can take and i think in any kind of fatigue sort of case i\u0027m always i think it\u0027s always really helpful not to try and do too many things at once so sometimes like i\u0027m going to take this for this issue and that for that issue and this for this issue and then we do i\u0027ve been there myself with just so many pills and supplement it\u0027s expensive to begin with but also you just get so fatigued and fed up of taking them all so i think it\u0027s really important when people are taking supplements i do believe in the power of supplements i know that some people are anti supplement but i really do think supplements can be effective but it\u0027s about choosing the right things for the most important issues you want to work out at the time and so taking a supplement to help you support your blood sugar because it is such a foundational principle could be really beneficial so i use chromium in my own journey and that was really beneficial there are some others as well like berberine green tea alpha lipoic acid fish oil may also be beneficial but chromium is just cheap cheerful and it does the job for the most part\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s amazing this is the first time i\u0027ve ever heard of this i\u0027m going to absolutely look into that so it\u0027s\n\nSPEAKER_01: chromium per colonate is that the form of the chelate that you would want to take and i think i was taking just two hundred micrograms of the meal but i think you can take up to a thousand micrograms a day so if people need a little bit more they can take more but obviously check your interactions with any medications you\u0027re on so that you remain safe\n\nSPEAKER_00: absolutely okay very helpful to know\n\nSPEAKER_00: sorry there is a question here in the chat i am ignoring terry wants to know specifically what would an ideal breakfast look like i think that\u0027s such a good question because we all hear that we need to start the day strong so what does that look like\n\nSPEAKER_01: well i\u0027ll be biased and i\u0027ll just tell you what i eat for breakfast because obviously that\u0027s i eat what i think is ideal but a really great person to follow on this kind of topic is dr gabrielle lyon so that\u0027s lyo and she has a\n\nSPEAKER_01: really great podcast and instagram profile but she\u0027s an expert in protein and her research says that we should start the day with at least thirty grams of protein so what that means is not if you have a little thirty gram piece of chicken you\u0027re done it\u0027s the actual protein content within the food so two eggs for example is twelve grams of protein and\n\nSPEAKER_01: a hundred grams of chicken breast raw and cooked is twenty grams of protein so you don\u0027t have to eat chicken breast for breakfast you could but basically what you\u0027re looking for is some kind of combination of foods which gets you to that thirty grams of protein mark so how i achieve that in my breakfast is i might do two eggs i have a little bit of smoked salmon which is maybe about another ten to fifteen grams of protein and then i might have like a dense sort of seed bread or when i was keto i had a keto bread recipe which i used which was about ten grams of protein so the combination of all of those gives you about thirty grams so it would be some kind of bread depending on your tolerance if it needs to be gluten free or whatever some eggs some smoked salmon you could put some cream cheese if you okay with dairy and i do that with some spinach and tomatoes that\u0027s what i have most days at the moment for breakfast\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah good reminder that protein i mean meat is probably the highest source but some of the other foods on our plate also have protein as well so like you said those dense breads and different things take that all into account i\u0027m wondering my personal trainer just recently got me using one of these macros counters and i\u0027ve realized that oh yeah at least according to this i\u0027m not eating anywhere near enough protein and the only thing i can think because i just can\u0027t even stomach the idea of adding any more meat into my day so what about protein powders and those sorts of supplements\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah protein powders can be really helpful for people who\u0027ve expressed exactly what you\u0027ve expressed like i just can\u0027t eat any more meat i\u0027ve actually just been planning some of my social media for next week and i\u0027ve done like a little example of a hundred and fifty grams a day of protein and what it actually is and i know it\u0027s going to shock people but you could have for example like a protein smoothie could be another option the challenge with smoothies is if somebody isn\u0027t very carb tolerant the fruit can sometimes spike blood sugar but if you\u0027re adding in some like some seeds some avocado maybe some coconut milk you\u0027ve got like a little bit of frozen berries which tend to be lower in sugar and then some protein powder that could be another way to get a good chunk of protein and especially first thing in the morning i know you interviewed lauren previously and she must have spoken about bone broths maybe when you talked about digestive health and gut health so bone broths are another great protein source you could have it like as a little snack just drink it like a hot drink and that will probably give you about ten grams of protein per cup so it\u0027s all adding up across the day you know if you have a little mug of bone broth and a little thirty grams of almonds that\u0027s going to be about fifteen sixteen grams of protein so you know that could be a good snack and then you know maybe some chicken in your lunch and a salad or something and then some sort of form of meat in the evening or fish in the evening and then another little hack is you can also supplement so instead of having fish with rice for example you could have fish with lentils and the lentils would be a higher protein source i can\u0027t remember the exact amount i think it\u0027s about ten grams per hundred grams so you know that cuts you can you still maybe have to eat some meat but you can cut down on the portion size by adding some higher protein sides like lentils or even broccoli is a high protein vegetable\n\nSPEAKER_00: very helpful thank you for that\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah lots of little hacks i\u0027ve been teaching people how to eat more protein for many many years\n\nSPEAKER_01: and while we\u0027re waiting to see if there\u0027s any more questions shall we talk a little bit about fasting yes i think that would be great because i realize i did start to sort of mention about how it could be helpful for some people but it might not be helpful for everyone and i think fasting is very popular at the moment i don\u0027t know if you see many questions about it in your communities raylan but some people are quite confused about whether or not beneficial for them or some people have heard that it\u0027s beneficial and they thought like no way i could never do that so it\u0027s really important to understand that if somebody is malnourished they\u0027re really thin they\u0027re struggling to put on weight they\u0027re not really able to eat that much or they\u0027re prone to low blood sugar that\u0027s not someone we want fasting that\u0027s somebody that we want to really be stabilizing and nourishing first and foremost before they even consider fasting so in that case that person wants to stabilize the frequency of their meals having those set meals at set times keeping everything really nice and stable and then optimize the contents within the meals and really give themselves time to find stability over weeks and months but if you\u0027re somebody who is quite stable but you\u0027re still kind of struggling with high blood sugar after meals and fasting is something that can be really beneficial and i used fasting a lot in my journey and i talked about that twelve hour overnight window and how you can start to extend it so you could make that fourteen hours and then sixteen hours or eighteen or even twenty hours so for the most part i think twelve to fourteen is generally pretty easy to do but then you know you could play around with extending that longer and again listen to your body see how it responds in my own journey i did some longer fasts so i did a few twenty four hour fasts i used to do that once a month just one day of the week i would do a twenty four hour fast and even some thirty six and forty two hour fasts but i think the important thing to say is i didn\u0027t throw myself into that it was something that i gradually built up to over time and it is important if you\u0027re fasting that you stay hydrated you take electrolytes those types of things\n\nSPEAKER_00: that\u0027s really helpful and it makes a lot of sense i experiment around with intermittent fasting and all different types of fasting all the time because i just read so many things there\u0027s so much out there telling you how good it is for you and how you know calorie restriction is the key to longevity so i\u0027m just playing around with it and all that you know that time for your body to have a break from digestion and elimination and all that taxing stuff so i can focus on other things but i have noticed sometimes it serves me well and sometimes it does not i tried shortening my fasting window or my shortening my eating window and essentially was skipping dinner and it took me weeks to realize because for weeks i didn\u0027t sleep well and then the little light bulb went off wait a minute what if it\u0027s the food so i tried just having a nice kind of healthy light dinner one evening slept like a baby\n\nSPEAKER_01: oh great yeah i think if you\u0027re going to fast like i think you should definitely eat before you know not straight before you go to bed but have a meal before you go to bed even you know when i would do those longer fasts so then if i did a thirty six or forty two hour fast you know there is one period of one evening when you won\u0027t eat anything but i would still do like something like a little cup of soup stock or something like that just to have something in my stomach but even then you don\u0027t sleep that great but because you\u0027re not doing it every day it\u0027s okay it\u0027s like a short term sacrifice for a longer term gain\n\nSPEAKER_00: i saw another question pop up and this is a good one people ask me this all the time and i do not know the answer for protein powders are some better than the other or what kind should people be using\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah i think i mean i\u0027m happy to mention some brands here in the uk but i don\u0027t know all the american brands unfortunately\n\nSPEAKER_01: but i think first of all you want to decide what type of protein you want so the best in terms of actual protein content is going to be a whey protein but whey is a dairy some people don\u0027t get on with dairy so well so that\u0027s a consideration but if you tolerate dairy fine and you have no concerns about taking dairy then i would say whey protein isolate would be the best option i prefer things without artificial sweeteners so if anything if it\u0027s sweetened with stevia that\u0027s it\u0027s probably a better choice but you know if it\u0027s got sucralose or aspartame or any of these other more chemical based sweetness i probably steer clear of that if whey isn\u0027t an option or you want sort of more of a vegan choice you could choose something like a rice protein or a pea protein for the most part these are well tolerated so there shouldn\u0027t be any issues with food reactions but it is on a case by case basis\n\nSPEAKER_01: in the uk i use i really like the pulson brand p u l sin i don\u0027t think that they are in the us and this also form is another great brand here in the uk they\u0027ve got like a mixture of different options those are the top two i recommend most often to clients unfortunately i\u0027m not quite sure of the us options\n\nSPEAKER_00: oh that\u0027s still very helpful even just to know generally what to look for because i\u0027m still unclear what the best ones are and should i be going for the plant based ones or the whey or what is the best but it sounds like if you can tolerate it if you do eat a diet that includes animal products then the whey protein is a good way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and there\u0027s actually a protein here in the uk called way to go\n\nSPEAKER_01: and organic probably like an organic way i mean if it\u0027s within your budget that will probably be the best choice provided there\u0027s no other issues with the dairy\n\nSPEAKER_00: wonderful well thank you so much anna this has been so informative blood sugar impacts virtually all of us so i think it\u0027s just such great information for people to have and i really appreciate you taking the time to go through this so thank you for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s such a pleasure i\u0027m always happy to collaborate with you raelyn you do such fantastic work in the world and i know that you\u0027re helping a lot of people so very very happy to be here\n\nSPEAKER_00: for those of you watching i could gush about anna all day long i just have so much respect for her she\u0027s such a good person she\u0027s so knowledgeable she uses her type a you know classic sort of overachiever what you want to call it personality to just educate herself as much as possible and then with that to try and help as many people as possible so i really recommend you checking out her website and her other information because she\u0027s got a lot of really great stuff there and for those of you who are watching the recorded youtube version after the fact everything you need to know about anna to learn about the work that she does to follow her and learn more will be in the video description so i really encourage you to expand that and take a look and click on some of those links because she\u0027s just a great person to have in your life in some capacity even if you just follow her on instagram you\u0027re going to get a ton of information so yeah 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: of course the reason we\u0027re all here is we have anna marsh and she has such a long list of credentials it would take multiple slides to put them all up so anna i apologize i just cherry picked a few to put up here and if you\u0027re interested you can scan this qr code here to take you to her very beautiful website it puts mine to shame and it\u0027s got a lot of really amazing things there with this i\u0027d love to turn this over to you anna and i know we have a lot of great content we\u0027re talking about you know blood sugar and ton of things to do with that but before we dive in i think it\u0027s always helpful and interesting for people to know like how did you get here what got you passionate about this work that you\u0027re doing\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and when we were talking before the interview started i said that\u0027s a very loaded question we could spend a whole hour just kind of talking about how i got into this i\u0027ll try keep it succinct basically i\u0027ve had fatigue experiences shall we call them on and off since a child and that was something that really shaped my interest in health from a young age and hence my very long list of qualifications that was sort of in pursuit of my passion which has always been health and human performance and also i have a great interest in helping people like yourself raylan and the natural helper and the work that i do is not only because i\u0027m a science nerd but it\u0027s also because i have an interest in people and how i can help people more in their lives but anyway through this whole journey i had my own\n\nSPEAKER_01: fatigue experience i guess i was diagnosed eventually with chronic fatigue syndrome which i think was due to mold which i eventually discovered later and digestive issues and 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whether you have a chronic illness whether you\u0027re just a little bit tired whether you\u0027re a lot tired like someone with chronic fatigue syndrome or something else blood sugar is just one of the foundations of health and you know when we\u0027re looking at somebody who has a chronic illness or has been diagnosed with something like chronic fatigue syndrome what we really want to do in the early stages of supporting them is to find this sort of sense of stability and i know you\u0027ve had a chronic fatigue experience and many of the listeners would have had as well you probably know that when you first get diagnosed or you first even before diagnosis when you feel like something isn\u0027t quite right it feels very chaotic you feel all over the place you don\u0027t know if you\u0027re coming or going so we kind of have to control what we can control and we also have to find a sense of stability within ourselves and there\u0027s certain pillars that i would say that we want to stabilize like sleep and the nervous system and our movement practices and maybe digestion as well but blood sugar is definitely one of those big sort of stabilizers that we want to get a handle on because it just creates such a really nice foundation on which we can build as we\u0027re working on feeling better and working on our recovery so the thing is with blood sugar is that\n\nSPEAKER_01: we don\u0027t want it to be too high or we don\u0027t want it to be too low we want it to be sort of within a narrow window because if our blood sugar goes too high it\u0027s staying in the bloodstream which means it\u0027s not getting to the brain where we would like it to be or into our muscles where we would like it to be and that really affects our physical energy and physical function but on the flip side of that if it gets too low then that can create some what we would call oxidative stress so essentially there\u0027s a lot of free radicals in the body and they\u0027re creating damage and one of the things that that does is it negatively impacts our ability to produce energy through the mitochondria so we\u0027ve kind of got very high blood sugar on one side which is impacting you know energy getting into the cells and we\u0027ve got very low blood sugar which is impacting the cells ability to make energy and if we\u0027re constantly swinging between the two all day which just not going to feel good and that\u0027s why if we can stabilize blood sugar we can stabilize any energy production to a degree obviously there\u0027s lots of other things going on as well but it\u0027s one of the things that when life feels totally out of control that we can have some control over\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think it\u0027s one of those things that a lot of us take for granted i was always aware of blood sugar issues but i didn\u0027t think they were really a big deal and when i was in the middle of my chronic fatigue syndrome mecfs recovery journey one of my doctors diagnosed me with hypoglycemia so me being me read every book that exists on the topic and it was crazy the impact that hypoglycemia alone when not managed well can have on a person\u0027s health and on their energy levels and i actually for a while became convinced that this was my whole issue like that i was going to fully recover by addressing my hypoglycemia it ended up being a piece of the puzzle it wasn\u0027t the whole thing for me unfortunately but it made a dramatic difference the things that i learned how some of the things that i was chalking up to cfs with my major energy crashes and unpredictable unpredictability for me anyways of those ups and downs once i got a better sense of my food made a really big difference so it didn\u0027t make me a hundred percent better but it made my days for the most part a lot more\n\nSPEAKER_00: stable energy and more predictable energy which was game changer in itself\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah absolutely and i would say your experience is very similar to most people\u0027s when they start addressing their blood sugar i think there\u0027s actually just not enough emphasis put on it in fatigue recovery generally in terms of like drilling down and getting to the nuance of like what you actually have to do to have it stable and what stable actually means and i\u0027m sure we\u0027re going to go into that in a moment\n\nSPEAKER_00: how would someone even know if blood sugar problem was how would someone even know if they had an imbalance or if they had an issue with blood sugar\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah so in my own journey blood sugar was something i had to look at so you describe some you described you had hypoglycemia which is a tendency towards low blood sugar i actually had hyperglycemia so a tendency towards higher blood sugar and i it was a complete blind spot for me so i had no idea until i actually started to do some post meal glucose monitoring which i\u0027ll talk about in a second but i think it also can be that kind of high stress archetype where people are quite disconnected from their bodies and what\u0027s going on each day they\u0027re not necessarily paying attention to the signals of their body but if you are paying attention to what\u0027s going on in your body it might be waking with low energy which is most people with fatigue but it can be getting really hangry and not being able to go without eating for like a couple of hours so you might eat a meal and then two hours later you just really feel like you need to eat again so there\u0027s not a flexibility in the metabolism to just you know have a few hours without eating it can be losing function before a meal so sometimes people will get tired they\u0027ll start to lose their cognitive function they can\u0027t think straight they\u0027re feeling dizzy and then they eat and they just feel so much better again or it can be losing function after a meal so somebody eats and then they feel like they just need to go have a nap or their brain fog kicks in or 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the cortisol but in the short term they may need to eat more frequently to keep their blood sugar up so somebody who\u0027s prone to low blood sugar would need to eat more frequently throughout the day that might be the three properly balanced meals but then some snacks in between as well maybe mid morning mid afternoon and you know even before bed to help with sleep and evening snack too but the opposite is true for someone with high blood sugar someone with high blood sugar they\u0027re going to eat a meal and then that blood sugar is just lingering around in their body and it\u0027s not going anywhere for a long period of time so if they\u0027re eating frequently then the blood sugar is potentially just constantly staying high which isn\u0027t going to be good for health so somebody who tends towards higher blood sugar might just want to stick to three meals a day and be really conscious about their snack\n\nSPEAKER_01: even in some cases you know eating two meals a day as part of 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed was it kind of an overnight thing was it slowly building or how was that for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so there was probably warning signs that i should have i definitely ignored i was spending\n\nSPEAKER_00: way too much time at work i was working too hard the body was warning me now i look back on it retrospect twenty twenty and i was painting myself to death i was exhausted i wasn\u0027t sleeping enough i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: just rubbish i was living on sugar and energy drinks and it\u0027s absolutely no wonder that the body hit the deck especially after moving divorce and everything it all just took a toll and there was one sunday morning i remember i just i woke up and i went well i don\u0027t feel well and i basically got up had breakfast went back to bed for three or four days and that\u0027s when i sort of had realization like\n\nSPEAKER_00: this sort of feels like the fatigue that i had back after i\u0027ve had glands of fever when i had glands of fever this is quite young i was twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code through a quick recovery and then i had stressful life events happen when i was about three months into my recovery and i hit the deck hard again like hard than i had that previous time which was\n\nSPEAKER_00: which was quite interesting that i quickly thought okay well this is obviously a stress response thing maybe it\u0027s just stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: shutting it down shutting your body down so we see a naturopath who thought i\u0027ve got to improve my diet i\u0027ve got to improve nutrition i quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that\n\nSPEAKER_00: put me i joke she was the kernel kfc so i felt like i was in the eleven secret herbs and spices a bottle of that have a supplement here a supplement there but it helps and it didn\u0027t there was some things that i think really helped and there was other things that\n\nSPEAKER_00: were worth a try that didn\u0027t and that was quite expensive but it was a good 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs 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within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed was it kind of an overnight thing was it slowly building or how was that for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so there was probably warning signs that i should have i definitely ignored i was spending\n\nSPEAKER_00: way too much time at work i was working too hard the body was warning me now i look back on it retrospect twenty twenty and i was painting myself to death i was exhausted i wasn\u0027t sleeping enough i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: just rubbish i was living on sugar and energy drinks and it\u0027s absolutely no wonder that the body hit the deck especially after moving divorce and everything it all just took a toll and there was one sunday morning i remember i just i woke up and i went well i don\u0027t feel well and i basically got up had breakfast went back to bed for three or four days and that\u0027s when i sort of had realization like\n\nSPEAKER_00: this sort of feels like the fatigue that i had back after i\u0027ve had glands of fever when i had glands of fever this is quite young i was twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed was it kind of an overnight thing was it slowly building or how was that for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so there was probably warning signs that i should have i definitely ignored i was spending\n\nSPEAKER_00: way too much time at work i was working too hard the body was warning me now i look back on it retrospect twenty twenty and i was painting myself to death i was exhausted i wasn\u0027t sleeping enough i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: just rubbish i was living on sugar and energy drinks and it\u0027s absolutely no wonder that the body hit the deck especially after moving divorce and everything it all just took a toll and there was one sunday morning i remember i just i woke up and i went well i don\u0027t feel well and i basically got up had breakfast went back to bed for three or four days and that\u0027s when i sort of had realization like\n\nSPEAKER_00: this sort of feels like the fatigue that i had back after i\u0027ve had glands of fever when i had glands of fever this is quite young i was twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code through a quick recovery and then i had stressful life events happen when i was about three months into my recovery and i hit the deck hard again like hard than i had that previous time which was\n\nSPEAKER_00: which was quite interesting that i quickly thought okay well this is obviously a stress response thing maybe it\u0027s just stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: shutting it down shutting your body down so we see a naturopath who thought i\u0027ve got to improve my diet i\u0027ve got to improve nutrition i quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that\n\nSPEAKER_00: put me i joke she was the kernel kfc so i felt like i was in the eleven secret herbs and spices a bottle of that have a supplement here a supplement there but it helps and it didn\u0027t there was some things that i think really helped and there was other things that\n\nSPEAKER_00: were worth a try that didn\u0027t and that was quite expensive but it was a good 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed was it kind of an overnight thing was it slowly building or how was that for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah so there was probably warning signs that i should have i definitely ignored i was spending\n\nSPEAKER_00: way too much time at work i was working too hard the body was warning me now i look back on it retrospect twenty twenty and i was painting myself to death i was exhausted i wasn\u0027t sleeping enough i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: just rubbish i was living on sugar and energy drinks and it\u0027s absolutely no wonder that the body hit the deck especially after moving divorce and everything it all just took a toll and there was one sunday morning i remember i just i woke up and i went well i don\u0027t feel well and i basically got up had breakfast went back to bed for three or four days and that\u0027s when i sort of had realization like\n\nSPEAKER_00: this sort of feels like the fatigue that i had back after i\u0027ve had glands of fever when i had glands of fever this is quite young i was twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code through a quick recovery and then i had stressful life events happen when i was about three months into my recovery and i hit the deck hard again like hard than i had that previous time which was\n\nSPEAKER_00: which was quite interesting that i quickly thought okay well this is obviously a stress response thing maybe it\u0027s just stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: shutting it down shutting your body down so we see a naturopath who thought i\u0027ve got to improve my diet i\u0027ve got to improve nutrition i quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that\n\nSPEAKER_00: put me i joke she was the kernel kfc so i felt like i was in the eleven secret herbs and spices a bottle of that have a supplement here a supplement there but it helps and it didn\u0027t there was some things that i think really helped and there was other things that\n\nSPEAKER_00: were worth a try that didn\u0027t and that was quite expensive but it was a good 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within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hello everyone i am so excited as always i have another really amazing interview for you today i have luke with me and he is\n\nSPEAKER_01: for most intensive purposes recovered he figures about ninety five percent of the way there cautiously getting to that point of almost calling himself fully recovered so i\u0027m really excited to talk to him today and get to share a bit of his story with you so hey luke thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: hi thanks it\u0027s a pleasure to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah why don\u0027t you tell everybody where you are in the world a bit about yourself\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m from melbourne on thirty four i\u0027m an electrician i own a small electrical contracting business in melbourne and\n\nSPEAKER_00: struggled with me cfs for sort of probably the best part eighteen months this time i had glands of fever back in twenty eleven that i struggled with fatigue for probably about twelve months afterwards and then got better i was a hundred percent and then went through a divorce sort of two years ago now big stressful period\n\nSPEAKER_00: was had to move my house my business all my stuff factory and was didn\u0027t deal with it very well i spent way too much time at the gym to burn off stress i was eating badly and got to a point where eventually i just hit the deck and had to basically spend the next eighteen months relearning everything that i sort of knew about health energy and everything i went through back in twenty eleven when i originally had glands of fever it seemed to be foreign again it was quite a hard thing to get into a recovery mode and get back to the point that i\u0027m at now\n\nSPEAKER_01: so what did that look like for you when it when it sort of came back when everything sort of crashed 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twenty three twenty four\n\nSPEAKER_00: recovered i didn\u0027t do anything special to recover i just looked after myself i eliminated as much stress as i could and had a lot of time off work and i just got better and i wish i wish i paid more attention to that back then because it would have helped me now i\u0027m sure if i\u0027d paid more attention to what i did then probably sell from glorifying a recovery it was just i just got better over a period of time and i just accepted it i just read a few blogs there wasn\u0027t a lot on the internet channels like yours and things are very positive it was just i was reading blogs like i had glands fever and i got better over sort of six twelve months i thought i will just get better and then just got back into life i started my own business as a result because i\u0027ve had so much time off work that i ended up leaving my job over it and started working for myself as much as i could as my health would let me and then over time it all just within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code through a quick recovery and then i had stressful life events happen when i was about three months into my recovery and i hit the deck hard again like hard than i had that previous time which was\n\nSPEAKER_00: which was quite interesting that i quickly thought okay well this is obviously a stress response thing maybe it\u0027s just stress\n\nSPEAKER_00: shutting it down shutting your body down so we see a naturopath who thought i\u0027ve got to improve my diet i\u0027ve got to improve nutrition i quickly went and saw a naturopath who was very good with adrenal fatigue and a lot of other conditions like that\n\nSPEAKER_00: put me i joke she was the kernel kfc so i felt like i was in the eleven secret herbs and spices a bottle of that have a supplement here a supplement there but it helps and it didn\u0027t there was some things that i think really helped and there was other things that\n\nSPEAKER_00: were worth a try that didn\u0027t and that was quite expensive but it was a good 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within i\u0027d say twelve months i was back to full energy again and was good but this time i knew when i hit the deck this time which was the first of march twenty nineteen i knew that i wasn\u0027t going to just rest my way out of this one i knew i had to do more and be more proactive i was ten years older and had been through a lot more stress this time around it was going to be a lot more important\n\nSPEAKER_00: learning about health and understanding what to do to improve myself as fast as i could\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did that look like for you initially were you able to keep working or how did this coming back impact your life\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i sort of i committed a month off fortunately i\u0027ve got a great team at work so they were able to manage the business for me i thought i\u0027ll have a month off and i\u0027ll see where i stand and by the end of that month i was on an upwards trajectory i was finding that i was\n\nSPEAKER_00: going up and felt like i was on a code 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fatigue but the following period of time a day or two after the body definitely isn\u0027t doing as well as it was before i had that stressful couple of days because it hasn\u0027t rested and recovered and looking back on my life thirty four years you can tell that\n\nSPEAKER_00: if stupid to have learned that this this way that it\u0027s like we\u0027re going through stress the body\u0027s not repairing so of course your body you feel worse energy is worse your cognitive focus is worse even for someone that doesn\u0027t isn\u0027t trying to recover from mecfs that\u0027s the case so of course course when you are trying to\n\nSPEAKER_00: trying to recover trying to thought\n\nSPEAKER_00: you need to turn that stress response off and your body will rest and digest the food and the time of the lightning process was about the time that i go into a plant based diet so between the two of those things a whole food plant based diet and then heavily using the training of the lightning process that\u0027s that\u0027s when i found that i was going from not much is going on here to\n\nSPEAKER_00: four months i was back in the race car i was back back in the factory\n\nSPEAKER_00: building fabricating stuff and i would gauge that every sunday because i would go to the factory where my race car and my projects on my side projects and toys are and i have a day in the factory and i was gauging with my success journal every\n\nSPEAKER_00: weekend i was sort of kind of putting in a notes about how big my day was and then how well i\u0027ve recovered on the sunday or so at the start after doing the lightning process i was getting back in the factory and struggling a little bit with fatigue the following days where i\u0027ll be in a pit i\u0027ll be going for me to you know not not really get out of bed today but then within a couple of months was going from\n\nSPEAKER_00: going to the factory and spending the day working on cars and bikes and whatever to\n\nSPEAKER_00: sunday being 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being broken in eight places just because he used his mind it doesn\u0027t mean he imagined that injury it just means that our our minds are powerful and if we can harness what they can do that can be a really amazing thing i think so yeah i\u0027m glad you brought that up\n\nSPEAKER_00: and i just hope that this global pandemic we\u0027re in covid that there\u0027s a lot of people with long covid that from what we can tell is just me cfs it\u0027s just a trigger from what we can tell it\u0027s like glands of fever epstein barr virus can trigger a stress response i hope the western medicine community opens their mind to aid this illness and be techniques to recover from it again i\u0027ve read blogs so many blogs of people doctor i\u0027ve got a chronic sleep specialist has got me on these tablets and they\u0027re not working but i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying i\u0027m trying them and it\u0027s the western medicine maybe the good thing that will come out of this pandemic is that this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect hindsight\u0027s twenty twenty but it was blatantly obvious i wasn\u0027t struggling to sleep because there\u0027s something wrong i was struggling because i was in a stress response the brain is the body is wired for stress and fatigue and emergency mode so now i look back on it it was blatantly obvious that there was nothing that medical doctors could give you that was going to rewire the brain\u0027s ability to turn the stress on or off\n\nSPEAKER_00: so and obviously but that third day i woke up i didn\u0027t wake up my fatigue cured but i woke up feeling a hundred percent better than i had the previous day purely because i\u0027ve had an amazing restful night sleep and now i notice even twelve months after doing the lightning process i notice if i had a couple of stressful work days where things are happening out of my control at work and i\u0027m responding to problems and i\u0027ve got phones ringing off the hook and i get a bit stressed i actually notice\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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in bed so within three months i was finding i was having the energy to go and take the dog for a five k walk on the sunday and that that was really that was my way of gauging how i\u0027ve recovered and how the recovery and using the lightning process training was working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would love on your channel to explain what it is because there is so much i read the comments i see so much misconception around the lightning process and the comments that i seem to read from things like my mate\u0027s uncle\u0027s brother\u0027s cousin\u0027s niece\u0027s boyfriend\n\nSPEAKER_00: had a bad experience with it once so therefore it\u0027s rubbish but if you haven\u0027t done it or don\u0027t know someone that\u0027s personally done have an open mind because it is a really powerful tool and i don\u0027t you know i can\u0027t see why it wouldn\u0027t work for just about anyone who\u0027s trying to recover from this keep your mind open and keep your options open i watch i\u0027ve read so 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i\u0027m a perfectionist my hobby i\u0027m a perfectionist my work i\u0027m a perfectionist i want to maximize every opportunity at work my hobbies my sports i want to i want to be the champion and i want to have everything perfect and all perfect is chronic disappointment syndrome because it\u0027s very hard to be perfect it\u0027s very hard to be perfect so if you want to be a perfectionist you\u0027re often going to be disappointed so i\u0027ve had to reevaluate what is perfect what\u0027s what\u0027s acceptable to be not perfect and what you want and if it means i can only run moving forward now five k not six well i\u0027m older\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m not twenty anymore that\u0027s part of life and you\u0027ve got to just make sure that you don\u0027t be too hard on yourself and that was something that i probably was for a lot of years that now in retrospect that stress probably hurt your health over a long period of time of trying to always be perfect perfect is really hard thing to achieve\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s so important and really well said really well said you know as we kind of always i could keep people here talking forever i have to put the brakes on and be like okay we can\u0027t stay here all day but i appreciate how much you\u0027ve shared and as we kind of wrap things up i always want to know you know what is your advice for yourself if you could go back or what would you want to say to people who are watching who are facing similar things like this\n\nSPEAKER_00: it is normal to feel like you have the biggest thing i struggled with with the mental guys going i\u0027m never going to get better am i going to do this am i stuck like this you will do it you will do it just keep trying\n\nSPEAKER_00: every successful person is a person who\u0027s a failure that just tried one more time\n\nSPEAKER_00: you\u0027re one you\u0027re you\u0027re the next thing to try away from getting it and that\u0027s why channels like yours so important 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this for ten years and i can\u0027t do it well that\u0027s not with that attitude you know you\u0027ve got you seek you\u0027ve got limited energy you\u0027re trying to recover from something that you\u0027ve got no energy low energy don\u0027t go on the internet and complain about it use that little energy you have got to go on the internet and find that next thing that\u0027s going to get you from a little energy to a bit more to a bit more to a bit more as i said the lightning process was the big step but eating plant based\n\nSPEAKER_00: sleeping better\n\nSPEAKER_00: there\u0027s no one thing that i think was just going to wake you up on that fixed you\u0027ve got to use what little energy you have in whatever state you\u0027re in to find that next thing don\u0027t give up don\u0027t be beaten it\u0027s really easy to be beaten that\u0027s the mindset is i can do this and i\u0027m going to be a champion of my own health that\u0027s that\u0027s why i would tell myself again if i went back to where i was when i first got sick that\u0027s the biggest thing that\u0027s so important\n\nSPEAKER_01: i have so much gratitude to you luke and people like yourself who do this because as i always say you know none of this would be possible if people like yourself didn\u0027t come forward and bravely share your story it\u0027s very easy to recover and find what works for you and then just go on and live your life and you know not share any of it and that is you know people\u0027s people\u0027s choice people\u0027s right but i know it can be a scary thing and it\u0027s a vulnerable thing to put yourself out there in the internet and you never know how people are going to react so thank you so much for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you welcome and i thank you for the work you put in and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know there\u0027s people aren\u0027t going to agree with me but there\u0027s people aren\u0027t going to agree with you and i\u0027m happy to be happy to be debated i\u0027m happy to be challenged if people have got questions put them in the comments i\u0027ll try and reply to whatever i can keep an open mind to anything to do with your health that may get you to a recovery just keep that open mind\n\nSPEAKER_01: and if people watching if you\u0027re somewhat new to brain training programs and this whole concept or this whole recovery approach i do have a playlist i\u0027ll link it above that has some different videos talking about some different approaches and some interviews with other people like luke who have used the lightning process and other other programs to recover so yeah there\u0027s some really great stuff and i think being open minded is key this might not be for you but it might be you\u0027re not going to know until you at least you know give it a look all right luke\n\nSPEAKER_01: again thank you so much if people want to reach you is there a way to do that should they leave comments under the video or what\u0027s the best way to get\n\nSPEAKER_00: look i haven\u0027t blogged or journaled any of my own health i\u0027ve got an instagram page for my motorsport and racing stuff they could message me i\u0027ll give you the link they can send me messages i try to reply i\u0027m not that active on social media so but i\u0027ll make sure i reply to the comments that i see on the bottom of this video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ll send you the link to my instagram and if anyone wants to message me feel free\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfect thank you so much for that so yeah thanks always to people who are watching i\u0027m looking forward to hearing your thoughts and your questions in the comments and if you\u0027re new here i invite you to consider subscribing i\u0027ve got a lot of great stuff coming up over the next couple of months i\u0027ve got interviews with some mecfs researchers and scientists and some more full recovery stories and a lot of really great stuff there are there\u0027s a lot more that we\u0027re starting to understand with this illness which is really exciting and i\u0027m looking forward to getting that out there so yeah thanks again to you luke thank you to everyone who is watching\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thanks for having me what a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s it for today i will see everyone in the next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect 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that\u0027s that\u0027s when i found that i was going from not much is going on here to\n\nSPEAKER_00: four months i was back in the race car i was back back in the factory\n\nSPEAKER_00: building fabricating stuff and i would gauge that every sunday because i would go to the factory where my race car and my projects on my side projects and toys are and i have a day in the factory and i was gauging with my success journal every\n\nSPEAKER_00: weekend i was sort of kind of putting in a notes about how big my day was and then how well i\u0027ve recovered on the sunday or so at the start after doing the lightning process i was getting back in the factory and struggling a little bit with fatigue the following days where i\u0027ll be in a pit i\u0027ll be going for me to you know not not really get out of bed today but then within a couple of months was going from\n\nSPEAKER_00: going to the factory and spending the day working on cars and bikes and whatever to\n\nSPEAKER_00: sunday being 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look i haven\u0027t blogged or journaled any of my own health i\u0027ve got an instagram page for my motorsport and racing stuff they could message me i\u0027ll give you the link they can send me messages i try to reply i\u0027m not that active on social media so but i\u0027ll make sure i reply to the comments that i see on the bottom of this video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ll send you the link to my instagram and if anyone wants to message me feel free\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfect thank you so much for that so yeah thanks always to people who are watching i\u0027m looking forward to hearing your thoughts and your questions in the comments and if you\u0027re new here i invite you to consider subscribing i\u0027ve got a lot of great stuff coming up over the next couple of months i\u0027ve got interviews with some mecfs researchers and scientists and some more full recovery stories and a lot of really great stuff there are there\u0027s a lot more that we\u0027re starting to understand with this 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect hindsight\u0027s twenty twenty but it was blatantly obvious i wasn\u0027t struggling to sleep because there\u0027s something wrong i was struggling because i was in a stress response the brain is the body is wired for stress and fatigue and emergency mode so now i look back on it it was blatantly obvious that there was nothing that medical doctors could give you that was going to rewire the brain\u0027s ability to turn the stress on or off\n\nSPEAKER_00: so and obviously but that third day i woke up i didn\u0027t wake up my fatigue cured but i woke up feeling a hundred percent better than i had the previous day purely because i\u0027ve had an amazing restful night sleep and now i notice even twelve months after doing the lightning process i notice if i had a couple of stressful work days where things are happening out of my control at work and i\u0027m responding to problems and i\u0027ve got phones ringing off the hook and i get a bit stressed i actually notice\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nbecause i\u0027m just a ball of sweat and was trying everything pharmaceutical under the sun to sleep i was trying all sorts of things my doctor was going back we\u0027re running out of stuff to help sleep and within two days of doing the lightning process i was sleeping again and it sounds too good to be true but it\u0027s not i went from being a sweaty horrible mess to the second day of using lightning process training to the brain down and turn that emergency response off\n\nSPEAKER_00: i slept i slept the whole night slept from nine at night seven in the morning i didn\u0027t sweat it was just it was literally like i was fixed overnight and it didn\u0027t obviously fix the fatigue initially but because the body had healing to do\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now i look back at it in retrospect hindsight\u0027s twenty twenty but it was blatantly obvious i wasn\u0027t struggling to sleep because there\u0027s something wrong i was struggling because i was in a stress response the brain is the body is wired for stress and fatigue and emergency mode so now i look back on it it was blatantly obvious that there was nothing that medical doctors could give you that was going to rewire the brain\u0027s ability to turn the stress on or off\n\nSPEAKER_00: so and obviously but that third day i woke up i didn\u0027t wake up my fatigue cured but i woke up feeling a hundred percent better than i had the previous day purely because i\u0027ve had an amazing restful night sleep and now i notice even twelve months after doing the lightning process i notice if i had a couple of stressful work days where things are happening out of my control at work and i\u0027m responding to problems and i\u0027ve got phones ringing off the hook and i get a bit stressed i actually notice\n\nSPEAKER_00: i 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in bed so within three months i was finding i was having the energy to go and take the dog for a five k walk on the sunday and that that was really that was my way of gauging how i\u0027ve recovered and how the recovery and using the lightning process training was working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i would love on your channel to explain what it is because there is so much i read the comments i see so much misconception around the lightning process and the comments that i seem to read from things like my mate\u0027s uncle\u0027s brother\u0027s cousin\u0027s niece\u0027s boyfriend\n\nSPEAKER_00: had a bad experience with it once so therefore it\u0027s rubbish but if you haven\u0027t done it or don\u0027t know someone that\u0027s personally done have an open mind because it is a really powerful tool and i don\u0027t you know i can\u0027t see why it wouldn\u0027t work for just about anyone who\u0027s trying to recover from this keep your mind open and keep your options open i watch i\u0027ve read so 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i\u0027m a perfectionist my hobby i\u0027m a perfectionist my work i\u0027m a perfectionist i want to maximize every opportunity at work my hobbies my sports i want to i want to be the champion and i want to have everything perfect and all perfect is chronic disappointment syndrome because it\u0027s very hard to be perfect it\u0027s very hard to be perfect so if you want to be a perfectionist you\u0027re often going to be disappointed so i\u0027ve had to reevaluate what is perfect what\u0027s what\u0027s acceptable to be not perfect and what you want and if it means i can only run moving forward now five k not six well i\u0027m older\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027m not twenty anymore that\u0027s part of life and you\u0027ve got to just make sure that you don\u0027t be too hard on yourself and that was something that i probably was for a lot of years that now in retrospect that stress probably hurt your health over a long period of time of trying to always be perfect perfect is really hard thing to achieve\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s so important and really well said really well said you know as we kind of always i could keep people here talking forever i have to put the brakes on and be like okay we can\u0027t stay here all day but i appreciate how much you\u0027ve shared and as we kind of wrap things up i always want to know you know what is your advice for yourself if you could go back or what would you want to say to people who are watching who are facing similar things like this\n\nSPEAKER_00: it is normal to feel like you have the biggest thing i struggled with with the mental guys going i\u0027m never going to get better am i going to do this am i stuck like this you will do it you will do it just keep trying\n\nSPEAKER_00: every successful person is a person who\u0027s a failure that just tried one more time\n\nSPEAKER_00: you\u0027re one you\u0027re you\u0027re the next thing to try away from getting it and that\u0027s why channels like yours so important 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this for ten years and i can\u0027t do it well that\u0027s not with that attitude you know you\u0027ve got you seek you\u0027ve got limited energy you\u0027re trying to recover from something that you\u0027ve got no energy low energy don\u0027t go on the internet and complain about it use that little energy you have got to go on the internet and find that next thing that\u0027s going to get you from a little energy to a bit more to a bit more to a bit more as i said the lightning process was the big step but eating plant based\n\nSPEAKER_00: sleeping better\n\nSPEAKER_00: there\u0027s no one thing that i think was just going to wake you up on that fixed you\u0027ve got to use what little energy you have in whatever state you\u0027re in to find that next thing don\u0027t give up don\u0027t be beaten it\u0027s really easy to be beaten that\u0027s the mindset is i can do this and i\u0027m going to be a champion of my own health that\u0027s that\u0027s why i would tell myself again if i went back to where i was when i first got sick that\u0027s the biggest thing that\u0027s so important\n\nSPEAKER_01: i have so much gratitude to you luke and people like yourself who do this because as i always say you know none of this would be possible if people like yourself didn\u0027t come forward and bravely share your story it\u0027s very easy to recover and find what works for you and then just go on and live your life and you know not share any of it and that is you know people\u0027s people\u0027s choice people\u0027s right but i know it can be a scary thing and it\u0027s a vulnerable thing to put yourself out there in the internet and you never know how people are going to react so thank you so much for\n\nSPEAKER_00: you welcome and i thank you for the work you put in and\n\nSPEAKER_00: i know there\u0027s people aren\u0027t going to agree with me but there\u0027s people aren\u0027t going to agree with you and i\u0027m happy to be happy to be debated i\u0027m happy to be challenged if people have got questions put them in the comments i\u0027ll try and reply to whatever i can keep an open mind to anything to do with your health that may get you to a recovery just keep that open mind\n\nSPEAKER_01: and if people watching if you\u0027re somewhat new to brain training programs and this whole concept or this whole recovery approach i do have a playlist i\u0027ll link it above that has some different videos talking about some different approaches and some interviews with other people like luke who have used the lightning process and other other programs to recover so yeah there\u0027s some really great stuff and i think being open minded is key this might not be for you but it might be you\u0027re not going to know until you at least you know give it a look all right luke\n\nSPEAKER_01: again thank you so much if people want to reach you is there a way to do that should they leave comments under the video or what\u0027s the best way to get\n\nSPEAKER_00: look i haven\u0027t blogged or journaled any of my own health i\u0027ve got an instagram page for my motorsport and racing stuff they could message me i\u0027ll give you the link they can send me messages i try to reply i\u0027m not that active on social media so but i\u0027ll make sure i reply to the comments that i see on the bottom of this video\n\nSPEAKER_00: i\u0027ll send you the link to my instagram and if anyone wants to message me feel free\n\nSPEAKER_01: perfect thank you so much for that so yeah thanks always to people who are watching i\u0027m looking forward to hearing your thoughts and your questions in the comments and if you\u0027re new here i invite you to consider subscribing i\u0027ve got a lot of great stuff coming up over the next couple of months i\u0027ve got interviews with some mecfs researchers and scientists and some more full recovery stories and a lot of really great stuff there are there\u0027s a lot more that we\u0027re starting to understand with this illness which is really exciting and i\u0027m looking forward to getting that out there so yeah thanks again to you luke thank you to everyone who is watching\n\nSPEAKER_00: and thanks for having me what a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah that\u0027s it for today i will see everyone in the next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nIs the patient now a professional helping other people recover from CFS/ME or long covid? 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her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so severely that i would be in a wheelchair so literally a freshman in college i am told that this is my fate and through finding dr john sarno and through finding mind body medicine and through understanding the complexity of it which now i spend my life teaching i realized i have a normal abnormality just like you had a condition that yes your mother also suffered from and perhaps your grandmother but it had nothing to do with any permanence in your own body beyond your perception of it beyond my perception that oh i have this abnormality it must be the reason for my pain i do the mind body work i came upon things i needed to come upon i unleashed that emotional reservoir and for over twenty years i have never had a day of back pain i had three children i exercise till the day they were born i run i travel i lift anything i want and my mri looks the same i have an abnormality in my spine we all look different on the outside just like we all look different on the inside it has never been the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people 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you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that 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you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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severely that i would be in a wheelchair so literally a freshman in college i am told that this is my fate and through finding dr john sarno and through finding mind body medicine and through understanding the complexity of it which now i spend my life teaching i realized i have a normal abnormality just like you had a condition that yes your mother also suffered from and perhaps your grandmother but it had nothing to do with any permanence in your own body beyond your perception of it beyond my perception that oh i have this abnormality it must be the reason for my pain i do the mind body work i came upon things i needed to come upon i unleashed that emotional reservoir and for over twenty years i have never had a day of back pain i had three children i exercise till the day they were born i run i travel i lift anything i want and my mri looks the same i have an abnormality in my spine we all look different on the outside just like we all look different on the inside it has never been the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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they\u0027re literally interchangeable just like the same parts of the brain light up on m r i when someone has a broken heart as when they have a broken leg this is by the way provable science the studies are linked in my book so all of that is true and as soon as you understand it you will never get chronic pain again because chronic pain is an epidemic of fear and meaning and panic that we are not ok and once we understand that we are we just have work to do you can live where you and i live\n\nSPEAKER_01: i finally know how to answer that question that people ask me are you past your chronic fatigue syndrome i\u0027m past chronic symptoms i am past symptoms\n\nSPEAKER_00: because symptoms are part of life like that would be like if you ever woke up in the morning and you\u0027re like ok i\u0027ve made a decision for the rest of my life i\u0027m not going to be in a bad mood past that right or i\u0027ve made a decision i\u0027m not going to be sad this week sad no no i\u0027m done 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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yes it is very confusing when things become chronic so having said that i\u0027ll move on to the next thing that i think is really important for people to understand there are many processes in the human body that are unconscious and thank god among them are keeping your heart beating circulating your blood breathing respiration these processes are automatic they\u0027re reflexive it has nothing to do with anything we think another process that is exactly like that is the fight flight freeze fawn response when you touch a hot stove you pull it off that\u0027s flight you don\u0027t think about it you don\u0027t consider your options because if you did as a species we would be extinct we need those unconscious reflexes to keep us alive just like beating of your heart but here\u0027s the thing unfortunately for us as we have evolved because we are social species because it is as important and or was i guess at the dawn of our species to be loved and accepted by our tribe as it was to jump 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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yes it is very confusing when things become chronic so having said that i\u0027ll move on to the next thing that i think is really important for people to understand there are many processes in the human body that are unconscious and thank god among them are keeping your heart beating circulating your blood breathing respiration these processes are automatic they\u0027re reflexive it has nothing to do with anything we think another process that is exactly like that is the fight flight freeze fawn response when you touch a hot stove you pull it off that\u0027s flight you don\u0027t think about it you don\u0027t consider your options because if you did as a species we would be extinct we need those unconscious reflexes to keep us alive just like beating of your heart but here\u0027s the thing unfortunately for us as we have evolved because we are social species because it is as important and or was i guess at the dawn of our species to be loved and accepted by our tribe as it was to jump 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know i remember there used to be a cliche like we only understand six percent of the human brain i have no idea what we\u0027re at now in twenty twenty five but it is not one hundred percent so there is no certain reason that this happens but i can certainly conjecture on why the brain and the nervous system choose a place that you will believe for one reason or another to send your pain signals to me it makes a lot of sense because if the whole point is to protect you and if we\u0027re living with this incredible miraculous computer in our heads that is able to in a split second make all these things in our body happen that are meant to happen circulation respiration heartbeat and that need to happen to save our lives jumping out of the way of a trajectory before it hits us in the head and we don\u0027t even realize we\u0027ve moved until after we\u0027ve moved you know these are the incredible mechanisms in the human brain not even to mention adrenaline and cortisol you know how a 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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the reason for my pain it was who\u0027s to say you know why my brain sent the signals there but the point is this is something everyone needs to know whatever you\u0027ve been told whatever you have feared it is not necessarily the truth for you and even though we are trained in our society to give away our power give away our power to experts to pills to procedures to surgeries to supplements and they may be necessary i do believe in western medicine so this is not about negating it it\u0027s about staying curious and it\u0027s about knowing that maybe just maybe the real expert is you\n\nSPEAKER_01: this understanding of the normal abnormalities is massive in the people that i talk to because so many people are stuck and reluctant to think that this could be something that applies to them and when you understand that there isn\u0027t a human being on the planet when you give them a full body scan isn\u0027t going to find things in their brain in their bones latent viruses and 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_00: when these emotional predators rear up our conflict about our relationships our fear of making people angry at us the nervous system sees this as a predator to your life and is going to defend you you get a crush of fatigue you get a migraine your back goes out now you\u0027re in your bedroom you\u0027ve canceled that thing that contains the predator our nervous systems will keep us right there and i call that safe in the unsafest way in the bed away from life\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey guys i know that far too many of us have been there googling symptoms at two am and clutching a heating pad like a life raft and thinking is this suffering just my life now and my guest today knows this feeling well from both sides as a trailblazing mind body therapist who has helped thousands of people recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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women in your family with chronic fatigue when you came down with it of course oh my goodness well that\u0027s that\u0027s what happens you know these things must be genetic not that there\u0027s any proof that these things are genetic and not that there\u0027s any proof that my abnormality causes back pain because actually it never did but it makes sense which is why we have so much trouble moving over to a mind body approach because it makes so much sense that the place in our body or the syndrome that we\u0027re having is occurring based on you know whatever it is that the history of our family but i\u0027ll tell you just because if anyone\u0027s a listener that is new i\u0027m fifty i\u0027m nearly fifty three years old i\u0027ll be fifty three in a few weeks and i when i was nineteen was told i would never have biological children travel exercise or live a normal life because this severe abnormality was so dangerous doctors truly told me i was in danger of destabilizing my back so 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recover and as someone who\u0027s gone through this herself once told that she would never live pain free again if you\u0027re tuning in for the first time i\u0027m railen eagle and this is where we dive into real unfiltered recovery stories from mecfs long covid chronic pain and many other life disrupting conditions and i interviewed about two hundred and thirty people so far and counting who have reclaimed their lives and i\u0027m here to continue to share these stories exactly as they happened no fluff just the truth of what actually helps and today i am thrilled to be joined by the epic nicole sachs who for many will require no introduction but if you\u0027re new to her story at just age nineteen nicole received a life altering diagnosis of a degenerative spinal condition and told that she would forever be in pain and never be able to have biological children and when the conventional medical system\u0027s best offer was spinal fusion surgery that didn\u0027t even guarantee that her intense pain would go away this launched her into a life changing search for answers and her search led her straight to the legendary dr john sarno a pioneer in this area of work and now armed with his teachings on the brain science behind mind body medicine she became chronic pain free and gave birth to three beautiful children without any complications and then incredibly nicole went from a patient of dr sarno\u0027s to become a colleague of his regularly lecturing with him at nyu and supporting his patients at her private psychotherapy practice and now for over two decades nicole has helped people break free from chronic pain long covid and a long list of other chronic conditions through her private practice her podcast retreats online offerings and her latest wildly popular must read book mind your body this is an interview not to miss she\u0027s here right now to share why chronic symptoms actually aren\u0027t your enemy they are your messenger and she\u0027s going to teach you how to learn from them and how to get past them i couldn\u0027t possibly be more excited for this discussion so let\u0027s dive in nicole oh my goodness so amazing to have you here thank you for doing this thrilled to be here i just finished reading your book twice it is i started with the audio book and i listen while i\u0027m running but then i had to keep stopping because there\u0027s so many things i wanted to bookmark and write down and i wasn\u0027t getting any running done so then after that i got the kindle and i bookmarked literally a couple hundred things and i have to say i think just even for humans any human on planet earth this is mandatory reading but for anyone like people subscribing to my channel who are facing long covid and mecfs i have read all the books and i have not found one that is so compassionate is so clear that sums up the science in such a relatable way and just drives it all home even for me so many things were clicking so absolutely incredible so 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a pollyanna spiritual bypassing like yay i\u0027m psyched that i have chronic pain no but when you start doing this work you understand that pain is but an entry point it is an invitation to the precipice of truths that have been awaiting your acknowledgement and they are there to set you free and when you get that and when you do this work it is astonishing what your life looks like on the other side it\u0027s not just i had pain and i don\u0027t have pain it\u0027s i had pain i don\u0027t have pain and i have a hundred other things that i only wished for because i had been so repressed i had no idea how to properly participate in my own life and now i do and there is nothing more beautiful than watching it happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s going to be a lot of people listening watching that are thinking this all sounds incredible but i think i might be too far gone i think i\u0027ve been sick for too long i want to believe but i don\u0027t fully believe so this probably 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a pollyanna spiritual bypassing like yay i\u0027m psyched that i have chronic pain no but when you start doing this work you understand that pain is but an entry point it is an invitation to the precipice of truths that have been awaiting your acknowledgement and they are there to set you free and when you get that and when you do this work it is astonishing what your life looks like on the other side it\u0027s not just i had pain and i don\u0027t have pain it\u0027s i had pain i don\u0027t have pain and i have a hundred other things that i only wished for because i had been so repressed i had no idea how to properly participate in my own life and now i do and there is nothing more beautiful than watching it happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s going to be a lot of people listening watching that are thinking this all sounds incredible but i think i might be too far gone i think i\u0027ve been sick for too long i want to believe but i don\u0027t fully believe so this probably 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for the first time in their lives are free of chronic pain i have worked with people that have had three or four surgeries that have all sorts of screws and rods in their body that they that and they\u0027re still in pain that do this work and are pain free it is possible for anyone i have seen the most serious cases resolve completely and many of them are told in my book and many many of them are interviewed on my podcast the cure for chronic pain so marinate in the success stories come and be in community that\u0027s another thing it is very very hard to do this alone i have to say like when when we built your breakaway and we started making it this hub for people to come and interact and have community it was a game changer for a lot of people because i don\u0027t work anymore in private practice a lot of people ask me that i feel like i should say it straight up i don\u0027t take private clients but i do have a community called heal with nicole where i work directly with them we do zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to so many things so if we\u0027re not using your term it doesn\u0027t mean that this does not apply to you it can be plots it can be ibs it can be chronic fatigue syndrome it can be long covid it can be a myriad of things that this can apply to\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and that\u0027s and that\u0027s one of the reasons why i put so many stories in the book because you\u0027ll see i mean i know you you\u0027ve read it twice so you know but people will see that when you read the stories the stories are all those things i actually think every single thing you just listed are in at least one of the stories in addition to many more and so and like there could be a bizarre symptom anything that you consider chronic that\u0027s keeping you from your full life you never know it very well might be actually in the book specifically so never count yourself out and the last thing i\u0027ll say is we have to call it chronic pain because there are so many people in it but we both know this is the human 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depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have no doubt that there will be tons of people wanting to check that out so thank you for all that you do and thank you for being here today nicole this has been absolutely incredible every word has been pure gold\n\nSPEAKER_00: well it\u0027s been a joy to be here thank you so much for having me and i hope we reach a lot of people and give them hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: i hope so as well and i mentioned dr howard schubner\u0027s interview so i\u0027ll link it here another student of dr john sarno so for people watching if this resonated for you that\u0027s another great one to check out so thank you to everyone watching thank you again nicole and i hope to see you in this next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a pollyanna spiritual bypassing like yay i\u0027m psyched that i have chronic pain no but when you start doing this work you understand that pain is but an entry point it is an invitation to the precipice of truths that have been awaiting your acknowledgement and they are there to set you free and when you get that and when you do this work it is astonishing what your life looks like on the other side it\u0027s not just i had pain and i don\u0027t have pain it\u0027s i had pain i don\u0027t have pain and i have a hundred other things that i only wished for because i had been so repressed i had no idea how to properly participate in my own life and now i do and there is nothing more beautiful than watching it happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s going to be a lot of people listening watching that are thinking this all sounds incredible but i think i might be too far gone i think i\u0027ve been sick for too long i want to believe but i don\u0027t fully believe so this probably 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zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to 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depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are 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no doubt that there will be tons of people wanting to check that out so thank you for all that you do and thank you for being here today nicole this has been absolutely incredible every word has been pure gold\n\nSPEAKER_00: well it\u0027s been a joy to be here thank you so much for having me and i hope we reach a lot of people and give them hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: i hope so as well and i mentioned dr howard schubner\u0027s interview so i\u0027ll link it here another student of dr john sarno so for people watching if this resonated for you that\u0027s another great one to check out so thank you to everyone watching thank you again nicole and i hope to see you in this next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\ni\u0027m just like all right i\u0027ll take the headache there\u0027s too much going on right now i do not have time to unravel it pop a couple advil try to get through the day and if i have to i\u0027m like okay well i\u0027m just going to have this one till bed and i know i\u0027ll sleep it off and it\u0027ll go away tomorrow it\u0027s fine fear is required for anything to become chronic it is required that i would say oh my god oh my god is something wrong with me am i going to get migraines now what about that work trip i need to take what about that thing you know recital for my daughter i\u0027m not going to be able to make it that fear and panic tells the nervous system we\u0027re in the right place she is giving energy to this thing and obviously it\u0027s working she\u0027s not 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a pollyanna spiritual bypassing like yay i\u0027m psyched that i have chronic pain no but when you start doing this work you understand that pain is but an entry point it is an invitation to the precipice of truths that have been awaiting your acknowledgement and they are there to set you free and when you get that and when you do this work it is astonishing what your life looks like on the other side it\u0027s not just i had pain and i don\u0027t have pain it\u0027s i had pain i don\u0027t have pain and i have a hundred other things that i only wished for because i had been so repressed i had no idea how to properly participate in my own life and now i do and there is nothing more beautiful than watching it happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s going to be a lot of people listening watching that are thinking this all sounds incredible but i think i might be too far gone i think i\u0027ve been sick for too long i want to believe but i don\u0027t fully believe so this probably 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zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to 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depression that oh my goodness anxiety and depression are just other tools that our nervous system has and we can address those and most of us think i\u0027m just born that way i\u0027m going to be depressed or full of anxiety for the rest of my life and it\u0027s just another component another facet so of course we\u0027re going to have everything that you have available linked in the description for people to access\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s many things that you have available that we haven\u0027t talked about are there any specific things that you\u0027d like to share for people right now\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah you know the one thing i will say is that when i when i think about people hearing about this work the one thing i worry about they\u0027re like okay i bought this book i\u0027ve read it and now i\u0027m sitting alone in my house and none of my friends will really understand this and what do i do and this time of year since we\u0027re talking in the spring we are approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have no doubt that there will be tons of people wanting to check that out so thank you for all that you do and thank you for being here today nicole this has been absolutely incredible every word has been pure gold\n\nSPEAKER_00: well it\u0027s been a joy to be here thank you so much for having me and i hope we reach a lot of people and give them hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: i hope so as well and i mentioned dr howard schubner\u0027s interview so i\u0027ll link it here another student of dr john sarno so for people watching if this resonated for you that\u0027s another great one to check out so thank you to everyone watching thank you again nicole and i hope to see you in this next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nDid the patient make a full or partial recovery?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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out it was so unreasonable it was so it was it was it\u0027s transmuted and transmuted and transmuted but i was learning a language that i was learning it so i could teach it to other people and what i honestly came to was was a epiphany that i never would have known which was when i was about ten or eleven years old i made a very small quiet promise to myself i was an only child my parents were really dysfunctional and i made a small quiet promise which was one day i\u0027m going to get out of here and i\u0027m going to have the perfect family and i\u0027m going to have the perfect children i\u0027m going to be the perfect mother and i\u0027m going to heal all the wounds of this childhood now that is an insane notion and something i had no idea that i was thinking i got to that in my journal speak by allowing myself to say all of these unacceptable impolite unreasonable things when i came to this epiphany i was like wait a second that\u0027s why i feel i always almost cry when i tell the story because it\u0027s so powerful to me my children twenty two twenty and seventeen and i have the most amazing relationship with them i never would have had the experience of raising them had i not come to this so young because i didn\u0027t raise them through the lens of my own dysfunction but the that\u0027s that\u0027s an aside but i came to this realization that the reason i felt like such a failure is i wanted parenting my kids to rescue the eleven year old me i wanted subconsciously this experience of being a mother to heal the wounds of my own childhood and have it be done and done neat and clean and that is not the way life works but when i came to it i cried and i help myself in such compassion because that made so much sense and in my story and it\u0027s not everybody\u0027s story after a year of the kind of debilitating back pain that takes you down that makes you fully depressed i could not function i couldn\u0027t take care of my children properly i woke up the next 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speak does not stay true and it does not stay you delete it when you\u0027re done you meditate and come back to center the chronic pain fades and fades until it is gone and it does not return when you understand how to live this way\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this leads nicely into something else that you talk about and something that i hear because i\u0027ve now interviewed literally hundreds of people who have recovered from these conditions and virtually all of them say the same thing in different words is that they come through this this transformed version of themselves this more authentic version of themself they went to hell and back but if given a magic wand they couldn\u0027t take it away because of who they are now and i heard you say i think you say it in the book i\u0027ve heard you say it on podcasts that pain is the biggest little part and so i just love for you to explain that because in the moment it feels like the pain is everything yeah i\n\nSPEAKER_00: hear right you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what was really out there for them and that\u0027s why my whole my whole brand my whole website is called your breakawa because it is all about breaking through to wake up breaking old paradigms to wake up into what is there for you because yes i have the cure for chronic pain you know it\u0027s the name of my podcast it was the name of my brand for a long time but when lisa and i decided we wanted to evolve it we\u0027re like well what is what else is there and we\u0027re like well what fills the vacuum when you don\u0027t spend all of your time going to doctor\u0027s visits and seeking dr google and new supplements and new treatments and new procedures what fills the vacuum is joy is chronic thriving is chronic success and connection and presence because that\u0027s what\u0027s waiting for you so what i will say about pain being the biggest littlest part is pain is an invitation you don\u0027t think it and you don\u0027t have to like it i didn\u0027t like it either so this is not like a pollyanna spiritual bypassing like yay i\u0027m psyched that i have chronic pain no but when you start doing this work you understand that pain is but an entry point it is an invitation to the precipice of truths that have been awaiting your acknowledgement and they are there to set you free and when you get that and when you do this work it is astonishing what your life looks like on the other side it\u0027s not just i had pain and i don\u0027t have pain it\u0027s i had pain i don\u0027t have pain and i have a hundred other things that i only wished for because i had been so repressed i had no idea how to properly participate in my own life and now i do and there is nothing more beautiful than watching it happen\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know there\u0027s going to be a lot of people listening watching that are thinking this all sounds incredible but i think i might be too far gone i think i\u0027ve been sick for too long i want to believe but i don\u0027t fully believe so this probably 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for the first time in their lives are free of chronic pain i have worked with people that have had three or four surgeries that have all sorts of screws and rods in their body that they that and they\u0027re still in pain that do this work and are pain free it is possible for anyone i have seen the most serious cases resolve completely and many of them are told in my book and many many of them are interviewed on my podcast the cure for chronic pain so marinate in the success stories come and be in community that\u0027s another thing it is very very hard to do this alone i have to say like when when we built your breakaway and we started making it this hub for people to come and interact and have community it was a game changer for a lot of people because i don\u0027t work anymore in private practice a lot of people ask me that i feel like i should say it straight up i don\u0027t take private clients but i do have a community called heal with nicole where i work directly with them we do zooms and we do we do a large zoom once a month and i do a q and a once a month and i have a private community where i answer their questions every single day so and then they have each other and they make friendships for life so like this is a really really true thing that i do think it\u0027s hard to do alone if you can do it alone i did it alone i mean i was obviously a trailblazer but i think doing it in community is really important so i\u0027m sure you\u0027re going to put all like my links in your show notes and everything but people you can find your people and you can do this and the book is like an instruction manual for life so i mean i just want people to have hope because as soon as you have hope and as soon as you replace your fear with curiosity the possibilities for you are endless and i really mean that\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i just want to put it out there too and i know you address this straight out the gate in the book you use the term chronic pain but it can refer to so many things so if we\u0027re not using your term it doesn\u0027t mean that this does not apply to you it can be plots it can be ibs it can be chronic fatigue syndrome it can be long covid it can be a myriad of things that this can apply to\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah and that\u0027s and that\u0027s one of the reasons why i put so many stories in the book because you\u0027ll see i mean i know you you\u0027ve read it twice so you know but people will see that when you read the stories the stories are all those things i actually think every single thing you just listed are in at least one of the stories in addition to many more and so and like there could be a bizarre symptom anything that you consider chronic that\u0027s keeping you from your full life you never know it very well might be actually in the book specifically so never count yourself out and the last thing i\u0027ll say is we have to call it chronic pain because there are so many people in it but we both know this is the human 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approaching my omega retreat so the omega institute in rhinebeck new york is the one live retreat i do per year it\u0027s a five day retreat june twenty second through the twenty seventh so i just want to tell people if you\u0027re hearing this and it\u0027s lighting you up and you want to come and spend a few days really immersed in this material with me right there with you i have a whole slew of instructors we hold space we bring you essentially through the experience of the book live in person with your people people that are doing this work who understand you who have lived for years in pain often and like really have a total empathy and compassion for this it\u0027s just an incredible experience so i wanted to mention that just because this time of year is when omega is filling up and people have the opportunity to come and spend the week with us\n\nSPEAKER_01: absolutely incredible and yes of course that as well will be linked in the description what an incredible thing i have no doubt that there will be tons of people wanting to check that out so thank you for all that you do and thank you for being here today nicole this has been absolutely incredible every word has been pure gold\n\nSPEAKER_00: well it\u0027s been a joy to be here thank you so much for having me and i hope we reach a lot of people and give them hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: i hope so as well and i mentioned dr howard schubner\u0027s interview so i\u0027ll link it here another student of dr john sarno so for people watching if this resonated for you that\u0027s another great one to check out so thank you to everyone watching thank you again nicole and i hope to see you in this next video\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWas the patient suicidal at any point, because of their condition?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. 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you\u0027re right i\u0027ve interviewed hundreds of people myself and it is hilarious that they all say the same thing which is i never thought i would be grateful for the pain i listened to your interviews and i listened to you know all this these lectures that you\u0027ve done and i\u0027ve gone to your retreats and i thought to myself that will never be me i will never be the person and they\u0027re on this interview going oh my god you\u0027re right i would never take magic wand and take this away my life is so full and so rich i can connect with people in different ways oh my god the parent that i am oh my god the changes in my career i am so much more successful than i realized i could be i make more money i have i found love when i never thought i\u0027d fight like all the things that we want all the things that were here in this life in this earth and like we say are the biggest aspirations are on the other side of the pain because the pain breaks them open to wake up to what 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firing the fight and fight or flight response constantly since childhood because i\u0027m somebody who suffered with a lot of anxiety it kind of only makes sense to me now that it would manifest physically in my body you know because it is a physical process right like when you when you fire that so yeah i just want to extend hope to everybody who has anxiety as well like you totally can recover so i know i know it\u0027s a difficult process and like some of the basic things like i mean i did i did change my diet like whole food plant based i tried fermented foods i did feel like those were helpful i was having gut issues i did work on my sleep hygiene all those things are important it\u0027s just i don\u0027t feel like i launched forward i didn\u0027t feel that big big improvement and hope until the breath work but i know it\u0027s different for everyone so i know you\u0027ve also talked about\n\nSPEAKER_01: how there is a definite impression out there that and i\u0027m partly 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stories of people who are just like they were doing great and they were doing ten sports and you know whatever i just i\u0027m like wait a minute but that wasn\u0027t me and so like as i recover from this i\u0027m like i\u0027m not back to how i was i wonder if i can go i\u0027m further than i was and i wonder how much further yet i could go because that was my starting place so i just want to reach out to people like that who maybe don\u0027t identify with that exact i don\u0027t know personality that you can recover too and like your highest potential maybe way beyond what you used to be even before you got sick but now that i hear you talk i do want to admit that like there are some of those traits that i do relate to so like i can be very like perfectionistic or i don\u0027t know like i was very serious always and yeah i can just i can relate to some of those traits but just not like overall personality wise so i just wanted to share that in case anybody relates to 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah 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this with children it\u0027s hard enough without but lots of parents do it i\u0027m sure it\u0027s not easy but doable all right sarah i am so happy for you i\u0027m so glad we met you have such an incredible energy you just are very humble and just seem like a very kind and good person and i\u0027m just where you\u0027ve had to go through all this but it\u0027s amazing to see where you are now and i so grateful that you took the time to do this today and share your story because i know it\u0027s going to mean a lot to a lot of people out there so thank you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah absolutely thank you so much for giving me the opportunity just want to reach out to people and let you know you can you can recover too there\u0027s definitely hope\n\nSPEAKER_01: watching if you\u0027re interested in the breath work coaching sarah does that of course will be linked in the video description so definitely expand that description and take a look at what we\u0027ve got like there for her because she\u0027s clearly an amazing person who will have a sense of what you\u0027re going through and has a lot of insight and things to offer and i also want to send a quick shout out to our channel member patty hansen thank you patty for joining and supporting the channel becoming a channel member it helps to continue to make all these interviews possible and keep this channel going long term and keep supporting our community and thank you to all of you watching as well always looking forward to your comments always sending big massive hugs to you i hope you are finding what you need i hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got tons out of it and i hope to see you in one of these next ones that i\u0027ll link up here that i think you might like\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey there when your journey to recovery starts to feel like a maze with no exits how do you find the path forward today\u0027s guest sarah falter in germantown wisconsin in the us discovered a unique approach that thankfully has led to her being almost fully recovered if you\u0027re new here i\u0027m raelyn if you\u0027re not welcome back to the channel where each week we explore a new mecfs or long covid recovery story it\u0027s all about learning from each other finding effective strategies and carving out our own paths today sarah\u0027s going to take us through her journey which actually began for her in early childhood and her recovery story will be an eye opener for so many that believe that mecfs is an illness that only affects those type a overachiever types because sarah 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of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the doctors had thing had maybe some theories but you hadn\u0027t been diagnosed with anything there was no treatment plan given to you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah like the chiari was a potential thing but then that totally fell flat where it didn\u0027t seem like it was really the answer my primary care diagnosed me with svt super ventricular tachycardia because my heart started like racing at times i could wake up out of sleep and have a racing heartbeat but she said it wasn\u0027t dangerous and like it wasn\u0027t like i could take a pill and then be better and have all my symptoms go away or anything so i started to wonder like am i dying i was just having these crazy thoughts like should i get my affairs in order like i just i didn\u0027t know what to think and no they didn\u0027t have any answers\n\nSPEAKER_01: and what did your family or friends and people around you what were they thinking or how did they react to all of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: i think they didn\u0027t know what to do either like i would talk about it to them in the beginning but then honestly i stopped talking about it because it just didn\u0027t seem to go anywhere and their reaction was more like well have you took this action or that one and i already was trying my hardest and taking as many actions as i could so it made me feel worse so i stopped talking about it and just isolated for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found that it seems like people want good news and i always want to give them good news so i found myself in a place of saying yeah yeah i think i\u0027m getting better this is working and it just been a year would pass and i changed the same kind of yes responses like then you just kind of stop\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly same thing\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when the doctors were giving you much did you end up on the same path as so many other of us where you just start googling and like trying to figure out what to do on your own\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it was like i had a 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that i benefited so greatly from it a lot of us over breathe and oxygen can get stuck to our red blood cells and when you hold your breath and carbon dioxide built up a little bit it can release that and oxygen gets where it\u0027s really needed in your body especially those of us who are like depleted and also it can even like circulate stem cells and you know help regenerate healthy cells in your vital organs so i mean there\u0027s just a lot of benefits to it so and coupled with meditation so i feel like for me and maybe for many others soma breath is great because\n\nSPEAKER_00: it captures those people who like have a hard time committing and are resistant right so like it\u0027s you know some of us maybe do it easily and then some of us don\u0027t like we don\u0027t roll out of bed and meditate for an hour this practice there\u0027s so much to focus on with the music and guided meditation breath work that it\u0027s fun and i would and it made me do it every single day and so then 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as like a possible thing that could be going on and that\u0027s why i was sent to the neurosurgeon chiari is kind of like where your brain stem goes down too far into your neck i believe but the neurosurgeon said i did not present like other like patients that he had so he basically was like i\u0027ll operate on you if you want this is brain surgery we\u0027re talking about but it may or may not help with your symptoms and like it could cause additional difficulties so i said no definitely not and i went back to my primary care doctor and she was like yeah of course don\u0027t get that but it was just this exasperating thing of like thinking i had to have brain surgery and then realizing no i don\u0027t and just sort of giving up for a while so i just started like sleeping all the time and trying to like fix it with rest but that didn\u0027t solve things either\n\nSPEAKER_01: had you been working at the time were you able to keep working\n\nSPEAKER_00: i eventually couldn\u0027t even work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i wasn\u0027t going to get caught and what a crazy way to live you know yeah it\u0027s so hard to get through and on top of that you really have no idea what\u0027s going on or how long it\u0027s going to last or if it\u0027s going to get worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly it was it was crazy making like i just could not figure it out and doctors couldn\u0027t seem to figure anything out the symptoms that i was having was like my whole right side it was a headache that never went away like all this face tension and like weakness in my right hand so i went and got that checked out and it wasn\u0027t carpal tunnel or anything and my extremities were extremely cold even in summer like icy hands even in summertime so it\u0027s just nobody could figure it out i couldn\u0027t figure it out and so i just kind of hid out for a while until i realized that wasn\u0027t working either like laying around all the time wasn\u0027t solving anything either\n\nSPEAKER_01: so it doesn\u0027t sound like the 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like i would talk about it to them in the beginning but then honestly i stopped talking about it because it just didn\u0027t seem to go anywhere and their reaction was more like well have you took this action or that one and i already was trying my hardest and taking as many actions as i could so it made me feel worse so i stopped talking about it and just isolated for a while\n\nSPEAKER_01: yeah and i don\u0027t know if you found that it seems like people want good news and i always want to give them good news so i found myself in a place of saying yeah yeah i think i\u0027m getting better this is working and it just been a year would pass and i changed the same kind of yes responses like then you just kind of stop\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah exactly same thing\n\nSPEAKER_01: so when the doctors were giving you much did you end up on the same path as so many other of us where you just start googling and like trying to figure out what to do on your own\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah it was like i had a 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sheets that you can print out and write like what you\u0027re doing in a day hour by hour that was helpful to me because i started to see that like the little bit of energy i had in a day wasn\u0027t always was sometimes being wasted or like i was doing things that wasn\u0027t exactly directly going after my recovery and healing so changing some of those things around like eliminating think eliminating things that weren\u0027t totally necessary that was helpful\n\nSPEAKER_01: and i can link that in the video description if people want to take a look it\u0027s just essentially a system for figuring out how much usable energy you actually have in a day and then taking a look at where that\u0027s going and then seeing okay how much of this is going towards things that are actually helping me recover maybe identifying some of those\n\nSPEAKER_01: energy vampires too now i do something and this is like a down a little some people like old school paper you can write things down i these days 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it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i 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of my body that never went away and extreme extreme fatigue so i ended up in bed a ton and that was the beginning of it\n\nSPEAKER_01: what did you think was happening\n\nSPEAKER_00: i mean at first i thought it was something to do with the shingles because i had chosen not to take whatever the doctor gave me like the antibiotic or whatever and i thought okay this will just resolve but as weeks and then months went by and i realized nothing was helping i didn\u0027t know what to think i thought for sure something was physically wrong and so i started running to doctors so like my primary care physician and then she sent me to a neurologist i ended up at a neurosurgeon tried physical therapy chiropractory like nothing helped so it was it was like running around to doctors and eventually feeling like nothing helped and then what\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah i mean so basically like they did an mri of my brain and also of my spine and found something called chiari c h i a r i chiari malformation 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i 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actually feels that she is completely the opposite you are going to absolutely love her she is amazing and i\u0027m so excited for you to hear her story sarah so excited to have you here today thank you so much for doing this\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah for sure nice to see you raylan thank you so much for having me\n\nSPEAKER_01: you have had an incredible journey and i cannot wait to hear all about it so take us back how did this all start for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: so i\u0027m actually somebody who had chronic fatigue even as a child so i would like fall asleep in class and all throughout my childhood and even in college i remember trying to stand up in the back of class just to stay awake or drinking tons of coffee but my like acute onset of chronic fatigue and chronic pain was probably five or six years ago after i stood up to my mother for the first time ever and then like a week or two later i got shingles and after that i got all these symptoms of like tons of pain on just the right side 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work so at the time that it started i was working and i would be doing things that were slightly unsafe like pulling over and sleeping in my car just to like get my energy level up you know maybe guzzling caffeine like whatever i could do at my psychiatrist at the time he gave me something called provigil for narcolepsy to try to stay awake but i found that to be addictive so i got off that pretty much right away so it was like nothing helped and eventually i was so exhausted and in so much pain that i just had to stop working and then i was just home like laying in bed laying on the couch doing very very little\n\nSPEAKER_01: such a stressful thing to go through i can just picture you pulling over and having to rest or having to sleep and i remember when i was trying to work i would have to lock the door in my office it\u0027s quite small and there wasn\u0027t really any room on the floor so i just laid down on the top of my small desk and would just try and take a nap and hope that i 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it\u0027s just amazing after you know i think some of us who recover we can really appreciate life more for having been sick because we know what it\u0027s like for it to be removed you know and not be able to do anything or enjoy anything it\u0027s amazing i\u0027m so happy for you and what children\n\nSPEAKER_01: have not come up yet\n\nSPEAKER_01: nightmare to go through without children so that had to add a whole other layer of complexity and struggle for you\n\nSPEAKER_00: yeah yeah it definitely did probably didn\u0027t come up because i probably still carry some guilt but probably just need to let go of it you know and just really live in the moment is important and just give what i can to them now but we struggled through i had to get lots of help with my kids now they\u0027re older they\u0027re both teenagers so yeah\n\nSPEAKER_01: it\u0027s good i\u0027m glad you brought it up because i know there are a lot of parents watching and it can feel like how am i ever going to do 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially 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nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i am so excited i\u0027m here today with ashok gupta over in london england now most of you probably are already well aware of who he is he is the director of the gupta program which is the original neuroplasticity and holistic healing program that has helped so many people over the years to recover from conditions like chronic fatigue syndrome me long covid lyme disease fibromyalgia and similar conditions and in addition to all of ashok\u0027s professional experience with this he also has a lived experience with this about twenty five years ago when he was studying at cambridge he became unwell with this condition himself and through his own neuroplasticity research he was able to fully recover so stick around to the end because we\u0027re going to dive 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and 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that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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just like this one so lots of great resources to help you on your road to health and recovery well thank you so much ashok this has been absolutely amazing i really appreciate your time today i know other people will as well\n\nSPEAKER_00: thank you raylan thank you so much for having me it\u0027s been a pleasure\n\nSPEAKER_01: and to those of you watching whenever you\u0027re feeling keep at it you have totally got this i really hope you enjoyed this video i hope you got something out of it and as always i hope to see you in this next one\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and 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i\u0027m so excited when you first told me about that i think it\u0027s incredible anything that\u0027s in an app form i feel like people can integrate into their lives so much more easily and people low on energy they don\u0027t have to worry about managing large computers and heavy things they can do it from bed so yeah i think that\u0027s just amazing so for people watching i know it can be overwhelming because there are quite a few programs out there a lot of programs that incorporate brain training and they can seem similar on the surface so how is your program different for what else is out there\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes it seems like they\u0027re all very similar but actually we feel that our program is quite different so the way that we are different to other programs is that some programs focus on one thing that they do or emphasize whereas we\u0027re far more holistic we think healing for the longer term requires a holistic approach where we look at lifestyle aspects we look at meditation and then there\u0027s the core brain retraining as well but most importantly some programs have a very bootcamp approach where it\u0027s like do this one thing again and again and if you\u0027re not doing enough or you\u0027re not getting well it\u0027s because you\u0027re not doing this particular technique and actually it\u0027s far more nuanced than that we find we don\u0027t have a bootcamp approach we have a much more compassionate approach of how you can integrate this into your lifestyle and secondly we feel it\u0027s all about not just getting well but staying well so in the latter half of our program we look at what are some of the anxiety patterns and the stress patterns that we may have inherited as children that impacts on our recovery because pacing ourselves back into normal life making sure if we do get back to a job or studying that those same old triggers that were there don\u0027t re trigger us so how do we calm our nervous system for the rest of our lives 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worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and the immune system causing all the symptoms in the body so the water is flowing down the left hand channel but what we want to do is dig a right hand channel and get the water diverted to a new way of being that\u0027s the changing the neuronal system the cell assemblies in the brain but sand is quite hard meditation breathing relaxation techniques good sleep all of these lifestyle factors they enable the sand to become softer so that you can rechannel the water in a different direction and that\u0027s why we prepare the mind for brain retraining through these types of techniques and we find them very very important now that doesn\u0027t mean that someone has to be an expert at meditation so if somebody\u0027s no good at meditation or not that anybody\u0027s no good but they find it challenging there are other relaxation techniques that people can do in our program to help get them there and prepare that sand so it\u0027s softer and then the retraining is more powerful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities 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means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i am so excited i\u0027m here today with ashok gupta over in london england now most of you probably are already well aware of who he is he is the director of the gupta program which is the original neuroplasticity and holistic healing program that has helped so many people over the years to recover from conditions like chronic fatigue syndrome me long covid lyme disease fibromyalgia and similar conditions and in addition to all of ashok\u0027s professional experience with this he also has a lived experience with this about twenty five years ago when he was studying at cambridge he became unwell with this condition himself and through his own neuroplasticity research he was able to fully recover so stick around to the end because we\u0027re going to dive into some really great stuff and he has an exciting announcement for you as well it\u0027s just such a great opportunity to have one of the world\u0027s experts on neuroplasticity here with us today so shock welcome thank you so much for doing this today\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes thank you for inviting me lovely to be here\n\nSPEAKER_01: i know a lot of people are probably aware of your program but a lot of people probably or might not be aware that you also had your own personal experience with this so i think it\u0027d be great if you could share a bit of that with us\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes like many of us on this journey we started with our own challenges that we face so i actually suffered from me and chronic fatigue syndrome whilst studying at cambridge so i was an undergrad there and i had gone to india got some kind of virus and i came back and i typical story i started feeling better from the virus itself but actually my overall health started going downhill i started feeling worse and worse and worse to the point at which if i opened up a textbook i couldn\u0027t even read the words on the textbook and if i tried to do any kind of exertion i would feel much much worse\n\nSPEAKER_00: in my worst moments i had to crawl to the bathroom and the worst part of it was i would see doctor expert this person that person they would all say there\u0027s nothing we can do we don\u0027t know what you have we don\u0027t know what to even to call it there\u0027s no obvious treatment and you might have this for the rest of your life and that\u0027s it and it really was as a young man a brick wall in front of me and i remember in my worst moments i was almost suicidal and i said to myself i said to the universe if i can just get myself even ten percent better even twenty percent better i\u0027ve met so many other people if i can just get myself a little better i will spend the rest of my life dedicating myself to this condition and trying to help so many others because there is so much suffering that people are enduring with these conditions and that was the contract that i made with universe at that time that is my promise to help people with this\n\nSPEAKER_01: that is amazing and i know that your program has helped thousands of people over the years to get their lives back these conditions are so horrific and for so long people have felt stuck and trapped and hopeless so i think this is just amazing and i was smiling as you were saying that because it\u0027s very relatable when i was in my worst and at my sickest and feeling really hopeless i need a similar contract with the universe you don\u0027t even don\u0027t have to heal me just show me the way help me find the path and i will do everything i can to spread that information once i\u0027m out of this\n\nSPEAKER_00: and that\u0027s great there\u0027s people like yourselves who are really the lighthouses of other people to be able to come to this and really understand different ways of healing and so in my story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom surviving is the number one priority so you then give all of the resources to the army and the navy and they stay in a constant state of battle readiness and not only that a little child walks over the hill they fire off their arrows they fire off their war machines i e the immune system and the nervous system and that stays continually activated and what that means is that although the body is protected the kingdom is protected the resources are scarce in the body to do other things so setting up a new farming system is now compromised or\n\nSPEAKER_00: health and wellness in general is compromised because all resources are being channeled to defending the kingdom and then the purpose of brain retraining is saying to those army generals who now come to you every week to give you an update actually training them to say hey i know that at that point in time a year ago or five years ago when we had that invading army you did the right thing you overstimulated the immune system and nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities that the body engages with and that\u0027s a kind of brief summary of how brain retraining works\n\nSPEAKER_01: that\u0027s a great way of thinking about it a lot of people talk about when they talk about their recovery journeys and they\u0027re doing brain training they talk about things like mindfulness and meditation so does that have something to do with brain retraining is it important or how does it impact health\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so some people confuse the two and think that because in our program we had mindfulness and meditation and breathing that that\u0027s the brain retraining what that is is that is preparing the ground for brain retraining because when our brains are stressed or overstimulated it\u0027s less neuroplastic so that basically means it\u0027s less rewirable so imagine you have a channel in the sand right so at the moment the water is flowing down the left hand channel which is the brain saying i\u0027m in danger i need to overstimulate the nervous system and the immune system causing all the symptoms in the body so the water is flowing down the left hand channel but what we want to do is dig a right hand channel and get the water diverted to a new way of being that\u0027s the changing the neuronal system the cell assemblies in the brain but sand is quite hard meditation breathing relaxation techniques good sleep all of these lifestyle factors they enable the sand to become softer so that you can rechannel the water in a different direction and that\u0027s why we prepare the mind for brain retraining through these types of techniques and we find them very very important now that doesn\u0027t mean that someone has to be an expert at meditation so if somebody\u0027s no good at meditation or not that anybody\u0027s no good but they find it challenging there are other relaxation techniques that people can do in our program to help get them there and prepare that sand so it\u0027s softer and then the retraining is more powerful\n\nSPEAKER_01: i 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you know it\u0027s just it\u0027s important to hear these messages again and again that there is so much value in that self care and the downtime and the relaxation and it is not time wasted\n\nSPEAKER_00: so to interrupt just i would emphasize that it\u0027s after dinner so after we\u0027ve had dinner and obviously some of us had dinner earlier than others it\u0027s having as many lean back experiences versus lean forward experiences now what i mean by that is when you\u0027re working on a laptop or you\u0027re on a screen where you\u0027re typing things in you\u0027re leaning into the experience which is stimulating your nervous system but a lean back experience might be watching a comedy on tv where you\u0027re not actively engaging your mind but you are laughing you\u0027re uplifted you might have a fun conversation with friends or playing a game with your family\n\nSPEAKER_00: or something which is gentle and relaxing that you know relaxes your nervous system those are things to 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so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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the kingdom is weak because of the drought\n\nSPEAKER_00: and now imagine that an invader comes over the hill now the army and navy they have to work extra hard because they\u0027ve been starved because of the drought and so they have to work extra hard to fight off this incoming army coming over the hill they\u0027re fighting valiantly and they just about managed to fight off this invading army and let\u0027s say this invading army is the covid nineteen infection they just about managed to save the kingdom and then they come to you queen raylan and say hey you know we only just managed to fight off the invading army we need all the resources now of the kingdom we need the wheat the corn the metal everything from the whole kingdom should be prioritised to the army and navy and we are going to stay in a state of readiness because we never know when the next army is going to invade over that hill and of course you as the queen think well that makes logical sense because our kingdom 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We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\nSPEAKER_01: hey friends welcome back i am so excited i\u0027m here today with ashok gupta over in london england now most of you probably are already well aware of who he is he is the director of the gupta program which is the original neuroplasticity and holistic healing program that has helped so many people over the years to recover from conditions like chronic fatigue syndrome me long covid lyme disease fibromyalgia and similar conditions and in addition to all of ashok\u0027s professional experience with this he also has a lived experience with this about twenty five years ago when he was studying at cambridge he became unwell with this condition himself and through his own neuroplasticity research he was able to fully recover so stick around to the end because we\u0027re going to dive 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story i then research brain neurology physiology trying to just work out what happens and then managed to get myself\n\nSPEAKER_00: in a very ad hoc way practice with my brain on the periphery of consciousness so this really was before there was any brain retraining programs out there this is really me experimenting and trying to understand what was going on and i managed to get myself a hundred percent better and then published a medical paper so this was in the late nineties so my medical paper was published online in ninety nine and then in a medical journey in two thousand and two and then i set up a clinic in two thousand to then support others with these types of conditions and then obviously we first were first published a neuroplasticity program in two thousand and seven and then have evolved it from there so it\u0027s been a real fascinating journey for me in terms of understanding myself and then how we can support other patients with these conditions\n\nSPEAKER_01: i\u0027m so glad that we have things like this to get this information out now because for far too long it was really hard since you\u0027re talking i\u0027m thinking this could have helps me that\u0027s going to help my mother who also had this years and years and years ago and so many of us are lost for a really long time when there are things out there that can help us we just don\u0027t know what they are or how to find them\n\nSPEAKER_01: a lot of people who watch this channel are currently facing mecfs or long covid or something similar and there\u0027s so much talk about brain training and neuroplasticity there\u0027s just no avoiding its impact on recovery it\u0027s just getting hit in the face with it over and over and over again so can you explain a bit about what this is and why it matters to people who are facing these sorts of conditions\n\nSPEAKER_00: yes so the word neuroplasticity it seems like a very kind of scientific word but it\u0027s a very simple word what it essentially means is that twenty or thirty years ago we used to believe that the brain was fixed so that\u0027s your personality the way that your body responds to your environment was pretty fixed and that was supported by this idea that we have certain genetic makeup and that\u0027s determined at birth and there\u0027s nothing we can do about it but actually in the last twenty years we\u0027ve realized the brain is constantly rewiring itself it\u0027s constantly changing and so neuroplasticity is this idea that our brains are flexible we\u0027re not fixed we weren\u0027t fixed in our childhood in terms of the way we respond to our environment and that\u0027s incredibly empowering that we can change our brains and therefore change actual not only aspects of our personality but aspects of our physiology and the way that illnesses run their course\n\nSPEAKER_01: i think this is one of the biggest things that\u0027s brand new information to so many of us because we think about the physical symptoms 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nervous system to defend our kingdom and that was brilliant you did that fantastically well but now things are different we are no longer under threat you can stand down in america they have what defcon five to defcon one right so in terms of the kind of military defence standing so we can now stand down we no longer need to defend the kingdom so in such an extreme fashion every moment and that is brain retraining that is you as the queen of the kingdom the prefrontal cortex training these generals which are actually two brain structures primarily the amygdala and the insula which we\u0027ll talk about later training them retraining them reeducating them we are no longer in threat it\u0027s safe and getting them to stand down and when they stand down then the immune system and nervous system is no longer overstimulated and the whole system the whole kingdom can go back to normal and all the resources that were previously channeled to defence can now be channelled to other activities 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don\u0027t know ten to fifteen cups of tea a day but that\u0027s okay isn\u0027t it\n\nSPEAKER_00: well of course if you\u0027re stimulating your fragile system with ten to fifteen cups of tea that isn\u0027t going to help you heal so it is about approaching the entire system holistically and that\u0027s what we do at the gupta program is talk about holistic living so certainly sleep is a major factor so good sleep hygiene and getting doing whatever we can to make our nighttime routine conducive to good sleep then obviously an anti inflammatory diet so if there are things which are reinflaming an already inflamed system we want to have an anti inflammatory diet to support us then there are things obviously like pacing and i\u0027m sure many of your guests previously have talked about the importance of pacing so that\u0027s something we encourage as well and then exposure to daylight and sunlight so when we first wake up having exposure to daylight and actually having that vitamin d 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      "template_text": "This is text from a transcript of a patient who has recovered from CFS/ME. We will ask a number of questions about the transcript to categorise the person\u0027s background and experience.\n\nRead it carefully and answer the questions below.\n\n\u003ctranscript\u003e\n\n{{input}}\n\n\u003c/transcript\u003e\n\n\u00a1BEGIN\n\nDid this patient suffer from CFS/ME or long covid?\n \nSome interviews were with professionals who were not themselves ill (they help people who are unwell). These should be classified as `notapatient`.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[cfs__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Did the patient suffer from CFS/ME or long covid? \nOnly classify as CFS or Covid if the transcript explicitly shows that they had a diagnosis of these conditions. \n\nUnclear means it\u0027s hard to tell which they suffered from. No evidence means the transcript does not refer to any illness.\n\n[[pick:diagnosis|cfs,covid,both,none,notapatient,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\nIs the patient now a professional helping other people recover from CFS/ME or long covid? Extract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[is_professional__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Is the patient now a professional helping other people recover from CFS/ME or long covid? Only use the unclear category if it\u0027s genuinely unclear from the text. If there is no mention of being a professional, assume they are not.\n\n[[pick:is_professional|professional,not_a_professional,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\n\nDid the patient make a full or partial recovery?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[recovery__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Did the patient make a full or partial recovery? Respond unclear if the text is confusing or doesn\u0027t make it clear. Say no evidence if this topic isn\u0027t mentioned in the text.\n\n[[pick:recovery|full,partial,not_recovered,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\nWas the patient bed-bound or so severely affected such that they could not leave their house?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[bedbound__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Was the patient bed-bound or very severely affected such that they could not leave their house? Respond unclear if the text is confusing or doesn\u0027t make it clear. Say no evidence if this topic isn\u0027t mentioned in the text.\n\n[[pick:bedbound|bedbound,housebound,neither,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\nWas the patient suicidal at any point, because of their condition?\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[suicide__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Was the patient suicidal at any point? \nDid they contemplate taking their life? \nIf there is no evidence, then assume \"no\". If the text is confusing or doesn\u0027t make it clear, respond `unclear`.\n\n[[pick:suicide|yes,no,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\nDid the patient find advice and prescriptions from conventional medical practictioners helpful? \n\nBy conventional medical practictioners, we mean doctors, nurses, and other healthcare professionals, or clinical psychologists working within conventional medical settings.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[conventional__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Did they find conventional medical practice helpful in their recovery? If any of the conventional methods were helpful, reply `helpful`. If some were helpful but only helped a little, reply `partially`. If none were helpful reply `unhelpful`. If the text is confusing or doesn\u0027t make it clear, respond `unclear`.\n\n[[pick:conventional|helpful,partially_helpful,unhelpful,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\nDid the patient find complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) helpful in their recovery? For CAM we use the NCCIH (US National Center for Complementary and Integrative Health) definition:\n\n\u003e \u201cComplementary and alternative medicine (CAM) is a broad domain of healing resources that encompasses all health systems, modalities, and practices and their accompanying theories and beliefs, other than those intrinsic to the politically dominant health system of a particular society or culture in a given historical period.\u201d\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[cam__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Did the patient find complementary and alternative medicine helpful in their recovery? If any of the CAM methods were helpful, reply `helpful`. If some were helpful but only helped a little, reply `partially`. If none were helpful reply `unhelpful`. If the text is confusing or doesn\u0027t make it clear, respond `unclear`.\n\n[[pick:cam|helpful,partially_helpful,unhelpful,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\n\nWhat type of CAM did the patient find helpful? Respond in a few words or short phrase describing the CAM they used. If no CAM was mentioned, respond `none`. Respond only with the word or phrase.\n\n[[cam_type]]\n\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\nWe want to classify the type of CAM a patient describes as helpful.\n\nPossible categories are:\n\nHere\u2019s a compact but inclusive classification scheme (\u226410 categories) that captures all the CAM types you listed. It avoids redundancy by grouping overlapping interventions under broader but meaningful headings:\n\n1. **Dietary \u0026 Nutritional Interventions**\n   \u2013 dietary modification (e.g., AIP diet, Gerson therapy, elimination diets)\n   \u2013 supplements, herbal teas, fermented foods, essential oils, hydrotherapy, parasite cleansing\n\n2. **Traditional \u0026 Naturopathic Medicine**\n   \u2013 naturopathy, ayurveda, herbal medicine, home remedies, health coaching\n\n3. **Mind\u2013Body Therapies**\n   \u2013 Internal Family Systems, Dr. Sarno\u2019s approach, somatic tracking, trauma release, polyvagal-informed strategies, somatics, relaxation techniques\n\n4. **Meditation \u0026 Mindfulness Practices**\n   \u2013 meditation, mindfulness, breathwork, visualization, mantras, sound therapy, nature therapy\n\n5. **Brain Retraining \u0026 Psychological Conditioning**\n   \u2013 DNRS, \u201cI can thrive,\u201d mindset programs, tapping (EFT), self-regulation practices\n\n6. **Bodywork \u0026 Physical Therapies**\n   \u2013 massage, yoga, physiotherapy, breathing exercises, ear wiggling, cold therapy\n\n7. **Psychological \u0026 Psychotherapeutic Approaches**\n   \u2013 psychotherapy, counselling, trauma-focused therapies\n\n8. **Energy \u0026 Frequency-Based Therapies**\n   \u2013 acupuncture, frequency therapy (Rife, zapping, Spooky Two), environmental modification\n\n9. **Shamanic \u0026 Non-Western Ritual Therapies**\n   \u2013 Kambo (frog poison), ceremonial/spiritual practices\n\n10. **Other / Unclear**\n    \u2013 unspecified or unclear interventions\n\n\nThis patient says they found this CAM helpful:\n\n\u003cINPUT\u003e\n{{cam_type}}\n\u003c/INPUT\u003e\n\nThese quotes are from an interview with the patient:\n\u003cevidenc\u003e\n{{cam__evidence}}\n\u003c/evidenc\u003e\n\nNow choose options. Classify the CAM types they found helpful. If no CAM was mentioned, respond `none`.\n\n[[pick*:cam_classes|diet,naturopathy,mindbody,meditation,brain_retrain,bodywork,psychology,energy,shamanic,other,unclear,none]]\n\nWhich was the primary or most helpful CAM type?  Choose based on the main type of CAM described as helpful. If no CAM was mentioned, respond `none`.\n\n[[pick:cam_main_class|diet,naturopathy,mindbody,meditation,brain_retrain,bodywork,psychology,energy,shamanic,other,unclear,none]]\n\n\n\u00a1OBLIVIATE\n\nDid an individual professional help the patient recover from CFS/ME or long covid? For example this might be a doctor, therapist, coach or some other person who is trained to deliver any kind of care intended to be therapeutic.\n\nExtract a quote or quotes from the transcript would help us make this classification. ONLY INCLUDE QUOTES FROM THE TEXT ABOVE. DO NOT FABRICATE QUOTES. If it\u0027s unclear from the text, say why and what the best evidence is given the transcript.\n\n[[professional_helped__evidence]]\n\nNow pick an option. Did an individual professional help the patient recover? If no professional was mentioned, respond `none`.\nOnly respond yes if the individual mentions a specific professional of any kind who was instrumental in their recovery.\n\n[[pick:professional_helped|yes,no,unclear,no_evidence]]\n\nWhat type of professional helped the patient? Respond in a word or short phrase describing the professional. If no professional was mentioned, respond `none`. Respond only with the word or phrase.\n\n[[professional_type]]",
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